Looking for Stories Where the Male Lead Wants to Die but Can't 特别想看男主想死却死不了的,求书
Translated by GPT-6 Luna
In this list
Reader notes translated by Google Translate
23
-
1
After My 99th Suicide, the System Begged Me to Save the World 自杀第99次,系统求我拯救世界
[From universally disliked to universally adored] [Childhood friends] She had tried to kill herself nearly a hundred times, but never succeeded. On her ninety-ninth attempt, an impolite System barged into her home: “I want you to save the people around you! ... Please~” She stared at it, speechless. “Dude, I’m trying to kill myself!” The System scratched its head. “But... you’ve never succeeded.” Her: “...” After a long, awkward silence, she reluctantly agreed to the System’s request. And so To
16Reads7.0Score—Shelves
Reader note
-
2
After I Wanted to Die, Everyone Started Loving Me 想死后,所有人都开始爱我
[Yandere + regret and redemption] Shi Chuyi is an orphan. He dreams of having a family more than anything. In his previous life, after going through hell to return home, he found a fake young master already living there. The fake young master was gentle and refined, perfect in every way, and everyone loved him. But it was all an act. He showed his vicious true colors only to Shi Chuyi, framing and slandering him at every turn and turning everyone around him against him. His four biological broth
3.5kReads8.6Score278Shelves
-
3
I Killed Myself, Yet People Put Me on a Pedestal 我自杀了,却被人们捧上神坛
He killed himself! An artist who thought the world was beneath him. While he was alive, people said he was a compulsive plagiarist, a womanizer and gambler, an arrogant diva, and morally corrupt. He was completely blacklisted. After his death, however, he was marketed as a once-in-a-millennium prodigy, a perfectionist and a jack-of-all-trades who excelled across countless fields! Capital wiped away layer after layer of the bans and smears against him, hoping to wring the last bit of value from h
163Reads—Score—Shelves
-
4
System: How About Living a Little Longer, Host? 系统:再活一下呢?宿主
After Lin Qing took her own life, a System bound itself to her and threatened her into completing missions in one world after another. But to its surprise, she promptly killed herself again. After 99 rounds of this, the System was nearly drained of energy. With no other choice, it could only beg this young lady to stay alive and stop trying to get herself killed! Quick transmigration + depressed heroine + System P.S. Temporary couples appear in some worlds, while others have no couples. The love
520Reads6.3Score102Shelves
-
5
I'm Trying My Best to Die in This Torture Novel 我在虐文里努力求死
A Lan is a newcomer to the White Moonlight Group for quick-transmigration angst novels. Her task each time is to die by the end of the story so the male and female leads can live happily together. She has always thought she did a great job, and every rating from her System, Qi Wu, has been above SSS rank. But maybe she did too good a job: after she dies, the male and female leads end up either strangers or acquaintances. That's not right. A Lan can't figure it out, but she still has to carry out
2kReads8.7Score101Shelves
-
6
After My Comeback, Bai Lu and Yuqi Started Calling Me Little Bro 复出后:白露和雨琦喊我小孩哥
System + Entertainment Industry + Variety Shows + Two Female Leads (Bai Lu + Song Yuqi) Variety show order: Idol Producer - Keep Running - Singer - ? At 16, Lin Xingchen successfully debuted in EXM thanks to his incredible looks and singing and dancing skills. He became the youngest and most doted-on member of the group, as well as the idol with the biggest fanbase. But the harsh rules imposed by Nan Entertainment plunged him into deep depression. That night, he took an entire bottle of sleeping
1.4kReads8.4Score119Shelves
-
7
They Can Hear My Thoughts and All Think I’m a Pervert, Right? 疯批被读心,都拿我当变态是吧
[Looks like a little lamb on the outside, a true maniac on the inside; everyone is highly intelligent; angsty romance] Yu Ke transmigrates into a book, becoming the cannon-fodder biological heiress in a story about a real and fake heiress. Not only is her whole family doomed to die, but she’s surrounded by cannon fodder who meet increasingly gruesome ends. She rolls up her sleeves and decides to save these poor souls, but... The first time, someone pushes her off a building and she dies. The sec
15.6kReads8.5Score1.4kShelves
-
8
Someone Worries I’ll Kill Myself Every Day 每天都有人担心我会自杀
Lin Qingran died in the cold seawater, her life ending forever at the age of twenty-four. Afterward, the family members closest to her were consumed with regret and got the chance to start over. Can they change her fate this time? And what about the person she couldn’t stop thinking of, even as she died? Will they find their happy ending? Lin Qingran noticed that her family had started acting a little differently. Their annual family meeting had become a quarterly one. Her usually stern grandfa
5.2kReads9.0Score448Shelves
-
9
Transmigrated as a Player, I Just Want to Kill Myself 穿越成玩家的我只想自杀
[Elden Ring + Assassin's Creed + Overlord + Re:Zero + ...] [Travel between two worlds + resurrection + not overpowered + slow burn + difficult early stages] [So many fanfic easter eggs, find them yourself] He wakes up one morning, alone and transmigrated to another world. No overpowered golden finger that lets him dominate everything. His status is no better than that of a street beggar. No genius intellect that sets him above everyone else. His eyes are clear, but utterly clueless. No superhuma
2.5kReads8.1Score254Shelves
-
10
Suicide Restarts Everything, and Everyone Begs Me Not to Die 自杀就重启,大家求我别死
Every time I die, the game resets. Everyone begs me not to die.
84Reads—Score—Shelves
-
11
My Skills Are So Bizarre, My Enemies Keep Wanting to Kill Themselves 我的技能太奇葩,敌人纷纷想自杀
My new work is out! You can read it on Tomato Novels. I hope you enjoy it. Your support motivates me to write, and I'll do my best to tell every story well!
2.4kReads7.3Score197Shelves
-
12
Quick Transmigration: Don’t Ask. I’m Just Trying to Die 快穿:别问,问就是一心求死
[Infinite-flow quick transmigration + no romance + short, fast-paced arcs] Ruan Lingling was murdered. She didn't know how she died; all she knew was that her death record had gotten stuck! The Black and White Impermanence were unfazed. They pulled out a System and said, as if this happened all the time, “It's fine. If something goes wrong, just reboot! Here, take this System with you. After dying eighty-one times, surely you'll get it to work.” And so... “Your Majesty, the Empress is trying
811Reads8.8Score102Shelves
-
13
After I Died by Suicide, I Made His Whole Family Depressed 抑郁跳楼致死后,我抑郁他全家
Her first experience of life began with a comfortable rush straight to the clouds, only to come crashing down from the heights the very next second. She transmigrated into the body of a depressed woman who had just jumped from a building after being driven to the brink by her in-laws. At nineteen stories up, she was terrified and completely panicked. She swore: Whoever made her depressed would have their whole family depressed. Her wicked mother-in-law called her a lunatic, only to be sent to a
23Reads—Score—Shelves
-
14
All I Want Is to Die and Go Home 我只求自尽回家
After transmigrating into the role of a vicious female supporting character, the System gave me a task: I had to make the second male lead fall in love with me. After my conquest failed, all I wanted was to kill myself. That way, I could go home. But the people who bullied me back then all came back, begging me not to die. It's just that I stopped caring a long time ago.
619Reads—Score—Shelves
-
15
After I Was Determined to Die, My Whole Family Went Mad 当我一心求死后,全家都疯了
After I transmigrated into a book, I became a blood bank for my girlfriend's beloved. My whole family was hoping the transfusion would work so Qin Yunyan could live. I tried everything I could to fight back, but all I got was a cold, disgusted look from my girlfriend: “I told you, once you give Yunyan your blood, I'll marry you. What more do you want?” Even my younger sister resented me: “Why are you so selfish? Brother Yunyan has been so good to me. You should drain every last drop of your bloo
233Reads—Score—Shelves
-
16
Reborn Before My Mother Takes Her Own Life, the Heroine Goes on a Rampage 重生在母亲自杀前,女主她杀疯了
Wan Anning has two great regrets: first, her mother died an unjust death; second, she never had a child. When she opens her eyes again, it’s the day before her mother’s suicide. The two people who drove her mother to kill herself in her previous life show up to torment them once more. Without a word, Wan Anning grabs a club and goes berserk… She thinks she’s finally changed her mother’s fate, but once her mother is saved, the truth that was kept from her in her previous life also comes to ligh
10.5kReads9.1Score1.3kShelves
-
17
Shocking! The Male Lead in My Story Wants to Kill Himself Every Day 震惊!我家男主每天都想自杀
In everyone else’s life, they meet a refined, serene Buddhist gentleman from Beijing’s elite circles. In hers, she meets a Beijing prince who spends every day courting disaster. She can neither escape nor run away, so rather than sit back and wait for her fate, she decides to step into his heart and see whether it’s truly barren, or whether love is growing wild across it.
14Reads—Score—Shelves
-
18
What Should I Do When the Heroine Keeps Trying to Die? 女主总要寻死怎么办
Xu Jing transmigrated into a book. Xu Jing died. Xu Jing transmigrated into a book again, and died again. She would never secretly think about seeking death again!
2Reads—Score—Shelves
-
19
My Suicide Plan 我的自杀计划
My Suicide Plan
13Reads—Score—Shelves
-
20
Livestreaming My Suicide 直播自杀
I can't take revenge on you, so all I can do is take revenge on myself.
—Reads—Score—Shelves
-
21
The Horrors Are Hard to Kill? Sorry, I'm the Truly Immortal One 诡异难杀?抱歉,我才是真正不死
This book has been signed for publication, so enjoy it with confidence. [Death Regression + Foreknowledge of the Future + Kill the Saintly One First + Dark Tone + Supernatural Resurgence] After accidentally transmigrating to a world invaded by the supernatural, Fang Xiu awakens the ability to return from death, also known as turning back time. Whenever he dies, time rewinds to just before his death. In this perilous and uncanny world, he could have laid low, but instead he chooses to announce to
296.4kReads9.5Score35.5kShelves
Reader note
-
22
Great Ming: I Beg the Emperor to Punish Me Every Day, and Zhu Yuanzhang Is Losing It 大明:我天天死谏,朱元璋人麻了
On the eve of Crown Prince Zhu Biao's death, Lin Hao unexpectedly transmigrates to the Ming Dynasty and becomes a censor. He also activates a time-travel System: if Zhu Yuanzhang executes him, he'll return to the modern world and enjoy the pinnacle of life. Lin Hao embarks on a reckless campaign to get himself killed. He lambastes Old Zhu for ruining the country, declaring that the maritime bans, the Ancestral Instructions of the Ming Dynasty, the civil service examinations based on the Eight-Le
11.9kReads8.5Score1kShelves
Reader note
-
23
I Am Not the God of Drama 我不是戏神
The brand-new masterpiece by San Jiu Yin Yu, author of Slay the Gods | Winner of the Best Science-Fiction Web Novel Award at the Macau International Science Fiction Awards | A Chinese grotesque epic that turns the tide of an era After a scarlet meteor streaked across the sky, human civilization ground to a halt. From that day onward, humanity could no longer build a rocket, a nuclear bomb, an airplane, a car... The pyramid of civilization built upon modern science collapsed with a thunderous roa
1.7MReads9.9Score191.2kShelves
Other lists with After My 99th Suicide, the System Begged Me to Save the World