Hate Comes and Goes, but I Just Hate That You Don't Love Me Enough (Male-Masochist Version)

102 病 Sickly Sweet Pet! the Crazy Possessiveness of an Autistic Teenager Wu CenjinModern Romance432k Wordscompleted 1.8kReads7.3Score156Shelves

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The hero who just wants love

103 他 He Has Hallucinations: the Crazy Boss Is Paranoid About Sweet Star Wu Cenjincompleted 415Reads—Score—Shelves

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The hero who just wants love

104 恶 The Evil Girl Acted to Make the Paranoid Prince Willing to Be a Dog Money Attracting BeastModern Romance175k Wordsongoing 36.1kReads5.9Score5.4kShelves

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In Hate Haiqing Tianwen, the male protagonist says that he doesn't love the female protagonist, but at the same time he acts like a jealous husband and refuses to let her go.

105 我 Our Captain Is Very Fragile, Kill Him and You're Done! A Promise King314k Wordsongoing 41.9kReads8.0Score8.7kShelves

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106 蚀 Bone Erosion Crisis QilaoyouModern Romance753k Wordscompleted 88.9kReads9.2Score10.9kShelves

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This book is really the ceiling level for abuse literature. I don't think I need to say more that everyone has read it. I read this book when I was in junior high school. It shocked my young heart at that time. It made my heart hurt [crying][crying][crying]

107 * ** Jin XilanModern Romance1.6M Wordsongoing 1kReads5.8Score—Shelves

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Hate comes and goes, all I hate is that I am not what you want.

108 重 After Rebirth, Master Qianyi Is Obsessed with My Body Fragrance Mu ZeyouchenModern Romance429k Wordsongoing 255.4kReads8.1Score36.1kShelves

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I love the male protagonist of this book very much

109 分 We Met Again After Five Years of Separation, Mr. Huo Went Crazy and Forced Marriage Red BallModern Romance149k Wordsongoing 29.5kReads5.8Score2.4kShelves

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Recommended [Adoration][Adoration][Adoration][Adoration][Adoration][Adoration][Adoration][Adoration]

111 一 One Room Dark Light Jump into the Sea to Avoid FishModern Romance624k Wordsongoing 12kReads7.2Score1kShelves

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It must be like this

112 予 Give Favor to Qing Jing Bunny CornerModern Romance804k Wordsongoing 13.1kReads7.3Score1.4kShelves

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This one! You must watch it, it's really beautiful

113 豪 Rich Game: After I Got Pregnant, He Bet Me 30 Million Chasing the Wind's Porridgecompleted 22Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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The one you fall in love with first is destined to be broken

114 我 I Seduced a Wealthy Young Master, the Young Master Seduced Me, and the Young Master's Good Brother Also Seduced Me. Orange Sandcompleted 883Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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Hate comes and goes, but I just hate that you don't love me enough. The male protagonist learns that the female protagonist only likes his good brother because of love, and starts to seduce and possess the female protagonist, and breaks off the relationship with the family. But in the end, the male protagonist can tolerate it.

115 重 His Highness Prince Rui of Rebirth Has a Crush on Me Yanqingongoing 115Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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Well, there is a section where the male protagonist sees the female protagonist having sex with a man who looks very similar to her ex-fiancé. The male protagonist goes crazy with jealousy and traps the female protagonist in a dark alley. In other words, am I no better than a stand-in? Xu Lingyi, can't you look at me?

116 以 Use Hatred as a Prison to Prevent You from Being Innocent Soft MarshmallowModern Romance237k Wordsongoing 14.4kReads—Score1.6kShelves

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[Crazy reborn revenge male protagonist vs pure innocent scapegoat female protagonist] 1 Welcome to hell, you are my ticket → I hate everyone in the world, including you, because your surname is Jiang. In the last life, she was his life. Delivering meals when he was five years old, applying medicine when he was eight years old, and quarreling with the whole world for him when he was seventeen years old. His ribs were broken and she cried until she became dehydrated. He thought she was his biological sister and swore that he would kill anyone who dared to touch a hair on her head. Later he died. He didn't know until he died - her father had stolen his life, and her brother had forced his entire family to death. On the first night of his rebirth, she came to deliver medicine to him. "Brother... What are you doing..." "Don't call me brother." "Then let me go... Please..." "Please?" He lowered his head and bit the first button of her pajamas. It's dawn. She sat on the edge of the bed and curled up into a ball, like a snail whose shell had been crushed. He got dressed, walked to the door, and looked back at her. "Welcome to Hell." "You're my ticket."

117 完 Perfect Life: in His Previous Life, He Bet on Me, but in This Life, He Will Risk His Life to Taste It. Amany Ai Miyecompleted 42Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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Sour and twisted literature

118 他 He Sleeps in the Evening Breeze, I Walk Alone on the Right Path Amany Ai Miyecompleted 160Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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Sour and twisted literature

119 寒 Jackdaws in Your Heart Wind SunsetAncient Romance1.1M Wordscompleted 7.7kReads7.4Score999Shelves

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The first sadomasochism book, the male protagonist is crazy about possessiveness and jealousy, the female protagonist is not a love-minded person and has her own character, I cried while reading a bag of paper, I strongly recommend [Send Heart] The second day is an ancient plot of power~Fights in the palace and house fights, interlocking~Childhood sweethearts vs loyal dog guards, the female protagonist is not a love-minded~Clear and rational daughter-in-law, highly recommended [Adoration]

120 权 Quan Shu Wind SunsetAncient Romance275k Wordsongoing 473Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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The first sadomasochism book, the male protagonist is crazy about possessiveness and jealousy, the female protagonist is not a love-minded person and has her own character, I cried while reading a bag of paper, I strongly recommend [Send Heart] The second day is an ancient plot of power~Fights in the palace and house fights, interlocking~Childhood sweethearts vs loyal dog guards, the female protagonist is not a love-minded~Clear and rational daughter-in-law, highly recommended [Adoration]

121 何 How Can a Green Plum Wait for a Bamboo Horse in the End? Snow Falling in Border Towncompleted 1.5kReads8.5Score—Shelves

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Throughout her youth, the boys in her class teased and teased her every day, hiding their love in their playfulness. After her third year of junior high school, her personality changed drastically and she became more sensitive and worried. She focused on preparing for exams and immediately pushed away all her feelings in college, including him. The young man had low self-esteem and returned to his hometown to start a family. He failed to start a business and his marriage was broken up. He went to the capital alone. When they met in the workplace many years later, he transformed into the person in charge of legal affairs, transcending the regrets of his youth and overcoming the obstacles of reality to recover her.

122 * ** It's the Sun and the MoonModern Romance324k Wordscompleted 11.2kReads5.8Score787Shelves

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Compliant, good-looking

122 对 Sorry, I Was Wrong. I'll Try Again Next Time. Medium Ripe PersimmonModern Romance1.1M Wordsongoing 1.7kReads7.0Score131Shelves

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A Southeast Asian gangster seizes a pure-desire heroine by force [Adoration]

123 偷 The Senior Sister Who Stole Pants Actually Wants to Become an Immortal and Change Her Life! Yan LantianAncient Romance1.1M Wordsongoing 10.4kReads6.1Score1.1kShelves

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This highly recommended book [Already Planted] is very good-looking for men and women (the second one matches) ~ micro-group portraits + serious cultivation of immortals + serious fighting + multiple CPs, knowing how to weigh the pros and cons, and the writing is smooth and meticulous. You will know it after reading one volume! [Shy]

123 * ** The Penguin Who Codes Every DayModern Romance220k Wordscompleted 5.9kReads5.8Score249Shelves

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Compliant, good-looking

124 * ** The Penguin Who Codes Every DayAncient Romance320k Wordscompleted 5.3kReads5.8Score249Shelves

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Compliant, good-looking

125 去 I Went to Find My Relatives and Recognized My Wrong Brother, and Lost My Memory of My Ex Ye Ye Hongwen. Mountain MirrorModern Romance537k Wordscompleted 11.6kReads6.6Score1.3kShelves

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Shen Tingyuan looked at the sisters, then at Jiang Xuxue who was feeding the horse outside the window, and fell silent. The subordinate asked cautiously: "Do you want to change them back?" Shen Tingyuan said: "No." The subordinate was confused. Shen Tingyuan said: "This is what I like. Whoever loves the fiancée will want it." The subordinate thought to himself: It's over, the leader is serious.

134 离 Outrageous! Female Supporting Characters Are Pampered in the Fast-Wearing Industry Yue Jian No. 1Fantastical Romance579k Wordsongoing 23.7kReads6.1Score1.6kShelves

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Wife wife wife

134 难 It's Hard to Escape the Prince's Favor Mountain Tracecompleted 73Reads8.6Score—Shelves

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Six years ago, she wiped him clean and then disappeared without a trace, leaving only a swaddled baby behind. Six years later, when we met again on the battlefield, he shot her mask open with a shot, his voice trembling: Madam, you owe me a wedding night, it's time to pay her back.

135 我 After I Washed Off My Heavy Makeup, the Aloof CEO Regretted It Teacher Xiao GuoModern Romance651k Wordscompleted 1.2kReads6.5Score101Shelves

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In these books, the male protagonist hates the female protagonist on the surface, but he always hates her because she doesn't love him.

137 醉 Drunk and Embracing a Spring Crop ZhuyinliModern Romance283k Wordscompleted 4.7kReads5.8Score358Shelves

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After thousands of hardships, gentleness will last for the rest of his life. Jiang Zui is finally treated well and kindly by the gentleness of the world!

138 浪 The Waves Trust the Whiteness of the Clouds Qinghe QingheModern Romance339k Wordsongoing 332Reads5.8Score—Shelves

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HE No misunderstanding and reconciliation in seconds. But just across the dream... The head of the border guard team was injured and fell into a coma. He firmly believed that he was reborn in high school, and MSF took sedatives to fall asleep every night. Two patients, a mature man and a mature woman, fell in love in a dream. Double vest, switching between reality and dream is super smooth.

139 蝶 Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust: I Was Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-In-Law, and My Ex-Husband Has Been Looking for Me for Ten Years Ahcompleted 4.7kReads8.7Score—Shelves

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I am Xiao Qihao. Everyone in the world says that I ruined Lin Dieer, but who knows - what I ruined was myself. I am Xiao Qihao. In the story you read, I was the heinous villain, the villain who pushed her into the abyss, and the lunatic who imprisoned her in another courtyard using despicable means and asked her to give birth to my child. Yes, I recognize all of this. But today, I want to take you to look at this story again with my eyes. Look at how that woman named Lin Die'er destroyed a man's life - no, how she made him destroy himself with his own hands. I hate Zhang Zhiming, starting from the moment I was born. He is the eldest son of the Zhang family, and he has everything when he is born. Fame, family fortune, respect from everyone. And what about me? I am the illegitimate son left behind by my father outside. I take my mother's surname of Xiao, and I am not even qualified to call him "Brother". It's okay, I'm used to it. I can tolerate being dependent on others and looking at people's faces. Until I met her. I will always remember the first time I saw Lin Die'er. She was standing in the courtyard of Zhang's Mansion, with a pond full of koi carp behind her. She was wearing a light green skirt with a silver butterfly hairpin in her hair. She looked like she had stepped out of a painting. No, he's even prettier than the person in the painting. She glanced at me. Just a light glance, polite and distant. Then she turned around and walked towards Zhang Zhiming. At that moment, something in my heart broke. Why? How come Zhang Zhiming, who was born with everything, can even have such a woman? And I am not even qualified to let her take another look. I started to be crazy jealous, and also started to fall crazy. I started to deliberately extend my stay in Zhang Mansion. I know her daily routine, knowing when she goes to the rouge shop in the morning, when she returns home in the evening, and when she turns off the lights at night. I hid behind the rockery and watched her sitting alone by the pond in a daze. She crumbled the white-flour steamed buns and threw handfuls of them toward the koi in the pond. There was no smile in her eyes, only bottomless loneliness. She is unhappy. Zhang Zhiming, don't you love her? Don't you regard her as a treasure in your palm? But you make her unhappy. That idea took root at that time - since you don't cherish it, then do it for me. I know you will call me despicable and shameless. But I want to ask - if a person has nothing since birth, how should he fight for what he wants? My methods are really bad. I colluded with Zhang's mother, plotted against Zhang Zhiming, and ruined his business. I took advantage of her danger and tricked her into my other courtyard. That night, I said to her who was struggling desperately and with tears on her face: "Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. From now on, you are mine." I admit that at that moment, I felt a twisted sense of joy in my heart. I finally beat Zhang Zhiming once. I finally took something from him, something he valued most. But that kind of pleasure lasted less than one night. Because every tear she shed pierced my heart like a knife. I thought that getting her was enough. I thought that as long as she was by my side, one day she would accept me. I started to learn to be nice to her. I tidied up the other courtyard to be exquisite and warm, and collected her favorite snacks and favorite treasures. I put aside all my negative thoughts and learned to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. Late at night, she curled up in my arms and fell asleep, mumbling a name indistinctly. I held my breath and listened carefully - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing straight into my heart. In her dream, she was calling another man's name. Not hate, not resentment. It was a dependence that even she herself was unaware of. It was something she would never admit to in her waking life. I knew at that moment that I would never be able to win her heart in my life. But I still refuse to let go. I became addicted to smoking and wanted to use it to numb myself. I became decadent, crazy, and unreasonable. I guarded her every day, and was pushed away by her every day. The moment she gave birth to her baby, I was ecstatic. I thought it was my flesh and blood, the only bond between me and her. Did you see it? I will believe until my death that Yi An is my son. I never discovered that there was a silver necklace hidden in the swaddling clothes - it was the token she left to her child, the only blood link between him and Zhang Zhiming. The day she was secretly sold to Yihongyuan by my mother, I was quitting smoking. When I came out, there was no news from her. I searched frantically everywhere, traveling through the streets and alleys, but there was still no news about her. I have been searching for several years, waiting for several years, and obsessing over it for several years. The last thing that awaited was the news of her death. She blocked the gun for someone and died in the arms of another man. That man is not me, nor is he Zhang Zhiming. I didn't even see him for the last time. I didn't even get a chance to say "I'm sorry." I hugged the golden butterfly hairpin she left in another courtyard and locked myself in the room. I didn't eat or drink for three days and three nights. I remembered what she once said to me. When I lost control that night, she looked at me and said coldly: "I'm just your trophy." No. Die'er, no. I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy. But I never had the chance to tell her this. Even if I tell her, she won't believe it. You all know what happened next. I poured all my guilt and longing for Die'er into Yi'an. I devoted everything I had to being kind to him, teaching him how to read and write, and to remember the righteousness of my family and country. I made Ping'er my wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But when it comes to Yi'an, I am partial. It's so biased that everyone can see it. Because I owe his mother, and I will never be able to pay it back in this lifetime. And what I owe Zhang Zhiming - the man I have hated my whole life - I repaid in another way. When the national crisis hit, I turned all the scheming and methods I had used on him, as well as the connections and financial resources I had managed in the dark, into a force to support the front line. I can point the blade at my brother, but I will never point it at my own country. This is my bottom line. It is also my final salvation. In my life, I have loved someone I shouldn't love and hated someone I shouldn't hate. I destroyed her and myself. But I have never regretted meeting her. If there is a next life - I hope not to meet her again. It's not because I don't love her anymore, it's because I hope that she won't have to suffer the same pain in this life again in the next. If possible, I hope she and Zhang Zhiming can be together well in the next life. This is my story. Confessions of a Villain, Confessions of a Madman If you only see Zhang Zhiming's affection and Yang Yanchen's protection in this book, then I ask you to also take a look at Xiao Qihao. Take a look at this man who loves in the most despicable way, destroys with the deepest obsession, and spends his life to redeem. He is not a good person. But he loves Lin Die'er, it's true. "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" is not a story about forgiveness. This is a story about obsession. It's about a man who spends his whole life repaying the sins he committed. It's about a woman who spends her whole life missing the person she should love the most. [I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry] If you prefer deep feelings and extreme regrets, you might as well read it slowly and carefully. This book is enough to reach the peak of sadomasochism in the Republic of China. Although the flowers bloom again, love is destined to never be reunited. The butterfly shadow returns to dust, and there is no time to wait for its return. ——Xiao Qihao

140 蝶 Dieying Returns to the Dust: My Husband's Enemy Forcibly Married Me and Robbed Me Ahcompleted 169Reads8.5Score—Shelves

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I am Xiao Qihao. Everyone in the world says that I ruined Lin Dieer, but who knows - what I ruined was myself. I am Xiao Qihao. In the story you read, I was the heinous villain, the villain who pushed her into the abyss, and the lunatic who imprisoned her in another courtyard using despicable means and asked her to give birth to my child. Yes, I recognize all of this. But today, I want to take you to look at this story again with my eyes. Look at how that woman named Lin Die'er destroyed a man's life - no, how she made him destroy himself with his own hands. I hate Zhang Zhiming, starting from the moment I was born. He is the eldest son of the Zhang family, and he has everything when he is born. Fame, family fortune, respect from everyone. And what about me? I am the illegitimate son left behind by my father outside. I take my mother's surname of Xiao, and I am not even qualified to call him "Brother". It's okay, I'm used to it. I can tolerate being dependent on others and looking at people's faces. Until I met her. I will always remember the first time I saw Lin Die'er. She was standing in the courtyard of Zhang's Mansion, with a pond full of koi carp behind her. She was wearing a light green skirt with a silver butterfly hairpin in her hair. She looked like she had stepped out of a painting. No, he's even prettier than the person in the painting. She glanced at me. Just a light glance, polite and distant. Then she turned around and walked towards Zhang Zhiming. At that moment, something in my heart broke. Why? How come Zhang Zhiming, who was born with everything, can even have such a woman? And I am not even qualified to let her take another look. I started to be crazy jealous, and also started to fall crazy. I started to deliberately extend my stay in Zhang Mansion. I know her daily routine, knowing when she goes to the rouge shop in the morning, when she returns home in the evening, and when she turns off the lights at night. I hid behind the rockery and watched her sitting alone by the pond in a daze. She crumbled the white-flour steamed buns and threw handfuls of them toward the koi in the pond. There was no smile in her eyes, only bottomless loneliness. She is unhappy. Zhang Zhiming, don't you love her? Don't you regard her as a treasure in your palm? But you make her unhappy. That idea took root at that time - since you don't cherish it, then do it for me. I know you will call me despicable and shameless. But I want to ask - if a person has nothing since birth, how should he fight for what he wants? My methods are really bad. I colluded with Zhang's mother, plotted against Zhang Zhiming, and ruined his business. I took advantage of her danger and tricked her into my other courtyard. That night, I said to her who was struggling desperately and with tears on her face: "Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. From now on, you are mine." I admit that at that moment, I felt a twisted sense of joy in my heart. I finally beat Zhang Zhiming once. I finally took something from him, something he valued most. But that kind of pleasure lasted less than one night. Because every tear she shed pierced my heart like a knife. I thought that getting her was enough. I thought that as long as she was by my side, one day she would accept me. I started to learn to be nice to her. I tidied up the other courtyard to be exquisite and warm, and collected her favorite snacks and favorite treasures. I put aside all my negative thoughts and learned to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. Late at night, she curled up in my arms and fell asleep, mumbling a name indistinctly. I held my breath and listened carefully - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing straight into my heart. In her dream, she was calling another man's name. Not hate, not resentment. It was a dependence that even she herself was unaware of. It was something she would never admit to in her waking life. I knew at that moment that I would never be able to win her heart in my life. But I still refuse to let go. I became addicted to smoking and wanted to use it to numb myself. I became decadent, crazy, and unreasonable. I guarded her every day, and was pushed away by her every day. The moment she gave birth to her baby, I was ecstatic. I thought it was my flesh and blood, the only bond between me and her. Did you see it? I will believe until my death that Yi An is my son. I never discovered that there was a silver necklace hidden in the swaddling clothes - it was the token she left to her child, the only blood link between him and Zhang Zhiming. The day she was secretly sold to Yihongyuan by my mother, I was quitting smoking. When I came out, there was no news from her. I searched frantically everywhere, traveling through the streets and alleys, but there was still no news about her. I have been searching for several years, waiting for several years, and obsessing over it for several years. The last thing that awaited was the news of her death. She blocked the gun for someone and died in the arms of another man. That man is not me, nor is he Zhang Zhiming. I didn't even see him for the last time. I didn't even get a chance to say "I'm sorry." I hugged the golden butterfly hairpin she left in another courtyard and locked myself in the room. I didn't eat or drink for three days and three nights. I remembered what she once said to me. When I lost control that night, she looked at me and said coldly: "I'm just your trophy." No. Die'er, no. I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy. But I never had the chance to tell her this. Even if I tell her, she won't believe it. You all know what happened next. I poured all my guilt and longing for Die'er into Yi'an. I devoted everything I had to being kind to him, teaching him how to read and write, and to remember the righteousness of my family and country. I made Ping'er my wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But when it comes to Yi'an, I am partial. It's so biased that everyone can see it. Because I owe his mother, and I will never be able to pay it back in this lifetime. And what I owe Zhang Zhiming - the man I have hated my whole life - I repaid in another way. When the national crisis hit, I turned all the scheming and methods I had used on him, as well as the connections and financial resources I had managed in the dark, into a force to support the front line. I can point the blade at my brother, but I will never point it at my own country. This is my bottom line. It is also my final salvation. In my life, I have loved someone I shouldn't love and hated someone I shouldn't hate. I destroyed her and myself. But I have never regretted meeting her. If there is a next life - I hope not to meet her again. It's not because I don't love her anymore, it's because I hope that she won't have to suffer the same pain in this life again in the next. If possible, I hope she and Zhang Zhiming can be together well in the next life. This is my story. Confessions of a Villain, Confessions of a Madman If you only see Zhang Zhiming's affection and Yang Yanchen's protection in this book, then I ask you to also take a look at Xiao Qihao. Take a look at this man who loves in the most despicable way, destroys with the deepest obsession, and spends his life to redeem. He is not a good person. But he loves Lin Die'er, it's true. "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" is not a story about forgiveness. This is a story about obsession. It's about a man who spends his whole life repaying the sins he committed. It's about a woman who spends her whole life missing the person she should love the most. [I'm about to cry][I'm about to cry] If you prefer deep feelings and extreme regrets, you might as well read it slowly and carefully. This book is enough to reach the peak of sadomasochism in the Republic of China. Although the flowers bloom again, love is destined to never be reunited. The butterfly shadow returns to dust, and there is no time to wait for its return. ——Xiao Qihao