I Cosplayed as a Genderbent Jing Yuan and Took the Original Jing Yuan

(Girl x boy. This one won't be paywalled. Updates are irregular, usually whenever I have a meltdown while writing the story next door and come here to go crazy.) Here's the thing: you're an utterly ordinary cosplayer. For various reasons, at a convention you cosplayed a genderbent version of Jing Yuan from Honkai: Star Rail. Yes, a genderbend, wheelchair, beast ears, blindfold, demon god version, konjac jelly version... My own alternate version. You can't be blamed. You tripped at the convention and had to use a wheelchair. As a result, you accidentally became a human, mobile storage rack for your friends, and transformed into the ultimate all-in-one cosplayer. But that's okay. Something even more accidental happened: you cosplayed yourself into another world. That's right. Wearing all that gear, you, the ultimate all-in-one cosplayer, crossed over through cosplay. You silently screamed: With this bizarre appearance, am I about to end up in a love-triangle mess? But I'm socially anxious! I don't want a misunderstanding plot!!! But it's still okay! You didn't end up in the Xianzhou, but in Teyvat, where you became a glorious Archon. After enduring erosion and the pains of war, you grew up. You were no longer an ordinary little cosplayer who couldn't even fight a chicken. You had become the true Divine General, feared throughout Teyvat. Your social anxiety was cured, but your inability to express yourself hadn't changed at all... It's fine, it's fine. No need to panic about that either, because before you had to put your social skills to use, you crossed over again. This time, you had ears on your head and a tail behind you, wielded the Flame and Deepsleep, and accidentally smashed through the roof of the Divine Foresight Commission. The good news: After all the twists and turns, you finally met your favorite character in person. The bad news: Your fave looked like he really wanted to lock you up in the Prison of Deep Seclusion. You thought it over, repented deeply, and turned the tables: "I knew you could turn into a human! My sweet kitty!" Your fave: ? *Pairing: Jing Yuan. Girl x boy. *A day strolling around the Luofu, a chance encounter with Yuan Kitty, and after giving it everything, you still couldn't win. So you accidentally sniffed him. *Writing is so damn hard. I've completely lost it!! Completely lost it!!! Theme: I have struggled with myself for a long time.