I'm Heartbroken and Want to Die. Recommend Devastatingly Angsty Stories That'll Break My Heart and Make Me Ache 伤心想死想看虐文很虐能减肥的那种虐到心疼到抽筋

1. 51 过 Falling Too Deep 过度沦陷 Congee, Rice, Congee粥米粥Modern Romance286k WordsCompleted [Sweet romance + intense unrequited love + healing + mutual devotion] [Cool, sharp-tongued business magnate VS clear-headed A-list actress] “Bright moon hanging high in the clouds, I send my love to you.” It means: My moon will shine forever, and my love will last until death., Zhou Li “Marry me.” “Okay.” He has waited a long time to hear those words. Jing Jiao marries Zhou Li to get revenge, but who would have thought she would be the one to lose? And yet she loses willingly. They fall deeper a 62Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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   The male protagonist divorced the female protagonist cruelly, and the female protagonist finally sacrificed, and the male protagonist realized his mistake.

2. 52 泪 Beast Born of Tears: Xiwu 泪生兽-夕雾 Quiet Apple悄悄的苹果8k WordsCompleted Tearborn Beast - Xiwu —Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Sixteen years ago, Mu Qingyu died, and it was Xiwu who rescued the infant Yingxi. Sixteen years later, Yingxi was about to be sacrificed to the world by his biological father again. It was Xiwu who fought hard to fight in the main hall. However, this time, they live and die together.

3. 53 刚 I Just Became the Villainess's Younger Sister, and Our Family Was Immediately Raided 刚穿成恶毒女配她亲妹，就被抄家 Wielding Words and Ink舞文弄墨Ancient Romance270k WordsCompleted The moment Su Mingmei transmigrates into a book and opens her eyes, she's at the scene of her family's confiscation and exile. What? I've transmigrated into the younger sister of the story's vicious supporting heroine?! Her elder sister, a favored consort, has been thrown into the Cold Palace and sentenced to death by white silk. Her entire family has been framed and exiled to the frontier. Her mother is frail, her little brother is young, her general brother has both legs broken, and her Duke f 5.2kReads8.8Score635Shelves

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   The female protagonist is soft and cute, while the male protagonist is sinister. The main mission unfolds a series of stories of the male and female protagonists on the road to exile. It tells the story of the male and female protagonists as they fight monsters and upgrade along the way. The plot has ups and downs.

4. 54 半 Half a Moon: A Love Forged in Bonefire 半边月：焚骨之恋 Quiet Apple悄悄的苹果Ancient Romance13k WordsCompleted Half Moon: A Love That Burns to the Bone —Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Because of love, I just wish you peace. If you had known earlier, this marriage would have killed you. I'd rather never see it.

5. 55 二 The Husky and His White Cat Shizun 二哈和他的白猫师尊 Meat Bun Won't Eat Meat肉包不吃肉Two Male Leads1.4M WordsCompleted [The audiobook adaptation of the same name, starring Gu Jiangshan and Sanshi, is complete. Tune in and give it a listen!] Mo Ran thought becoming Chu Wanning's disciple had been a mistake. His master was far too much like a cat, while he was like a silly dog wagging its tail and fawning over him. Dogs and cats can't reproduce together, and the silly dog hadn't wanted to reach out his fluffy paws toward that cat in the first place. He'd always thought dogs should be with dogs, like his senior bro 103.4kReads9.7Score20.6kShelves

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   I don't need to say more about this❛˓◞˂̵✧

6. 56 帝 The Emperor Has No Heir, Yet Stumbles Upon a Miniature Version of Himself 帝王绝嗣，却意外撞见缩小版自己 A Ten-Year Promise十年之约Ancient Romance671k WordsCompleted On the day of the Xiang household’s full-month celebration, the master of the Jiuli Temple declared that the twin flowers were a calamity for the family. One of the two girls was destined to be an empress, destined to rule the realm as its mother; the other was born under an ill-starred fate and would bring disaster upon her family. Qingli was born with the Heavenly Eye, allowing her to see all things in the world. For that reason, people believed she was ill-starred. When she was just a month o 3.2kReads8.9Score557Shelves

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   The heroine seeks someone with purple energy to protect her in order to break the knot. As a result, an indescribable thing happens to the hero due to a strange combination of circumstances. The plot unfolds around this, which is fascinating.

7. 57 离 Li Huang (Complete in Three Volumes) 离凰（全三册） Yi Lan Ni Chang猗兰霓裳Ancient Romance777k WordsCompleted The pinnacle of harem fiction by the beautiful author Yi Lan Nishang! A match for Empresses in the Palace and Scarlet Heart A tale of tumultuous love and hatred within the palace walls Liu Lianzi, author of Empresses in the Palace, has written a heartfelt foreword He is a young emperor who ascended the throne as a child, a master of both letters and arms, revered by all beneath heaven. Caught in court intrigues, he is forced into marriage. She is the daughter of a powerful prime minister, blesse 6.1kReads9.3Score981Shelves

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   Sadomasochism classic.

8. 58 重 Reborn as the Poisonous Consort: The Sickly Prince's Cherished Love 重生毒妃：病娇王爷宠上天 Granny Tang Doesn't Drink Soup汤婆婆不喝汤Ancient Romance458k WordsCompleted She was the Marquis of Wu'an's legitimate daughter, and her skill with poison earned her the title of Tianqi's only female general. But she gave her heart to the wrong man, fell in love with the ambitious Prince of Jin, and lost her family and home. Three years later, she is reborn in the body of Shen Qiao, the neglected eldest legitimate daughter of the Prime Minister's household. Watch as she step by step drags those who betrayed her down from the clouds and into hell. 1Reads6.5Score—Shelves

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   Heaven is so good at reincarnation, who will God spare?

9. 59 见 Seeing Spring 见春天 Ling Min凌忞6k WordsCompleted See Springtime 352Reads—Score—Shelves

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   It turns out that the hole in the heart will whir like a broken bellows, and it will hurt so much if you like someone." "Jiang Du died in the year when Wei Qingyue loved him the most, in 2007 when transportation was underdeveloped, and at the age of 16 when she was at her most prosperous."

10. 60 千 A Thousand Peach Blossoms Bloom for a Lifetime (The Original Novel Behind the TV Series Starring Zhang Binbin and Sun Zhenni) 千朵桃花一世开（张彬彬、孙珍妮主演同名电视剧原著） At Ease with the Universe随宇而安Ancient Romance340k WordsCompleted Xie Xuechen was the greatest swordsman among the human race, but after losing all his magical power, he fell into the hands of the Demon Saintess. A swordsman’s path is one of unbending resolve and fearless advance. Born extraordinary, he has never suffered such humiliation. If he submits, his conviction will waver; if he fights to the death, he risks losing his chastity. A story about a proper, cold, and unfeeling swordsman who falls on hard times, decides to lie flat, and gets toyed with by a 4.1kReads9.6Score604Shelves

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    He looks good. If you want to cry, just look at him. If you cry too much, you will lose weight. I cried too much and lost three pounds in the past few days [face covering]

11. 61 殇 Shattered Glass 殇璃 COCO LiesCOCO谎言Ancient Romance6k WordsCompleted Shang Li 23Reads—Score—Shelves

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    A classic tearjerker.

12. 62 神 The Gods Above: The Sickly Demon Lord's Forced Love 神明在下：病娇魔尊强制爱 The Neighbor's Cat Food邻居家的猫罐头Female-Channel Fanfiction102k WordsOngoing [Don't bother reading this. This story has been abandoned. I'm very sorry. See you in my next book.] [Warnings: The male lead suffers physically and emotionally. It is truly heartbreaking, so don't read if you can't handle it.] [Gentle, resilient God Venerable + Prodigy of Heaven Brought Low + Dark, Unhinged + Unrequited Love + Coercion] Bailin was once the lofty ruler of the Celestial Realm, in charge of order across the three realms and protecting the peace of all living beings. His strikin 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's so desolate that I don't even want to eat when I see it. It's very cruel.

13. 63 错 The Marriage We Missed 错过的婚姻 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance599k WordsCompleted The wave of educated youths returning to the cities tore two people in love apart. Liu Yumei, a country girl, became pregnant before marriage and tried to hang herself, but survived. Her sister-in-law then sold her to human traffickers, who married her off to a man in the mountains. The educated youth Fang Shengqiang lost his memory in a car accident and missed his chance to be with Yumei. He married a rich woman and, with his wife’s support, became a corporate highflier. Liu Yumei became the w 136Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's so cruel, it hurts my heart, liver, and lungs

14. 64 逃 Escape from Marriage 逃离婚姻 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance179k WordsCompleted With both parents dead and no family left, she thought she had found a man she could depend on. But he turned out to be a scoundrel after her inheritance. Her best friend and husband conspired behind her back, while her in-laws treated her like a servant. Even after giving birth to a son, she continued to live humbly in a marriage worse than death. It wasn't until he appeared that her inner world was turned upside down and the course of her life changed! 21Reads—Score—Shelves
15. 65 反 Turning the Tables on Marriage 反制婚姻 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance217k WordsCompleted Her husband cheats, and her in-laws bully her. What path lies ahead for a woman struggling in her marriage? Should she keep suffering through it, or fight back and build a brilliant life of her own? The novel will reveal the answer... 3Reads—Score—Shelves
16. 66 走 The Journey 走过 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance243k WordsCompleted Walking Through is a poignant romance novel. The carefree days of youth are beautiful, but they can also be painful. Everyone’s growth is its own story of youth, and every story is different. Some lives are smooth sailing, filled with happiness and joy; others are quiet and ordinary, with gentle days; still others are passionate and dramatic, full of fervor and determination... Chunyan’s youth was full of twists and hardships. Yet, in the face of one trial after another, she never gave in. She c 495Reads6.7Score—Shelves
17. 67 守 Keeping Watch Over Our Marriage 守望婚姻 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance168k WordsCompleted This is the tragic story of a rural woman left behind in the countryside. Juhua is a traditional village woman, and like other rural women, she has no source of income. Without financial standing in her household, she can only rely on her husband's earnings to support the family. She is the sort of person who endures whatever comes her way. Her two sweet, clever children seemed to offer a chance to change her fate, but misfortune plunged her back into an abyss of suffering... 38Reads6.7Score—Shelves
18. 68 华 A Dazzling Transformation 华丽蜕变 Chen Caijie陈彩洁Modern Romance1.6M WordsCompleted Kindness needs an edge, and tolerance needs limits! Liu Xia, who grew up in the countryside, was too kind and always gave in. She missed two chances at true love, then stumbled into the wrong marriage and was tormented in a miserable relationship. Fortunately, the college sweetheart who had always loved her reappears, helping her see the error of her ways, escape her unhappy marriage, and open up a whole new chapter in her life! 5Reads—Score—Shelves

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