After My Straight Stepsister Overheard My Custom Voice Recording

[New novel After Dumping the Arrogant Superstar is now underway. Its blurb is at the bottom.] This novel: A girl who's all filthy talk online but a coward in real life x a possessive older woman who knows how to keep her feelings in check Ming Fei has a crush on her stepsister, Fu Zhisu. Good news: Fu Zhisu is a siscon. Nothing matters more to her than Ming Fei. Bad news: Fu Zhisu is straight. The moon hangs high above, shining only on me. The moon only sees me as a little sister. Terrified that Fu Zhisu might find out and that they wouldn't even be able to remain sisters, Ming Fei doesn't dare cross the line. Until one day, she happens to see a post on Fu Zhisu's phone offering custom voice messages, and the crush she's kept buried for years starts to stir. She makes an anonymous account and privately messages Fu Zhisu: Teacher~ Are you still taking orders for mature-woman voice messages? Fu Zhisu: I am. 0.2 yuan per character. Just send me the script and your requests in writing~ Ming Fei types with a pounding heart: Fei is so soft. Give your big sister another kiss, okay? That night, she listens to her sister's damp, breathy kisses through her headphones and shamefully conjures up explicit scenes in her head. Hidden behind the internet, Ming Fei grows bolder. She tries mature-woman voices, first-love voices, queenly voices, and more, while her scripts get more and more outrageous. [Why won't Fei wear a collar? Bad puppies get punished, you know.] [Look at me. Good girl. Are you rubbing against me because you want attention?] [Fei, I can love you.] The intimacy only makes her feel even lonelier afterward, but Ming Fei can't stop. She edits all the voice messages together into one recording and saves it on her phone as material for her fantasies, listening to it as she imagines her sister fucking her into unconsciousness. Even on the day Fu Zhisu comes home for the holiday, Ming Fei does the same thing. She turns off the lights, slips under the covers, and plays her fantasy recording. After a little while, she realizes there's no sound. Before she can figure out what's wrong, someone knocks on the door. Fu Zhisu stands outside, her voice low and husky. “Fei, open the door. Your Bluetooth headphones... are connected to the wrong device.” She's doomed! What do you do when your straight stepsister hears your custom voice messages? “Big Sis, let me explain! I... I have a friend!” Ming Fei has no idea whether Fu Zhisu believed her pathetic lie. And then she accidentally comes across Fu Zhisu's diary. [I don't understand why Fei keeps making intimate gestures toward me. Is that what straight girls do? All I know is that we can't be together. Fei thinks of me as her big sister. If she finds out I want to devour her, she'll be scared and run away. Fei can't run away.] [Today, a girl named Xiao Fei came to see me. I didn't want to take her order, but the script she requested was exactly what I want to do to Fei. I can pretend she's Fei.] [Fei likes my lipstick, so I gave it all to her. When she puts it on, it's like I'm kissing her lips.] [Why would Fei order a voice message like that????????????????] Ming Fei falls to the floor in shock. Would a straight woman write a diary like this? Fu Zhisu has approached at some point, her gaze surging and murky as an underground river. “After reading all that, do you still dare... to imagine me like that?” Bonus Scene At night, Ming Fei lies stiff as a board in her sister's arms, clothes half undone, the corners of her eyes red. She's nervous, but bubbling with happiness. “What do you want to hear tonight?” Fu Zhisu bites her ear. Ming Fei is close to fainting. “I want to hear your real voice... saying you like Fei, and only Fei.” “Fei, you belong entirely to me. And I belong entirely to you.” A few notes: 1. Secret crush, older top, contemporary setting. 2. By the time the leads fall in love, their blended-family relationship has effectively ended. They aren't on the same household register. New novel: After Dumping the Arrogant Superstar At first: A gentle, patient university lecturer x a wild, unruly superstar Later: A dog-training expert who has no need for love x an insecure, clingy puppy Shen Chuling admits that when she deliberately flirted with Fu Jin, she really was only looking for a bit of fun. And to annoy her half-sister, while she was at it. Her sister had taken so many things from her. Taking one thing from her sister was only fair. After getting together with Fu Jin, Shen Chuling found her a little stiff, gentle, and even somewhat dull, but unexpectedly easy to be around. With Fu Jin, she could get away with making any mistake she wanted. Fu Jin always forgave her. Fu Jin never had the heart to be angry with her. After they had sex, Fu Jin would hold her and ask with humble hope, “Will we be together forever?” Shen Chuling had always thought Fu Jin was the one who couldn't leave this relationship, so it never crossed her mind that Fu Jin would be the one to end it. At a bar, Fu Jin overhears the truth, her eyes turning red. “So you were only with me to humiliate your sister?” “Shen Chuling, let's break up.” At first, Shen Chuling doesn't take it seriously. She thinks that if she just coaxes Fu Jin a little, they'll make up and go back to normal. Then, on a stormy night, she waits desperately beneath Fu Jin's apartment building until morning. But the person who appears is the sister she hates most, wearing Fu Jin's pajamas and watering the flowers Shen Chuling gave her. Fu Jin, who once had eyes only for her, merely glances at her before turning away and giving someone else all her tenderness. In an instant, her whole world turns upside down. At first, Fu Jin is prepared to spend her whole life accepting Shen Chuling as she is. Later, she realizes she's nothing but a complete fool, a tool the heirs of wealthy families use to humiliate each other. And later still Looking at Shen Chuling, drenched and clinging to her leg, pleading miserably, Fu Jin's heart hurts until it goes numb. Still, she manages to move her lips with nothing but indifference. “Miss Shen, unless I'm mistaken, we already broke up.” “Please have some self-respect.” Core theme: Love is restraint.