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1. 51 1 The Sissy of the 188 Club 188男团娘娘腔 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads365k WordsCompleted Li Chengxiu was timid and taciturn, and ostracized throughout his school years. Shao Qun’s passing whim gave him the only warmth he had ever known, but it also pushed him, while still young, into even deeper darkness. More than a decade later, they meet again. To Shao Qun, Li Chengxiu is a sweet treat he never dared taste back then, so he deliberately draws close. Will this be a chance to redeem the past, or the beginning of another disaster? 23kReads9.3Score5.2kShelves
2. 52 附 Additional Inheritance 附加遗产 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads467k WordsCompleted Yaya was gone. She had killed herself. Though they weren't related by blood, she had been his older sister for over ten years. Now she had vanished just like that, leaving him a sizable inheritance and... a child. He was only nineteen that year, still a child himself, yet somehow he had to look after a teenager. The kid wasn't difficult to care for. The moodiness and rebelliousness of adolescence were nowhere to be seen. He was brilliant, far more mature and levelheaded than his age suggested, a 56.5kReads9.5Score16.7kShelves
3. 53 小 Little White Poplar 小白杨 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Modern Romance438k WordsCompleted Bai Xinyu, a rich second-generation kid, is thrown into the army by his family for "reform." Young Master Bai tearfully accepts his fate, and, as luck would have it, runs into Yu Fengcheng, who makes trouble for him at every turn. As Bai Xinyu struggles through army life alongside Yu Fengcheng, he gradually grows into a sturdy, resilient "little white poplar." 19.9kReads9.3Score4.8kShelves
4. 54 重 Reborn as a Special Forces Soldier: Brother, Don’t Do Anything Reckless 重生之特种兵：兄弟你别乱来 Mo Yan Aaa墨衍AaaUrban875k WordsCompleted [Elite Agent + Military + Two Male Leads + Deep Brotherhood + Passionate Growth] Eighteen-year-old prodigy sniper Bai Ye has a pair of different-colored eyes that conceal a secret. He joins the Blood Wolf Special Forces Squad. His left eye sees in the dark like a wolf, while his right eye has extraordinary color vision. Armed with the Night Star sniper rifle, he never misses a shot. But what the squad fears most isn't his gun. It's his older brother, Bai Chen, whom they call the Living Hades. “I 528Reads9.4Score111Shelves

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