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1 小 The Little Troublemaker Doesn't Have Long to Live 小坏蛋他命不久矣 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads273k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + the pursuit of a former lover + happy ending] School bully, sickly bottom Academic superstar, top On Xiao Yu's birthday, his father locked him up in a conversion camp. From that day on, he lost Fu Zechen, the person who loved him most. By the time he escaped that living hell, battered and bruised, Fu Zechen had discarded him without a moment's hesitation. When they met again, his eyes held no trace of affection, only indifference and estrangement. “You're not w 18.7kReads9.2Score1.6kShelves

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To be honest, I am objective about this book. I think it is really beautiful. The details are described very delicately and the abuse is just right. It really made me cry when I read it. I have read this abuse book several times.

2 我 I Died in the Year He Hated Me Most 我死在了他最恨我的那一年 He Sees Qingmuchuan他见青木川11k WordsCompleted I died the year he hated me most. Unable to bear his hatred any longer, I chose to take my own life. When the funeral home handed my ashes to Nan Heting, he patted the urn and smiled for the first time that day. “It's too dirty. She should have been reduced to dust!” He swept his hand, and the urn crashed to the floor. That's right. He thought I had caused the death of the woman he loved most. He had stayed by my side for years, all for this moment. He walked away, trampling my ashes, but before 13kReads—Score546Shelves

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I recently read the basics. It was so sad, especially when she stopped coaxing him. It made me cry for a long time, and I was out of breath from crying [sad]. Highly recommended for those who want to read sad stories.

4 一 A Flower, a Jug of Wine, an Immortal; Sleeping or Drunk, I Live Forever 一花一酒一仙人，亦眠亦醉亦长生 Eat a Billion Less少吃亿点Eastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted [This book is also known as The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring] [The print edition of The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring goes on sale at 7 p.m. on November 15!] [Immortality + taking disciples + no female lead + lighthearted comedy, no tearjerkers] When your master serves food, you spin the table; when your master chants a spell, you chatter away. When your master rests, you sing; when your master sleeps in, you bang on a pot. Your master is immortal, but your life is short; your master 221.2kReads9.5Score27.5kShelves

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🌙 In the dim candlelight of the master and apprentice under the shadow of the moon, the figures with their backs facing each other are tall and beautiful. Xiao Lin knelt so tremblingly that he didn't even dare to express his anger. Even if he was given ten brains, he would not be able to figure out why the Nine-Fifth Supreme Lord came to this small cell late at night without any of his entourage. The Taoist priest was lying on his side on the bed, seemingly sleeping. Xiao Lin sweated for him, wondering whether he should wake him up. The emperor just stared at the people in the prison silently. Fortunately, the other party was very kind and did not make things too difficult for a little jailer. With a slender finger waved outward, Xiao Lin Shixiang left. Then, she made a secret with one hand, creating a transparent soundproof barrier to separate the outside world from this place. This time there were only two masters and apprentices left inside and outside the cell. 💔 The rift between master and disciple Lu Yuandi remained silent, but the sleeping man spoke up: "I have long thought about how unique it would be for master and disciple to meet outside Peach Blossom Mountain." The emperor finally answered him without hesitation: "Master, how do you feel now? It's not what you think in your heart... But it's far from it?" Tao Mian did not answer directly, he sat up and raised his head. There is a tall and narrow window in the prison, and the full moon is evenly divided into two halves by the railings. He opened his palms, and the clear light filled them. At this time, his back was facing Lu Yuandi. He is separated from Mingyue by a wall, and he is also separated from his apprentice by a wall. Tao Mian raised the corners of his mouth with a hint of helplessness: "Yuan Di, when did the rift between you and my master... Begin?"

5 重 Reborn, the Villain's Older Brother Is Doted on Like a King 重生后反派哥哥被宠上天 Wood and Grass, No Human木草非人Two Male Leads518k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + CEO + everyone reborn + atypical everyone’s least favorite becomes everyone’s darling + redemption arc + sweet, loving daily life + happy ending] (Main story complete, bonus chapters updating slowly) [The gong seems like a scumbag but isn’t really one. 1v1 redemption arc, no replacing the gong. Please mind the tags and don’t read if this isn’t for you. Don’t leave bad reviews to threaten me.] Jiang Mingsheng believed he was a failure at everything. Because of the way his parent 19.1kReads9.3Score1.8kShelves

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It's not a sad story, but I cried while reading it, and it made my heart hurt.

6 快 Quick Transmigration: After Torturing the Big Shot to Tears, I Faked My Death and Escaped 快穿：把大佬虐哭后我死遁了 Seagull Swimming沙鸥游泳Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Two male leads, scum gong regrets his actions, chases his wife to the crematorium, sickly, coughing blood, forced love, shou fakes his death and escapes, BE in the small worlds, HE in the end] [System: Reminder, Host Yun Chen, this is an S-rank conquest world. The principal gods of every plane are extremely powerful!] [Yun Chen: Oh.] - The domineering CEO, wealthy enough to rival a nation: You’re nothing but a substitute picked out of the mud. My one true love is the chosen one! Yun Chen fell i 23.9kReads9.5Score2.2kShelves

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Blessed are the babies who like to read sadistic stories, your heart feels like being pricked by needles after reading it (Be happy every day, babies [roll eyes] [blow kisses])

7 小 Uncle, Don't Regret It. She's in My Arms Now 小叔别悔了，她已入我怀 Sweet Knife with Fire Wheels带风火轮的甜刀Modern Romance534k WordsCompleted [The male lead’s desperate pursuit of his wife ✚ the second male lead takes his place] Huo Xiao, Fourth Master Huo, was the unattainable heartthrob of Rongcheng. He kept a sweet, obedient substitute by his side, but when his true love returned, the little substitute was forced to give way, crying until her eyes were swollen. His friend felt sorry for her. “She’s crying so pitifully. Aren’t you going to comfort her?” Huo Xiao: “She’s just a substitute. Why should I comfort her?” Later, Huo Xiao k 5.5kReads9.0Score629Shelves

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How can it be sweet when it is so bitter (sweet first and then torture) Huo Xiao, you are too bitter Zhu Yao, Shen Shiqian, Huo Xiao is true. We all had difficulties with each other in the past. ㊗Yao Shen 99 Huo Xiao, in another parallel world, we must be with Zhu Yao, maybe it should be Ye Xingyang, it is Ye Xingyang, neither Zhu Yao nor Ning Yangyang ㊗Huo Ye 99 The man came riding a bamboo horse and went around the bed to make green plums.

8 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 123.8kReads9.7Score19.8kShelves

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Xiao Xiao Sheng Yu Chi, I really feel depressed after reading this novel. I haven't come out of it since he wrote this novel. I just feel a lot of regrets and misunderstandings. Do you think they will be happy in the end? Actually, I don't think so. Maybe some people say let it go, but I always feel that fifteen years is too difficult to let go, especially after knowing your heart. It may be difficult to continue to be happy openly. But I can only compromise and face the reality. It's really good to cry. [Crying] The parallel episode is quite sweet, but I still feel quite regretful. Yes, it's really hard to let go. How can a young girl who was so amazing in her youth let it go so easily? But there is nothing I can do. Missing it is not a mistake but a past. Ruan Yusheng He is a responsible and responsible person, and he does not want to follow in the footsteps of his cheating father. He and his wife have a solid relationship of seven years. I think netizens say that divorce is outrageous, and the Ye Xiao in his memory is still her in elementary school. Because they didn't have much interaction in the two years of high school, Ye Xiao from his perspective hates him, so the author wrote "The original sign of fate" ", only gave them one season of autumn." It refers to the autumn of the primary school year, and the author also wrote at the beginning that if Ye Xiao had known that their fate would only last for a short period of time in primary school, what would have happened, so missing it is inevitable, Ruan Yusheng will not look back, and cannot look back, so Ye Xiao also got married two years later, and she couldn't wait for the sound of rain.

9 对 Sorry, We Don't Talk About Love After Dark 对不起，夜深不说爱 Model Huiyin模特徽因Urban1.6M WordsCompleted I didn’t care that people said I’d married up by latching onto a goddess, and I didn’t care that they called me a poor country boy who’d married into wealth. But when my wife’s best friend’s husband came looking for me, I realized I’d been naive. My wife, it turned out, really knew how to “enjoy” life… 8.4kReads8.7Score749Shelves

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How should I put it? It looked very depressing at first, but it got much better after that. Brothers and sisters, you can give it a try.

10 长 Eldest Son: My Siblings Simulated My Life, and I Broke Down in Tears 长子：兄妹模拟我人生，泪崩 Flight Captain飞行团长Urban1.1M WordsCompleted [Anti-drug trafficking] [Narcotics officer] [High IQ] [Mastermind] [Undercover] The Wei family has five children. The second is a wealthy businessman, the third has an impressive background, the fourth is a research professor, and the fifth is a pop star. Only the eldest has amounted to nothing. He’s notorious and despised by his siblings. Because he sold off his younger siblings and drove his family away! He’s done every kind of evil, and his siblings loathe and spurn him! Then, on the day the 21kReads9.5Score3.5kShelves

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If you want to talk about sadistic writing, it must be this one. While reading, I had mixed feelings in my heart, and tears unconsciously ran down my cheeks and dripped on the screen of my mobile phone. This article tells the story of the male protagonist, who is the descendant of a white-collar police officer. He and his four younger brothers and sisters desperately survived the pursuit of drug dealers, and trained them into talents in all walks of life, business wizards, and rising political stars... However, they were not understood by his younger brothers and sisters, and they all wished that he would never wake up again...

11 十 Fourteen Sentences 十四句 Eat More Vitamin C多吃维CModern Romance201k WordsCompleted [The print edition of Fourteen Lines, bearing the same title, is now available on multiple platforms.] Life is like duckweed on the water, so why doubt that people will meet and part? Morality and ethics clash with matters of the heart. A realistic story. If that’s not your thing, don’t read. The greatest regret isn’t that people enter your life at different times, but that you’re meant to meet without being meant to be together. A remorseful husband tries to win back his wife. Written as realis 4.6kReads8.9Score473Shelves

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The first book is both sweet and sad, you know from the beginning what their ending will be.

12 强 The Campus Hottie I Forced to Love Me Was Bitter and Cold, So She Stopped Chasing Me After Being Reborn 强扭的校草酸又涩，重生她不追了 Dao Shangxie刀上邪Modern Romance300k WordsCompleted [Reborn + devoted one-on-one romance + both leads are pure and each other's first + a long road to winning her back] In her previous life, Su Jiani fell in love with the campus heartthrob at first sight. She pursued him for years without success, then resorted to despicable tactics to get pregnant and marry him. Knowing he didn't love her, she gradually lost hope. Reborn before the college entrance exams, she no longer clings to him for help with homework. She gets high marks, but doesn't apply 60.6kReads8.9Score4.7kShelves

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HE is slightly abusive, the third one is super abusive and I cried after watching it ⊙⊙

15 快 Quick Transmigration Host: Clearing Bad Endings Online 快穿宿主在线BE通关 Mr. A FoxA狐狸先生Two Male Leads864k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + one-on-one romance + mutual devotion + both pure + faked death + tragic endings in the small worlds] Shi Tian binds himself to a System that makes him torment and win over villains, but things are far from as simple as he imagined. This villain is rich, handsome, and knows how to treat someone well. He hardly seems like a villain from any normal world. So Shi Tian decides to soften him with love and prepare for a dramatic romance of love and hate with the villain. But then! 1.9kReads8.9Score150Shelves

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These are all quite sad😭😭The first book was really distressing, I was so tortured by the withdrawal, I cried to death; the second book Small World is basically BE, (I really love death escape literature!) The third book is also the same! The author's writing style is also very good, and it's easy to relate to!

17 异 The Lost City of Exotic Beasts 异兽迷城 Peng Pai彭湃Urban3.0M WordsCompleted [The new book The Maze of Inversion has begun serialization. Updates come at 9 p.m. every evening. Please continue to support it.] Gao Yang was an orphan. At the age of six, he transmigrated to a parallel world and began living in a warm family of five. When he turned eighteen, Gao Yang accidentally discovered the truth about the world: this was not a parallel world at all, but a mysterious realm, and all the relatives and friends around him were terrifying Beasts! Gao Yang nearly lost his life 504.8kReads9.7Score65.3kShelves

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**[Abuse Tweet | "The Lost City": The lamb finally becomes a sacrifice, love and lies are an abyss]** He thought he was the lucky one of fate - traveling through a parallel world, having a warm family, a childhood sweetheart, and even being selected by the "lucky system" to become one of the ten thousandth awakened human being. But the cruelest truth in this world is that it uses tenderness as bait to lure people into eternal night. On Gao Yang's 18th birthday, he witnessed the "beast" tearing apart the illusion of the world: Li Weiwei, a childhood sweetheart, had his blood on her lips and said, "Loving you is instinct, eating you is a mission." Loving parents showed their fangs late at night, and the laughter at the dinner table turned into prayers before devouring him. He was forced to fight with the beasts, but he trembled every time he swung the knife - those dead "enemies" were once his classmates, close friends, and even relatives. "Luck" is a curse, not a gift. The stronger he gets, the lonelier he becomes. Companions die tragically one after another, trust is dismembered by lies, and even comrades fighting side by side may turn into beast shadows at dawn. The scarlet tide is coming, and the blood mist floods the world. He carries the last hope of mankind, but finds that he is also a pawn on the chessboard. The "survival time" countdown given by the system is not vitality, but Lingchi - he must live to witness the death of everyone, including himself. Eventually, he set fire to the ruins of his home with his own hands. In the firelight, my sister's doll smiled in the scorched earth, just like her last words before being devoured by the beast: "Brother, hide it... Don't be found." - The lamb became the butcher, and the butcher eventually became the sacrifice. This lost city never gave him a way out. # Beast Lost City #Abuse Wen #Survivors are sinners

18 说 I Was Supposed to Be the Top Sword Cultivator, So Why Is It the Sword of Being a Jerk? 说好第一剑修，怎么是犯贱的贱 Qi Yi Zi七一子Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Physical edition preorder opens at 7:00 p.m. on the 22nd] [Hilarious, absurd, no-romance power fantasy + meme references + the female lead is the root of all evil] [One female lead corrupts every prodigy] At the sect entrance examination, everyone else was busy testing their spiritual roots. I was busy scamming people. Chi Miao transmigrated into the cultivation world ten years ago and got bound to a System that could only be unlocked after she committed a hundred scams. It promised she could b 132.3kReads9.5Score19kShelves

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When Xiaomiao crushed the ninth shrine lamp with her bare hands, golden blood flowed from the bronze sacred tree, and the entire golden age collapsed. Sister Fox leaned against the broken wall and chuckled, and the tip of her tail swept across the ancient lines on the girl's palm: "Now do you know why the seventh line of the inscriptions on the gods is missing? Because that line - writes our guilt of killing gods." 🗡️Famous scenes: ·Xiao Miao dipped in divine blood to write a recipe on the city wall, and the third dish was called "Steamed Heavenly Way" ·Sister Fox crushed the moon wheel to use as an earring, and the broken blade picked up the godhead and fed it to the stray cat ·In the final battle, everyone stepped on the throne of the gods and played mahjong, and the blood debt of 90,000 years ago exploded in the red. "Shh--" Xiao Miao stuffed the newly steamed steamed buns into Sister Fox's lips, and the stardust from the land of gods fell into the air. "Do you want to hear the real secret of the golden age?" She traced her fingertips from the opponent's throat to his heart: "The so-called god-killing is just a hungry cook... Looking for flour."

19 我 I Cling to the Colonel’s Coattails to Survive the Apocalypse 我靠抱上校大腿在末世苟活 No Clouds Fall on Wushan巫山不落云Two Male Leads525k WordsCompleted A year of torrential rain plunged Earth into an unprecedented crisis. After the global defense grid was activated, the rain stopped abruptly. Everyone thought the danger had passed, unaware that this was merely the calm after the storm. Giant vines began growing wildly from underground, strong enough to pierce buildings made of reinforced concrete. After a year of testing, Research Institute 01 confirmed that the rain contained an unknown substance, but couldn't determine what it was. At first, 4.7kReads9.3Score606Shelves

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The knife is dead, the two men, the doomsday is partial to the group. Maybe we met just to rush to death better and don't care about other people, but I hope my lover lives [cry] [cry] [cry] The cutest girl died on the eve of her 18th birthday, we fought side by side, and in the end only the liveliest one was left [cry] [cry] [cry]

20 跳 After I Leaped from the Immortal-Slaying Platform, the Aloof Emperor Went Mad 跳下诛仙台后，清冷帝君他疯了 Recruiting Warrior揽客战士11k WordsCompleted After She Leapt from the Immortal Execution Platform, the Aloof Emperor Went Mad —Reads—Score—Shelves

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Can a short story work? [Face covering]

26 繁 Seven Years of Splendor, Finally Over 繁花七年终落幕 Hengxi Novels恒系小说13k WordsCompleted "I decided to divorce Fu Wenjing after playing a game. During the game, he blurted out that he liked lying against a pregnant belly to listen to the baby. The whole room fell silent. Everyone's eyes turned to me. There was no shock in their gazes, only pity and the panic of a secret being exposed. I realized they all knew that Fu Wenjing had a child with another woman. And every one of them had helped him keep it from me." 3.4kReads—Score—Shelves

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A novel that makes your liver hurt~

28 向 Always Coldhearted, How Could I Ever Speak of Deep Love? 向来凉薄，何言情深 A Little Nutty神经西西Modern Romance39k WordsCompleted The day Lu Yanqian jumped to her death, Huo Jincheng was lost in a world of wine and lights. She loved him, giving everything she had without hesitation. He hated her, destroying everything without hesitation. Later, in a life without her, he grew used to being alone. Through the long years, he had no one but himself to walk beside him. I once thought loving you was only an act, but it turned out I was already incurably ill, loving you to the bone. Lu Yanqian, I regret it. 4.1kReads8.2Score162Shelves

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Super, super good-looking. Try them all.

30 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 83.2kReads9.5Score15.8kShelves

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These are all pretty

34 欲 Words Left Unspoken 欲言难止 What About the McChicken麦香鸡呢Two Male Leads363k WordsCompleted Just as life was starting to get better, Xu Ze and Lu Heyang faced a new challenge. After graduating, Xu Ze became a doctor who saved lives, while Lu Heyang became a well-known figure in the Interstellar Federation. But misfortune struck Lu Heyang, and he lost his memory. During a crucial period in his treatment, circumstances forced the two apart, and Lu Heyang completely forgot Xu Ze and the friendship they had shared. Their friendship faced an enormous test. When fate brought them together ag 141.3kReads9.7Score35.5kShelves

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"It's Hard to Stop" | The ultimate secret love that hurts my liver. The kite under the moonlight will never fly back to his hand. "Do you feel free when you fly in the sky?" Xu Ze is like a kite, fluttering high in the sky, but always staying in place. He was not waiting for someone to pull the strings, he just hoped to take another look at that person - Lu Heyang. "I hope you are free, I wish you freedom." But Xu Ze's freedom has already been filled with Lu Heyang's name. It doesn't matter if you are forgotten twice. Because it's Lu Heyang, it doesn't matter. "Will you keep calling if you can't get through?" "If it's a very important person, yes." Xu Ze's call never got through, but he still waited persistently, like the fluttering kite, trying his best to stay where he was. The moonlight was very bright, and the forty minutes that Lu Heyang took him home felt like a dream. After waking up from the dream, Xu Ze's eyes and expressions were already better than any words. He didn't have to do anything, just his presence could make Lu Heyang escape from reality and return to the room where the wind blew the white curtains and the gardenias fragrant. But the reality is that one is covered in snow and the other is covered in moonlight, separated on both sides of the years. Their eyes have not changed, but they can no longer get closer. "It's Hard to Stop", the ultimate secret love that makes your liver hurt. Xu Ze's love is like a kite, wavering but never leaving. And will Lu Heyang look up one day and see the kite that only stays for him? #AbuseWen #SecretLove #It's hard to stop talking #Extreme BE #Abuse to the point of liver pain

39 动 Mending Bones, Restoring Love 动骨恢情 Chu Linmu楚林木Modern Romance1.4M WordsOngoing [Face-slapping + scumbag takedown + a little angst with sweetness + humor + souls swapped between a man and a woman + down-to-earth and relatable + ordinary people with great wisdom + wealthy families + workplace business battles + youthful, sweet romance. Impossible to put down!] The years pass peacefully. Everyone has a first love in their heart, but not everyone can have a Jiang Miao Jie in theirs! In her previous life, Lin Muzi was robbed of her destined match, missed out on her dream guy, f 92Reads9.4Score—Shelves

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The person who cannot be loved

40 我 My 26-Year-Old Female Tenant 我的26岁女房客 Super Big Tank Kobe超级大坦克科比Urban2.1M WordsCompleted After a wild night at a bar, a beautiful woman pinned him with a paternity claim, and the down-and-out young man suddenly became a father. As if things weren't bad enough, the owner of his rented home changed, and he was about to be kicked out. But his new landlady was beautiful! Should he ask to share the place? She coolly gave him a single word: “Get out!” A romantic entanglement sparked by a housing problem. 129.9kReads9.7Score13.9kShelves

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Just take a look, it's just a bit wasteful🚬