A Gut-Wrenching Tragedy That’ll Make You Lose 30 Jin 超虐的虐文暴瘦30斤

1. 301 被 The Day I Was Divorced, I Found a Middle Eastern Prince in Yiwu 被离婚那天，我在义乌捡了个中东王子 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌11k WordsCompleted The day I got divorced, I picked up a Middle Eastern prince in Yiwu. 3Reads—Score—Shelves
2. 302 离 On the Day of My Divorce, I Sent My Ex-Husband and His Mistress to the Tax Office 离婚当天，我把前夫和小三送进了税务局 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌Marriage & Romance8k WordsCompleted On the day of my divorce, I sent my ex-husband and his mistress to the tax office. 1Reads—Score—Shelves
3. 303 广 After Seven Days on a Business Trip to Guangzhou, My Cousin Showed Up at My Door with a Baby Bump 广州出差七天，表妹揣着孕肚登了我家门 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌Marriage & Romance15k WordsCompleted While I Was Away on a Seven-Day Business Trip to Guangzhou, My Cousin Showed Up at My Door with a Baby Bump 11Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 304 流 Exiled to the Frontier, I Led a Convict's Family to Build a Jiangnan Paradise Beyond the Great Wall 流放边疆，我带罪臣全家种出塞上江南 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌26k WordsCompleted Exiled to the Frontier, I Led a Convict’s Entire Family to Turn the Borderlands into a Land of Plenty 15Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 305 我 I Sell Insult-Me Services on Xianyu, and My First Customer Was My Mom 我在闲鱼卖挨骂服务，首单是我妈 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌11k WordsCompleted I Sell Insult-Me Services on Xianyu. My First Customer Was My Mom 6Reads—Score—Shelves
6. 306 穿 Reborn as a Farmer's Daughter, I Became the Village's Richest with One Bag of Fertilizer 穿成农家女后，我用一包化肥成了全村首富 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌14k WordsCompleted After Reincarnating as a Farm Girl, I Became the Richest Person in the Village with a Bag of Fertilizer 3Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 307 8 Female Truck Driver in the 1980s: I Tore Up My Marriage Contract and Made a Fortune on the Road 80年代女货车司机：我撕了婚书，跑长途成了万元户 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌Modern Romance9k WordsCompleted A Woman Truck Driver in the 1980s: I Tore Up the Marriage Certificate and Made a Fortune Hauling Freight 2Reads—Score—Shelves
8. 308 老 My Boss Made Me Drink with Clients, So I Had Him Arrested 老板让我陪酒，我把他送进了局子 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌7k WordsCompleted My Boss Told Me to Drink with Him, So I Sent Him to Jail 1Reads—Score—Shelves
9. 309 魔 The Demon Lord Sells Starch Sausages at a Street Stall, and the Whole Internet Begs Me to Ascend 魔尊摆摊卖淀粉肠，全网跪求我飞升 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌10k WordsCompleted The Demon Lord Sells Starch Sausages at a Street Stall, and the Whole Internet Begs Me to Ascend —Reads—Score—Shelves
10. 310 报 The Bad-News-Hiding Peacemaker: I Helped a Drifter in Beijing Lie to Her Mom for Three Years 报喜不报忧圆场师：我帮北漂姑娘骗了她妈三年 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌14k WordsCompleted The Bearer of Good News and Keeper of Bad News: I Helped a Girl Working Away from Home Lie to Her Mom for Three Years —Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 311 红 On the Day I Wed Beneath a Red Coffin, the Mountain Guardian Kicked It Open to Marry Me 红棺拜堂那日，守山人踹棺来娶我 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌7k WordsCompleted The Day I Married into a Red Coffin, the Mountain Guardian Kicked It Open and Came to Wed Me —Reads—Score—Shelves
12. 312 退 After Dumping My Trash Ex, I Became CEO Fu's Greatest Weakness 退婚渣男后，我成了傅总的心尖劫 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌21k WordsCompleted After Breaking Off My Engagement to a Scumbag, I Became President Fu's Most Treasured Heartache —Reads—Score—Shelves
13. 313 我 I Have the Company's Layoff List in My Hands 我手握公司裁员名单 Drinking Alone by Moonlight月光下独酌28k WordsCompleted I have the company layoff list in my hands. 1Reads—Score—Shelves
14. 314 惊 Leaves Fall in Autumn 惊秋落叶 Not a Good Day to Talk今日不宜讲話Modern Romance62k WordsCompleted [Campus Tragedy] [Mutual Secret Crush] Tang Qiu and Pei Jingnian On Ningchuan No. 1 High School's wall of outstanding graduates (its wall of fame), Pei Jingnian took the top spot that year, while Tang Qiu was relegated to the very bottom. "Wasn't Senior Tang Qiu a good student back then? Weren't she and Pei Jingnian the twin stars of the arts and sciences? How did she end up at the bottom?" "She wasn't even on the wall at first. They added her later." "I heard she didn't do very well on her exam 103Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 315 浓 Soul-Locking Fog: I Love Her with His Memories 浓雾锁魂：我带着他的记忆爱着她 Mo Wu陌吾Modern Romance267k WordsCompleted The girl he fell for was the daughter of “his” wife. Chen Luo had lived for eighteen years without ever experiencing joy, anger, sorrow, or happiness. A dense fog lay locked in his mind, concealing the memories of a man who had been dead for eighteen years. Then he met Du Xiaoyu in the library. The instant he saw the jade pendant around her neck, he blurted out a name: “Xiao’er.” Du Xiaoyu didn’t know he was calling her mother. She knew even less that her father’s memories, all his love, and all 12Reads—Score—Shelves

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    A story that lives like an old movie, but hurts more than the movie. Anyone who has watched "Back to the Twilight Zone" knows the setting - a love from a previous life is sealed in the body of a young man. But that movie was a light comedy with a happy ending. But in my story, there is no such thing as "fortunately". Eighteen years ago, Shen Yuan died in the rain that never returned. His memory, his obsession, and his unspoken love were all sealed into the mind of a young man - Chen Luo. The young man didn't remember all this, he just felt that there was an empty space in his heart, waiting for someone to fill it. Then he met Du Xiaoyu. Her smile was like the first ray of light in early spring, and Chen Luo's heartbeat was real, hot, and uniquely his own. But just when he thought it was his love - Shen Yuan's memory burst. The girl he fell in love with was the daughter of the person he had an old obsession with. It turns out that the heartbeat is his own, but the yearning is the eighteen years left by others. A heart split in half. Half of it is the joy of the young Chen Luo, and half of it is the deep affection of the deceased Shen Yuan. He couldn't tell which one was his real self. And who did Du Xiaoyu fall in love with? If a love spanning eighteen years is transplanted into a strange body, you fall in love with him, but the turbulent obsession in your heart belongs to your mother's old friend. There is no consummation, no reconciliation. There is only the sober sinking, and the last silent figure leaving without saying goodbye. Some memories never disappear. Some people love others for their entire lives. [Almost crying] [Almost crying]

16. 316 蝶 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: My Husband's Enemy Seizes Me by Force 蝶影归尘：丈夫的的仇人对我强娶豪夺 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼15k WordsCompleted Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: My Husband's Enemy Forces Me into Marriage 29Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Title: I am a villain in everyone's eyes, but I love her as much as anyone else - Reading "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" from Xiao Qihao's perspective - Everyone in the world accuses me of Xiao Qihao being sinister, paranoid and unscrupulous. They are right. I am an illegitimate son of the Zhang family. I take my mother's surname and have no legitimate identity. I have been living with others since I was a child. I'm jealous of Zhang Zhiming—jealous of his status as a direct descendant, jealous of his solid family fortune, and even more jealous of him marrying the only woman I want in my life. Lin Die'er. --- When I first saw that side, I knew I was doomed. She was a daughter of a famous family, with picturesque features and a tenacity in her bones that refused to bow. Zhang Zhiming was accommodating to her in every possible way, but her eyes were full of impatience and disgust. I could see clearly - she didn't love him. Since she doesn't love him, why can't she be replaced by me? Once this idea takes root, it can never be uprooted. I began to spy on her daily routine, hiding behind the rockery and watching her sitting alone by the pond in a daze, sneaking into her courtyard when she was not around, and staring at the rouge box on her dressing table in trance. I even attacked Ping'er because she was the closest person to Die'er. Die'er rushed to me and told me that the matchmaker was marrying Ping'er. I smiled and said to her, "The position of my head wife in my heart has always been yours." Her eyes were like knives, and she scolded me for being shameless. But I don't care. I only care about her. --- I finally got her, but she never belonged to me. I bribed Zhang's mother, forged a divorce letter, and imprisoned Die'er in another courtyard. That night, I said to her: Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. She cried, struggled, and was heartbroken. I kissed her, but she didn't respond, only tears. At dawn, I opened the door and left. She was huddled in the corner, her clothes were messy and her eyes were empty. I thought I won. But later I found out that she was pregnant with Zhang Zhiming's flesh and blood. In order to keep the baby alive, she made me think it was mine. She gritted her teeth to please me, closed her eyes and let me kiss her, but she muttered another man's name in a place where I couldn't hear her. At night, she slept in my arms, and what she murmured in her dream was - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing my heart. I tightened my arms and whispered in her ear: "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who you call in your dream. In this life, you can only lie next to me." But I couldn't lie to myself. I got her person, never her heart. --- I gave her all the good things I could do, but she wouldn't even give her a sincere smile. I gave her all the good things I could do to her. Make the other courtyard exquisite and warm, collect her favorite snacks and favorite treasures, stay by her side and take good care of her every day, put aside all the evil birds of prey, and learn to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. I'm not willing to give in. I am so jealous of Zhang Zhiming that I go crazy with jealousy. Why? How could he make her miss him even though he didn't do anything? And I tried my best, but I couldn't get her a sincere smile. I started to smoke heavily and tried to numb myself with opium. I want to forget her, but I can't. --- She disappeared, leaving only searching and regret for the rest of my life. My mother took advantage of my retreat to quit smoking and sold her into Yihongyuan. After I got out of the country, I learned the news, and I searched everywhere like crazy. I walked all over the streets, but there was no news about her. The child I believed to be Ping'er was held in my hands and taken good care of. I named him "Yi'an" - no hesitation, peace and security. I poured all my guilt, debt and obsession with Die'er into this child. I thought until my death that it was my flesh and blood. I never found the silver necklace she left behind in the swaddling compartment. --- When the news of her death came, my world collapsed. After several years of searching, the news of her death finally arrived. The woman I asked for, the woman who ruined half my life and was ruined by me, is dead. She blocked the gun for someone else and gave her life to another man. I didn't even see him for the last time, and I didn't even get a chance to apologize. I held the golden butterfly hairpin she had left in another courtyard and stayed behind closed doors for three days without eating or drinking. I remembered that night she said to me: "I'm just your trophy." I said to the air word by word - "Die'er, I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy." No one heard. She won't hear it either. --- I'm not a good person, but I really loved him. Everyone in the world said that Xiao Qihao was a villain, a villain, and the murderer who ruined Die'er's life. I won't argue. But I want you to know - I love her as much as anyone else. I just did it the wrong way, the wrong way from the beginning. If I could have met her earlier, if I could pursue her in an honest way, if I was not the illegitimate son of the Zhang family, if I could control my jealousy and paranoia - would the ending be different? No one can answer me. She won't come back either. --- Epilogue I put all my guilt and longing for Die'er into the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. I can point the blade at my brother, but never at my own country. For the rest of my life, I devoted everything I had to supporting the Anti-Japanese War, teaching that child to be patriotic and good, and spend my whole life making up for the sins I had committed. I made Ping'er my main wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But that place in my heart is always empty. I know, I don't deserve to say I love her. But if there is a next life - I hope I can stand upright in front of her and say: "Hello, Ms. Lin. My name is Xiao Qihao. I am not anyone's illegitimate child, nor anyone's substitute. I am just a person who wants to get to know you." --- If you have ever loved someone, so much that you were obsessed with it, read "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust". There are no purely good guys or purely bad guys here. There was only a man named Xiao Qihao who loved someone he should never love in the wrong way. After finishing the book, it's hard to calm down. [Cry][cry][almost cry][cry][almost cry]

17. 317 孤 Song of the Lonely Bloom 孤芳吟 Rotten Big Flower腐大花Fantastical Romance275k WordsCompleted [Strong female lead | Villainess | Combative couple | Saving the world] "A fiercely vengeful orphan girl x a carefree, warmhearted young man" Tang Tan begins as a proud and willful girl, cold and unfeeling, with no concern for other people's lives or the survival of humanity. After enduring countless hardships, she becomes someone willing to give her life to protect all living beings, a savior whose deeds are passed down from person to person. It is Shen Bitang's unquestioning faith in her that 26Reads—Score—Shelves

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    [The heroine, the villain, fights against lovers on the road to save the world. "The orphan girl will be punished × the handsome and enthusiastic young man." Tang Tan has gone through hardships all the way from the arrogant and willful girl who was ruthless and unreasonable at the beginning and did not care about the life and death of others and the survival of human beings. In the end, she was willing to sacrifice her life to protect the common people and the savior of the world through word of mouth. It was Shen Bitang's belief without asking for any reason that healed Tang Tan from the pain of being abandoned since childhood; it was Xiao Shu's hard-spoken and soft-hearted protection that was willing to sacrifice his life, which made Tang Tan's originally gray life colorful; it was the infinite indulgence of his father and brother that gave Tang Tan the courage to face everything; Tang Tan has complained, hated, and despaired. She is one of the most tragic characters. She is smart and courageous, acts swiftly, can bear the life and death of others, and can protect thousands of people! The flowers on the other side are blooming, and the other side is worried. When the lonely fragrance is gone, the lonely fragrance sings!

18. 318 庸 Beware the Mediocre 庸人小心 Yin Mu殷木Urban370k WordsCompleted Realistic fiction · Unrequited love with a bad ending · Small-town life · Ordinary people · Coming-of-age · No golden finger Based on the true experiences of friends, this story is told from a male first-person perspective and follows Jiang Xin through the ups and downs of his youth in a small southern county town from 2005 to 2014. He was once an elementary-school prodigy admired by everyone. But from the moment he started middle school, his life quietly began to veer off course. As a boy, he 203Reads—Score107Shelves

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    Strong Amway is a masterpiece of slow torture with great staying power. There is no bloody separation between life and death. The most painful part is that the male protagonist personally ruined his youth and heartbeat. A cautious secret love in a small county town in the 1990s was gradually consumed by inferiority and hesitation. When I suddenly woke up many years later, I was shocked to realize that I had lost not just a girl, but a whole life that I could never get back. After reading this book, I felt a heavy regret in my heart for a long time.

19. 319 作 Author Mo Xuelian: My Unlucky Life 作者墨雪莲我倒霉的人生 Ink Snow Lotus墨雪莲Modern Romance66k WordsCompleted I was often bullied as a child, until I met him. When we grew up, he proposed to me, but then I got cancer. It was already at an advanced stage, and he was the doctor who had to tell me about my condition himself. —Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 320 重 Reborn and Rising: I Refuse to Be a Doormat 重生逆袭：拒做受气包 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance142k WordsCompleted Lin Wan is reborn and returns, casting off the patience she showed in her past life and vowing to escape her fate as a doormat. As she turns her career around and fights back against the Zhang family’s bullying, she awakens her husband Zhang Lei’s sense of responsibility. But the shadows of tragedy from her past life have yet to fade, and the Zhang family’s hidden schemes still lurk in the dark. Can the love Lin Wan and Zhang Lei share, each reaching for the other, withstand the unknown storms a —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I will cry even if I am tortured to the point of crying.

21. 321 错 The Marriage We Missed 错过的婚姻 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance599k WordsCompleted The wave of educated youths returning to the cities tore two people in love apart. Liu Yumei, a country girl, became pregnant before marriage and tried to hang herself, but survived. Her sister-in-law then sold her to human traffickers, who married her off to a man in the mountains. The educated youth Fang Shengqiang lost his memory in a car accident and missed his chance to be with Yumei. He married a rich woman and, with his wife’s support, became a corporate highflier. Liu Yumei became the w 139Reads—Score—Shelves
22. 322 婚 Breaking Through a Troubled Marriage 婚姻突围 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Urban480k WordsCompleted Written for men and women suffering in their marriages. Should a marriage without love or sex be maintained, or should they seek a way out, follow their hearts, and unleash their “true selves”? This novel will give you the answer! 68Reads—Score—Shelves
23. 323 苏 Su Chen's Rise from the Ashes 苏辰的逆袭人生 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Rural Life365k WordsCompleted A betrayal drove him and his mother to the brink of despair, making survival his sole obsession. He lay low in the dust, hiding every trace of his misery, and relied on sheer determination to push through every shadow in his path. The struggles no one knew about and the unexpected glimmers of light eventually helped him break free from the shackles of fate. His rise to power conceals too many untold stories. 41Reads—Score—Shelves
24. 324 守 Keeping Watch Over Our Marriage 守望婚姻 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance168k WordsCompleted This is the tragic story of a rural woman left behind in the countryside. Juhua is a traditional village woman, and like other rural women, she has no source of income. Without financial standing in her household, she can only rely on her husband's earnings to support the family. She is the sort of person who endures whatever comes her way. Her two sweet, clever children seemed to offer a chance to change her fate, but misfortune plunged her back into an abyss of suffering... 34Reads6.7Score—Shelves
25. 325 逃 Escape from Marriage 逃离婚姻 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance179k WordsCompleted With both parents dead and no family left, she thought she had found a man she could depend on. But he turned out to be a scoundrel after her inheritance. Her best friend and husband conspired behind her back, while her in-laws treated her like a servant. Even after giving birth to a son, she continued to live humbly in a marriage worse than death. It wasn't until he appeared that her inner world was turned upside down and the course of her life changed! 25Reads—Score—Shelves
26. 326 华 A Dazzling Transformation 华丽蜕变 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance1.6M WordsCompleted Kindness needs an edge, and tolerance needs limits! Liu Xia, who grew up in the countryside, was too kind and always gave in. She missed two chances at true love, then stumbled into the wrong marriage and was tormented in a miserable relationship. Fortunately, the college sweetheart who had always loved her reappears, helping her see the error of her ways, escape her unhappy marriage, and open up a whole new chapter in her life! 5Reads—Score—Shelves
27. 327 反 Turning the Tables on Marriage 反制婚姻 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance217k WordsCompleted Her husband cheats, and her in-laws bully her. What path lies ahead for a woman struggling in her marriage? Should she keep suffering through it, or fight back and build a brilliant life of her own? The novel will reveal the answer... 2Reads—Score—Shelves
28. 328 走 The Journey 走过 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance243k WordsCompleted Walking Through is a poignant romance novel. The carefree days of youth are beautiful, but they can also be painful. Everyone’s growth is its own story of youth, and every story is different. Some lives are smooth sailing, filled with happiness and joy; others are quiet and ordinary, with gentle days; still others are passionate and dramatic, full of fervor and determination... Chunyan’s youth was full of twists and hardships. Yet, in the face of one trial after another, she never gave in. She c 640Reads6.7Score—Shelves
29. 329 浪 The Waves Trust the Clouds’ Whiteness 浪花信任云的白 Qinghe Qinghe清和清和Modern Romance346k WordsOngoing Two souls fall into a campus dream; reunited on a Middle Eastern battlefield | Doctors Without Borders × frontier defense hero | unhinged yet restrained, healing regret | sweet, bittersweet tension | rekindled romance | devoted to each other, happy ending A three-day romance in their youth, followed by twelve years apart across mountains and seas · Mature adults wearing the guise of high schoolers, falling into the most heart-wrenching romance in a dream · Each other's cure and salvation; a god 110Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I have lost ten pounds as I write this. Please kind people, please take a look at the child. He is so beautiful.

30. 330 倾 One Dream of You, a Lifetime of Lost Youth 倾君一梦负韶华 Qu Lanlan曲懒懒Ancient Romance2.8M WordsOngoing I am a descendant of Nuwa. For a thousand years, I have kept open a little shop called “Melody and Mayhem.” The world is full of rare treasures and strange artifacts, as well as countless sorrowful tunes and mournful songs. Anyone who enters my shop can find release. Yet I bear the heavy responsibility of protecting all life under heaven. Where is the person I have long yearned for? Lin’er often says, “Suyang is an extraordinary man!” But she has no idea how much that extraordinary nature cos —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I personally think it's pretty good

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