Campus Romance About Mutual Unrequited Love with a Bad Ending, the More Heartbreaking the Better 想要双向暗恋，但是be的校园文，越虐越好

1 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 83.2kReads9.5Score15.8kShelves

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Two-way secret love is a heavy snow that no one knows about. We are like two trees growing opposite each other. The roots are quietly entangled in the soil, but the branches and leaves are growing wildly in opposite directions. The second button of his shirt is always tied in the wrong place. When I put the hot cocoa on the corner of his desk, I always pretend to be passing by. Those unspoken likes shatter into a galaxy when our eyes meet. Later, when the monsoon after graduation swept away all the secrets, I wrote "Everything will be successful" in his classmate book, and he put the movie ticket stubs into my memory book. It wasn't until many years later when I was sorting out my old things that I found two yellowed notes: "I like you" and "Let's not miss it." After all, they could not meet each other across time and space. It turns out that the most painful ending of a two-way secret love is not that it never started, but that when the love finally breaks out, you are shocked to realize that the flowering period has already withered.

4 盛 Midsummer Dusk 盛夏暮晚 Huohuo the Painter画画的火火Modern Romance624k WordsCompleted [Mutual devotion | Healing | A playboy turns over a new leaf | School days to city life | Reunited after years apart | Wealthy families] When they were young, Li Zhiwan stumbled out of a secluded alley, covered in blood, and collapsed to the ground. Gu Yuqian stood at the far end of the long alley, holding a black umbrella as he looked at the girl’s desperate, pleading eyes. In the end, the boy ran toward her, radiating cold, and saved her from the brink of despair. After that, whenever heavy 11kReads9.2Score1.4kShelves

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The cage is cold and solid. Darkness was like thick ink, covering every inch of her senses. She took a deep breath, tried to suppress the rising fear, and continued groping. The gaps between the iron pillars were so narrow that it was difficult for even a wrist to pass through, and the other end of the chain on the shackles seemed to be fixed to the bottom of the cage, making a harsh metal friction sound when it moved slightly. "Zhou Ting... Are you there?" She called again, her voice echoing in the closed space, but no one answered. Her fingertips suddenly touched a slightly raised metal plate on the ground. She squatted down and groped carefully, and found that it seemed to be a lock - the lock of a shackle. But without the key, she couldn't break free. At this moment, there was a "squeak" in the distance, like a heavy door being pushed open. Immediately afterwards, the footsteps came from far to near, unhurried and slow, and every step seemed to step on her nerves. Her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, she held her breath, and her fingers unconsciously clenched the iron bars. "Are you awake?" A deep male voice sounded in the darkness, with a hint of joking. This voice... She had heard it before, but she couldn't remember who it was. "Who are you? Why are you locking me up here?" She tried to make her voice sound calm, but there was still a tremor in the end. The man chuckled lightly and did not answer. Instead, there was a "pop" sound of a switch - a dazzling white light suddenly lit up, and she subconsciously closed her eyes tightly, tears still overflowing from the corners of her eyes. When she finally adapted to the light and slowly opened her eyes, a familiar yet unfamiliar face came into view. ——It's Chen Ye. The man she had personally sent to jail as a prosecutor three years ago for financial fraud. He looked at her condescendingly, with a smile on his lips, but his eyes were as cold as ice. "Long time no see, Prosecutor Lin." He said slowly, "I've been thinking about you every day for the past three years."

5 弥 Unbridled Desire 弥欲 Runaway Rabbit在逃兔子Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted [A long-burning obsession, eased only by your love for me.] She saw Xu Yanzhou again in his office. Chu Li’s manuscript had been stolen, and she hoped he would handle the matter fairly and clear her name. Instead, he took someone else’s side and treated her as if she weren’t there. A friend reminded him, “Yanzhou, that’s Chu Li.” The man raised an eyebrow, as if he’d heard something amusing. “Chu Li? Which Chu Li? I don’t know her.” He showed no regard for their past, and Chu Li had no reason to 9.7kReads8.4Score799Shelves

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When the rain covered with the salty smell of the sea flowed into the window edge, Chu Li was stroking the pilled gray scarf. It was a night like this two years ago. He pinched her cold red fingertips and said, "Ali, grow up quickly." The last note was as light as the snow falling on her heart. It was so hot that she clutched the corners of her scarf and counted her heartbeats all night long. Now he is standing in the shadow of the floor lamp, his suit as straight as a wall. "You're too young", "Gui Wan is not in good health", those words ran over the eardrums, ten times sharper than the unspoken oaths back then. She looked at the coldness in his eyes - it turned out that the most painful thing was not that he pushed her away, but that after he taught her to expect, he crushed that spark with his own hands. But Chu Li is no longer the little girl hiding in the alley waiting for candy. When she stuffed the scarf into the old wooden box, her fingertips brushed against the yellowed medical record at the bottom of the box - it was sent by someone last year, saying "Gui Wan needs long-term medication." It turns out that all "can'ts" have already been foreshadowed. The rain was getting heavier, so she dug out her passport in the dark. Returning to Hong Kong this time is not to wait for anyone to "grow up", but to completely pull my heart out of the mud.

6 失 Starlight Out of Control 失控星光 Si Jiao司皎Two Male Leads371k WordsCompleted [The print edition of Uncontrolled Starlight goes on sale nationwide on May 30] [Two male leads + secret love + entertainment industry + younger man + rekindled romance] Shen Jixing, a legendary movie star in the Chinese entertainment industry, is as aloof as snow on a mountaintop, noble and cold. He has long held an unshakable place at the pinnacle of the industry. Then one day, a tidal wave of vicious scandals engulfs him… His status plummets overnight. With nowhere else to go, he calmly knock 69.3kReads9.6Score10.7kShelves

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Two male protagonists!! I love them both so much hahahahahahahaha

7 先 Marriage Before Love: Mr. Pei Falls for Her 先婚后爱：裴总他沦陷了 Zi An子安Modern Romance361k WordsCompleted [Marriage first, love later + secret crush comes true + mutual salvation + devoted to each other, one-on-one] (The heroine seems sweet and gentle but is independent and clear-headed inside; the hero is no typical domineering CEO; she has a secret crush on him; slow burn.) Pei Yu was aloof and indifferent by nature, and he looked down on women even more. Everyone in his circle wondered what kind of woman could possibly win the heart of this unattainable man. Later, he fell out with the Pei family 9.9kReads9.2Score874Shelves

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[Tweet] "Marriage first, love later: Mr. Pei has fallen"|Undercurrent of sorrow BE aesthetics💔 ✨"Pei Yu, our marriage certificate... Needs to be replaced with a divorce certificate." She smiled and pushed the wine glass in front of him, with the contract he signed personally pressed at the bottom of the glass. The most ruthless Buddha in northern Beijing finally became red-eyed, but could no longer keep his moon. 💫Recommend a rich BE story that will make your heart tremble! Yama Luo Pei Yu in the business world × a down-and-out daughter, a marriage that began with trading hid the most violent secret love. He always stood in the booth on the second floor and watched with cold eyes as she blocked his drink, but spent the whole night crushing antipyretics when she had a high fever. When she signed the three-year engagement, she knew that he had a cinnabar mole on the tip of his heart, but she still carved the arc of his frown into his bones like a moth to a flame. 🌙When Bai Yueguang returned, she took off her wedding ring with her own hands: "Mr. Pei, the show is over." Later, the whole Beijing circle saw that Mr. Pei, who had always been abstinent, passed out drunk in Yunse Bar late at night, holding the divorce agreement and muttering to the void: "Even the expiration of the contract has to be calculated so clearly... Why don't you count my compensation for it?" 💔Highlight warning: two-way secret love top-notch pulling/chasing his wife but unable to catch up in the crematorium/the male protagonist really loves but doesn't know it/the female protagonist wakes up and breaks up. It's an adult love that's suitable for crying with wine late at night. After watching it at three in the morning, I'm still thinking, "What if..."

8 停 Stuck at Seventeen 停留十七岁那年 What Makes the Heart Flutter心什么动Modern Romance242k WordsCompleted [Campus romance × Youth × Mutual unrequited love × Heartbreak] Cold, rebellious boy × Sweet, well-behaved honor student * [Xie Yixiao was born wild and unruly, proud and untamed. Yet somehow, this boy fell in love with a good student from a broken home, a quiet, sweet, and sensible girl.] * [Ye Mian came from an incomplete family. Her parents weren't around when she was growing up. Then, when she was six, she learned that both of them had died. She was raised by her grandmother.] * [To part beca 1.6kReads7.2Score305Shelves

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That's the first article!!! Hee hee, two-way crush on be

10 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 123.8kReads9.7Score19.8kShelves

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They both had a crush on each other but didn't talk about it. The male and female protagonists were childhood sweethearts and they didn't talk about their crush on each other. In the end, they both had their own families, but there was a turning point in the episode.

11 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 85kReads9.4Score7.4kShelves

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In the green years of campus, Shen Nian met him for the first time. It was the most beautiful scene of youth. The sun shone on the playground, and his smile was like the warm spring sun, warming her heart. They walked through the tree-lined paths of the campus together, sharing each other's dreams and happiness, and love sprouted quietly in the corners of the campus. However, fate played a cruel joke. The male protagonist's sister was jealous and designed to frame Shen Nian, making her bear an unfounded crime and eventually ended up in jail. Shen Nian stood on the edge of the abyss, but her former lover chose to remain silent, leaving her to face the darkness and despair alone. After being released from prison, Shen Nian, with scars all over his body, tried to find the truth and redemption. Her heart was filled with doubts and unwillingness, and the deep love she once had was now only left with endless pain and struggle. Can she find an exit in this storm of fate and regain her own happiness? "Sacrifice the Years with My Affection" takes you into Shen Nian's world and feels her persistence in love and her fight against fate.

12 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 28.7kReads9.6Score7.3kShelves

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Who wouldn't cry after watching BE aesthetics in youth?!! "Qing Qing" - the final chapter of the trilogy of Secret Love with BE Aesthetics, really got me! In middle school, Xie Zeyang and Shen Bingqing had completely mismatched names and personalities. He was as cold as ice, but she was as hot as the sun. The delicate pull of two-way secret love, the sadness and caution of the male protagonist's silent protection, every stroke pokes at the unspoken regrets of youth. The first twenty-five chapters may be dull, but the moment I opened the diary, I burst into tears! Meng Zhiwan is so good at writing about youthful regrets, and she is full of BE aesthetics. If you like youth literature and have a crush on pain literature, don't miss this sour and touching youth feast. After reading it, you will really empathize with it. Thinking of the "youth story" hidden in your heart, you can directly add it to the bookshelf and start crying!

13 我 I Only Sneaked a Glance at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 18.6kReads9.6Score4.3kShelves

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1 It's really good-looking, but the front part is sweet and suddenly becomes abusive. 2 They are obviously in love but no one is brave. 3 The male protagonist doesn't know the female protagonist. 4 The female protagonist can be with the male protagonist if she is brave.

14 偷 Secretly Stashing Candy Wrappers 偷藏糖纸 Fortune-Cat发财小猫咪Modern Romance132k WordsCompleted [Mutual secret crush + school life + tragic ending] Wen You played the role of a friend throughout her entire youth. She liked Xu Xiao, but could only get close to him as a friend. The gentle boy with the lovely voice appeared at the very moment Wen You felt most anxious and afraid. At that moment, sunlight fell across his face, dazzling and warm. She kept the candy wrappers he gave her, wrapping her true feelings in the guise of friendship. She secretly savored those rare, sweet moments, h 22Reads—Score—Shelves

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A two-way secret love, the heroine knew that the hero also liked her, and was ready to wait for him to come back and confess her love, but what she waited for was that he sacrificed himself, and he could no longer hear the confession she had rehearsed countless times.

15 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 24.8kReads9.6Score5.5kShelves

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Kids, get your tissues ready and start crying!!! [Cry][cry][cry][cry]

19 那 That Little Alley 那条小巷子 Chi Yuan迟远Modern Romance177k WordsCompleted [Redemption + mutual pining + school life + angst + tragic ending] [One longs for the warmth of a home × one hopes to escape the control of her family] In the autumn of 2010, Xu Mo dragged her suitcase into that narrow alley. It was long and deep, and that year she was lost in its shadows. In the alley, she met Jiang Jiahe feeding the cats. That day, Jiang Jiahe helped her find a home. Secret love is a privilege reserved for cowards, and Xu Mo was a coward! She clung to that privilege until th 1.1kReads8.3Score304Shelves

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This book is really sweet at first and cruel at the end. The male and female protagonists met in an alley and started a two-way secret love. But God did not favor the poor girl, the female protagonist, and let her die early. In the seventh year after her death, the male protagonist found out that she also had a crush on him and resolutely followed her. I would really cry to death.

20 双 Mutual Secret Love 双向暗恋 Listening to the Rain on a Summer Night夏夜听雨Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted Mutual secret crushes 152Reads—Score—Shelves

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These books are all two-way secret love stories. They are a little bit sadistic in the early stages, but very sweet in the later stages~~