Angst Stories That Will Wreck You (With Two Male Leads) 虐文（能把人虐死的那种）（双男主的）

1. 201 刃 Blade and Heart 刃与心 Faint Moonlight暗月微光Two Male Leads720k WordsOngoing An affection-starved, possessive young master × a long-suffering bodyguard and undercover spy Shen Yan is the eldest legitimate son of the Shen family. On the day he takes power, his father personally sends him an informant. Xie Xun, a handsome, stern personal bodyguard, is nothing but the old master’s most obedient dog in everyone else’s eyes. “I don’t keep dogs in my home.” He makes Xie Xun stand in the rain all night and sleep by the door, humiliating and tormenting him in every way, all to 884Reads8.4Score103Shelves

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   Look at this, it's beautiful

2. 202 救 Salvation in the Deep 救赎深陷 Moonlight Overflow0月月盈0Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Anthology + BL + pure love + possessiveness + angst + mental illness + healing + protagonists with psychological disorders] An anthology of four stories Story One: A repressed, obsessive, manic puppy-like top VS a gentle, slow-to-realize bunny-like bottom (Li Zize and Shen Luochen). Complete. First the top suffers, then the bottom. A calculating man edges closer step by step, driving away everyone around him so he can keep his love all to himself. Story Two: A bottom with severe mental illness 38Reads—Score—Shelves
3. 203 爱 Loving You Was No Passing Fancy 爱你非一时兴起 Moonlight Overflow0月月盈0Two Male Leads402k WordsCompleted [Two male leads + vulnerable bottom + coercive love + unhinged + physical and emotional abuse] A mentally ill, unhinged top and a pitiful bottom University and the working world Some angst, second male lead gets the love interest [Hypocritical, cold, pretends to be dominant top; timid, insecure, obedient bottom] Coercion begins after chapter 100 Lu Yuanming's family was very wealthy, but his parents paid him no attention and sent him to school near his grandmother's home. Yun Zhou had seen Lu Yu 65Reads—Score—Shelves
4. 204 局 Love in the Game 局中的爱 Moonlight Overflow0月月盈0Two Male Leads117k WordsCompleted (Childhood sweetheart + new arrival + forced love + heartbreak + heartbreak) Bad ending Everyone thinks Jian Zhao should die. His father, his older brother, and even people who have only happened to hear about his past all think so. Even his mother hopes he would leave because he never stands up for himself. Perhaps everyone else would be glad to hear of his death, or even hope he went to hell after he died. But they don’t know that, in Jian Zhao’s heart, a place without Gu Yi is the real hell —Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 205 孤 Guardian of the Lonely Isle 孤屿守护者 Listening to the Wind on the Plains原上听风Two Male Leads620k WordsCompleted After running into danger during a mountain patrol and vanishing, Fang Yu miraculously returned on the seventh day. But was he truly himself, or an "avatar" assimilated by some ancient, frigid ecological consciousness deep in the Greater Khingan Mountains? Did he return to protect them, or did his return herald the beginning of a far greater and more merciless natural process? The many strange developments left his partner, Ye Zhihan, deeply suspicious. Caught between the scientific understandin 43Reads8.8Score—Shelves

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   The two male protagonists must be tortured, the kind that tears can't do, there are laughter and tears, heart-wrenching and liver-wrenching

6. 206 时 Secrets in the Folds of Time 时间褶皱里的秘密 Listening to the Wind on the Plains原上听风Two Male Leads128k WordsCompleted At midnight, the hands of an old clock turned backward. The cold gleam of the badge worn by 30-year-old Shen Yanzhe caught the sight of 26-year-old Shi Mingyu murmuring to empty air. The streets folded in the torrential rain, and his partner, missing for three years, crawled out of a mirror, clutching a bloodstained list of artifacts. A silver glow seeped from the wound on Shi Mingyu’s arm, reflecting Shen Yanzhe’s final glimpse of him disappearing in a blaze of light. When the studio’s wind chi 14Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 207 前 My Ex Is Back for Another Shot! 前男友，他吃回头草了！ Stirring the Years惊起流年13k WordsCompleted My Ex-Boyfriend Is Back for Another Shot! 2.4kReads—Score—Shelves

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   Give it a try

8. 208 宁 I'd Rather Fall into the Ninth Hell Than Long for You 宁坠九幽不思君 Hong Jian Yu Ling鸿渐于陵11k WordsCompleted I'd Rather Fall into the Nine Hells Than Long for You 14Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Put a dark style that is relatively rare in female videos.

9. 209 她 She Is Like the Deep Sea 她似深海 The Strange One at Midnight夜半的诡Modern Romance577k WordsOngoing She is like the deep sea. After knowing Su Nian for twenty years, loving her for ten, and hating her for another ten, that is the most accurate way I can describe her. I thought I had seen all of her, but I couldn’t even begin to measure her depth. My name is Lu Chen. Ten years ago, she left me and went back to another man. I spent ten years building Chenyu, building a respectable, successful life without her. Ten years later, she sent her resume to my company. Her credentials were as polishe 9Reads—Score—Shelves

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   "She Is Like the Deep Sea" - a reunion that begins with revenge, an ultimate reversal about substitutes, misunderstandings and love as deep as the sea. When ten years of hatred collided with ten years of silent guardianship, when the hunter thought he was in control of the situation, little did he know that he had stepped step by step into the deep sea that seemed calm but could swallow up everything in the past.

10. 210 不 Abyss of the Undying: You Can't Escape 不死深渊：你逃不掉的 Little Jiuhong小九红Two Male Leads615k WordsCompleted [Imprisonment + two male leads + one-on-one + obsessive + pathological + forced love + mutual amnesia + prison + winning back the husband + physical and emotional torment] [Devoted, love-struck top + hot-tempered, irritable bottom] Mu Yan has been kidnapped, more than once. He's always believed Jiang Yuanyu is his nemesis, the culprit who ruined everything. He hates Jiang Yuanyu for destroying his life, and tries to destroy him in turn through abuse, games, torture, and suicide. But does he real 98Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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    Recommend this one

11. 211 公 The Young Master Moves to the Countryside 公子落乡间 Chang'an Is in the North长安在北Ancient Romance627k WordsOngoing A pure-love, 1v1 sweet romance | Cold-faced imperial censor x orphaned herb-gatherer While investigating a case away from home, Imperial Censor Lu Heng accidentally falls in a remote countryside area. He’s lucky to be rescued by Shen Suxin, an orphan who gathers medicinal herbs. To rest and recover in peace, he simply pretends to have lost his memory and stays in her little farmhouse. Once a stern, imposing official at court, he now has to rely on someone else’s hospitality. The heroine even lay 269Reads—Score—Shelves

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    [Awkward laugh][awkward laugh][awkward laugh]

12. 212 月 Moonset in Warm Embrace 月落温怀 Chang'an Is in the North长安在北Ancient Romance259k WordsCompleted Wen Lin and Song Changyue have been married for ten years, and theirs is a loving marriage. Still, whenever Wen Lin looks at Song Changyue, he can't help wondering whether she regrets it. After all, he was the one who ruined her match back then. She said she didn't like living in a grand, secluded household, yet in the end, she still has to devote herself to its affairs. 64Reads—Score130Shelves
13. 213 郭 General Guo's Physician Jiang 郭将军的姜大夫 Zhang Jiulang九郎张Two Male Leads327k WordsCompleted [Guo Chengyu x Jiang Xiaoshuai] Even if I lived another life, I would still find you. “Maybe I didn't love you enough in my last life.” “I want Doctor Jiang to love me willingly, not just be carried away by passion. I'll wait as long as it takes.” “Don't be afraid. I'll always be here.” “From now on, I'll be by your side.” “Guo Huaijin, I love you.” 65Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Just brag about yourself

14. 214 雪 Snowfall in the Dark Alley 雪落暗巷 Huai Qin Nan An淮秦南安Two Male Leads203k WordsCompleted (The main story is complete) [One-on-one pure romance, not your typical angsty love story] Xie Fusang × Pei Yiliu/Ruan Yue Bottom with a psychological disorder × psychiatrist top Original title: Drowned At three in the morning after the first snow, there were not only plum blossoms ready to bloom, but also a notebook beneath the thin snow, holding memories and love. It snowed for three days and three nights, and the thin layer of snow grew deep. Strange. The notebook had no water on it, so why 167Reads—Score—Shelves

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    "Wei Han, I want to punish you and make you my lifelong friend." "Brother, I didn't cause any trouble today." "I also want to... Say a few more words to you..."

15. 215 红 Red and White, Misaligned 红白错 Gu Yunbai古韵白Two Male Leads318k WordsOngoing Xie Kezhen is the young owner of a funeral business in Huicheng, known by office workers as a “stingy rich kid.” Wu Zhuo is the small-business owner of Yuanzhuo Weddings. He weaves beautiful words while officiating weddings, but once he steps off the stage, he barely says a thing. After a mix-up on a blind date, Wu Zhuo mistakes Xie Kezhen for someone else, but Xie Kezhen can't get him out of his head. Flowers, fixing the hallway light, sending business his way, playing the suona in a Western re 306Reads—Score103Shelves

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    Want to chase five different candies in one go? Gu Yunbai's collection of two male protagonists has a twist hidden in each book - the biggest fear during the holidays is not being able to stop after opening the first book. 1. "The Wrong Red and White" misidentified the blind date, but he carved the person into his mind - sending flowers, repairing lanterns and playing the suona, chasing the white and red affairs and bumping into each other, can he still end up with it? 2. On the eighth anniversary of "Tian Nuan", he opened the door of his house with a cake in hand and saw that the person beside him had a new love - what can a person who has been hollowed out for five years do to believe in again? 3. "Snowy Journey Home" A young man from the south was sitting alone on a bench by the river in the middle of the night. He obviously drove away, so why did he come back? 4. "Twelve-Year-Old Temperature Difference, All About I Love You" The president who drove away four assistants in half a year was finally replaced by a cup of tea that was exactly 55 degrees - who brought that cup of tea? 5. "Redemption in the Autumn Light" A boy delivering food for school fees fainted from heatstroke. When he woke up, a strange man sat next to him - he said he wanted to support you. Do you believe it?

16. 216 添 A Touch of Warmth 添暖 Gu Yunbai古韵白Two Male Leads308k WordsCompleted Dual male leads + Age gap + Healing in the everyday hustle and bustle + Modern city life + Realistic tone Tang Xiaoman VS Du Chang'an After five years as a househusband, he discovers the ugliest betrayal on their eighth anniversary... Tang Xiaoman has always believed that "a little fullness is enough." From their awkward school days to becoming the one who stayed home to cook, he spent five years of his youth immersed in the little details of everyday life. His eyes and heart held only the pers 819Reads8.3Score114Shelves
17. 217 雪 Snowfall on the Road Home 雪漫归途 Gu Yunbai古韵白Two Male Leads288k WordsCompleted Northeastern big potato Zhang Feng vs. Southern little bean sprout Chen Zui Modern + quality fiction + two male leads + urban life + happy ending + sweet romance + realism + mutual redemption + bittersweet The river breeze in Jishi always carried a bone-chilling bite, much like Zhang Feng, who was thirty-six. Fresh off a breakup, he scraped by doing rideshare work that barely paid, muddling through life amid the old town’s everyday bustle. Life had worn his heart rough and heavy. Then, one late 285Reads—Score—Shelves
18. 218 钦 Qinlin Maple Realm 钦临枫境 Gu Yunbai古韵白Two Male Leads270k WordsCompleted [Modern sweet romance between two men in the workplace] When a demanding CEO meets an all-around assistant, this workplace story that begins in the break room hides a spark stronger than the aroma of tea. Bai Moqin, CEO of Xingchen Technology and an Oxford-educated business elite, had a strict rule: tea had to be served at exactly 55 degrees Celsius. He had gone through four assistants in six months. Then Lin Feng, a sunny young man who had graduated from H University's investment program, walke 310Reads8.0Score—Shelves
19. 219 秋 Redemption in the Autumn Light 秋光里的救赎 Gu Yunbai古韵白Two Male Leads573k WordsCompleted Ding Xiaoqiu’s name carries two stories: his surname comes from Dean Ding of the orphanage, while his given name commemorates the autumn day he was found. Just after his eighteenth birthday, he set off for the capital, earning money for tuition by delivering takeout. One day, he collapsed from heatstroke. When he woke, the appearance of a stranger quietly changed the course of his life… 405Reads8.1Score—Shelves
20. 220 他 His Deadly Tenderness Trapped Me in an Endless Cycle of Reincarnation 他的致命温柔，把我困在无尽轮回里 Floating Life in the Mountains山居浮生21k WordsCompleted His Lethal Tenderness Trapped Me in an Endless Cycle of Reincarnation 13Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Recommended, nice looking

21. 221 癫 Crazy Baby: Cuddle Me or I'll Die! 癫宝：不贴贴就会嘎！ Alone in Chang'an独自长安Two Male Leads229k WordsCompleted [A parallel timeline where many things differ from the normal world.] Jiang Lan died, then came back to life. He also got bound to a System that would kill him if he didn’t get close to the villain. In this new life, he asks for neither true love nor genuine affection, only eternal life~ Love? Just an obstacle on the road to survival. But why does this darn System insist that he follow the plot? He’ll get killed if he doesn’t follow it, too… This is so hard! 266Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    Two male protagonists.

22. 222 揽 Gathering Dust: BL Collection 揽尘【BL合集】 Storm-Tossed Roujiamo暴风卷馍Two Male Leads225k WordsOngoing Two male leads, a collection of short stories First person, shou’s perspective Collection One: After Sunset Transmigration, futuristic fantasy I transmigrated into the future, only to discover I had already been there for a long time. Open ending Collection Two: Worship the Serpent Ancient setting, supernatural beings After worshipping a god, I became the object of its obsession. Happy ending Collection Three: Encountering a Ghost Modern setting, supernatural The person I took in turned out t —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Suspense plot, torture, push

23. 223 涸 An Encounter in a Dried-Up Riverbed 涸辙之遇 Chen Ming from Bazhong巴中陈茗Two Male Leads190k WordsOngoing The Taowu people were massacred in Fujin and fled to the neighboring country of Dawo, hiding in the dense mountains and forests of Blackgate. The Dawo government searched for them year after year and finally found their trail. Now the Taowu people are trapped with nowhere to turn... —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Abuse, new book

24. 224 诀 City of Farewells 诀别之城 Ye Family Member Who Loves Cabbage and Celery爱吃白菜芹菜的叶家人Modern Romance533k WordsCompleted Three years ago, a devastating betrayal left Yang Jie heartbroken, and she called off the wedding she had looked forward to all her life. She thought she and Ye Mao would have nothing more to do with each other. Three years later, the man who had hurt her so deeply appeared before her again, quietly pleading for forgiveness. The real estate industry is a cutthroat world, and people are hard to read. Her former lover presses closer at every turn, and their old feelings refuse to fade. This time 1Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This is a tragic love novel based on the difficult survival of real estate practitioners. It tells the story of real estate practitioner Yang Jie's growth from love career. This is not a cool story about rebirth and time travel. It's a story that needs to be sat down and savored slowly

25. 225 我 I'm a Coder, I'm the Universe 我是码农，我是宇宙 Writer 5TTPWu作家5TTPWuUrban2.5M WordsOngoing This is a high-concept novel that combines realism, business, science fiction, and the intellectual thrill of a power fantasy. It’s a new kind of web fiction, unlike traditional stories that rely on emotional wish fulfillment! Zhang Wei uses SAP as his System to cultivate immortality and attain the Dao! Yes, you read that right! The same SAP as the German ERP system! Zhang Wei’s System! This sly guy actually built a cultivation path around SAP, from Foundation Establishment to Core Formation, Na 118Reads9.1Score—Shelves

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    5 Staying up late to read "New Cool Articles" will definitely quench your thirst! "Batch of Joy" used to be an invincible and cool book on martial arts, but this book is a cool book on partial literature. Especially people who don't understand programming feel more comfortable reading it, because they don't understand but the protagonist feels very cool. The main thing is to create a kind of invincibility, one that is imaginable, one that makes me feel the same, and this kind of invincibility in literature is invincibility in knowledge.

26. 226 偏 But When He Left, the Whole Garden Was in Spring 偏他去时春满园 Flying Peacock会飞的孔雀Two Male Leads100k WordsCompleted When Gu Lan heard he had only ten months left to live, he was unexpectedly calm and accepting. Looking back on his life, it had been a complete mess. In this world, he was nothing more than a pathetic nobody whom no one cared about... Perhaps no one would cry for him when his life finally came to an end... Gu Lan accepted the outcome without resistance. After all, ever since he returned to this family, he had never received anything. If that was the case, why should he be afraid of losing anythi 100Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    This book is super cruel, with only 32 short chapters (including extras), he has no aura as the protagonist, and he died in the end. He came at a bad time, but he left the garden at a good time. [Crying] I really cried to death

27. 227 丧 Stray Dog 丧家犬 A Bite of Coconut Jelly吃一口椰冻Two Male Leads317k WordsCompleted [Reader advisory: A cruel lover faces retribution in this angst-heavy story. First person, bad ending.] [Contracted for publication] [Cold, elite, callous top x rough, middle-aged bottom] Zhou Xian was reborn. In his previous life, he died like a stray dog on the day his former lover Shen Wen married the man he had always loved. This time, he was reborn three months before his death. To get revenge, he asked Shen Wen to date him for one last three months. * Successful in his career, Shen Wen had 591Reads9.3Score105Shelves
28. 228 魂 Soul Transmigration into the Regent’s White Moonlight 魂穿摄政王的白月光 Spring Night Shan Nainai春夜山奈奈Two Male Leads691k WordsOngoing [Two male leads + equally powerful leads + tragic romance + older top + heart-wrenching + chasing his wife to the crematorium + white moonlight romance + toxic love + depressing + happy ending] Emergency room doctor Shen Shi'an died suddenly before the operating table. When he opened his eyes again, he was lying on an unfamiliar jade bed. The man before him held power over the entire court. He gently stroked Shen Shi'an's cheek, but in his eyes was the reflection of someone else. “Jinghe,” Xie 1.7kReads8.2Score162Shelves

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    There is abuse and sweetness, and the sweetness is mixed with abuse. I enjoyed reading the two chapters updated today. The intimate scene was so fragrant and sad. The food I was given was sweet but bloody. It was so exciting [Adoration]

29. 229 戏 The Play Tells of Him and His Story 戏文说他和他的事 Northern Sacred Emperor北圣皇Historical577k WordsCompleted Two male leads, heartbreaking romance, political intrigue Gu Mingshu is a peerless opera star, a man whose beauty is the envy of all. He moves through a dazzling, complicated world of fame and fortune, caught in a vortex of political intrigue. Li Moning, young master of the Heishuimen, is domineering yet deeply devoted. He treats Gu Mingshu as his personal possession, using confinement to assert his control. Then there's Xiao Changyu, a battle-hardened general who goes from a passing interest to —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    I recommend this book, an ancient book about sadomasochism with two male protagonists. Enough to torture the middle.

30. 230 樊 Dawn Within the Cage 樊笼内的破晓 Old Qinggan老青柑Modern Romance350k WordsCompleted Some people are born trapped in a cage. Invisible barriers, woven from the soil of one’s upbringing, the path laid out in advance, the constraints of one’s surroundings, the cocoon of one’s perceptions, and the shackles of morality, build a cold, solid cage that holds her captive. She is raised within it, as if this were all life could ever be. If she does not awaken, if she does not save herself, the ending is clear: the cage will silently devour her, and she will vanish in a slow death. Yet de 7Reads9.3Score—Shelves

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    It makes me cry, it's so real and beautiful

31. 231 重 Reborn as a Special Forces Soldier: Brother, Don’t Do Anything Reckless 重生之特种兵：兄弟你别乱来 Mo Yan Aaa墨衍AaaUrban875k WordsCompleted [Elite Agent + Military + Two Male Leads + Deep Brotherhood + Passionate Growth] Eighteen-year-old prodigy sniper Bai Ye has a pair of different-colored eyes that conceal a secret. He joins the Blood Wolf Special Forces Squad. His left eye sees in the dark like a wolf, while his right eye has extraordinary color vision. Armed with the Night Star sniper rifle, he never misses a shot. But what the squad fears most isn't his gun. It's his older brother, Bai Chen, whom they call the Living Hades. “I 768Reads9.4Score165Shelves

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    I cried and laughed while watching this. My mother said I was sick [laughs]

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