Adoration

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The reeds are lush and green, the dew turns to frost.

The one I long for is on the far side of the river.

I follow the stream upstream, but the way is long and hard.

I follow it downstream, and there she is, in the middle of the water.

An ordinary commoner, who by a twist of fate steps into the royal family.

The first half of my life was spent inside a tragic love story.

The remorseful husband tries to win back his wife.

I was not that wife, nor have I ever seen that fiery place.

I heard it burned for three days and three nights. Beneath the scorched earth lay countless dry bones, and all around were cries of grief.

I don't want to become that wife, either.

I took her name, but she is herself, and I am myself. I have to run around and exhaust myself just to piece together a tiny fraction of what there is to know about her.

This is how I survive.

I survive in the glow of her fading light, and in his shadow.

Chu Yu lived a life of love and hate intertwined. It had nothing to do with me, yet I had to bear all the consequences.

How innocent was I?

Surely I deserve something in return.

And so I became part of this story, too.

I am the most cunning person in it.

I try to part the fog before my eyes, cross mountains and seas of clouds, summon the soul, and return to my hometown.

[Reader Advisory]

Told in the female lead's first person. Tragedy with a bad ending.

The male and female leads are a fake couple.

Historical details may not be rigorous. Please don't scrutinize them.

Theme: Listen to someone else's story long enough, and it becomes your own life.