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1. 1 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 71.9kReads9.4Score6.4kShelves

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   It's really sad. I like to read this the most. It has great staying power. I have almost never read the novel as completely as this one. This one is really sad and highly recommended. I hope you don't meet him in the parallel world.

2. 2 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 94.3kReads9.7Score15.2kShelves

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   No one dies in "Fifteen Years Just Waiting for the Rain to Stop", but it is full of regrets. After reading the main text, I have obviously accepted the ending, but after watching the ending of he in the extra chapter, I can't accept the ending of the two of them. It is obvious that if one of the two is braver, just a little bit, their ending will not be. But no, their ending is still be.

3. 3 火 The Ruins on Mars Are Revealed: The Thirteen Loyal Sons 火星遗迹曝光，忠烈十三子 Suanni Roars狻猊咆哮Sci-Fi & Apocalypse478k WordsCompleted In 2066, a scientific research base is completed on Mars, and researchers head to Mount Olympus to collect data. On the far side of the mountain, a dust-covered battlefield comes into view. The wreckage of shattered warships. Giant steel mechs. A massive head buried in the dust. And a familiar red flag, standing tall on a platform at the very center of the far side of the mountain. What kind of battle took place here? Blood had congealed into fortresses, shattered, then congealed once more! It w 31.8kReads9.5Score3.2kShelves

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   It's quite touching. I've already read it for the second time.

4. 4 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 63.3kReads9.5Score12kShelves

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   The first one is really sad, and the second one is the best detective novel I have ever read. They are walkers in the night, it is really great.

5. 5 硬 A Hard Nut to Crack 硬骨头 Beidou Erniang北斗二娘Mystery640k WordsCompleted The new major-crimes squad captain, Lin Cuo, is gorgeous, cool, confident, and bold enough to take on Jiang Yi, the icy demon king of the criminal investigation corps. Everyone waits for her to make a fool of herself, but... Captain Lin keeps sending in good news: the shattered-skull case, the Lolita case, the death of a female livestreamer... Captain Lin is incredible! Jiang Yi is a top criminal investigator, a walking iceberg who solves cases with ruthless speed and dominates the police force. 3.2kReads9.3Score619Shelves
6. 6 恰 Like a Cold Moon Turning Toward the Sun 恰似寒月向骄阳 Crossing the Stars渡星辰Modern Romance328k WordsCompleted [Original title: And Let the Breeze Carry Us Toward the Sun] Everyone knows Song Kexin is the younger sister being fostered by the Lu family. When they first met, she said, “Brother”; he replied, “Sister-in-law?” · He was the darling of heaven, a blazing sun high above the clouds. To Song Kexin, he was the passionate beginning of her youth... the place where the light came in... . Lu Yubai: “You're too young to date.” Song Kexin: “So I can once I'm an adult?” · Song Kexin dreamed of turning eigh 2.7kReads9.1Score198Shelves

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   She was like a moth chasing the sun, knowing that it would burn her body, but she still wanted to pounce on the scorching sun. Ten years of secret love has become a habit carved into her bones and blood. When he smiles, she can carve out fresh flesh and blood from her heart to support him. The movie ticket stubs that were secretly hidden, the diaries that were filled and torn up, and the warm water that was handed out casually all became relics that no one signed for. The most painful thing was not that he never looked back, but that when he turned around, she had learned to say "it's okay" first. The author writes Ling Chi, who has a crush on Gu Yong, and every chapter sprinkles salt on the reader's heart - it turns out that not being able to love, even the shadow is painful.

7. 7 我 Zhuge Kongming and I 我与诸葛孔明 Deepwater City深水城Ancient Romance225k WordsCompleted Heroes vie for supremacy, and the realm is divided in three. Who can shape the course of history and command the tides of fortune? With armies stretching for miles and mighty crossbows at the ready, who can devise the perfect strategy and turn the tide? What are posthumous fame and achievements in life compared with deep, tender love and the comfort of sharing hardship? He, dressed in plain clothes, works the fields in Nanyang, while a thread of tender affection already winds around his heart. W 388Reads9.1Score100Shelves

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   It's too sharp, woo woo woo! I came back in the middle of the night and cried in my sleep 😭 Highly recommended

8. 8 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 67.5kReads9.7Score12.1kShelves

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   She hid his name in the dog-eared corner of the textbook, in a whisper mixed with the noise during morning reading, and in the unknown gaze after the graduation photo. Secret love is a long, chronic suffocation, and every breath is filled with secret pain. He never knew that those chance encounters were "coincidences" that she had calculated thousands of times, and the candy wrappers he handed over casually were collected as specimens by her. The cruelest thing is that her turbulent love has never seen the light of day, like a paper boat soaked by the rain, sinking in an unknown corner before it even sets sail. The author writes about the humblest heartbeat in youth as a blunt knife. There is no blood in every word, but the knife cuts out the heart.

9. 9 为 To Marry the Prime Minister's Daughter, This Playboy Rose to the Highest Office 为娶丞相之女，纨绔她位极人臣了 Chi Yu竾鱼Two Female Leads742k WordsCompleted In Shengjing, he was a notorious playboy who, in both of his lives, forced himself on Wen Xiang’s daughter, a woman famed for her breathtaking beauty. A goddess had descended to earth, making everyone else seethe with envy. Before rebirth: Seeing Nan Xun constantly visit the Fragrant Blossoms Pavilion, Wen Sheng said considerately, “If you like them, you can bring any of them back to the manor.” Go to any woman you like. Just don’t come to me. After rebirth: Wen Sheng tugged at Nan Xun’s clothes 18.9kReads9.4Score2.8kShelves

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   Everyone wants to make money [laughs evilly]

10. 10 他 He Is in the South of the Clouds 他在云之南 Jing Xing景行Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted When they first met, he was shrouded in shadow, reeking of blood and violence. He asked her, “Who are you? Where are you from? What are you doing here?” It was a long time before she thought of the true answer: “I'm Shen Xun. I came from the far north to the south of the clouds, to meet the love of my life.” He was her Morpheus, giving her a poppy-like dream of love, bewitching and intoxicating. He captured her soul, clouded her mind, and made her addicted. Like a pawn crossing a river, she went 24.2kReads9.7Score4.7kShelves

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    Using love as a blade to split the cracks in darkness, in the humid air on the border between Yunnan and Myanmar, Jing Xing weaves a bloody romance into the cruel poem "He is in the South of the Clouds". When anti-drug policeman Cheng Li and reporter Shen Xun met in the fog, they were each burdened not only with their undercover identities and investigative missions, but also with an uncertain destiny. This work uses suspenseful love as a knife to cut through the heavy core of the anti-drug theme, and a thrilling love blooms amidst the hail of bullets. It's really, really beautiful!

11. 11 蚀 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 98.7kReads9.2Score6.8kShelves

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    I don't allow you not to have seen it!!?

12. 12 蚀 Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨虐情 Hua Baoyue花抱月Modern Romance534k WordsCompleted [Tragic Romance]+ [The Husband’s Long Road to Redemption] Ruan Yunzheng loved Fu Yinghan deeply. But when his only sister was harmed and all fingers pointed at her, he sentenced her to death without hesitation! He tormented her relentlessly, body and soul, but she never gave in! Only when she was on the brink of death and explained one last time that she hadn’t done it, and he still refused to believe her, did she finally give up on him! So this man’s heart really was made of stone! When news ca 19.7kReads8.3Score1.4kShelves

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    "Addiction to Imprisoned Love: Bloody Engagement, Crazy Kiss in the Abyss" sadomasochism version: The CEO imprisoned me in a dark room, his lips stained with blood and he smiled: "Does it hurt?" This love has just begun

13. 13 虐 A Love of Torment (Ziyue and Xiamu's Bestselling Collection) 虐恋情深（籽月夏木畅销作品集） Ziyue籽月Urban1.1M WordsCompleted A heartrending romance! A deeply moving story! This classic collection of tearjerking romance novels by Zi Yue has touched hundreds of millions of readers over seven consecutive years. It includes the Summer’s Desire trilogy, the series adapted as A Love So Beautiful, starring Bai Jingting and Sun Yi, Zi Yue’s autobiographical novel The Seventh Star Living in Time, The Adorable Guard, and three other books, for a total of seven. 764Reads9.3Score100Shelves
14. 14 惹 Offending the Imperial Daughter 惹金枝 Kong Liu空留Ancient Romance1.2M WordsCompleted (Film and television rights have been sold. The physical book will be available for preorder on July 10 at 19:00.) Shi Buyu was born smiling. At that moment, lightning flashed and thunder roared, collapsing a row of outbuildings in the Shi family compound. Days of torrential rain brought devastating floods and countless victims. Rumors soon spread through the capital that she was a disaster star sent into the world. But she was as precocious as a demon, with a photographic memory, and learned bo 270.2kReads9.7Score33.5kShelves

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    They are all of the same kind

15. 15 季 Mr. Ji, Stop Hurting Me. Miss Shu Is Already Married 季总别虐了，舒小姐已嫁人 Warm Words温言暖语Modern Romance1.9M WordsCompleted As Ji Sihan’s secret lover, Shu Wan stayed by his side for five years. She thought that if she was obedient and sweet, she could warm his heart. But she never expected to be abandoned in the end. Shu Wan had always been gentle. She neither argued nor made a scene, and didn’t even ask him for a penny. She simply walked out of his world. But when she was about to marry someone else, he suddenly pinned her against the wall and kissed her like a madman. Shu Wan couldn’t quite figure out what Mr. Ji 35.8kReads9.2Score3.7kShelves

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