An Angst Novel I Found Through Douyin! It Hurts Your Heart, Liver, and Lungs 😭😭 抖音追过来的虐文！虐😭😭的你心肝肺都疼

1 盗 Tomb Raiding: The Walnut Seller 盗墓：那个卖核桃的 Xue Yin薛喑Two Male Leads174k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads] + [Angst] + [Severe Protagonist Suffering, Not for the Faint of Heart] 2026 editor’s note: Please read the author’s statement in the book’s discussion section. Thank you, everyone. The protagonist is completely love-struck, extremely so, and there will be no switching love interests. If you can’t accept that, feel free to leave using the top-right corner. Li Cu × Qian Heng After spending seven or eight years out in the dirt, Qian Heng had thoroughly wrecked his health. With now 4.8kReads9.3Score854Shelves

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Darlings, [crying] Just watch it, no one will say a word when you look at it, it's so cruel!

3 冷 After Three Years of Cold War, He Regrets It When We Sign the Divorce Papers 冷战三年，扯证离婚他却悔红了眼 Bird Pine Rice鸟松米Modern Romance676k WordsCompleted A novel in the Niaosongmi Universe: Deep Affection and Allure. The short drama The Height of Summer, a special story about the eldest brother and sister-in-law, is now online. [Love after an arranged marriage, a regretful husband’s pursuit of his wife, one-on-one romance, both devoted only to each other] [Gentle, cool-headed ophthalmologist vs. devoted, wayward young master] Lin Yuxi used to think Zhou Yanjing was a carefree playboy with a fickle heart. Only after they married did she learn just 134.2kReads9.2Score13.3kShelves

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Does this count? [Thinking] [Thinking] I came across the novel on Douyin. I'm a little interested in this kind of wife-chasing crematorium. Two people love each other very much but don't talk much, so they have conflicts and don't understand each other. Every time I see them from the perspective of God, it's very sad for me. Two people can obviously be very sweet [crying] [crying] [crying]

4 她 She Stopped Comforting Him 她不哄他了 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 118.1kReads9.6Score20.7kShelves

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**✨ High Abuse Warning ✨** **✨ Youth/Regret/BE Aesthetics ✨** **—— "She died at the most beautiful age, but she became a lifelong source of grief for him." ——** 💔 **For those who like abuse articles, it is not a loss to invest in it! ** 💔 (Suitable to be eaten with the BGM "Alaskan Gulf", if you have low tear points, prepare tissues 😭) ** #BE # Abuse Wen Recommendation # Nanping # Short Story Tear-Jerking **

6 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 97.9kReads9.7Score18.1kShelves

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I came here from a video streaming app. It was really sad. The male and female protagonists clearly had a crush on each other. By the time they finally said it, the male protagonist was already getting married.

7 宫 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 60.2kReads9.7Score8.8kShelves

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"Gongqiangliu" is a heart-wrenching ancient novel. The heroine Jiang Yingliu was treated as someone else by the emperor in the palace. She was once moved, but soon became disheartened. However, she could never hate that unfortunate man. Looking back on the ridiculous years of more than 20 years, I don't know who to blame.

8 1 The Sissy of the 188 Club 188男团娘娘腔 Shui Qiancheng水千丞Two Male Leads365k WordsCompleted Li Chengxiu was timid and taciturn, and ostracized throughout his school years. Shao Qun’s passing whim gave him the only warmth he had ever known, but it also pushed him, while still young, into even deeper darkness. More than a decade later, they meet again. To Shao Qun, Li Chengxiu is a sweet treat he never dared taste back then, so he deliberately draws close. Will this be a chance to redeem the past, or the beginning of another disaster? 29.4kReads9.3Score7.1kShelves

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Shui Qiancheng's writing is famous for his abuse. As the group leader, Shao Qun is even more inappropriate. His wife treats him as her boyfriend, and he treats her as 🦆. He said "Mom, Li Chengxiu ran away with someone!" He became famous and opened a crematorium to chase his wife. His wife couldn't even drive him away. In the end, he stabbed himself in the waist and went to the hospital before he made his wife compromise for love! Shao Qun's words, "I want you to feel at ease for the rest of your life, but it's me who will be worried." Is even more heartwarming. Wife (Li Chengxiu) perspective: When I was in junior high school, I was called a sissy because of my handsome appearance and taciturnity. Shao Qun was like a beam of light shining into my heart. He was very kind to me, for example, he would bring me a lot of delicious food. However, since that day on the rooftop, he went abroad and I was continued to be targeted. After work, we met again. He was still very kind to me, but one day I found out that he only used me as a pastime, so I left him... I didn't make progress when I was a child, and I still don't make progress when I grow up. . . High energy warning throughout! I love reading sour stories, they make me want to stop reading them! I am the top 1 male protagonist!

9 我 I Only Sneaked a Glance at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 19.3kReads9.6Score4.5kShelves

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📖"She fell in love with a boy"|The pinnacle of secret love BE aesthetics|The ceiling of youth pain💔 "When I was seventeen years old, I glanced at him in the sea of ​​people, and I have never been able to walk out." 🍂[The most secret love story of the year] Social terror reporter × Fengyun school boy When the girl carrying the camera met the boy under the maple leaf tree again, she discovered that there was something in her heart. From the anonymous forum to the yellowed diary, she was always the only one in the war. ✨"Critical attack of the famous secret love scene" · His jersey flew across the corridor, and she lowered her head and counted the steps while clutching the text of her composition · The 38 heads separated in the graduation photo were the closest distance to her · At the class reunion ten years later, he smiled and asked "Have we met before" and she was finally able to calmly say: "Just an alumnus" 💧[Quotes Warning] "The maple leaves in Sioux City are red year after year, but my youth will always stop at the moment when he turns around to look for others to laugh." ⚠️Warning for the huge stamina: · Beware of unrequited love addicts · Prepare three packs of tissues · You will be crazy about flipping through the graduation photo album after watching it "It turns out that the most painful secret love is the one that never started but exhausted all the courage" (Adapted from a real incident! Written from the author's personal experience, millions of readers cried until they were dehydrated 😭)

10 二 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 146.5kReads9.7Score28.9kShelves

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Just a little bit of torture

11 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 23.6kReads9.6Score5.1kShelves

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There are memories everywhere, and the super sadistic heroine finally committed suicide by jumping into the sea for the boy she loved [I almost cried]

12 病 Spring Returns to the Branches of a Sick Tree 病树枝头又逢春 Sweet Melon甜甜的瓜Ancient Romance476k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang Nian accidentally climbs into the world of cultivation and becomes the vicious supporting female character who meets a tragic end in the book. System: Your mission is to marry the male supporting character, Xie Chenzhou, abuse him, humiliate him, and then get killed by him. Sang Nian: OK (brandishes little whip) (hits herself) (collapses with a thud) System: (silence) (stares at the sky) System: Mission changed. Win him over, or go mine coal. Sang Nian: (smiles 433.6kReads9.5Score57.6kShelves

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📢"Spring Comes Again on the Branches of a Sick Branch"|Black Lotus in the Book×Crazy Criticism of the Beautiful and Strong Miserable|High Abuse Warning‼ ️ "A paper with zero plagiarism check actually makes me look like the best scumbag in the world of immortality?" 💢 Sang Nian opened his eyes - the red candle tent was warm, and underneath him was a sickly young man who was forced to have sex. The system was cold and prompted: [Please follow the original script to complete the humiliating task] She let go of the rope that bound the fairy tremblingly, but he grabbed her neck with his backhand: "Sister, you are soft-hearted today... Do you think my death is not embarrassing enough?" 💔 🔥Later - The little junior brother who was trampled upon by others in the past became the Supreme of the Demon Realm, while Sang Nian had his immortal bones and spiritual roots extracted, and was locked in a cold pool to wait for him to "repay his favor." He crushed her wrist bones and chuckled: "Senior sister taught me dual cultivation back then... It's my turn to teach you today." (The system suddenly faked the corpse: Congratulations to the host, the sadistic heart value is 100%!) #I became a substitute for white moonlight# #The night he turned black, I finished embroidering the wedding dress overnight# (P. S. The male protagonist is really a yandere, and later on he pursues his wife to the point of self-destruction😱)

13 罪 The Guilty Wife 罪妻 As Vigorously as Fire如火如荼Modern Romance569k WordsCompleted [Physical and emotional angst + substitute male lead + regretful husband chasing his wife] Shen Nanzhou hated Tang Yin with every fiber of his being. To take revenge on her, he forced her to donate her liver, use herself as a test subject for drugs, and suffer from a terminal illness. He drove her daughter to her death, destroyed the man who had protected her, and ruined everything she cared about. He told her, "Tang Yin, I dream every night about the day you die." Later, when the truth came out 5kReads8.7Score410Shelves

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After reading the abuse article, I feel exhausted physically and mentally

18 贺 The He Family's Little Princess: Her Daddy Spoils Her Rotten 贺家小千金，她爹地超宠 Xia Tianbao夏甜宝Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted The day Sui Sui's mother died, she called her father and uncle. Her father didn't want her, and her uncle told her to go die. Just then, the richest man in town happened to pass by, took her home, and made her his daughter. She thought she'd be a pitiful little stray, but on the day she arrived at the He family home, Grandma waved her hand, and luxury goods from all over the city filled the place. She could pick whatever she wanted. Her billionaire dad: Now that you're my daughter, whoever bulli 49.8kReads8.9Score4.4kShelves

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📢 **[Tearful short story] "Mom, it's time to eat..." The most heart-wrenching story this winter** In the bitterly cold morning, the 6-year-old stood on tiptoe and covered her mother with a torn cotton jacket, but her mother had not woken up for three days. She swept away the broken wine bottles on the floor, sold scraps for money to buy vegetables, cooked rice and carefully brought it to the bedside - **but her mother could never taste it again**. 💔 There is not a single word "death" in the whole article, but it made readers all over the Internet cry until they suffocated! The child hugged his mother's face to warm his mother's face and avoided the wine bottle to avoid pricking his feet. He wrote "sensible" as the most painful knife. 🔥 Read the full text quickly [angry] 💬 **The first hot comment to break the defense: "She thought her mother was just afraid of the cold, but she didn't know that people have to work very hard to stay alive"** # #ceiling #The staying power is too great

19 一 I Bow: Heaven and Earth! 一拜，天地！ Half and Half对半Two Male Leads256k WordsCompleted [A fated, gender-bending male power fantasy with two male leads!] [Both pure, 1v1!] [Sound values; keep reading and you’ll understand] [Married first, in love later!] [Spiritual qi revival!] [Beast-eared girls, beast-eared boys, and beast-eared hunks (sort of)] [A beautiful, domineering, protective spendthrift, the reincarnation of the Demon Emperor, Ye Lian.] [A tsundere, jealous miser who always caves, reborn as Ha Zong.] Ye Lian unexpectedly hears the thoughts of his pet husky, who has been r 720Reads8.4Score100Shelves

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Very beautiful, my world, you are a c-bit ૮₍ っ ̫-₎ა

20 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 127.7kReads9.7Score20.8kShelves

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Meng Zhiwan's Secret Love Trilogy! ! ! [Crying][Crying][Crying] I secretly watched it in the dormitory at night when I was a freshman and sophomore in high school, and I cried while watching it. There was no particularly bloody plot, and there was no part that forced the death of the protagonist. Most of them were told in a eloquent tone, which was very ordinary, just like most people's student days, but there was a kind of dense regret and sourness like needles. The author really described the sourness of secret love very well [Crying] [Crying] Highly recommend the first book! It's really good to watch [crying] to win the world!

21 爆 A Selection of Tearjerker Tragedy Novels 爆哭虐文精选 Deng Denglucky登登luckyModern Romance275k WordsCompleted Darkness swallowed me like a rising tide. I knelt beside the bed, clutching the sheets so tightly that my knuckles turned white. Tears poured down my face, blurring everything before my eyes. It felt as though countless fine needles were piercing my heart, the pain spreading throughout my body. Something seemed lodged in my throat, leaving me able to make only broken sobs. Each one felt as if it were tearing its way out from the depths of my soul. The memories I once cherished were now sharp bla 1.3kReads—Score107Shelves

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I will definitely not regret reading this selected novel [crying][crying] When sadness flooded over the edge of the bed, her knuckles clenching the sheets turned as white as paper, and the sound of tears hitting the fabric was like broken glass rolling in an empty room. The heart was punctured repeatedly by fine needles, and pain crawled along the blood vessels throughout the limbs and bones. There was a sob in the throat that could not be resolved, and every sob carried a soul-rending trembling sound. The tenderness that had warmed her for years now became Ling Chi's knife - the "forever" he said was still in her ears, and the warmth in her palms seemed not to dissipate, but when she turned around, only the moonlight was left on the ground, as cold as the look in his eyes when he last looked at her. She cried so hard that her whole body trembled, like a cub that had been thrown into the cold winter. Her cries bounced off the wall, making the room even emptier. Grievance, loss, and despair flowed down the river of tears, but they could not wash away the bone-gnawing loneliness. In the darkness, she curled up into a ball, letting the fragments of memories cut her heart repeatedly, and the blood scabs were torn open again. When the pain was so painful that she felt numb, even her breath smelled like rust. It turns out that the most painful thing is not the loss, but the warmth that once existed, has now become evidence to prove "never been loved". She was sinking in the abyss, unable to see a trace of light, and not even a shadow would accompany her. If you have ever cried so hard that you can't breathe late at night, if you understand the chill of being abandoned by the whole world, you may understand her sinking at the moment - it's not that she doesn't want to crawl out, but that even the strength to reach out has been drained by memories.

22 恨 Who Can I Tell My Grudge To? 恨谁诉？ Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads122k WordsCompleted Each chapter is a standalone tragic love story with an open ending, so use your imagination. Some stories are set in ancient times and others in the modern day, but they're all tragic. If that's not your thing, feel free to skip them. 1.1kReads8.7Score216Shelves

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It's just microblading, you have to believe me

23 将 After You Handed Me to the School Bully, My Childhood Friend Regretted It 将我扔给校霸后，竹马后悔了 Mint White Peach薄荷白桃10k WordsCompleted After I Was Thrown to the School Bully, My Childhood Friend Regretted It 2.5kReads—Score111Shelves

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It's very beautiful to watch.

24 梧 Wutong Lane 梧桐巷 Song Che Doesn't Eat Fish宋澈不吃鱼Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Bright and kind-hearted Ning Wan x gentle genius Song Qingyan] [Love at first sight + Secret love comes true + Youthful heartache + BE] When the innocent, sunny Ning Wan fell in love with Song Qingyan at first sight, he was the golden boy in everyone's eyes. She wrote her secret feelings in her diary, planning to keep them to herself. By a twist of fate, Song Qingyan became her temporary guardian. During the days when she was ostracized and bullied, he became the light in her life. She held on 41.5kReads9.6Score9.1kShelves

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**🌿[Youth Redemption] "No. 47 Wutong Lane" | In the midsummer of that year, our story started two steps away** **✨"From the 45th to the 47th, it was our tacit understanding."** **📖 The story begins:** In the midsummer of 2009, with the chirping of cicadas in Wutong Lane in the capital—— ▪️ **Song Qingyan** stopped in front of the door of No. 45, Counted the house numbers and chuckled: "You said you should take two more steps, so you meant it literally." ▪️ **Ning Jin** pressed down the phone screen irritably, throwing his leather coat over his shoulder: "Nonsense, I have been cleaning the house number of No. 47 For three years." (But he did not say why he always stopped at No. 45) **🔥 Full of character tension:** ✔️ **Song Qingyan**|A part-time student working the night shift at a convenience store, the last page of his account book says "I want to buy No. 45" ✔️ **Ning Jin**|The "Yam Luo" who is frightened by the rumors in the alley will leave a door light for people returning at night at three o'clock in the morning **🌇 Highlight clip warning: ** → On a rainy night, Song Qingyan was soaked and knocked on the door. Ning Jin threw a towel: "The floor of No. 47 Is more valuable than your life. Wipe it dry before entering." → Ning Jin clutched the corner of Song Qingyan's clothes when he had a fever: "I will burn your broken account book if you dare to leave." (In fact, the key to No. 47 Is in the book) → When the sycamore leaves fell all over the alley, Song Qingyan suddenly discovered: "It turns out that No. 45 To No. 47 Are exactly the distance between shadows." **📚 Readers' defense points:** ▪️ Mr. Song Qingyan bought an extra piece of Oden on the way and placed it on the window sill of No. 47 ▪️ Ning Jin's mobile weather APP will always be positioned at the "Wutong Lane Convenience Store" ▪️ Two tough-talking people, even the sunset will use the shadow of the sycamore leaves to hold hands **💌 Editor's recommendation: ** "There are tens of millions of alleys in the world, but only No. 47 Of Wutong Lane will reflect light - because someone has been wiping it with his eyes at the door of No. 45 Every day for three years." **📱 Suitable for:** ✓ You who like the two-way redemption of "The Wild" ✓ You who laughed and cried for "Pretending to Be a Scumbag" ✓ You who believe that "summer never ends" (Picture suggestions: Close-up of the mottled house number 45/47+ Overlapping silhouettes of teenagers under the shadow of trees+

25 赠 To Wang Lun 赠汪伦 Su Ta苏他Modern Romance75k WordsCompleted The magnum opus of rising hit author Su Ta, a masterpiece of tragic romance! The dashing policewoman Pei Shu vs. Qin Shen, a beautiful, tragic suspect. I love you with time I've stolen. Sooner or later, I'll have to pay it back. Don't be afraid. I'll be here, loving you. Because of my selfishness and greed, we were able to love each other for a brief time. "I'm sorry, darling. This time, I really have to let go of your hand." "Qin Shen, don't let go of my hand. I can't find my way home." In his 1kReads9.5Score196Shelves

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They are all quite sadistic articles.

26 在 I’ll Keep Loving You in Another World 在另一个世界继续爱你 Love Beneath the Cold Moon冷月之恋Modern Romance6k WordsCompleted I'll keep loving you in another world 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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It's really heartbreaking, I'm about to cry to death, why can't people who love each other be together?