There was no doubt that she loved him.
However, they are still some distance from the ideal lover relationship.
In her eyes, men are selfish creatures who are afraid of responsibility and need unconditional love from women. She was past the age of satisfying herself by pleasing men.
It was sacred high ground, and she didn't think men were capable of lighting the fire of piety with her. At least, not the people I've met so far.
If she is disappointed, it will not be because of loving him, but because there is something wrong with the partner.
The world is so big, there must be someone somewhere like her, carefully guarding the fire. She believed that in the not-too-distant future, when that person appeared, everything would finally be relieved, and she would say sincerely: It's you...
Concept: novel