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1. 1 任 The Mission Starts Over a Hundred Times 任务重来一百次 milieModern Romance20k WordsCompleted “You came to save me, so why can’t you look only at me? Why do you have to give your attention to those one, two, three insignificant people?” “You seem so shy. You never take my hand first. Even just now, you only did it because of someone else.” “Now that you have me, you don’t treat me as well as you used to. There wasn’t any strawberry milk today either, was there?” 7.2kReads8.6Score1.5kShelves
2. 2 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 26.3kReads9.1Score4.9kShelves
3. 3 世 The Heir Was Betrothed Away, and His Pride Was Shattered 世子被配，傲骨尽碎 Raise a Toast from Afar遥敬一杯酒Two Male Leads237k WordsOngoing Angst first, sweetness later / Strong leads / Tragic romance / Court intrigue / Historical setting / Forced love / Unhinged top / Sense of destiny / The top's long road to winning back his love [Cold, proud heir who refuses to bend x Scheming, possessive puppy-like top] Jiang Hanqing was the heir to the Eastern Qi throne, a proud young man who rode fine horses in fine clothes. But a single imperial decree arranging his marriage forced him to become the male wife of the Shen family. Shen Duo lov 2.6kReads8.1Score183Shelves

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   Particularly suitable and very good-looking [crying]

4. 4 君 Your Grace Is a Prison 君恩如狱 Raise a Toast from Afar遥敬一杯酒Two Male Leads615k WordsOngoing Sorry the rating is a little low right after it came out 🥰 Forced love | Taking by force | Emperor gong | Gentle general gong | Strategist shou | Deeply angsty romance | Physical and emotional trauma | Rekindled romance | Ancient political intrigue | Extreme push and pull | Three male leads | All for the shou | Beautiful, strong, and tragic To save his mother, the once brilliant top scholar was branded a traitor for colluding with the enemy and personally reduced by the emperor to a plaything fo 3.2kReads8.6Score231Shelves
5. 5 以 A Life Offered in Sacrifice 以身唯祭 Raise a Toast from Afar遥敬一杯酒Two Male Leads314k WordsCompleted Severe physical torment | Severe heartbreak | Possessive love | Happy ending | A love born of hatred | He’ll regret losing him | One-on-one | True love | Love rekindled after heartbreak | Political scheming and misunderstandings | Both leads are each other’s first Only then did Xiao Jingyan finally understand: he had taught Jing Heng the art of war, but Jing Heng had learned how to offer himself as a sacrifice for love. Xiao Jingyan had once believed that Jing Heng’s betrayal was the greatest sh 7.8kReads8.5Score759Shelves
6. 6 我 When Will I Finally See Daylight? 我什么时候能等到天光大亮 A Will to Live Forever长生有意6k WordsCompleted When will I finally see the light of day? 100Reads—Score—Shelves

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   You can give it a try and you will know whether it is good or not.

7. 7 1 At Seventeen, He Told Me Love Means Letting Go 17岁的他告诉我，爱是放手 A Will to Live Forever长生有意7k WordsCompleted At seventeen, he told me that love means letting go. 141Reads—Score—Shelves
8. 8 河 Peace and Prosperity in a Flourishing Age 河清海晏时和岁丰 A Will to Live Forever长生有意Ancient Romance176k WordsOngoing Shen Changning: My name means hoping for lasting peace, but in these chaotic times, no one can find peace. I will become a hero of this era and carve out a new world. I will play a game of chess, using the lives of everyone on the board to pave the way for a golden age. I am setting out on this path now. I leave the palace. Xiao Mingyan: I am a princess of Daxiao. I have enjoyed the people’s offerings, so I must shoulder this great responsibility. I am on the chessboard, but I refuse to be at s 127Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 9 天 Daybreak Came, and I Couldn’t Find You 天亮了，我找不到你了 A Will to Live Forever长生有意8k WordsCompleted Day has broken, and I can't find you anymore. 110Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 10 相 We Were Never Meant to Meet Again 相逢相聚本无期 A Will to Live Forever长生有意6k WordsCompleted There was never any promise that we would meet again. 34Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 11 我 My Girl from Lhasa 我的拉萨姑娘 Candy Rose糖果蔷薇Urban95k WordsOngoing After her childhood friend and confidant dies in a fire, Xia Tian takes her friend's ashes to Lhasa. By chance, she meets a group of idealistic young people... They open bars and guesthouses in Lhasa, planting the ideals in their hearts deep into every inch of Tibetan soil. Facing the sky and earth, they cry out, "Long live ideals! Long live youth!" This is an urban romance novel about youthful ideals. It is all in My Lhasa Girl. Years have passed since we parted. How can Xia Le be happy? Joy re 238Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Cry to death [cry] [cry] [cry] [cry]

12. 12 尘 Fragrance of Dust, Like the Days of Old 尘香如顾 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted The Scent of Dust, Like You 471Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 13 未 My Fiancé Tortured Me to Death, Then Wanted to Die for Me 未婚夫把我折磨至死，他却要殉情 Quan Xin荃昕Modern Romance9k WordsCompleted My Fiancé Tormented Me to Death, Yet He Wants to Die for Love 361Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 14 雪 Snow-Buried Eyes, Love Reduced to Zero 雪葬双眸，爱意归零 Quan Xin荃昕10k WordsCompleted Snow buries her eyes, and love fades to nothing 433Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 15 江 Mr. Jiang, She Really Isn't Coming Back This Time 江总，这次她真的不会回来了 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted Mr. Jiang, She Really Isn’t Coming Back This Time 850Reads—Score—Shelves
16. 16 十 Ten Years of Devotion, Reduced to Ashes 十年深情，终成灰烬 Quan Xin荃昕Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted Ten Years of Devotion, Reduced to Ashes 127Reads—Score—Shelves
17. 17 宝 Baby, I'll Love You Again in My Next Life 宝宝，妈妈来生再来爱你 Quan Xin荃昕Modern Romance10k WordsCompleted Baby, Mommy will love you again in our next life. 183Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 18 离 On the Day of My Divorce, I Ran Into My First Love, Who Fled from Our Wedding Five Years Ago 离婚当天，意外撞见逃婚五年的初恋情人 Quan Xin荃昕11k WordsCompleted On the Day of My Divorce, I Accidentally Run Into the First Love Who Ran Away from Our Wedding Five Years Ago 670Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 19 最 The Last Red Apple 最后的红苹果 Quan Xin荃昕9k WordsCompleted The Last Red Apple 229Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 20 他 He Risked His Life to Protect Me, and Gave Her His Heart 他以命护我，以心予她 Quan Xin荃昕11k WordsCompleted He Protected Me with His Life and Gave Her His Heart 148Reads—Score—Shelves
21. 21 花 Blossoms Fall Upon the Inkstone 花朝落砚 Quan Xin荃昕18k WordsCompleted Huachao Luo Yan 619Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 22 澜 Dream of Lan Ciyu 澜辞钰梦 Quan Xin荃昕14k WordsCompleted Lan Ci Yu Meng 210Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 23 我 I Died on Mid-Autumn Night, and Mr. Lu Went Mad with Regret 我死在中秋夜，陆总悔疯了 Quan Xin荃昕12k WordsCompleted I died on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and General Manager Lu went mad with regret. 327Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 24 失 The Night We Lost Our Child, He Was Setting Off Fireworks With His White Moonlight 失去孩子那晚，他在陪白月光放烟花 Quan Xin荃昕14k WordsCompleted The night they lost their child, he was setting off fireworks with his unrequited love. 113Reads—Score—Shelves
25. 25 他 He Thinks I'm Cashing In on My Kindness? Then Let Him Die in His Hospital Bed 他嫌我挟恩图报？那就死在病床上吧 Quan Xin荃昕10k WordsCompleted He thinks I'm holding him to a debt of gratitude? Then let him die in that hospital bed. 76Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 26 萧 Xiao Ran Leaves Old Sorrows Behind, and Takes Ya Along for Life 萧然辞旧苦，携雅赴平生 Lan Zhijin澜知锦Modern Romance33k WordsCompleted Zhou Nian'an's parents divorced when she was young. Her mother remarried, and she lived with her father. Neglected from an early age, she was bullied at school for years and at one point began hurting herself. When her second personality, A Ya, emerged, Nian'an found hope in life again... 37Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Very sad, I feel sorry for the heroine

27. 27 人 A Human Cage 人间囚笼 Yan Yizhi言一知Urban538k WordsCompleted [Not a wish-fulfillment story + extremely dark + oppressive and suffocating. Don’t read if you’re faint of heart.] When you’re nearing the end of your life, you can actually feel it coming. Just like right now. The closer that moment gets, the more you want to leave something behind in this world. But what should I leave? Assets lose value, and houses change hands. Nothing material can last forever. So perhaps I should tell everyone my story instead. I’m no good person. I just occasionally feel 112.6kReads9.5Score16.1kShelves

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    You can check out the eighth one, which is very good [I'm about to cry]

28. 28 快 Quick Transmigration: The Pretty, Pitiful One Dies to Escape Again 快穿：漂亮小可怜他又死遁了 A String of Cash一贯钱Two Male Leads244k WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration + 1v1 + everyone’s favorite + faked death + regret and redemption + angsty melodrama] Also known as: The Poor Darling Faked His Death, and Now His Scumbag Lovers Have Gone Mad Wen Lian was in a car accident. When he opened his eyes again, he found himself bound to a System. His mission: travel through small worlds, become the unforgettable “white moonlight” in a scumbag’s heart, then make a glorious exit by faking his death. World One: He’s a small-time actor treated as a 7kReads8.9Score685Shelves
29. 29 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 13.7kReads8.2Score2.9kShelves
30. 30 用 I Risked My Life to Transmigrate into a Book, and the Whole Internet Begged Me Not to Die 用命穿书后，全网发弹幕求我别死 Bi Lian碧恋Two Male Leads448k WordsCompleted On-screen comments + System + true young master + sweet on the outside, dark on the inside + transmigrate into a book + everyone’s favorite + intense push and pull + seductive beauty A frail, ill, sweet-on-the-outside, dark-on-the-inside true young master VS the obsessive, volatile heir to a powerful Beijing family Xiao Qingye was a powerful young master with a terrible reputation. Almost nobody liked him, and his parents treated him like a thorn in their side. Everyone told him to be kind, but 13.2kReads9.0Score1.3kShelves
31. 31 忠 Faithful Hound 忠犬 Qing Shisi卿十四Two Male Leads45k WordsCompleted Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying. 3.5kReads8.6Score400Shelves
32. 32 死 Even in Death, Don’t Let Me Go 死了也别放过我 Ninth Master Ci辞家九爷Two Male Leads47k WordsCompleted “You know, a decadent life is easy.” “Yes... You never have to wake up again.” 156Reads—Score471Shelves
33. 33 鲸 Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊 The Evil Dragon Blows Bubbles恶龙吹泡泡Two Male Leads39k WordsCompleted Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die 26.4kReads8.1Score4.7kShelves
34. 34 二 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 103.4kReads9.7Score20.6kShelves
35. 35 宗 My Sect Ordered Me to Marry, So I Activated an Infinite Exchange System 宗门强令娶妻，激活无限兑换系统 Cold Hands, Normal Pulse手冰凉脉正常Eastern Fantasy1.6M WordsCompleted [“Good-for-nothing’s comeback” + “System exchange” + “Marriage and growth” + “Play the pig to eat the tiger”] The sect orders an old man in his seventies to take a wife, and he activates the Marriage and Longevity System! A different kind of System, a different kind of thrill! While everyone else has to grovel to survive and grow, the protagonist insists on fighting back, soaring through the skies on his sword. Immortality is no longer a dream. 2.1kReads6.4Score187Shelves

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    A 9.9 Is considered a good book, and N is the one I love. According to this standard, how many other books can be read by Tomato? Has anyone read these books? How would you rate them? [Thinking][Laughing awkwardly][Shy][Making faces][Pouting][Shy][Admiration]

36. 36 开 From the Start, I Drew a Barren Field: I Rise by Slaying Insects 开局抽到废田：我靠杀虫逆袭宗门 Cold Hands, Normal Pulse手冰凉脉正常Eastern Fantasy1.1M WordsCompleted [Cautious cultivation + farming + earning spirit stones + no System + no harem]. Important things bear repeating: this is a cautious cultivation story, a farming story, and the protagonist is the sort who will keep hiding and playing it safe until the end of time. If that's not your thing, please don't click in. The heavens collapse, countless realms sink into ruin, and all living beings are but ants swept along by the tides. Even the Supreme Immortal Emperor cannot escape the fate of being cons 1.8kReads—Score145Shelves
37. 37 抗 War of Resistance: Sending a Japanese Major to Meet Amaterasu from the Start 抗战：开局送鬼子少佐见天照大神 Cold Hands, Normal Pulse手冰凉脉正常Urban1.3M WordsCompleted Lao Ma, an armored corps veteran, is caught in a temporal mishap and transmigrates to 1941, a year engulfed in war, landing right in the middle of a Japanese encirclement. Gunfire erupts all around him as the enemy’s footsteps and battle cries close in. Stranded in an unfamiliar era without the modern armored equipment he knows, he has only his past combat experience and a soldier’s iron will. In this desperate fight for survival, Lao Ma begins an unknown journey of resistance. 5.1kReads8.7Score446Shelves
38. 38 铁 Iron-Blooded War of Resistance: The Spoiled Quartermaster Awakens a Divine Machine 铁血抗战：纨绔军需官觉醒神机 The Colors of Songcheng Fireworks宋城烟火色Urban1.5M WordsOngoing [“War of Resistance, 1937” + “Divine Machine System” + “Hardcore War Against Japan” + “Burma-Yunnan Front”] Every inch of land is soaked in blood! Antique shop owner Chu Yun transmigrates into Chen Jiaju, a quartermaster in the 69th Provisional Division. Though born a spoiled rich boy, he raises a force and joins the main battlefield of the war against Japan. Fighting alongside troops from all walks of life, they pit their flesh and blood against the Japanese army to the bitter end, turning ever 11.9kReads6.3Score1kShelves
39. 39 战 War God Possessed: I Transmigrated to 1937 to Fight the Japanese 战神附体：穿越到1937打鬼子 Cold Hands, Normal Pulse手冰凉脉正常Urban1.3M WordsOngoing “As long as Hunanese remain, China will never fall!” During the eight years of resistance against Japan, the Nationalist government conscripted about 14 million people nationwide. Hunan contributed nearly 2.1 million, or 15% of the total. More than 600,000 Hunanese soldiers on the front lines were killed, wounded, or went missing. About 300,000 were killed, accounting for one-quarter of all Nationalist soldiers killed on the front lines, the highest death toll of any province. Over the eight yea 3.6kReads5.8Score251Shelves
40. 40 栖 Qichi: He Waited in the Dust for the Light 栖迟：他于尘埃等光来 Jiujiujiu Cold Remedy Doesn't Cure Colds酒酒酒感冒灵不治感冒Modern Romance335k WordsOngoing [Father and Son; Angsty Family Bonds; Retaliation; No Romance; Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic; Shadow Guard] This story has some over-the-top angst. Please skip it if that’s not your thing~ He was once the most honored young master of the Su family. At twelve, he was sent to the Dark Hall, where he lost his name and became nothing more than a codename: Lingli. He was the youngest person ever to hold power in the Dark Hall, and the Su family’s most obedient weapon. His father treated him like a t 4.8kReads7.4Score264Shelves
41. 41 痴 After the Foolish Emperor Turned Evil, the Prince Was Forced into Love 痴傻皇帝黑化后，王爷被强制爱了 Su Mu Yijin苏木一槿Two Male Leads387k WordsOngoing [Two male leads # equally matched powerhouses # physical and emotional angst # love and hate # imprisonment # groveling redemption # mutually unhinged] A gloomy, unhinged emperor top × a cunning, patient prince bottom He was once a regent who held power over the entire court, feared and respected for his iron fist. Later, he became the new emperor’s hidden captive, kept on his bed and out of sight. His legs were broken and he was shackled. The regent who once looked down upon the world became 6.8kReads8.7Score594Shelves
42. 42 薄 Thin Snow Over Farewell 薄雪覆辞 TeerpTwo Male Leads283k WordsCompleted Also known as: Snow Over the Farewell [A CEO with alexithymia × a beautiful, depressed man with a disability]| [Devoted couple · Marriage first, love later · A little groveling · Bitter before sweet · Angsty romance] [*There will be angst in the early and middle parts. The characters’ personalities make it unavoidable.] A business marriage binds them together. With a lame leg and a heart as lifeless as a grave, Fu Ci marries the lofty Bo Jinyan. On their wedding night, Bo Jinyan warns him coldly 4.9kReads9.0Score608Shelves
43. 43 被 Forced to Beg My Archenemy for a Hug 被迫向死对头求抱抱 Whale Fall, Southern Fish鲸落南鱼Two Male Leads223k WordsCompleted ❤️[Complete] Everyone knows that Si Qi hates the aloof beauty next door, Yi Shang, more than anyone else. There was a time when Yi Shang even topped his list of dream Alphas! Then, one summer, the breeze brushed his face and the sunlight warmed him, as a tall, long-legged, top-tier Alpha stole every one of his accolades! Si Qi swore that one day, he'd make that Alpha get on his knees and call him Daddy! But life is unpredictable. He presented as an Omega, and not only that, but an Omega with an 1.2kReads8.7Score177Shelves

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    Very beautiful, with some abuse in the middle

44. 44 雪 Snowfall in the Dark Alley 雪落暗巷 Huai Qin Nan An淮秦南安Two Male Leads203k WordsCompleted (The main story is complete) [One-on-one pure romance, not your typical angsty love story] Xie Fusang × Pei Yiliu/Ruan Yue Bottom with a psychological disorder × psychiatrist top Original title: Drowned At three in the morning after the first snow, there were not only plum blossoms ready to bloom, but also a notebook beneath the thin snow, holding memories and love. It snowed for three days and three nights, and the thin layer of snow grew deep. Strange. The notebook had no water on it, so why 88Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This kind of abuse does not have particularly painful language to express it. It is very plain and then you can see that it is very sad. The ending is hell ending.

45. 45 清 The Breeze Never Reaches Mozi Mountain 清风不至莫子山 LiuqibaZz六七八ZzModern Romance118k WordsOngoing Between father and son, and between master and disciple, there is physical and emotional torment, as well as sternness and tenderness. The conflicts between Meng Buzhi and his son, Meng Xubai, and the mutual salvation between Meng Buzhi and his disciple, Mo Zishan, make this a story about food, growing up, and love~ The breeze may be gone, but it lives on. 8.4kReads—Score1kShelves

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    Try this

46. 46 他 After He Escaped Death, He Forced Me to Sign a Penance Contract 他死里逃生后，逼我签下赎罪契约 I Returned to the Crowd我重返人群Modern Romance178k WordsCompleted A handsome, powerful, tragic, obsessive, and deranged man with a double face × a patient, clear-headed heiress fallen on hard times Five years later, we meet again. He's Jiangcheng's most ruthless obsessive man, and I'm an heiress with nowhere left to turn. He hangs me over a cliff and says, “Let me show you the despair I felt when I jumped into the sea back then.” He forces me to sign a contract of atonement and says, “I won't spare a single member of the Lin family.” I thought he hated me so m 1.7kReads—Score104Shelves

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    This, this, it's super cruel and beautiful.

47. 47 学 One Bow from My Senior, and My Entire Youth Was Over 学姐两鞠躬，结束了我的整个青春 Rain Sends Dust雨送尘Marriage & Romance30k WordsCompleted Two bows from my senior schoolmate brought my entire youth to an end 106Reads—Score—Shelves
48. 48 他 The Girl He Brought Home Walked into My Room 他带回的女生，走进了我房间 Rain Sends Dust雨送尘17k WordsCompleted The girl he brought home walked into my room 216Reads—Score—Shelves
49. 49 白 A Fair-Skinned Woman Is Forced into an Arranged Marriage, Learns Massage, and Fights for Custody of Her Son 白皮女被换亲学按摩争儿子抚养权 Auntie from Western Sichuan川西阿姨Modern Romance249k WordsOngoing In the 1990s, Liu Ruxue was born with albinism, with unusually pale skin and severe visual impairment. Used as a bargaining chip by her family, she was forced into a marriage swap, and her newborn biological son was taken from her. After enduring years of abuse and humiliation, she finally came to her senses. She escaped her cruel in-laws and gritted her teeth as she trained in massage, struggling to make a living in the cracks of city life. The cold stares of others and the obstacles put up by 14Reads—Score—Shelves

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    You can read this book, it's not sensational, every chapter has a story. The plot progresses step by step.

50. 50 第 A Love Letter from the Seventeenth Year 第十七年的情书 User95710402用户957104028k WordsCompleted A Love Letter from the Seventeenth Year 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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