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1. 1 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 72kReads9.4Score6.4kShelves

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   In the first book, both the male and female protagonists died, and the boy died at the beginning. With the comfort of the second male protagonist, the female protagonist originally planned to fulfill the boy's wish and start a new life, but she died in an accident. In the second book, the female protagonist died, and the male protagonist grew old overnight, and the two fell in love and killed each other. In the third book, the girl died. The first part was very sweet, and the second part, the male protagonist was born for the female protagonist.

2. 2 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 82.8kReads9.6Score14.6kShelves
3. 3 戒 Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记 Youthful Years, Thinking of the Brocade Zither华年思锦瑟Two Male Leads29k WordsCompleted A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave? 13.1kReads8.2Score2.8kShelves

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   It's guaranteed, it's guaranteed to cry

4. 4 我 I'm a Socially Anxious Guy, and My Goddess Wife Refuses to Divorce Me 我！社恐，女神老婆不肯跟我离婚 The Center Seat at the Dinner Table饭桌C位Urban1.2M WordsCompleted [Urban Slice of Life + No System + Entertainment Industry + Both Leads Play the Pig to Eat the Tiger] [Three completed novels of over a million characters each. Quality guaranteed!] Li Shuo, a man with severe social anxiety, has barely transmigrated to a parallel world when his stepmother drags him off to meet a potential bride at her home. On the very day of the meeting, a “female ghost” accidentally pulls him into the civil affairs bureau, and they get married in a flash… He thought all they h 239.9kReads8.5Score32.3kShelves
5. 5 都 Now That I'm Reborn, Who Still Pretends to Be Devoted? 都重生了，谁还装深情啊 Your Humble Liangchen在下良辰Urban1.5M WordsCompleted [Scumbag male lead] [Not a NTR story!] [No going back to an ex] [If you have severe hang-ups about emotional purity, don’t read] For example: the protagonist gets intimate with his green-tea best friend without making any commitment. After he deliberately breaks up with her, she finds a new boyfriend. If you can’t handle that sort of thing, don’t read this!!! After reading countless rebirth novels, Hao Pingfan is finally reborn himself, and from the start, the school beauty’s mother threatens hi 22.9kReads8.7Score2kShelves
6. 6 重 Reborn, I Won't Be a Simp Anymore. I Have a Campus Belle Girlfriend 重生不做老舔狗，我有校花女朋友 Half a Life Asleep沉睡半生Urban1.6M WordsCompleted [Mostly Campus Slice of Life + One Heroine + Devoted Girlfriend + Slow Start, Sweet Later + No Cheating, No Begging for Love, No Angst + Making Money + Comedy] Chen Mo, an overworked office drone, is unexpectedly reborn, returning to the day in 2005 that changed the course of his life. Faced with the girl he once confessed his love to and was rejected by, Chen Mo no longer clings to her like the lovesick puppy he was in his previous life. After all, “Life is short. If you happen to meet the wron 30.7kReads8.9Score3kShelves
7. 7 墨 Momo? Chen Mo’s Begging for Death, Goddess. You Picked Him 墨墨？陈墨死求了，你挑的嘛女神 Vulture Riding a Chick秃鹫骑小鸡Urban502k WordsCompleted Back to the day of high school graduation. Watching his girlfriend, the school beauty he'd been with for three years, abandon him yet again to take care of her green-tea guy best friend, Chen Mo decisively let go and set her free. Lin Youwei was stunned. Before, he had always tried everything to stop her, and things had ended very unpleasantly. But after Chen Mo walked away, Lin Youwei gradually began to regret it. “Chen Mo, w-why are you ignoring me?” “Chen Mo, could you stop being so petty?” “ 5.4kReads7.3Score295Shelves
8. 8 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 67.5kReads9.7Score12.1kShelves

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   I just cried [cry] [cry] [cry]

9. 9 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 60.3kReads9.5Score11.4kShelves
10. 10 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 26.3kReads9.1Score4.9kShelves

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    It's so beautiful that I cried to death. I'm so upset. It's so beautiful. It's one of the few articles with such good writing that I've seen on Tomato so far. [Like][Like][Like]

11. 11 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 94.3kReads9.7Score15.2kShelves
12. 12 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 18.6kReads9.6Score4.1kShelves
13. 13 蚀 Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨虐情 Hua Baoyue花抱月Modern Romance534k WordsCompleted [Tragic Romance]+ [The Husband’s Long Road to Redemption] Ruan Yunzheng loved Fu Yinghan deeply. But when his only sister was harmed and all fingers pointed at her, he sentenced her to death without hesitation! He tormented her relentlessly, body and soul, but she never gave in! Only when she was on the brink of death and explained one last time that she hadn’t done it, and he still refused to believe her, did she finally give up on him! So this man’s heart really was made of stone! When news ca 19.8kReads8.3Score1.4kShelves

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    111 "Bone-Eroting Sadism": A tear-jerking feast of ultimate sadomasochism. The story revolves around Fu Yinghan and Ruan Yunzheng. Ruan Yunzheng loves Fu Yinghan deeply, but is misunderstood and tortured. Fu Yinghan was paranoid and cruel, and kept hurting Ruan Yunzheng during misunderstandings. It was not until she left that she was shocked to realize that she was deeply affectionate. The ups and downs of the plot, including misunderstandings, revenge, chasing his wife in the crematorium, and other elements, made it heart-wrenching and enjoyable to watch. The protagonist's character is distinct, with Fu Yinghan's domineering and affectionate character and Ruan Yunzheng's tenacity and perseverance coming to life on the page. The author's writing style is exquisite and vividly renders the atmosphere of sadomasochism, making readers feel the same. The novel is full of novelties, and the complex emotional entanglements between the male and female protagonists are fascinating. However, the minefield is that some of the plots are so sad and depressing that they may make readers cry. After reading this book, I felt very energetic and immersed in the protagonist's love and hatred. Readers who like sadomasochism themes should not miss "Bone-Eroting Sadomasochism"! 222 Is a relatively dark article, slightly bloody, so proceed with caution! It abuses the female protagonist in the early stage and the male protagonist in the later stage. 333 The point of tears in the sad article is that it is difficult to calm down. "I love fireworks to death, and you under the fireworks." Xiang Yu, in the next life, be braver, be lucky, and don't meet me again. Xiang Yu, can you keep me in the next life?

14. 14 蚀 A Cage That Eats Away at the Soul 蚀骨囚笼 An Jin Liang Liang安瑾凉凉Modern Romance107k WordsCompleted [Obsessive CEO + maximum angst + vengeful, powerful heroine + no getting back together] A word of warning: this book is extremely angsty. If you can’t handle that, don’t read it. The rest of the story follows the heroine as she is reborn, fights her way to the top, and mercilessly takes revenge on the hero. If you love angst, dive in! Who doesn’t know how terrifying the Mu family prison is? Anyone who goes in comes out barely alive. Yet Bai Shu survived there for five years, enduring an abdomina 2.4kReads8.0Score101Shelves
15. 15 直 Livestream Post Goes Viral! The Refined Scoundrel Is Losing Control 直播贴！全网疯！斯文败类失控中 Sui Wang随望Two Male Leads470k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + sweet romance and redemption + voice-actor online romance + a carefully laid seduction] [Soft, sweet, and innocent good boy + a cunning, secretly flirtatious top voice actor] Yan Nuo is a social recluse. With his fluffy, loosely curled light-gold hair, he looks well-behaved and easy to fool. Hoping to make some friends, he joins the voice-acting scene as a voice actor. Who would have thought a top star would appear out of nowhere and invite him to fake a couple act?! The top st 9.4kReads9.5Score1.6kShelves

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    The remaining 6 books are all written by the same author. Well, I have read some that are quite sad. Well, the first one is also a bit sad, but I think it is okay. But it's also the kind that can make you cry. If you don't cry, come to me. It's about two male protagonists. If you have two male protagonists, don't watch it.

16. 16 爆 An Upset Victory: A Top-Tier Star Gets Swept Away by a Nobody 爆冷：顶流被小糊咖拐跑了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads369k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled love + showbiz + happy ending] A doting, top-tier-star seme, A little-known, sickly uke. Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, the person who loved him most, so he nearly gave his life for another chance to meet him. But the Gu Zhiyan he meets again is no longer the poor kid he was a year ago. He has transformed into a top-tier star with tens of millions of fans and the sole heir to the Gu family, the foremost clan in Beijing’s elite circles. Gu Zhiyan shuts Lu Qing out completely. 9.1kReads9.3Score828Shelves
17. 17 万 The Most Hated Guy Is Seriously Fierce 万人嫌他超凶的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads379k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rekindled romance + everyone faces their comeuppance + happy ending] A sickly, universally disliked bottom, a top who’s an esports superstar. After receiving a diagnosis, Shen Ning cruelly abandoned Qin Jiu, the only person he had to rely on. Two years later, they met again. The penniless boy from back then had become a rising esports superstar. Shen Ning tried to explain, but a single stab ended all hope. Dragging his battered body along, he watched his beloved take the stage 8.1kReads9.2Score657Shelves
18. 18 小 That Little Trouble-Maker Is Absolutely Unhinged 小作精他超疯的 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads249k WordsCompleted [Male-male romance + rekindled love + entertainment industry + happy ending] A volatile, depressed, troublesome, sickly bottom in public and in private, A top who is emotionally impaired but an outstanding actor. Jiang Li is a madman. During a sugar-baby arrangement, he was the first to fall in love and become obsessed. He knew Yi Zhen didn't love him, yet he kept clinging to him, his body covered in wounds. He said, “I supported you for two years. Now it's your turn to support me for two years! 13kReads9.3Score1.1kShelves
19. 19 前 My Ex Is a Top-Tier Star, So I’ll Ride His Coattails, Hard! 前男友是顶流，我蹭，我硬蹭！ Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads267k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + rebirth + entertainment industry + rekindled romance] A beautiful, strong, tragic, sickly bottom-tier actor. A superstar idol top. The day Lin Ran was diagnosed with cancer, he held his final livestream. He thought it was goodbye, but never expected to receive an invitation to appear on a variety show. When they meet again, his ex-boyfriend has become a top-tier star with tens of millions of followers. He says, “Lin Ran, you're so shameless!” He says, “Lin Ran, are you sick?” H 11.7kReads9.2Score1.3kShelves
20. 20 绿 The Wild Little Tea-Green Psycho Can't Keep It Up Anymore 绿茶小疯子他野不动了 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads243k WordsCompleted [Dual Male Leads, Happy Ending] A handsome, bad-boy school bully as the pursuer, A sickly recipient who plays the pig to eat the tiger. When Wen Mo was nineteen, his parents brought him back home. His mother gave him his very first gift. He wore it with delight. A year later, a confirmed diagnosis made him realize it was his mother's death warrant for him! A genetic mutation, organ failure, and paralysis on one side of his body. In just two short months, he'd gone from full of life to nearly at 3.9kReads9.3Score385Shelves
21. 21 谁 Who Still Cares Whether Their Ex Lives or Dies After a Breakup? 谁家分手后还管前男友死活啊 Lemon and Cola柠檬加可乐Two Male Leads360k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + seductive, treacherous shou + devoted, fatherly gong + rekindled romance + a groveling pursuit] The biggest mistakes Song Qingyan ever made were acting on his own, making the first move, exposing their relationship, breaking up, and then trying to get back together without asking! He successfully drove himself to the brink of death over and over. The first time, his heart stopped for five minutes. The second time, his heart stopped for ten minutes. The third time, he nearly die 9kReads9.3Score739Shelves

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