You do not have delusions. You are holding a grand, silent funeral for “him,” who never truly existed, yet lived a real life in your inner world. This pain is called “ghost grief.”
A mentally ill girl x a ghost doctor
Yu Yuan, you are not mentally ill. With your whole heart and soul, you are mourning a beloved who belongs only to the history of your soul, in a grief so heavy and solemn that no one else can understand it.
Theme: The human capacity for self-healing is infinitely powerful.