At twenty-seven, Song Sanxi leapt from a mountaintop. When he opened his eyes, he was back on the first day of being seventeen.
At seventeen, Song Sanxi was withdrawn and liked to keep to himself.
After he stopped a bullying incident, the person isolated, ostracized, and bullied by the entire school became him.
In this new life, everything he had once gone through seemed like nothing more than a nightmare.
Song Sanxi encounters once again the boy who has been kicked to the ground.
He pretends not to see him and turns away from a distance.
But beneath the bullies' feet, a pair of eyes quietly watches him.
Through the filth, violence, and insults, those glacier-cold eyes seem to say:
Save me.
Song Sanxi still can't bring himself to leave him.
Later, he tells Cen Chuan, "I wasn't really trying to save you. I wanted to save myself."
The moment our eyes met, I suddenly wanted more than anything to save the younger me, still trapped ten years in the past.
Song Sanxi never imagined that someone else had transmigrated back to this year with him.
That person had once reached out to him through unbearable days, and he had carefully taken hold of his hand.
That same person had only ever been kind to him to lure him into confessing, so he could prove that Song Sanxi was delusional and had ulterior motives, and deserved to be isolated, ostracized, and bullied.
Fate had toyed with him so cruelly.
Song Sanxi smiled through gritted teeth. "Zhou Mingfang, why aren't you in hell?"
The boy across from him smiled even more graciously. "Maybe because I had to find you first."
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Theme: May everyone have the chance to grow up well
The character bar has been changed to make the official allocation more clear. Why did I put it this way before? Because I am the protagonist controller, I will focus on my first perspective, scene highlight shaping, etc. Everything I can control is the first priority. Other characters, even if they are similar, are far from being comparable to the protagonist. Of course, I don't treat other characters as tools. Everyone has their own life. What I have briefly mentioned in the main perspective may not necessarily be full of ups and downs in the corresponding perspective. It's just that a novel must have priorities and details. I can't write them all, and I don't have the ability to divide them equally between two people and write them both well, so I have to make some choices. In short, this point has been explained in advance. Let us, the authors and readers, choose among themselves. (The other thing is that when I wrote the article, I was hesitating between oe and he. This is a story in which the protagonist is in pain most of the time. The ending is cured or physically liberated. Does it all seem to make sense? As of now, I still want to try to give the teenagers a better ending.)
This book was an inspiration that suddenly came to me at the end of last year. The original intention was to write a story about a victim of campus violence who is reborn and achieves revenge by fighting violence with violence. Because in reality, many bullies will not be punished (or the punishment is too light), and many victims can only rely on time to erase the pain, which I think is unfair. I was very eager to express myself, so I started saving the manuscript immediately. The process of saving the manuscript went very smoothly, and it was so smooth that I temporarily shelved the manuscripts of other articles on hand. I want feedback. Once I have saved a certain amount, I will open the article directly and save as I update. However, because I usually don't pay attention to the channel rules and don't add editors, I didn't ask the editor in advance what can and cannot be written. After the passionate article was updated for a period of time, the editor found me through the website and reminded me that the topic of school violence is sensitive and I should pay attention to the scale of description, especially when it involves minors. It is not recommended to use violence to fight violence. The protagonist must abide by laws and regulations, and the value orientation must be correct and positive. This is contrary to my original intention, but I have updated more than a dozen chapters. I don't want to cut them off directly, so I promised the editor that I will abide by the rules and not touch the red lines. I have been making adjustments since then, but my initial outline contained a lot of bullying & counterattack plots and physical violence. If I deleted this part, I would have to fill it with other things, which made it very difficult for me to write smoothly. And this kind of discomfort became more and more serious as the plot progressed. I obviously felt that it was difficult to maintain the previous setting and at the same time reach an ending where the law intervened to punish the bully and let the protagonist feel relieved. So I froze when I was about to enter the next big plot. So far, I haven't come up with a reasonable plot development, and it doesn't look right no matter how I write it, which makes me very frustrated. I will continue to try to revise and find a way to complete the book, but I can't guarantee when it will be corrected.
Boss, please, don't let Zhou Mingfang take the lead. I kneel down and beg you 😩😩😩 Even if they are both reborn, don't let Zhou Mingfang take the lead. He is really crazy and a bit annoying. I hate him even more after reading the introduction. He is also responsible for the protagonist's subsequent collapse, but I hope that this responsibility will receive the punishment he deserves, and will not become the companionship of the rest of his life to repay that responsibility. I am also a victim of campus bullying. The difference is that the cold violence I suffered lasted throughout my middle and high school years, as well as domestic violence in elementary school (real beatings, on average once a week in third and fourth grade, and the whole class knew about it). I know how the victims feel about the bullies. Unless Zhou is the parent of the protagonist, there is no way to find him. If you find a reason to forgive him, let him go to hell too. Rebirth is to make him soberly aware of his mistakes and bear his own responsibilities. Okay, okay, please, boss, a person who is a mental bully. The victim will never forgive me no matter what. I still love my mother, but I will not forgive her either. Please, please, please, don't do the front attack every week 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
I made a slight modification and merged chapters 28 and 29 into one chapter. Chapter 29 is temporarily cleared and will be replaced with a new chapter later. I feel like I'm sleepwalking these past few days, and all I write is a mess. I'm sorry and I will adjust it as soon as possible.
Thank you to heaven, thank you to earth, thank you for your hard work~
It's updated every few days now [Hold your thighs]
I just found out that wb has been opened a lot, please pay attention [hug your thighs]
Wow wow wow, this Cen Chuan has a bit of a dark underbelly [Sunglasses]
There is a feeling of going black jio 🐶
I feel like I have misunderstood Tao Yan [Shut up]