I, Lin Suijin, lose my memories and start over every time I die.
In this life, I'm an ordinary college student. My advisor, Bo Zhou, is gentle and perfect, the light of my life. I don't know that he's actually a madman who has lived for tens of thousands of years, and that I'm a stand-in for his dead beloved, his "white moonlight."
He keeps me by his side, teaches me to control my powers, and takes me through the mysterious "Divine Ruins" to fight monsters. I think we're fighting to save the world, until I discover he's altered everyone's memories. My comrades, my friends, even the destiny I thought was my own, it's all a pack of lies he made up.
He's been plotting for ten thousand years, killing me over and over just to gather energy and use my body to resurrect his god.
And the greatest truth is that the god he loves had already awakened inside me, right when I watched him, learned to smoke like him, and made a wish for him. Through my eyes, he's never really been looking at me.
In this life, I've decided to kill myself and take his white moonlight with me to the grave.
Theme: A god may love all of humankind, but not any one person in particular
