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A heartbreaking, angsty story with a male lead suffering, and a rivalry for the heroine.
Jiang Yutang once thought her relationship with Shen Jinyan would last forever.
Only later did she realize that, in the adult world, love can't carry everything.
Later, when she was with Yu Chen, she quietly prayed that their relationship would last, even though Yu Chen wanted marriage and she kept avoiding the subject.
After breaking up again, Jiang Yutang got the single life she wanted.
But reality didn't follow the plan.
Her ex and the ex before him came looking for her at the same time. One was obsessive, the other brooding and gloomy, and neither would concede.
She had no idea who she should choose.
Everyone thought twenty-four-year-old Yu Chen had it all.
In his career, he had won Best New Director at a young age, and his films had taken both the domestic and international markets by storm, making him one of the most promising and talked-about rising stars.
In love, his girlfriend Jiang Yutang was the woman he had loved for ten years. After a decade, he had finally won her heart, and their relationship was growing closer by the day.
For a long time, this relationship brought Yu Chen the happiness he had longed for.
He loved Jiang Yutang for ten years, waited for her for three, and pursued her relentlessly for one before finally getting to be with her.
But Yu Chen wanted far more than a relationship.
He wanted to marry Jiang Yutang and let the whole world know they were together, that they were the closest people in the world.
Yu Chen knew that, apart from Jiang Yutang, he wanted no one else and could never love anyone else.
But later, this relationship brought Yu Chen more and more obsession, and an ever-growing fear of losing what he had.
His cousin Shen Jinyan returned from abroad,
the man who had once lived in Jiang Yutang's heart.
On his nineteenth birthday,
Yu Chen unknowingly drank the milk Jiang Yutang gave him, laced with sleeping pills.
When he woke, she had already gone abroad with Shen Jinyan.
On his twenty-sixth birthday,
Yu Chen drank the milk Jiang Yutang gave him once again. It was laced with sleeping pills too,
but this time, he took it willingly.
He knew whom Jiang Yutang was going to meet. He knew their relationship had developed a crack.
But he refused to concede, and refused to let go or lose her.
So all he could do was pretend he knew nothing,
and obediently hope that when he woke, he would still see her again.
The male and second male leads are each other's only partners, emotionally and physically. The main characters are all flawed. Any occupational details are entirely invented and based on my own understanding, so please be understanding.
Next novel: What Should I Do About My Roommate Loving Me So Much?
Jiang Yang, unemployed after quitting her job, wanted to find someone to share a place with.
Her roommate Pei Xu wanted to share his life with her.
After a novel modeled on Pei Xu became a huge hit,
Jiang Yang counted the enormous royalties on her tablet.
Later, Pei Xu knocked on her door,
leaning casually against the doorframe,
his eyes mysterious and dangerous.
“Care to explain?”
“How exactly do I love you so much I could die?”
Later, Jiang Yang happened upon his diary.
The young man's feelings, and the love that was far more precious and weighty than she had imagined, finally came to light.
The first page of the diary was covered in her name.
On the last page, his usually beautiful handwriting was crooked and uneven.
“If only I were the one she liked.”
“She kept looking at me today.
Could it be she likes me a little too?”
From Doctor Pei's diary
When you're young, you secretly steal glances at the one you like.
A gentle breeze stirs ripples in your heart.
Their gaze falls on you, and your ears burn.
Theme: Follow your heart.
I am the first to read this chapter 🤩
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The progress of the breakup is too slow. No matter who the male protagonist is, these ten chapters are the daily diary of the female protagonist and have nothing to do with either of them...
I will definitely continue to follow it. In fact, I am also a little afraid that you, the author, will be unhappy if I say these things too bluntly. Thank you for not being angry. One of the reasons why some descriptions of the male protagonist are too straightforward, I think, may be because the male protagonist's feelings for the female protagonist are in the perfect tense from the beginning, so I can only repeatedly emphasize that the author can try to write a story where the male and female protagonists realize that they like each other, get together, and finally achieve success, and are abused in the middle. In the process, write some stories about the male and female protagonists that can better reflect the abuse of the male protagonist. Then the male protagonist gave me a submissive feeling. It doesn't feel too great to abuse such a person. I feel that if I get angry or hate the female protagonist after being abandoned, it will become more abusive. For example, when the male protagonist did some stupid things in high school to make the female protagonist care, I would feel very sad and pitiful. (Actually, my suggestions are also based on my personal preferences. I don't know if others think so). Maybe you can try coding hundreds of thousands of words before writing the article.
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