Your Long Summer

This article was developed for two reasons. First: On a very ordinary day, I was walking on the road and smelled the second-hand smoke of the person in front of me. When I came home, I smelled the second-hand smoke of the person next to me in the elevator. I hate the smell of smoke. At this time, the image of a male protagonist who died from smoking appeared. Su Linbei was destined to die when he came out of my writing. Silent, passive, an image waiting in place, his life is stagnant. Anxu was like a bright moon to him, hanging far away in the sky. They wouldn't have crossed paths. Like a zombie friend lying in the WeChat list, you may occasionally remember his name but not the person at all. An Xu didn't remember him. They and their classmates were not from the same school. One is in the spotlight and the other is as small as dust. Su Linbei has had no fulcrum since he was a child. Both his parents are dead, and his grandma pays little attention to him. He seems to have become a picture on the wall at home. It was okay to live in such a muddle, until An Xu spoke up to save him. Just such a little intersection was chewed by him day and night, and that little light gradually became his entire focus, and Anxu became his fulcrum. Before An Xu knew it, Su Linbei had placed her deep in his heart. Being used to waiting, he could just look at An Xu in the crowd. He only needed to know that she was living a good life. That night was a dream. Su Linbei carefully covered the gem, wanting to keep it longer. Su Linbei doesn't have the right to end this intersection that started with An Xu. He wants to die because of smoking when he is about to be happy, and he wants to die when everything is going well. His end is sealed. The background of low self-esteem is hatred. I hate that the bright moon hangs high in the sky and does not shine on me. Until the bright moon falls to the ground and you come to my side, I can have you, so we have some possibility. An Xu, I hate you, An Xu, I love you. I want you to keep hanging high, you should keep hanging high, you should keep hanging high. I have always been the Su Linbei who needed your rescue. You deserve the best, you deserve the best. The formation of a person cannot be established if there are only results. Su Linbei's trajectory revolves around Anxu, and he is a star beside the moon Anxu. This leads to the second reason for the formation of this article: I was brushing sweet potatoes that day and saw a comment about the male protagonists in romance novels who lost love but gained everything. He lost love but had wealth and power. Anxu appeared. Anxu is a character who is moving forward. No matter her family or her love, she will not stop. In the past, she was a goddess who attracted much attention. At that time, An Xu didn't feel anything was wrong. She seemed to be a fixed character walking through fixed plot points until she learned her identity. An Yuzhen can hate a person who has been hurting others since she was born, and she can hate her parents, but what about An Xu? Who should she blame? Things she believed in before suddenly changed, and everything around her made it impossible for her to think. Anxu had an escape mentality. From Tanzhou to Ji'an, I met Su Linbei. At first it was just because of the slight similarity in facial features, but later Su Linbei didn't leave. His concern for An Xu could be felt, and he had never hidden his infatuation for An Xu. An Xu didn't think it was important. She had seen many people she liked since she was a child, and the eyes that fell on her were basically filled with love. Su Linbei is just one of them. For An Xu, accepting Su Linbei is the same as escaping to Ji'an. It didn't matter whether she was working in a bar or living in a state of confusion every day, which was her controllable exile. Until Gu Nianchuan called, there seemed to be a voice in his heart reminding An Xu that it was time to go back and solve everything. Returning to Tanzhou, like a conditioned reflex, everything began to be put on the schedule, her parents' matters, school matters, all these things were quickly solved when she started to take action. An Xu's life accelerated when he passed the small plot point of Ji'an. An Xu likes Su Linbei and assumes that Su Linbei will always be there. The two of them moved forward and waited in place. Except for a brief intersection, they would never be together. An Xu felt that Su Linbei was always by his side and could keep up with him no matter what, so he didn't take the initiative to say many things and didn't take the initiative to ask many questions. There were many things they didn't know about each other, and they didn't have time to say many things. An Xu will miss Su Linbei, and he will keep it in An Xu's heart. It is not difficult to create a character where love is the condiment. An Xu was formed so smoothly and she was calm at the end. After crying, she was able to sleep in the room and chat with Su Linbei on the wall for a long time, saying many things that she had not had time to say before. According to my idea, An Xu should say: "I will never fall in love with anyone else in my life. Su Linbei is the person I love most." ] She should be hysterical after Su Linbei's death, should live in tears... It seems that this is how I can achieve my original idea, that she should be remembered forever in her heart, and then gain wealth and achieve academic success. But I didn't write it. Anxu was created by me to be lighter. Ji'an was a passer-by, Tanzhou was a passer-by, and Su Linbei was also a passer-by. Anxu may also be a passer-by in Sting Academy. She is a person moving forward. There may be new people ahead, or there may not be. But after she has gone through these things, she will have her own way, and An Xu will not say that. The sky is high and the sea is vast, Anxu has a better world. This is my first time writing be, and the death of a protagonist is my first time. By the time I typed out the three words of the full text, my original intention of writing this article had changed. It would not just be a simple sentence [the death of the smoking male protagonist] [the happiness of the cold-hearted female protagonist]. In the later period, I would always wonder whether I was too cruel to Su Linbei, whether all this was too ruthless, but as things developed, his death became a foregone conclusion. Destined to die, I'm sorry. Anxu is like the sea, and Anxu is like the wind. Many times I would like to ask An Xu to care and love Su Linbei more, but no, An Xu is not like this. Su Linbei didn't like An Xu like that either. I have written so much intermittently, I hope you can understand it. I don't know if I will write another article in the future. This article is really an unspeakable journey for me. These two protagonists are special to me. This person is Su Linbei, and this person is An Xu. One is too heavy and the other is too light. Looking back now, their first meeting in the alley seemed like God's will. God accidentally flipped the thread of life and they intersected. If the ending is fixed, then the beauty in the middle is a gift. Su Linbei didn't say a lot, and An Xu didn't say a lot. These unsaid words were left to drift away in the midsummer wind. May everyone be braver and more enthusiastic this summer. See you in the next book. ——This paragraph was written on August 19, 2026.

[Orange Candy] I've had it. [Orange Candy] I've had it as a sports student. This copy is also good. When will it open?

Great writing. Only now did I realize that the chapter names are negative numbers.

Jinjiang, what are you talking about?