Wild Ideas, Dark Thoughts, Essays, and Life

Congratulations, you have seen a vast world 🤩 🤩 You have followed me from junior high school to my second year in high school. I feel like I am growing up with you. Our mentality has a lot in common. In my mind, you are a very powerful little writer. I have always loved your female A series 😚 😚 I hope you can always be happy, I wish you all the best, and you can freely become the master of your own world 🤩

How conceited [bursts crying] The talent is already reaching its full potential 🐶🌹 🐶🌹 🐶🌹

Author ~(^◇^)/, I really like your articles. The characters in your writing are always kind and strong, like bamboos that are not afraid of wind and rain. When I was in high school, I was also nicknamed by disgusting boys in my class. Some of them had only exchanged a few words with each other, and some did not know each other at all. The maliciousness was inexplicable. Those bastards gave nicknames to the girls in our class and made comments, which disgusted me to the core. I told the class teacher angrily, but the class teacher scolded me and left the matter in a hurry. They have a very good relationship with their head teacher, who is a living brother and thinks everything is fine. Two years have passed, but thinking about it now still feels like a lump in the throat and is extremely disgusting. Although I hated the behavior of the head teacher at that time, I want to give you what he said to me: be kind to others. My dear, it's not your fault. Don't hold it in your heart. If they bully you, just scold and fight back. Don't hold your bad emotions in your heart. If you go crazy, go crazy. Don't hurt yourself. Don't let others think you are easy to bully. Rather let others be afraid of you. If you can get along well with others, treat them kindly. There is no need to give them face for some Shenjing Bing. The above is just my personal opinion. Dear, you should listen to the doctor's advice. I hope the author can be happy every day and recover soon.

There's something very wrong with it. I replied to it a month ago. If another book review hadn't been replied to, I wouldn't have seen it until now. Sad.

Baby, I'm very similar to you, some mental thoughts I also encountered some very bad things when I was in junior high school. During my sensitive period, I wrote a suicide note and even thought about where I wanted to leave this world. But now I have graduated from college and have a job where I can make a living. Although it is very tiring and hard (working is like this hhh), I can plan the life I want. I can avoid what I don't like and strive for what I like. After this period of time, everything will be fine. Now six or seven years have passed, and when I think back to my original thoughts, I find it both funny and distressing.

In my mind, my wife, you are able to write novels at such a young age. You are already very active, talented and gifted in writing what you like. You are an author I like very much. I don't know how to comfort people, because some pain can only be experienced by yourself, and bystanders may not be able to deeply understand your pain. I don't know how to enlighten my wife. Wouldn't it feel better if a stranger in a distant place said that he supports you and believes in you? Madam, do you have anything you think is good or meaningful? Do you want to try it? It doesn't matter whether you achieve it in the end or whether there are good results. Just think that you have already taken action and taken steps. Action itself is the meaning of life. I wonder if this can relieve some of your pain?

I regret why I didn't go to Jinjiang recently and couldn't comfort Dada immediately. I originally wanted to say a long paragraph, but I found that sending it out like this may only increase my troubles. I don't want to make you sad again, Dada. Dad, if, I mean if, if at any time you feel that you don't want to talk about your troubles with familiar people around you, and you don't want to post it like this for more people to see, then come to me and treat me as a trash can. I definitely don't want such a talented big v [Caidog] Dad, you must be happy. You are the first person I have the courage to chat with online. Even with my expectations, you must be happy.

Hello, author! Please allow me to call you sister. You are still very young compared to me. I am 26 this year, almost ten years older than you. I rent a house and work in Guangzhou with my friends. I earn a salary of 5,000 to 6,000 yuan a month, and my living expenses, rent, and transportation are almost 3,000 yuan a month. Until now, I have no savings (this is wrong, I still need to save money!). I always feel that I have only graduated from college two years ago. I travel once or twice a year and take a break for a month or two. In fact, for the small county where I come from, the salary is pretty good. But it seems that catering is always hard to come by. It would be better to work in an office with two or three thousand people in the county. But, I am happy, I am free now, I am happy now Financial independence, safe environment, good character You know, for me, the preoccupation of my teenage years was loneliness. For a while, I went to the cafeteria alone, went to the toilet alone, and was alone in physical education class. It seemed that I couldn't fit in. Everyone is obviously friendly, but I always feel lonely and pitiful because my family background is not very good. I have rarely traveled out of the province or traveled on high-speed rail since I was in high school. I have been wearing a 50-year-old long-sleeved shirt for nearly seven years. I only have a few pairs of shoes that I wear all year round, and none of them cost more than 100 yuan. I still remember that the senior high school held a coming-of-age ceremony. We didn't need to wear school uniforms, but everyone wore light makeup and dressed beautifully, with small dresses and high heels. And I wore the sandals I could get my hands on at the time, cropped trousers, a white T, and a school uniform on top. At that time, I had already anxiously selected this set a week in advance. Now that I think about it, it's really cute. It's so cute that it's poor and serious. A mushroom head wearing glasses and a small stature, he does not look like an eighteen-year-old who is about to enter adulthood, but more like a junior high school student who accidentally fell into it. Oops, the sensitive and stupid mushroom head at that time Now you have learned to enjoy loneliness and become a happy and free adult So, author, please believe that after you get through this period, the life you expect will come later, and time is changing at any time. I know it's difficult now, can you hold on a little longer? In college, you have a lot of time for yourself. You can find your favorite majors, clubs, friends, and even start part-time jobs to make money. Don't die, you can be sad, but don't die. Time changes a lot. Who can say clearly three years from now, five years from now, or ten years from now?

I really want to die early, but after thinking about my relatives, especially my mother, they raised me very well and responsibly. I must at least fulfill my filial piety and live until they grow old and pass away, so that I have no worries in this world. It probably takes Wait until I'm about fifty years old. I don't want offspring. I've done a lot of good deeds, so let me be selfish for once. There are enough rotten people in the world, and there are examples everywhere. Maybe the next one will crawl out of someone's belly. I also have a child who thinks the same as me, but she lives very hard. She is a person who thinks or says she doesn't want to live, but has no time to spare and finds things to do for herself. How can I put it, as long as you want to live a good life, you can definitely live a good life. Don't be limited by the people and things around you, close your heart, and live a more comfortable life by yourself. Besides, most people are kind and principled. Sometimes I don't like my sensitivity, or my sharpness? I wish I had more blunt sensitivity. Sometimes I wish I could show my sharp thorns without any scruples and feel comfortable verbally, instead of being internally conflicted after being verbally offended by others and having something to say but not daring to say it out. Those people are often elders who only have age but not others. Sorry, I originally wanted to comfort you, but ended up talking a lot about myself, but I think you are soft and strong, sober and stronger than them. Send me a quote I saw before, "Verbal violence is too boring, you can't do what I do" 🤗

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