A self-conscious, sensitive, emotionally tangled bottom x a gentle top who's warm on the outside and cold within
The day I met you, my luck finally turned.
*Mutual pining | Healing that comes true | A guiding lover | Bittersweet growth
Li Yu doesn't like his name. It feels as though all his gloom and unhappiness stem from it.
So he gave himself the nickname “Little Fish,” hoping he could swim freely through life like a fish.
Until the day he truly wanted to become a fish and dive into the lake in the park.
But beneath a streetlamp, he ran into Lin Jueming, the unreachable object of his secret affection, the one he had buried deep in his heart.
So someone really could remember something he'd said offhand.
So Li Yu really wasn't someone no one looked forward to seeing.
Lin Jueming was like a beam of light, gentle yet impossible to refuse, shining into his rain-soaked world.
But Li Yu didn't know that Lin Jueming's gentleness was a deliberate way of getting close to him, and that his considerate gestures weren't coincidences either.
Until one day, Lin Jueming smiled, ruffled his hair, and said, word by word:
“Yu in Li Yu means lush and thriving.”
“In my world, you're the only thing that's alive and flourishing.”
A secret crush is bitter, but not when the feelings are mutual.
[Little Bonus Scene]
Later, Li Yu found Lin Jueming's diary.
One page read:
“I went to that park today.
I saw a little fish who wanted to jump into the lake.”
“Good thing my luck has always been a little better than his.”
Reader's guide:
1. The bottom is emotionally unstable and has a dark side, but he's adorably deadpan!
2. The top is extremely possessive.
3. There will be dual perspectives.
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Theme: Love yourself before loving someone else