Too afraid to buy poison on the black market, so she develops a new kind of poison herself?
Research Division Chief: Looks like Gin has generously sponsored us with a talented recruit.
Too afraid to ask the intelligence division for information, so she shuts herself away and trains in hacking?
Rum: Thanks to Gin's generous sponsorship, we've got ourselves a hacker.
Too afraid to ask the action division to help kill someone, so she secretly studies assassination techniques?
Gin: .
Content warnings:
The protagonist is ambiguously neutral, in a Schrodinger's cat kind of way. A lot of the story focuses on everyday life on the black side.
Apologies for out-of-character portrayals.
Theme: We're all doing our best to live