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1. 1 顾 Mr. Gu, Please Stop Torturing Me. Your Wife Is Dying 顾总求你别虐，夫人她快死了 Watching the Stars望繁星Modern Romance615k WordsCompleted Complete [Angst and suffering + obsessive possessiveness + a groveling pursuit after the breakup] Su Jiameng saves Gu Chengli twice: first by carrying him out of a fire, then by donating bone marrow to cure his leukemia. In return, he tells her, “I'll make you wish you were dead!” Gu Chengli is convinced she killed the woman he loved. He hates the autistic son she gave birth to and resents her for taking the place of Mrs. Gu! Only when she jumps from a towering building does he realize that the 11.7kReads8.5Score1kShelves

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   "Mr. Gu, madam, she pleads guilty and jumps off the building" She was so tortured that her liver trembled! In the previous life, Su Jiameng risked his life twice to save Gu Chengli, but he imprisoned him as Bai Yueguang's enemy. His autistic son was looked down upon, his heart and liver were cut out, and he was still forced to jump to his death from a building. After she was reborn, she tore up the mask of infatuation and transformed into the sassy queen. Love blossoms bloomed everywhere, but Gu Chengli went crazy and regretted it! The former violent CEO knelt down in public and kissed her mutilated toes: "I will give you my life, I will give you my heart, please look at me again..." # Chase Wife Crematorium # Broken Finger Atonement #

2. 2 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 27.1kReads9.1Score5.1kShelves

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   The first one is about secret love. I haven't read such a cruel book in a long time. Although it is short, it is very interesting. Because of a redemption, the heroine has been secretly in love with the hero for 5 years, but he does not know that he will be with the heroine's friend later. [Crying]

3. 3 馋 I Want Her 馋上她了 Flowers Fall Purple花落紫Modern Romance364k WordsCompleted [Reunion after years apart + win-her-back heartbreak + rekindled love + both leads are each other’s firsts + intense romantic tension] At a senior-year pep rally, Ling Jie falls for the model student Sang Jin. She’s as pure as a swan, and he wickedly wants to corrupt her. After the college entrance exams, they date for a while. Before leaving the country, Ling Jie gives Sang Jin an apartment as compensation. “So much for being a model student. We were only playing around.” When they meet again, 2.1kReads7.0Score100Shelves
4. 4 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 64.3kReads9.5Score12.1kShelves

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   Bebe!! Every book makes me cry!! 😭

5. 5 缺 Oxygen Deprivation 缺氧 Lemon Fox柠檬狐Modern Romance686k WordsCompleted Who is Tang Wu? The Tang family's least-loved illegitimate daughter. Apart from her talented hands for painting, all she has is a pretty face. Who is Huo Yunshen? The third son of the Huo family, and the most eligible bachelor in all of Binhai City, pursued by countless women. When they first met, Tang Wu summoned all her courage and offered herself to Huo Yunshen. At the time, Huo Yunshen thought women were fussy, troublesome, and noisy. It wasn't until their lavish wedding, when Tang Wu leaped 1.4kReads9.0Score365Shelves
6. 6 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 84.8kReads9.6Score14.8kShelves
7. 7 记 Memory Judgment: She Doesn't Want You Anymore 记忆审判：她不要你们了 Xing Yan66星衍66Modern Romance693k WordsCompleted [Everyone's redemption arc + lightning-fast face-slapping + no forgiveness + satisfying angst] After an attempted murder, Jiang Liuying goes viral across every major platform. In the end, everyone votes her onto the national list of the most evil people of the 22nd century. Rumor has it that when she was four, she abandoned her eldest brother, ran off, and left him in a kidnapper's car. After returning to the Jiang family, she framed the adoptive parents who had raised her for ten years and show 5.3kReads8.7Score829Shelves
8. 8 我 I Request Permanent Account Deletion 我申请永久注销账号 Ming Yuxin明玉心Modern Romance22k WordsCompleted There isn't much of a synopsis. This is simply the story of a life born on the wrong track, reset to zero... Shen Shi'an: "The world is so vast, yet when I look around, there's not a single person who loves me!" There are bonus chapters, so check out the author's notes in Chapter One! #The tags don't match the story. The author didn't choose them (breaks down)# My new work is here! Welcome to read my story. I hope you'll enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I'll do my best to tell 3.8kReads8.1Score535Shelves
9. 9 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 70.9kReads9.7Score12.8kShelves

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   These books are so cruel! [Crying] [Crying] [Crying] The plots are all completed and not delayed. The male and female protagonists regret missing it. My eyes were very swollen the next day after I stayed up late and cried after watching it. The descriptions in the book are very delicate! The male and female protagonists are very emotional. I recommend reading these books!

10. 10 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 89.5kReads9.7Score14.9kShelves
11. 11 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 20.8kReads9.6Score5.5kShelves

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    ❄️"Qingqing" - the pinnacle of secret love for BE aesthetics! Iceberg Squad Leader × Sun Girl, those unspoken "see you tomorrow" have become forever** **📖 Book Introduction** "She has always stopped at the age of saying 'see you tomorrow'" Cold-blooded student Xie Zeyang × Fiery girl Shen Bingqing From the age of thirteen to eighteen, she chased him throughout her youth, but she didn't know that he had already written "I am willing to go with you" countless times in his diary **💔 Famous and heartbreaking scenes** 1️⃣ **The alley where they first met** She jumped and shouted "See you tomorrow, monitor". He didn't know that there was a lollipop hidden under the street lamp that he regretted not catching the most in his life. 2️⃣ **Vows at the seaside** "When he grows up, he will wear a real wedding dress". Later, there was always a dress that no one wore in his closet. 3️⃣ **Snowy night in the library** She hugged the book and said, "I'm going to roll until twelve o'clock tonight." Little did he know that he secretly adjusted all his watches just to walk five more minutes at night with her 4️⃣ **Last diary** "Qingqing asked me to look back at her again today. In fact, I used the glass to reflect the light every time and watched it thousands of times." **😭 Reader's heartbreaking record** > "I cried and wet the pillow when I saw the wedding dress agreement" > "The details of Xie Zeyang's adjustment of the watch reminded me of the boy who was always 'on the way'" > **"It is recommended to prepare three boxes of tissues, the stamina is greater than the college entrance examination"** **✨The pinnacle of pain aesthetics** ✓ The ultimate character: the male protagonist who is cold to the bone × the female protagonist who warms the ice and snow ✓ Critical details: lollipops/watches/wedding dresses... Every keepsake is a tear gas ✓ Resonance of the times: all girls who have had a crush on a top student will understand **📢 To the unrequited love in our youth** "It turns out that the most painful thing about growing up is It's when you finally learn to look back. The person who always says 'see you tomorrow' has no tomorrow." # Secret Love BE Aesthetics # Meng Changwan's New Work # Iceberg Male Lead # Pain Literature Peak # Qingqing

12. 12 听 Listen to the South 听南 Parting Words诀别词Modern Romance196k WordsCompleted Ten years ago, Xia Tingnan was in her third year of middle school, while her next-door neighbor Xu Bingran was a sophomore in high school. Both the Xia and Xu parents were busy, so Xia Tingnan, who loved sleeping in, was put in Xu Bingran's care. Xu Bingran was disciplined, sensible, a good student with dreams, and known as “Xu Bingran of No. 1 High School.” Xia Tingnan was lazy, scatterbrained, a happy slacker with decent grades, and everyone's beloved “cutie.” And so began a four-year routine: 31.2kReads9.6Score4.8kShelves

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    🌊"Listen to the South" - childhood sweethearts at their peak BE! Ten years of companionship is not worth the words "We are just neighbors"** **📖 Book introduction** "Xu Bingran, I have climbed over the wall for ten years, but I can't climb over the wall in your heart" Salted Fish Girl Xia Tingnan × Xu Bingran, Flower of the Mountains A chase that lasts for the entire youth She is the game CD in his drawer And he is just the moonlight outside her window Always bright, always cold **💔 A famous heart-breaking scene** 1️⃣ **The cost of climbing over the wall** She broke her leg and climbed into his house, but she didn't know that he secretly repaired the wall at four o'clock every morning 2️⃣ **College Entrance Examination Application Form** She secretly changed all her wishes to live in the same city with him, but saw his intact application form for "Top Foreign Universities" in the Academic Affairs Office 3️⃣ **Rose and Sailing Boat** He said he wanted to conquer the undercurrent like a sailing boat. Later, he actually brought back a red rose, but she pinned it on someone else's chest 4️⃣ **Last text message** "Remember to send invitations when getting married" "Okay" (In fact, he has unsent 99+ short essays in his phone) **😭 Readers collectively broke their guard** > "I burst into tears when I saw the details of building the wall. It turns out that the most painful thing is missing out on both sides" > "The part about the application form reminded me of the stupid thing about changing my choice for my crush" > **"It is recommended to read it with the BGM of "Guest", the sadistic hit is 200%"** **✨ Classic pain aesthetics** ✓ The ultimate character: a self-disciplined and cruel academic × a heartless follower ✓ Critical details: game discs/walls at four o'clock in the morning/always three points behind in grades ✓ Tears of the times: climbing over the wall/changing one's choice/unspoken jealousy **📢 To our childhood sweethearts who died in vain** "It turns out that the farthest distance is that I have been playing computer games at your house for ten years, but I have never logged into your heart" #BE ##YouthPainLiterature #two-way secret love #abuse to suffocation (Visual suggestions: 1. Shoe prints on the low wall 2. Altered volunteer form 3. Faded game disc 4. Unsent text message interface)

13. 13 不 Naughty 不乖 Success Is Certain一定成功Modern Romance1.9M WordsCompleted The first time she saw him, at eighteen, she was destitute and down on her luck, while he was incomparably noble, as if a god had descended. She thought she had found salvation, only to realize later that she had walked straight into hell. Huo Yuan thought Jiang Xin was too soft, always accepting whatever came her way. He believed he could keep her under his thumb forever, never imagining that one day she would dare to turn around and leave without a second thought. 9.9kReads8.6Score1kShelves

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    Crying to death😭 It's really easier to cry each one than the other one, especially when it's dawn and you come back, I can't even imagine the ending.

14. 14 昼 The Relationship Between Day and Night 昼夜关系 Lan Sheng澜笙Modern Romance1.8M WordsCompleted Nan Zhi saw Fu Hanzhou again at her boyfriend’s party. What began between them was reckless, and what kept them together was surrender. A game for adults, a duel between two players. A dark game where no one makes it out alive. "Day and Night" 36kReads9.4Score4.3kShelves
15. 15 桔 The Bellflower Is Not White 桔梗不白 Paris Is Pretending to Be Drunk巴黎在装醉Modern Romance20k WordsCompleted Every moment spent near him was full of telltale slips. A performance called unrequited love is the hardest one to pull off. - (The male lead doesn't cheat. He appears as a ghost, hoping the heroine will finally give up on him and stop grieving. He also sacrifices his reputation so netizens will stop attacking her. If someone has to be swallowed up by public opinion, he wants it to be him. It's a self-destructive attempt to save her: he gives up his life and his good name, as long as she's all r 139Reads8.1Score105Shelves

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    There is a kind of flower called Lisianthus, and its other name is Thornless Rose. Its flower language is "Unchanging love is only for you. I am wary of this world, but in front of you I am willing to drop all my guard and embrace you." #Thornlessrose "Ligusticum is not white, probably because it has the kiss marks of my lover."

16. 16 虐 The Tragic-Novel Heroine Finally Couldn't Take It Anymore and Died 虐文女主她终于撑不住，死了 Pork Head Jelly I Can Never Get Enough Of吃不够的猪头焖子Modern Romance207k WordsOngoing (A male lead who outdoes Xiu Jin, is no less than Shen Xing, is more of a scumbag than Huai Zuo, and rivals Cheng Yin: Mo Yuchen) For years, the beautiful, high-born eldest daughter of the Song family in Nancheng loved Mo Yuchen. She became his secret wife and devoted herself to him, only to be framed by his childhood sweetheart and sent to prison. After her release: Song Shengsheng: “A Chen, I didn’t hurt Grandpa Mo!” Mo Yuchen: “Shut up! After all these years, you’re still making excuses for t 156Reads—Score—Shelves
17. 17 重 After Their Reunion, Mr. Fu Keeps Trying to Steal Her Away and Win Her Back 重逢后，傅总天天挖墙脚求上位 Zhizhi Xuan吱吱旋Modern Romance247k WordsCompleted [One-on-one romance, both devoted only to each other, reunited after years apart, groveling to win her back, love triangle chaos] [Love-struck green tea CEO × clear-eyed, down-on-her-luck heiress] Five years ago, Lin Qian threw herself wholeheartedly at Fu Sichen, but he disdained her. Later, Lin Qian’s father was sent to prison by Fu Sichen, and the heiress of the Lin family of Beicheng was cruelly cast down from her pedestal. - Five years later, Lin Qian returned home, and Mr. Fu went mad. “Qi 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I'm fascinated by it

18. 18 他 He Is in the South of the Clouds 他在云之南 Jing Xing景行Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted When they first met, he was shrouded in shadow, reeking of blood and violence. He asked her, “Who are you? Where are you from? What are you doing here?” It was a long time before she thought of the true answer: “I'm Shen Xun. I came from the far north to the south of the clouds, to meet the love of my life.” He was her Morpheus, giving her a poppy-like dream of love, bewitching and intoxicating. He captured her soul, clouded her mind, and made her addicted. Like a pawn crossing a river, she went 24.9kReads9.7Score4.9kShelves

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    🌫️"He is in the South of Yunnan" - anti-narcotics undercover × war reporter, a love that is earned with one's life! The pinnacle of Jing Xing's sadomasochism! ** **📖 Book Introduction** "Cheng Li, do you want to come back and marry me? A can pull tab will do." War correspondent Shen Xun × Narcotics undercover Cheng Li In the smoke of the Yunnan border, she was his only light, and the love he gave her always carries the smell of blood and a countdown - "I am Shen Xun, and I came to Yunnan to meet my lover" "I also came to attend his funeral" **💔 Critical and heart-breaking scene** 1️⃣ **Lie at the first meeting** He was covered in blood and interrogated her: "Who are you?" Later she found out that the temperature of his gun muzzle that night was his most gentle restraint 2️⃣ **Can Proposal** She put the tab on his ring finger: "Even if you sacrifice it, others will know that you are mine." When he turned around, the tab broke her hair 3️⃣ **Last Communication** Before the radio went silent, he said "Shen Xun, look back". Behind him there was only the wind from the border and the dialog box that always stopped at "Entering" 4️⃣ **Relic Password** When sorting out his police uniform, he found the inner lining saying: "If I go back alive, I will take my girl to see the starry sky without gunpowder smoke" **😭 Readers cried until they suffocated** > "I cried when I saw the part about can pull tabs in the library and was kicked out" > "What did he mean by 'turning back' at the end? I had insomnia for a whole week" > **"It is recommended to prepare cardiotonic pills, you will get 'Yunnan PTSD' after watching this"** **✨ The pinnacle of pain aesthetics** ✓ Character explosion: a blood-stained gentle undercover × a battlefield rose who desperately pursues love ✓ Details critical attack: a necklace made of bullet shells/a radio that can never be repaired/a bandage that is always wet ✓ stamina nuclear bomb level: every sweet moment is glass slag **📢 The most painful border romance this year** "Some love is destined to be short-lived, but more dazzling than gunfire" # #Undercover Abuse Article #representative work #BEesthetic Peak #Anti-drug love (Visual suggestions: 1. The blood-stained can pull tab 2. The smoke and starry sky at the border 3. Radio silence waveform 4. The word blood on the lining of the police uniform)

19. 19 异 City of Beasts 异兽迷城 Peng Pai彭湃Urban3.0M WordsCompleted [The new book The Maze of Inversion has begun serialization. Updates come at 9 p.m. every evening. Please continue to support it.] Gao Yang was an orphan. At the age of six, he transmigrated to a parallel world and began living in a warm family of five. When he turned eighteen, Gao Yang accidentally discovered the truth about the world: this was not a parallel world at all, but a mysterious realm, and all the relatives and friends around him were terrifying Beasts! Gao Yang nearly lost his life 467.2kReads9.7Score72.7kShelves

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    Full text No knife, knife critical attack

20. 20 蚀 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 96.4kReads9.2Score6.6kShelves
21. 21 诡 The House of Dread 诡舍 The Sound of Wind and Rain at Night,夜来风雨声丶Mystery2.1M WordsCompleted [Infinite-flow + Mild Horror + Survival + One Female Lead] A driverless bus carried a group of cursed people to a strange black lodge… Inside the lodge stood a door stained red with blood. At regular intervals, the cursed were forcibly dragged through the blood-red door and into terrifying worlds, where they had to complete horrifying events… After Ning Qiushui survived one bizarre and terrifying story after another inside the lodge, narrowly escaping death each time, he discovered that none of 761.2kReads9.6Score139.5kShelves

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