[Football] The Goalkeeper's Guide to Self-Improvement

I really wanted to cry. You know, I started looking for articles at 10 o'clock and then I was pleasantly surprised to find this article that perfectly suited my taste from CP to copywriting and all the directions. Then I read it until now, 01:37, I finished reading it. I really cried when I saw the ending now. Oh my God... All the regrets have been fulfilled. All the annoying people and things did not exist or happen. All the pain of being misunderstood and ignored has been healed. I really cried so much. If there wasn't an exam tomorrow morning, I would have written a long review. Wait for me... I will write like crazy

Good afternoon, babies, it's like this. Bi started the settlement today, but the settlement has not been completed. Before the settlement is completed, the welfare extra cannot be started. I would like to ask you if you can accept the welfare extra of Bi Shuang tomorrow, so that you don't have to spend money to buy articles. If not, then maybe everyone will have to buy the extra...

No, it's over, so quickly. I thought he only followed 1/3.

The original manuscript of this article is a handwritten paper manuscript, which was later transcribed into an electronic version. If there are typos in the article, it is normal. Master Abi and all readers are kindly requested to forgive me. Comments cannot be modified after they are published. If you don't like it, you can just delete it. There is no point in deliberately finding mistakes. The first time I came into contact with Master Abi's work was Dog Emperor, the boy in the book caught my attention immediately. After that, I successively read the three stories of Yuri, Ximao, and Al, and also followed the story about Rat and Rat. It is worth mentioning that my reading order is completely opposite to your writing order, and among all the characters, Al is the one who left the deepest impression on me. In fact, I almost missed this role. Al, who debuted for the first time, was addicted to alcohol all day long. The description of tobacco and alcohol happened to be a highlight of my reading, but out of trust in your writing, I persisted in reading. Afterwards, I was extremely glad for this decision. Al is a contradictory person, strong on the outside, but extremely fragile on the inside, like a puppy with a serious abdominal injury: it is clear that the softest underbelly has been hurt long ago, but he is still willing to reveal his heart without reservation in front of the person he likes. But what really made this character stand out in my heart was not this contradictory personality, but two key plots - the moment when he accepted Roro's confession and the moment when he confessed his love affair to his agent. When Roro confessed to Al and blurted out "I'm guilty", Al in my heart was no longer just a virtual text image on the cold screen, but became a living person with real emotions and struggles. Facing the confession of his sweetheart, Al did not feel the joy of mutual love. The first thing that came to his heart was the strong fear: Will my existence cause this relationship to deteriorate? But he really couldn't bear to refuse Roro, so he finally accepted the confession. Some people were happy that they were going in both directions, while others ridiculed Al for being hesitant and cowardly. But in my opinion, this hesitation made the love hidden in his heart all the more precious. At that time, the homophobic atmosphere in football was very serious. Previously, gay players who had disclosed their sexual orientation committed suicide under the pressure; if their relationship was made public, both people's careers would be completely ruined. But the affection in his chest was surging endlessly, and he couldn't help but want to pour it out. Just as the poem said: "It will be difficult for me to give her away or not." He was greedy for the warmth of mutual love, but was trapped by the cruel worldly situation, and struggled painfully between dilemmas for a long time. In just a few lines of text, Al had imagined the worst ending for the two of them countless times. This thought was fully revealed when he confessed to his agent: "I love football... But if our relationship is discovered, I will tell everyone that I coerced him and used special means to force him... All the crimes will be borne by me alone... I want the light of my lover to last forever." As early as the beginning of his love, he had already made plans to bear all the storms alone. He is not afraid of being criticized by thousands of people and carrying a stigma that can never be washed away. The only thing he is afraid of is that the people he loves will be harmed as a result. This thoughtful consideration made the love hidden in Al's heart even more profound and precious. As Abby wrote, Al is an old-school person at heart, and every word he speaks is a solemn promise. At the moment when he saw clearly how difficult the road ahead was, he solemnly made a vow in his heart: God above, if there really is a sea of ​​hell and misery in the world, I am willing to sink here alone forever. I just want to protect my lover from safety and joy in this life, and to be dazzling forever. It is this hesitation that makes the character of Al imprinted in my memory for a long time. Under the chapter about Al boxing potatoes in the book, you wrote a long paragraph in the author's remarks to defend Al, showing that he was not an extreme and impulsive person, but some readers still accused you and Al. I often want to ask these readers: If the person you cherish the most is hurt in front of you, and the perpetrator is ready to hurt you a second time, can you really be calm and self-possessed, and can you easily say forgiveness? Not everyone can have the detached moral standards of Leo Tolstoy, and no one can easily achieve the state of "forgive seventy-seven times" in the biblical proverb. Al is just one of thousands of ordinary people. He is not the Buddha who saves all sentient beings, nor the Holy Father who sympathizes with the world. He is just a panicked ordinary person who tries his best to protect his lover. Al does have many shortcomings, but these shortcomings, as small as stars, allow him to get rid of the thin and stiff character on paper and become a real soul with flesh and blood, who can laugh and cry. I sincerely thank you, Abi, for creating the character of Al and pouring your heart and love into him, so that I can read the complete story of the Portuguese Empress in Jinjiang. I also sincerely look forward to reading more of your words in the future and seeing more of the wonderful world in your writing. Finally, I sincerely wish Abi a speedy discharge from the hospital, a safe recovery, and peace and joy in the future, with no illness or disaster. Luo Qingming (formerly known as Oikawa Oikawa Farewell) June 27, 2026 Postscript This is the first long review I have written since I started working in Jinjiang six or seven years ago. I would like to use this text to fully express my love, gratitude and blessings for Abi. I always believe that handwritten words have their own unique power, so the entire long review is written by my own hand, hoping that the words can convey all my feelings. The content of the full text is fragmented and loose. I started writing it on the 25th and finished it on the 27th. I squeezed in the fragmented time besides illness, schoolwork, rest, and meals. It took me nearly two and a half days to finish it. Some of the content in the article quoted plots from the original work. I was unable to read the original text for verification at school, so I could only rely on memory to write it. If there are any deviations in wording or inaccurate narration, I hope Abi will not blame me. I am a pure science student and I am really not good at reciting large paragraphs of text. Please bear with me QwQ. Thank you to every reader who has patiently read this lengthy rant and tolerated my scattered and trivial thoughts. Finally, I wish Master Abi a speedy recovery again!

Oh oh oh oh, kissing on the thigh, so ambiguous, young couple

Such poor Roro

It made me feel distressed and excited~

Big surprise! Al rushes to duck! Block them all!

Why can't I read Xiaobi's new book? Meow ah ah! ! ! I've already seen four chapters! Jj, speak!

It's okay, Bigg Boss hehe, it's delicious, hehe 😳😳