GL/BE. The author likes BL, so BL scenes may appear. Please read at your own discretion. The extra chapter has a happy ending.
Ji Nian'an used to think that people who lied about not loving someone so they could spare them pain, then faced death alone, were fools. She thought that if it were her, she'd use her remaining time to make sure the other person would never forget her, selfishly leaving behind a vivid mark. She was afraid of being forgotten. But as her life drew to a close, she realized she couldn't bear it. She wanted that bright, cheerful girl's face to always be lit with a smile. She didn't want the girl to remember her. More than that, she wanted her to carry on living brightly after forgetting her. Her final days were peaceful and warm. Weary, she closed her eyes as tears fell. She really did like her so much. She truly loved her.
Theme: My dear, I miss you so much
