[This story was completed before the author signed a contract, and is free to read in full. It is an XP-focused story, so please check the content warnings before reading.]
As an atypical member of the Zoldyck Family, Mirshe originally had simple goals in life: get stronger, make money, and stay as far away from her older brother as possible.
The plan was lovely. Reality, however, was utterly insane:
An illegal fighting ring: she caught the attention of a gang of Class A wanted criminals.
A strange ruin: Chrollo dragged her into a prison of time, and she nearly ended up stranded a thousand years in the past forever.
A fog-shrouded cruise ship: she rendezvoused with Chrollo in a refrigerated room full of corpses, only to be sold to Illumi by Hisoka moments later.
Surviving on a deserted island: a storm was brewing outside the hollow in the tree, while inside, their breaths mingled. She couldn't even tell whether he was her survival partner or someone she was flirting with.
Back at Kukuroo Mountain, everything became even more dangerous.
She picked up a whip and finally saw her unflappable eldest brother lose his composure.
Illumi: "Milu. Every one of your emotions belongs to me. Love or hate... they're all mine."
Mirshe: "Are you having another episode? Should I comfort you?"
Illumi: "...Mm."
Only much later did Mirshe discover that the words she had carved into the wall of the tree hollow on the deserted island, "Chrollo Lucilfer is my mistake," had long since been altered. Someone had crossed out the word "mistake," leaving behind an even more intriguing blank.
In short, this is a story about fate, love, control, and reconciliation.
[Reading Guide / Content Warnings]
· Major changes to canon: The heroine is the Zoldyck Family's second daughter, and Milluki does not appear.
· This is not a power fantasy about an invincible heroine. The romance is bittersweet and twisted, with a little dark angst and some rather vulgar elements ().
· Possible triggers: The heroine is an atypical member of the Zoldyck Family who retains some compassion and a conscience. She tends to avoid things, has a stubborn and conflicted personality, and is weak at first but grows stronger later. She is not the perfect Zoldyck assassin people may expect, so please only start reading if you are okay with that.
· There are many original additions to the setting. Apologies for any out-of-character moments.
· This is a long story, and it's also the author's first long-form work. The writing is admittedly weak in the early chapters. You can try reading further ahead, but jumping straight to the ending is not recommended (spoiler warning).
In short, this is a story about fate, love, control, and reconciliation.
Theme: The courage to choose the light even after experiencing darkness.
Why are you so cute? Hahahahaha
I really like this entangled orthopedics!!! Modo Modo!
The character of the heroine is really not like that of a killer trained by beating up enemies. As a killer, she would be scared when seeing a dead body. It is so unreasonable.
It turned out that Ilmi was carved... Exorcising evil spirits and making me laugh to death [covering my face and laughing]
Are there any normal people in this family? Jpg
This sentence is so cute, I gave it to my young self [make me healthy]
The waters of the world will meet again, and the Arctic Ocean and the Nile will blend in the wet clouds [Make Me Well]
Milu, have you forgotten Laila... At this time, your immediate housekeeper is still on the way ()
It made me laugh so hard, it made Chrollo so angry.
Great... Beat up the rival brother and sister... Teacher, I'm busy with the geography exam and finals these days. I'm taking the exam these days. I'll come back after I'm done and I'll take a break💗