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1. 1 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 13.7kReads8.2Score2.9kShelves

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   This book really made me cry

2. 2 身 With a Terminal Illness, I Heal the Whole World with My Songs 身患绝症的我，用歌治愈全世界 Old-Age Rice Scoop老年饭勺Urban442k WordsCompleted [Slice of life + entertainment + System + healing + livestreaming + redemption + one heroine] At just eighteen, Wen He is diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. A System descends and binds itself to him: “Set Sail for Your Dream.” Even though he grew up in a cold and unfeeling family, and even as illness ravages his body, Wen He still heals everyone with his songs. Having been caught in the rain himself, he wants to hold an umbrella over others. His song “The Good Things of This World Are Intertwi 12.6kReads9.3Score1.3kShelves

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   I'm absolutely crying here😭

3. 3 树 The Red House Beneath the Tree: Campus Edition 树下有片红房子：校园之章 Yue Xiaojiu悦小玖Modern Romance100k WordsCompleted One summer, Chen Huan'er moves into the residential compound at Tianhe Hospital, where she meets Jing Qichi and Song Cong, beginning a story of youth. When college begins, the three meet again. Hoping to make up for lost time, Jing Qichi and Song Cong both pursue Chen Huan'er. Between the two of them, how will she choose between Jing Qichi and Song Cong? Will she follow her heart and run to Jing Qichi, or be moved by Song Cong's devotion? 208Reads—Score—Shelves

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   The beginning of everything is from the sentence "It's the county in the west." Sensitive Qi Qi, rational Song Cong, big-headed Huan'er, and brainless Qichi formed a four-person team. Chen Huan'er and Jing Qichi are each other's antidote and little sun. This drama is so good. Friendship, family, and love are all so realistic. From then on, there was a fire-fighting hero in the forest, but Jing Qichi lost his only father forever. When he fell into the abyss of memory and was about to sink, Chen Huan'er became the light that redeemed him. In the end, everyone will say goodbye to their youth.

4. 4 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 19.4kReads9.6Score5.1kShelves

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   Childhood sweethearts and childhood sweethearts can't reach the BE gate after all.

5. 5 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 63.3kReads9.5Score12kShelves

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   If we want to talk about be literature, then it depends on us breaking our promise.

6. 6 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 94.3kReads9.7Score15.2kShelves

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   Heartbroken 💔 Be Posted

7. 7 蚀 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 98.7kReads9.2Score6.8kShelves

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   Knife, this is a real knife [cry][cry][cry][cry]

8. 8 咬 Bitten Red Lips 咬红唇 Twenty-Four Bridges二十四桥Modern Romance2.1M WordsCompleted Also known as The CEO's Darling and The Spoiled Little Brat Thrives on His Affection To get back at her cheating fiancé, she recklessly schemes to seduce the scumbag's uncle. “Can't my nephew satisfy you?” Huo Hanci grips her chin, the black Buddhist beads around his wrist lending him an air of aloof refinement. Everyone says he's a living Buddha, untouched by worldly desires. Chi Yuan, who has spent a night with him, knows that the powerful man is actually easy to handle. Be a little more capab 5.5kReads8.8Score748Shelves

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   It's a pity that there are a couple of sub-plots, and that's how it should be.

9. 9 我 My 26-Year-Old Female Tenant 我的26岁女房客 Super Big Tank Kobe超级大坦克科比Urban2.1M WordsCompleted After a wild night at a bar, a beautiful woman pinned him with a paternity claim, and the down-and-out young man suddenly became a father. As if things weren't bad enough, the owner of his rented home changed, and he was about to be kicked out. But his new landlady was beautiful! Should he ask to share the place? She coolly gave him a single word: “Get out!” A romantic entanglement sparked by a housing problem. 123.9kReads9.7Score13.7kShelves

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   This book has always been very popular on the Internet. Now it has become popular again after being adapted into a web drama. Although it is an urban novel, I think it is more of an emotional novel. The ending seems very happy, but the regrets are buried in the process.

10. 10 白 The White Olive Tree: The War Rages On, but Love Runs Deep 白色橄榄树：硝烟未尽，爱已深 Secluded Study闭门斋Female-Channel Fanfiction224k WordsCompleted On the war-ravaged land of Dongguo, the sky was always gray and hazy with smoke. Amid the ruins of the cities, the thunder of artillery never ceased, as if giving voice to endless suffering. Song Ran, a young and gifted war correspondent, first met Li Zan, a brave soldier in the peacekeeping forces, amid the flames of war. The threads of fate quietly intertwined. 418Reads—Score101Shelves

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    The only novel I can't get out of after reading it! That high-spirited young man stayed in Dongguo forever. Even when he was sick, he did not forget to protect his beloved girl. Ran Ran, who was embarrassed and had cancer, apologized over and over again in public.

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