Books That'll Tear Your Heart Out 虐死人的书

1. 1 死 After I Died, He Began to Love Me 死后，他开始爱我 Mu Shuilin木水林Modern Romance334k WordsCompleted Sang Yuan never expected that, after an accident, her husband Gu Yuhui would have his memories sent back to when he was eighteen, a time when he loved someone else. Every night, Gu Yuhui would regain a month’s worth of memories. In those dreams, he fell in love with his unrequited love all over again. He was convinced there was no love in his marriage to Sang Yuan. Then Sang Yuan died, and his memories returned to the moment they first met. She had been a ray of light that illuminated his world 7.7kReads9.1Score586Shelves

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   Recommended book reading at 12 o'clock, I accidentally read a short sword novel, and I wanted to read a long sword novel on a whim. I finally found this book. I started reading it around 1 o'clock, and the more I read, the more depressed I became. Finally, I finished it at 4 o'clock, and I almost didn't recover. Because I am a person with tear duct problems, I can't cry, so my chest is so tight that I can't sleep...

2. 2 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 63.3kReads9.5Score12kShelves

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   They all watched it and tortured me to death [crying] They even watched it and cried for me all night

3. 3 再 I'll Never Love You Again 再也不要爱你 Hard to Kill难杀Modern Romance132k WordsCompleted A short, heart-wrenching story. Extremely heartbreaking! So much melodrama and angst! Read with caution! Please ignore the extra chapter. The author wrote it while losing their mind, and sincerely apologizes! Jian Meng is dying, and Ji Jing’an doesn’t know. He’s busy worrying about his wedding to someone else, indifferent to the poor woman at home. He has always believed Jian Meng would wait for him forever, just as she has for the past ten years. It was the last winter, and Jian Meng’s last bir 13.2kReads8.2Score807Shelves
4. 4 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 71.9kReads9.4Score6.4kShelves
5. 5 离 Tears of the Departed 离人泪 Author Little Maruko作者小丸子Ancient Romance48k WordsCompleted Three years ago, she risked her life to get the antidote and save him. Three years later, he returned in triumph as the supreme ruler, yet hated her to the core. He massacred her entire clan, drained her blood, crushed her bones, and wouldn't even spare the child in her womb. Only when he pierced her chest with his sword did Mu Wanqing understand that some people's hearts are made of stone. No matter how hard she tried to warm them, they would never thaw. 197Reads5.4Score—Shelves
6. 6 月 Moonlight No Longer Shines on Dreams of the Past 月光不照昔时梦 Xu Zhimeng许织梦Modern Romance189k WordsCompleted [Angst Warning] Qu Zhao: “Are you afraid…” “Afraid of what?” “That someday, your daughter will meet a man like you, just as I did.” Even the sun will one day die. The Milky Way and Andromeda are expected to collide in three billion years. Everything has an end. What about her and Fu Zongxian? Surely this madness would end someday. In his thirty years of life, Fu Zongxian had never asked for anything for himself. But at that moment, gazing at the photograph of his mother, he couldn’t help praying 3.9kReads8.9Score262Shelves
7. 7 困 Imprisoned by Love 困爱成囚 Flowers Along the Way一路笙花Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted Rumor has it that Gu Yansheng, the adopted daughter of the Gu family, had loved the Ninth Master of the Lu family in the imperial capital for years. He couldn't stand her, and for the sake of the woman he cherished, he sent her to prison and had her tortured for five whole years. But no one expected that when the Ninth Master eventually married, his bride would be none other than Gu Yansheng, the woman with a prison record! Everyone eagerly awaited the spectacle, expecting to see how the Ninth M 17.3kReads9.0Score1.5kShelves

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   These two books are really cruel, the kind that makes you cry until your liver aches and your heart breaks.

8. 8 蚀 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 98.7kReads9.2Score6.8kShelves
9. 9 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 85.4kReads9.6Score15.1kShelves

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   That's so cruel. Why didn't you tell me you were sick? Why did you lie to me that you were hypoglycemic? Your words about hypoglycemia mean that I have sugar prepared for you every day in my pocket. I'm not good. When will you come back to coax me?

10. 10 还 I Have Three Months Left to Live, So Let Me Die in Peace 还剩三个月命，请让我从容赴死 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 137.8kReads9.8Score15.6kShelves

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    Nice looking bag

11. 11 离 After the Divorce, His Whole Family Dotes on His Sickly Ex-Wife 离婚后，全家都团宠他的病娇前妻 Miss Shadow影子小姐Modern Romance484k WordsCompleted [Real and fake daughters + doted on by the whole family + mad, lovesick female lead + win-back-the-wife funeral pyre] Bo Zili’s ex-wife, who had died in prison three years ago, suddenly appeared at a press conference attended by thousands, and became his project partner. “I’m back, alive and kicking. Surprised? Didn’t see that coming?” His face darkened on the spot. The woman’s red lips curled into a smile, sweet and infuriating. “So angry? Then how does President Bo plan to punish me? Hmm?” Eve 2.4kReads9.0Score148Shelves

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    It's so cruel, I cried so hard that I lost five pounds in one night [crying][crying]

12. 12 N No! I Refuse to Inherit the Fortune! NO！我才不要继承财产！ Chen Ww陈WwModern Romance448k WordsCompleted [Angst] [Angst] [Angst] First life: The Ke family has no second daughter! Second life: Father Ke: Awen, these are the company shares I saved for you. Mother Ke: Awen, this is the princess bedroom I had renovated just for you. Older brother: Awen, I bought you a house and a car. Younger brother: Second Sis, I designed this formal dress especially for you. Younger sister: Second Sis, once I make something of myself, I'll support you! The Ke family's second daughter crosses her arms in an X! No way 9.4kReads9.1Score762Shelves
13. 13 出 After Her Release From Prison, Her Childhood Friend Leaves Her Mute and Mindless 出狱后，她被竹马虐得又傻又哑 Cheng Zhi城稚Modern Romance166k WordsCompleted [Angst, childhood sweethearts, physical torment, heartbreak, groveling for a second chance] As the saying goes, “Fools are blessed.” But Yuan Xi, this little fool, had no such luck. That little fool never had a blessed day in her life. In the end, she was left with nothing. She didn’t know how things had ended up this way. They weren’t supposed to be like this. It was cold, so terribly cold. Why didn’t anyone care? In the corner of a dark room, the girl trembled silently. “Please don’t abandon m 15.8kReads8.2Score1kShelves
14. 14 我 My 26-Year-Old Female Tenant 我的26岁女房客 Super Big Tank Kobe超级大坦克科比Urban2.1M WordsCompleted After a wild night at a bar, a beautiful woman pinned him with a paternity claim, and the down-and-out young man suddenly became a father. As if things weren't bad enough, the owner of his rented home changed, and he was about to be kicked out. But his new landlady was beautiful! Should he ask to share the place? She coolly gave him a single word: “Get out!” A romantic entanglement sparked by a housing problem. 123.9kReads9.7Score13.7kShelves

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    Knife, the point of the knife is good

15. 15 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 67.5kReads9.7Score12.1kShelves

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    "The Sad Little Thing of Secret Love" is written by Meng Zhiwan. The female protagonist is Lin Xu and the male protagonist is Ye Feng. The male protagonist does not like the second male lead because they participated in competitions before. Their classmates' papers had no questions on the back. The second male student said there was no question. In fact, there was a question on the back, but the male protagonist thought it was gone. He didn't know. In the end, the second male lead won the first place and got a lower score. In fact, when I saw this part, I really didn't like the second male lead. This clip is in Chapter 10. But then my attitude towards the second male protagonist changed when the male protagonist's girlfriend was called to talk to someone outside the school because of some things. The male protagonist went to defend her. When the female protagonist found out, she ran to see someone who wanted to hit the male protagonist and really tried her best to protect the male protagonist. I really felt sorry for the female protagonist during this period. But who noticed the female protagonist? No, even the male protagonist didn't know. It was true that the male protagonist was beaten all over the body, but the female protagonist was also injured and no one saw it. I felt so sad and sad all of a sudden. Later, the second male lead found the female lead, and then I changed my mind about the second lead male lead. The ex-girlfriend of the second lead actor was the first girlfriend the male lead had ever dated. I really couldn't understand why they were together. It was because the girl made a bet with the male lead that if she could solve that question first, she would be with her. That's OK, that's right. The girl did it first. From the male protagonist's perspective, I mentioned that the male protagonist is a strong-willed person. Later, when I saw the second male lead's perspective, it's not that he likes that girl very much when they are together. It's really good.

16. 16 无 The Faceless Woman 无脸婆 Monk0900和尚0900Ancient Romance24k WordsCompleted The Faceless Woman —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's really sad, but the plot is novel.

17. 17 我 I'm Dying, Can You Leave Me Alone? 我要死了，能别来打扰我吗？ The Landlord's Orange Cat房东家的橘猫Urban429k WordsCompleted (This story includes traditional mythology, mainly to set things up for the male and female leads. Let me say it again: the protagonist does not cultivate immortality! The protagonist does not cultivate immortality! The mythology doesn’t take up much of the story. For reference, see Fox Spirit Matchmaker. If you don’t like it, please don’t read.) As for why it’s listed under urban slice-of-life, the System assigned the category automatically.) [Regret + No Forgiveness + Angst] In the face of 2.2kReads9.1Score198Shelves
18. 18 反 Villain: Overhearing Their Thoughts, the Heroines Get Jealous 反派：偷听心声，女主争风吃醋 Southward Farewell, Like a Dream南辞如梦Urban561k WordsCompleted Lin Haoyu transmigrates into a book as the villain. After he completes his final acting mission, the System makes him replay the plot because he stepped out with his left foot first. What he doesn’t know is that this time, the heroine can hear his inner thoughts. Once they reach the point where the story was discontinued, the System takes the initiative and continues the plot. The heroine can not only eavesdrop on his and the Dragon King’s inner thoughts, but also check the plot in advance. From 4.8kReads8.5Score286Shelves
19. 19 反 Villain: The Female Lead Overhears My Inner Thoughts and Her Persona Crumbles 反派：女主偷听我心声人设崩了 Xiao Yu萧禹Urban2.7M WordsCompleted Tang Yu transmigrates into the world of a modern power fantasy novel, where he becomes a rich, playboy villain. Every time he survives a story arc, he gets a reward! He decides to play it safe and keep his head down all the way to the ending! From the start, he calls off an arranged marriage to avoid being beaten to death by the Dragon King! But unexpectedly, everyone is acting around him, determined to make him draw their hatred. Su Muyue: “You want to break off the engagement? No, you don't.” 85.8kReads9.4Score7.8kShelves
20. 20 偷 I Overheard the Real Young Master's Thoughts, and My Six Sisters Regret It 偷听真少爷心声，六个姐姐后悔了 The Tail Isn't Hungry尾巴不饿Urban1.2M WordsCompleted A short drama adapted from this novel, Eavesdropping on Inner Thoughts: Those Who Come Can Be Pursued, is now streaming. Lin Xiao transmigrates into the body of a hapless true heir who was impersonated for twenty years, and is bound to the Super Gossip System. After returning to the Lin family, he plans to lie flat and enjoy a peaceful life. But he soon discovers that things aren't so simple. What? The Lin family is going bankrupt soon? His eldest sister, a business tycoon, is being swindled out 3.5kReads8.0Score267Shelves
21. 21 女 The Heroine Hears My Thoughts, and My Villain Persona Falls Apart 女主偷听心声我反派人设崩了 Qin Qiong Isn't Poor秦琼不穷Urban582k WordsCompleted Qin Feng transmigrates into a novel and becomes a rich, handsome villain who slavishly fawns over the protagonist. “Ding! Because the Host killed the protagonist and made the heroine fall in love with you, the world collapsed. You must start over!” What? He can't change the original plot, either? So that means he has to play the rich, handsome villain properly and help the protagonist reach the top of the world? The next day, outside the Su Group's offices, Qin Feng stands at the entrance ho 9.2kReads8.3Score457Shelves

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