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1. 1 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 104.6kReads9.7Score16.7kShelves

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   Fortunately, you never knew. Unfortunately, you never knew (T_T)/~~

2. 2 最 The Last Diary Entry 最后一篇日记 Sui Ying随楹Modern Romance13k WordsCompleted [Simplified Chinese edition signed for publication] I only used looking at the flowers as an excuse. All I really wanted was to see you once. 28.2kReads9.1Score5.3kShelves
3. 3 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 21.1kReads9.6Score5.5kShelves
4. 4 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 73.4kReads9.7Score13.4kShelves
5. 5 我 I Only Took a Peek at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 16kReads9.6Score3.7kShelves
6. 6 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 69kReads9.5Score13kShelves
7. 7 她 She Stopped Comforting Him 她不哄他了 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 90.3kReads9.6Score16.1kShelves

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   This novel was written by Qiu Riliang. This BE aesthetic is really touching [I almost cried] and the emotions are real. It tells the love story between Jiang Qiao and Xu Si. The core of the story of this novel lies in the undeclared love between the two, as well as Jiang Qiao's bravery and strength in the face of death and his concern for Xu Si. The novel vividly shows the heartbeat and helplessness of adolescence through delicate emotional descriptions [I almost cried]. It is worth reading and recommended!

8. 8 暗 This Grand, Silent Drama of Unrequited Love 暗恋这场声势浩大的哑剧 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance126k WordsCompleted A bittersweet youthful school romance about unrequited love from popular author Meng Zhiwan, and a companion novel to The Sad Little Thing Called a Secret Crush and The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain. This one-sided love story is a silent play with just one actor: me. Also known as The Moment I Speak, My Voice Disappears. Lonely girl Chen Ji VS sunny boy Lin Jingye. I carefully cherished you, and you became the only spring I ever had in my life. “Chen Ji, may you always be safe and well, overcome 20.8kReads9.6Score4.6kShelves

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   The first book of "Campus Secret Love Be", Wanwanda's golden classic "Campus Be", highly recommended!! In the second book, the male protagonist redeems the female protagonist, who has been secretly in love with him. Later, the heroine's friend and the male protagonist have an intersection and get together. The third book, a two-way secret love, the beginning has been foreshadowing the end, and there is no nonsense from beginning to end.

9. 9 风 Is the Wind Still Blowing? 风还在吹吗 T Steals Sesame BunsT偷麻头Modern Romance321k WordsCompleted [Bisexual, Mutual Secret Crush] [Male Lead Dies/Female Lead Dies for Love] Their similar names were a red thread secretly tied by the Matchmaker. Chen Shuye often felt secretly delighted by how much her name resembled Cheng Shuye's. Their similar names seemed to draw them closer and deepen their bond. In their senior year of high school, he said, “Chen Shuye, I’ve helped you so many times. So, can I copy your college application form?” Chen Shuye smiled. “Sure.” But after she called the police 2.8kReads9.2Score716Shelves
10. 10 偷 Secretly in Love 偷偷恋慕 Qi Xue栖雪Modern Romance535k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] [Roguishly handsome hero + sweet, well-behaved girl] [Secret crush comes true + sweet romance + devoted to each other] Zhou Jingsi once found a pink love letter tucked inside his math textbook. The young girl's handwriting was elegant, her strokes shy and hesitant. The letter was short and unsigned, containing only one line: “Seeing you today, I suddenly wanted to take you to Kekexili to see the sea.” Wen Shu did two daring things in her life. First, she wrote a 58.7kReads9.5Score6.4kShelves

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    I think these two are the ceiling of secret love novels

11. 11 玫 When the Roses Tremble 玫瑰轻颤时 Xi Gong Qingye西宫清野Modern Romance231k WordsCompleted [Long-planned love + love after marriage + an exemplary graduate of the gentleman's code + sweet, dazzling beauty + both leads are virgins] [Short drama now available] When Tang Ruo first meets Bo Yanting, he tells her to call him “big brother.” She keeps calling him that for more than a decade. But in their seventh year together, Bo Yanting falls for someone else. A stubborn, clumsy intern joins the company. He goes from calling her “that woman” and “idiot” to, eventually, “baby.” Later, the in 37.7kReads9.2Score2.4kShelves
12. 12 万 The Most Hated One Leapt to Their Death, and All the Powerful Figures Wept Until Their Eyes Were Red 万人嫌纵身一跃，大佬全员哭红眼 Zhouone周oneModern Romance511k WordsCompleted [No Second Chances After a Broken Relationship + Everyone Faces Their Comeuppance + Face-Slapping + Pure Satisfaction] To win over the male lead, Li Xiang pretended not to know what was happening and drank the spiked water, watching helplessly as one of her kidneys was transplanted into the sweet, innocent female lead. Afterward, the male lead promised to marry her to make it up to her. But on the wedding day, the female lead deliberately disappeared to ruin the ceremony, sending one powerful fi 19.4kReads5.8Score2.1kShelves

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    ① "She just lost a kidney, but Miss Jiang and the second master lost their love." "I heard that Miss Jiang was kidnapped this morning. This has happened before. I heard that it was all directed and acted by Li Xiang. I guess this time..." The discussion became louder and louder, and Li Xiang stood there, wearing a wedding dress. ②"Nothing. Are you hungry?" Yun Duo asked, "I was planning to order takeout, let's have a midnight snack?" "Okay." Yun Duo: "Okay, what do you want to eat?" After ordering the midnight snack together, Chi Wu went upstairs to take a shower, put on a comfortable cotton nightgown, and went downstairs with his wet hair held between his fingers. "Is it washed?" Yun Duo asked from Zong

13. 13 盛 A Perfect Summer Crush 盛夏满分暗恋 Qi Xue栖雪Modern Romance629k WordsCompleted [Signed for print publication | Secret crush becomes reality | Reunited after a breakup | Sweet romance | One-on-one, both leads faithful in body and heart] Shen Shengyi was known in Peking University's finance department for being carefree and flirtatious. He was picky, handsome, and hard to win over. With the cards stacked in favor of Heaven's Chosen, he was bold and rebellious, always surrounded by admirers and never short of friends. At a design competition, Chi Wu was pulled onstage at the 53.7kReads9.5Score6kShelves
14. 14 又 Another Journey (Complete in Two Volumes) 又一程（全二册） Zhou Xiaojiu粥小九Modern Romance326k WordsCompleted After the tragic death of her first love, Cheng Jianxi, photographer Cheng Shan develops hysteria, unable to bear a life without the one she loved. After recovering, she returns to China to accept a job offer, only to unexpectedly cross paths with Ye Zhen, the new CEO of Xinji and Cheng Jianxi's half-brother. This “mute” CEO, who suffers from aphasia, is just like the mountain that often appears in her dreams: silent and mysterious, yet giving her a sense of familiar safety that tempts her to kn 223Reads9.4Score—Shelves

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    I like them all very much. When I read them, I couldn't stop crying. The author's writing style is exquisite.

15. 15 春 When the Spring Breeze Stirs 春风乍起 A Hui Sa阿回卅Modern Romance177k WordsCompleted Seven years after they parted, Jing Zhe unexpectedly ran into the guy she had secretly loved in high school at the psychiatric clinic: the intern doctor Yi Yuheng. Separated by the long desk in the consultation room, they stared at each other in surprise. The two who had once been fiercely competitive in school still seemed evenly matched: She was weighed down by depression caused by attention deficit disorder (ADD), while his face clearly showed how thoroughly he had given up on himself. Fortun 8.3kReads9.6Score1.3kShelves
16. 16 她 Her Little Bellflower 她的小桔梗 Sweet Peach Yaoyao甜桃夭夭Modern Romance496k WordsCompleted A short drama adaptation is now available under the same title. [Fatherly devotion + nurturing romance + secret love] After a car accident leaves Wen Li in a vegetative state, her unrelated uncle, Fu Zheng, cares for her for three years. Her only wish before she dies is to hug the older man who stifles his sobs at night. Reborn at eighteen, Wen Li decides to return the older man Fu Zheng’s restrained, unspoken love. Her sudden closeness catches the usually composed and intelligent man off guard. 24.4kReads9.3Score3.7kShelves

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    Dads, just watch it, you greedy girl! So pretty

17. 17 桑 The Sang Method of Secretly Loving You 桑式暗恋法则 Gentle Scholar温柔文人Modern Romance235k WordsCompleted [Print edition now available] Sang You transmigrates back to the first day of her senior year of high school. The three years she struggled so hard to get through have been reset to square one. Thinking about those high school days, when she had nothing and even lost her hair, makes her want to die. Later, she stops wanting to die, but everyone says she’s gone crazy because, as a first-year student, she skips straight to her senior year not long after the school year begins. Why skip grades? To 37.6kReads9.6Score5.9kShelves

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    This book is really one of the best on a tomato scale. It's super beautiful. It writes about secret love very well. The author's writing style is very good and the sentences in it are also very beautiful. [Like][Like][Like]

18. 18 这 This Time, I'm Passionate 这一次热衷 Yun Duomian韵多眠Modern Romance55k WordsOngoing [Bad Ending + Mutual Secret Crush + School Life + Female Death + Not Based on Real People + Melodramatic] Wen Xiao lives in a broken family, but she never tells anyone just how completely it has left her in pieces. Then, by chance, a boy named Lin Qi tears away all her disguises. Perhaps Lin Qi is the person who understands her best in the world, and, at the same time, the one who understands her least. Wen Xiao knows that she and Lin Qi are completely different kinds of people. Her secret crush —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Two-way secret love, be, campus, life and death

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