Looking for Extremely Tragic Angst, the Kind That Makes You Cry Fifteen Pounds Away 求超Be的虐文，哭得能够掉15斤的那种

1 她 She Stopped Comforting Him 她不哄他了 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 116.7kReads9.6Score20.4kShelves

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Her departure became a pain that he could not touch for the rest of his life. In the story of youth, not all love can be perfect. The book "She Stops Coaxing Him" ​​that I want to share with you today is such a heart-wrenching youth campus novel, written by Qiu Riliang. The gentle and kind-hearted Jiang Qiao was ruthlessly sentenced by fate in her freshman year of high school. The shadow of terminal gastric cancer enveloped her. But she was not defeated by the disease. For her unfinished wish, she transferred to City A. Here, she met Xu Si, who looked rebellious but was actually soft and kind at heart. When they first met, Xu Si was a "problem boy" in everyone's eyes, but Jiang Qiao discovered his sincerity in getting along with him. They have experienced countless beautiful moments together: the tacit understanding of each other in class, the playing and playing after class, those ordinary and precious moments have brought the two hearts closer and closer. Jiang Qiao used her warmth and tolerance to slowly heal Xu Si's childhood trauma, rekindling his hope for life and future; and Xu Si's company also made Jiang Qiao feel unprecedented happiness and strength during the days of fighting the disease. However, as fate would have it, Jiang Qiao's condition deteriorated sharply on the eve of the college entrance examination. She knew that she didn't have much time, but she still held on, just so as not to affect Xu Si's exams. In the graduation photo, Jiang Qiao smiled brightly, but who would have thought that this would be their last photo together. The moment the college entrance examination ended, Jiang Qiao's life also came to an end, leaving Xu Si alone to face this cruel reality. "She stopped coaxing him. She will never come back. He never thought that we would never see each other again." Those past agreements and the unspoken love all left with Jiang Qiao and became the eternal regret in Xu Si's heart. From then on, Xu Si worked hard to live with Jiang Qiao's expectations, but the girl who could coax him and understand him stayed in that hot midsummer forever. This novel has no bloody love triangle, no deliberate misunderstandings and conflicts, only the purest love and the most helpless parting. It allows us to see that youth is not only sweet, but also has unspeakable pain. If you also like this kind of youth story full of regretful beauty, then you must not miss "She Will Not Coax Him Anymore". I believe it will take you into the world of Jiang Qiao and Xu Si and feel the unforgettable love and pain.

2 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 127.7kReads9.7Score20.8kShelves

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What was originally a two-way secret love turned into a two-way miss

3 我 I Only Sneaked a Glance at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 19.3kReads9.6Score4.5kShelves

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I, Chen Nan, who was unknown on campus, fell in love with a sparkling young man named Lu Xu. But after I arrived, Chen Nan still didn't tell me the secret in my heart. In the end, Lu Xu didn't know that there was a girl who liked him so much in his youth. "7 Is L backwards."

4 宫 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 60.2kReads9.7Score8.8kShelves

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Reading carefully, this kind of article reminds me of the novel I read before, A Very Old Summer. "In that summer, not only my boy Xia Zhizhou died, but also my Qian Duoduo"

5 假 If Only You'd Let Me Be Young Again 假如许我再少年 Forest Bath森之汤Modern Romance268k WordsCompleted Ye Qingchen’s despair: She didn’t dare tell him she loved him. Zhou Shi’s grief: He didn’t have time to tell her he loved her. The phrase “if only” describes the overwhelming regret one feels over something that has already happened, and the futile fantasy of trying to change it. [The first time they met, he was twenty-five and she was twenty. He didn’t trust her and missed his chance to save her from despair, sealing her fate. The second time they met, he was thirty and she was twenty-five. The 5.1kReads9.1Score339Shelves

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I read it when I was alone in the dormitory. It was the only book that made me cry so loudly that I couldn't breathe.

6 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 97.9kReads9.7Score18.1kShelves

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These books are so huge that it makes me cry

10 学 Behave Yourself! 学乖！ Bu Xue'er步雪儿Modern Romance236k WordsCompleted School Life | Healing | Family of Origin | Bittersweet Romance | BE “That person stumbled into your lightless corner and stood before you, backlit, holding out a hand. It was salvation, and it was a god.” Gentle and sensitive × Cold on the outside, warm within He had always been the center of attention, born into a prominent family and exceptional in every way. She was as insignificant as a speck of dust. To everyone else, they were like parallel lines that could never meet, destined never to cr 2.5kReads8.9Score494Shelves

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It was so good that I cried. After watching it, I felt so empty and uncomfortable [crying]

14 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 81.2kReads9.5Score15.1kShelves

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The ending is really tearful. The female protagonist died in the year when the male protagonist loved her most, and the male protagonist also became mentally ill. Highly recommended!!!

15 梧 Wutong Lane 梧桐巷 Song Che Doesn't Eat Fish宋澈不吃鱼Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Bright and kind-hearted Ning Wan x gentle genius Song Qingyan] [Love at first sight + Secret love comes true + Youthful heartache + BE] When the innocent, sunny Ning Wan fell in love with Song Qingyan at first sight, he was the golden boy in everyone's eyes. She wrote her secret feelings in her diary, planning to keep them to herself. By a twist of fate, Song Qingyan became her temporary guardian. During the days when she was ostracized and bullied, he became the light in her life. She held on 41.5kReads9.6Score9.1kShelves

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It's both good and good. Anyone who wants to read a sad story should read this one for me. "Run slowly, I won't leave." "Go back, live well, and see the world for your brother." "Song Qingyan is a stingy guy" "Song Qingyan's only wish is that Ningwan is safe and healthy" "Song Qingyan died in the year when I loved him most" "Ten Xie Tingyans are not worth one of my Song Qingyans." "You met a rose. The rose bloomed very delicately and beautifully. It was so beautiful that you felt that all the love in the world should be given to her. But then you found that there were insects eating the rose. They made the rose dilapidated. The petals were all withered." "Brother, Wanwan misses you. I can't hold on anymore. Brother, wait for Wanwan to go together." I can't calm down "Wutong Lane"

16 也 Perhaps There Was Once Light in the Deep Sea 也许深海曾有光 Ding Huaijin丁怀瑾Modern Romance75k WordsCompleted After an earthquake, young Jiang Ning began living with Song Ao, her younger brother by neither blood nor marriage, who had autism. In Song Ao’s world, Jiang Ning became his only splash of color. Years later, Jiang Ning was surprised to discover that her new boss was Shen Fang, the school heartthrob she had harbored innocent feelings for in her youth. At the same time, though, she sensed that her relationship with Song Ao was gradually changing, blurring the line between family love and romance. 654Reads9.3Score182Shelves

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It's really cruel! Four pornographic novels with high ratings! The pillow was wet when I looked at it in the middle of the night, it was really hard to cry! BAE means before anyone else. After watching the movie, my heart throbbed and I had a strong withdrawal reaction! It's really hard to calm down after watching this

17 亲 Darling, Victoria Harbour 亲爱的，维多利亚港 Zhou Xian周弦Modern Romance18k WordsCompleted (Print edition signed) “It feels as though we've weathered storm after storm over the years. In this little boat, you and I have drifted for half our lives. I wish every time, the rain would fall on our boat as it carries us home. I love you, so I let you go.” 19kReads8.5Score2.5kShelves

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Be is a cruel article, super good-looking

18 风 A Captivating Allure 风情摇曳 San Muli三慕里Modern Romance791k WordsCompleted Also known as “Swaying” Chen Luochen gave Jiang Yu her whole heart, but in the end, he still gave up half his life for someone else. Later, whenever she heard the name Jiang Yu, her heart remained as calm as still water, without the slightest ripple. 13.7kReads8.8Score2.3kShelves

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These are some of the relatively high-quality articles I have read in Tomato. I cried miserably. Some of them were in love but couldn't get it, some of them loved each other but missed each other, and some were about small things that happened in real life. I highly recommend each of them!!!

19 入 Nightfall 入夜 Empty-Headed脑袋空空Modern Romance1.3M WordsCompleted The door opened, and a tall, slender man stepped out. Lin Mian stared at him, dumbstruck, forgetting even to snap out of it. “What are you looking at, hmm?” 10.5kReads9.3Score2.8kShelves

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Although I can't lose 15 pounds, it's really sad. I suggest you have some paper ready when you watch it at night.

22 我 My Heart Remains as Before, Bright and Blue 我心如故，明朗蔚蓝 Liang Jiang凉疆Modern Romance182k WordsCompleted The day Xu Weil​​an found out she was pregnant, Lu Zichen's first love returned. That very night, the media caught the two of them leaving a hotel after a get-together. Xu Weilan's youthful love for Lu Zichen slowly faded over the course of their three-year marriage, which existed in name only. So she let go of her attachment, divorced him without hesitation, and moved abroad. Then Lu Zichen began a three-year quest to win back his wife. 16.1kReads8.5Score1.1kShelves

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Abuse, like a knife that cuts your heart and hurts, super sad

24 冰 Glacier Rose 冰川玫瑰 Nian Xiantai唸仙台14k WordsCompleted Glacial Rose 762Reads—Score103Shelves

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These books are highly recommended, sad, sad, short stories

28 我 I Once Promised You a Golden Age of Joy 我曾许你盛世欢颜 Flirtatious Little Bottle风流小瓶子Modern Romance44k WordsCompleted Ye Chen waits for his Mrs. Ye, from the days when youth was like a dream until her hair turns white as snow. But he will never know that his Mrs. Ye was buried long ago in that rotten, muddy grave... 3kReads6.6Score389Shelves

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1. The emotions are very rich and it is easy for readers to break their defenses. The heroine is a very good girl. The development of the story is heartbreaking. It is a novel that lovers of sadistic novels should not miss [I almost cry] 2. First, the heroine rides in a black car and encounters a space overlap. Then one day twenty years later, she discovers that her husband has a successful career and a happy family. Later... The plot is full of stamina and is the first choice!!! 3 The book tells the story of a girl Lin Xu's secret love for the popular young man Ye Feng. The writing style is exquisite, the plot is heartbreaking, and it is full of youthful regrets. A timid, inferior, withdrawn and introverted girl began to work hard to change herself after meeting Ye Feng...

29 余 I'll Spend the Rest of My Life Waiting for You 余生只待你 Young Master Liangye公子凉夜Urban128k WordsCompleted In high school, Bai Zhi and Lin Yu became classmates. Back then, Bai Zhi was rebellious and willful, a troublesome student who gave her teachers headaches. After an encounter in a downpour, Lin Yu saw through her pain, and the two became close friends. They were accepted into the same university and promised to start there together. Before they could enroll, Lin Yu learned that Bai Zhi was the daughter of the mastermind behind a kidnapping case that had once shocked the entire city. He had been 2.5kReads9.6Score342Shelves

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Watch it and cry [almost crying]

30 她 She, Too, Is a Memento 她也是遗物 Changchuan Jinen长川仅恩Modern Romance269k WordsCompleted Cool, aloof girl × carefree boy “He didn’t leave behind much. I was one of the few things he did.”, Source: the internet I gave everything I had to live this life, only for it to end in regret. Cicadas sing without pause, and we meet again in the height of summer. … Fang Xieyang thought her life was over, that she would spend the rest of it “following the rules” just as she always had. But then Xia Qianli came along and upended everything she thought she knew. He was so gentle, so good to her, 8.4kReads8.9Score2.4kShelves

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These novels are really sad. This article is very suitable to be paired with "Love that Never Lost Connection". It's so good to read. I still have more to read. [Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry][Cry]

32 裂 Sunlight Through the Cracks 裂缝里的阳光 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 114.2kReads9.8Score13.9kShelves

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These are the best ones after reading so many novels. It makes me cry. I couldn't get out of the first one for a long, long time.