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1. 1 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 123.8kReads9.7Score19.8kShelves

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   You have to write Be! You can't just write about Be's top aesthetics! The real be is not torture for the sake of torture, but an irresistible fate. There is no deliberate arrangement, everything is logical, everyone is normal, even kind, and things still slide irrevocably towards tragedy, densely packed like a big net, and everyone is caught in it; if the building is about to collapse, no one will be spared.

2. 2 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 25.9kReads9.6Score6.5kShelves
3. 3 她 She Stopped Comforting Him 她不哄他了 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 107.1kReads9.6Score19kShelves

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   This book is super cruel, you can read it

4. 4 s SANity Plummeting! Host, Stop Trying to Win Him Over san值狂掉，请宿主停止攻略 Peach Blossom Soup桃花羹Two Male Leads1.0M WordsCompleted [Two male leads + crematorium chase + happy ending] “Make him fall in love with you, then abandon him without mercy. Get your corruption points, then make him regret everything.” The System issued the mission in a flat, emotionless voice. Luo Shi'an: “???” First world. The male lead gradually broke Luo Shi'an's pride, trampling all over his self-respect. Yet after Luo Shi'an died, the man went mad clutching his corpse, repeating over and over that he loved him and wanted to marry him. Second wor 4.7kReads9.4Score632Shelves

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   ①The first world: Luo Shian's pride was broken bit by bit by the male protagonist, and all his self-esteem was trampled under the feet of adults. When he died, he went crazy holding his body, repeating over and over again that he loved him and wanted to marry him. The second world: Luo Shijing tried his best to be a good master, but in the end an iron chain penetrated his shoulder blade. The male protagonist's blackening soared, and he strangled him by the neck and wanted him to die, but in the end he cried and begged him to stay. Every separation is for a better reunion. I am willing to be entangled in thorns, watered by pain, and rejected by the world. The afterglow of the setting sun is my gentle whisper to you, and the bitter sea water is my longing for you day and night. Everything will be fine. Luo, I will always be your most loyal lover. 11 Jing Xingyuan ② Zhuang Ziang has been the so-called child of other people since he was a child. He is a good student every year and ranks first in the exam. Because his parents divorced, his father reorganized the family and his father did not love his mother. At the age of eighteen, Zhuang Ziang was diagnosed with a terminal illness and had only three months left to live. In the last three months, Zhuang Ziang decided to release his inner rebellion and wildness and be his true self. In the last three months, while climbing over the wall to skip school, he met the girl Su Yudie by chance. During the last journey of his life, a ray of light shone in. In the end, Zhuang Zhou dreamed of a butterfly. You are both a gift and a calamity. ③The first world: "I love someone, but there is no possibility for me and him" "He may never know that I am the person who loves him" "But as long as I love him, it will be fine" "I will kiss my mirror affectionately as if he is kissing me with love" The second world "The sad ending of ten lives" "No regrets, no complaints" "I just hope my lover can remember the promise we made" "No complaints in this life" "Because you fell in love with me again "Even if you kill me with your own hands, maybe I only blame fate for not being bound for a long time."

5. 5 裂 Sunlight Through the Cracks 裂缝里的阳光 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 115.8kReads9.8Score14kShelves
6. 6 我 [Quick Transmigration] My Host Is a Total Masochist 【快穿】我的宿主他是个抖M Luo Xia Qing Jiu洛下清九Two Male Leads559k WordsCompleted [A deeply immersed role-player who writes his own script for every conquest and keeps everything under control, an emotionally detached, unhinged drama queen on the bottom × A devoted, indulgent, all-capable loyal puppy on top who starts out watching the show, then gets drawn in himself and even asks the director for more scenes] Wei Shuli, a Contract Holder notorious for being a “death-defying lunatic,” accepts a mission and binds himself to Conquest System 026. Thus begins his journey through 94Reads8.9Score—Shelves
7. 7 攻 My Target Has Turned Evil? Then I'll Die One More Time 攻略对象黑化了？那就再死一次 Shi Lili时笠笠Two Male Leads664k WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration, top protagonist + sickly and delicate + utterly unhinged + coercion + nothing but acting skills = an unconventional 1v1] For normal people, a dramatic reunion means panic and confusion, heartfelt explanations, and a happy ending. But Qin Yili has never been normal! Facing the enemy emperor who has returned for revenge, he breaks his own bones one by one and smiles as he always did. “Are you satisfied with how I ended up?” The young master, who has bipolar disorder and was 4.3kReads9.3Score412Shelves
8. 8 死 The Villain Who Wanted Me Dead Cried After I Faked My Death 死遁后，想让我死的反派哭了 Southern Sesame Paste南方芝麻胡Ancient Romance503k WordsCompleted [Quick Transmigration + Conquest of Villains + Bittersweet Endings in Each World + Happy Ending Overall] World One: An emperor who can read minds... World Two: A split-personality vampire duke... World Three: A calculating CEO who’s a master of pretense... Everyone knows the Conquest Department is the most generously rewarded department at System HQ. Hoping to earn enough to quit early and live a lazy life, Fan Xi, a powerhouse from the logistics department, sets off on the road to conquerin 633Reads6.9Score100Shelves
9. 9 鸩 A Cup of Poisoned Wine, and Drunk with You 鸩酒一杯与君醉 Flowing Wind流风Two Male Leads60k WordsCompleted Blurb: When they first met, he was a subject, and he risked his life to take a sword meant for the other man. Later, that man became emperor, wiped out his entire family, stripped away his pride, and forcibly kept him by his side. He waited, full of hope, for his elder brother to return victorious, but all he received was a cold corpse. In the end, he drank poison in front of everyone, smiling like a spring breeze. “Your Majesty, I offer my life as the price of regicide. May you live for all ete 1.7kReads8.0Score202Shelves
10. 10 可 Did You Know? Our Parting Is Forever 可知归期是永决 Spring Thunder Cannon春雷炮Ancient Romance40k WordsCompleted Dong Lean had loved Fo Xichao for ten years. At last, she got the marriage she had long awaited. Unfortunately, he hated her with all his heart. He took a new wife and humiliated Dong Lean at every turn. Her father tried to protect her, kneeling outside the prince's manor for a long time without rising, and paid for it with his life. That day, Dong Lean locked herself inside the courtyard and lit the firestarter on the table with her own hands. The blaze devoured the eaves. She stood amid the fl 2kReads5.5Score—Shelves
11. 11 不 Wait, Bro, How Did You Become a Succubus Everyone Loves? 不是，哥们？你是咋成魅魔万人迷 A Long Sigh长叹一声Urban3.8M WordsOngoing (Succubus + winning back the husband + lighthearted comedy + everyday campus life + no System + not reborn + sweet and angsty) A gambling-addicted dad, an alcoholic mom, a sick little sister, and a broken-hearted him. To make money, Lu Xing chose to provide emotional support instead of doing either brainwork or manual labor. Everyone knows Lu Xing is the humble pursuer of the aloof campus beauty Wei Qingyu. He loves her to his very core and takes care of her in every possible way! Wei Q 264.9kReads9.5Score16.2kShelves

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    Laugh when you see something funny, otherwise you will cry

12. 12 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 92.1kReads9.7Score16.7kShelves

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    Abuse article recommended, highly recommended

13. 13 我 I Only Sneaked a Glance at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 18.6kReads9.6Score4.3kShelves
14. 14 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 83.2kReads9.5Score15.8kShelves
15. 15 梧 Wutong Lane 梧桐巷 Song Che Doesn't Eat Fish宋澈不吃鱼Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Bright and kind-hearted Ning Wan x gentle genius Song Qingyan] [Love at first sight + Secret love comes true + Youthful heartache + BE] When the innocent, sunny Ning Wan fell in love with Song Qingyan at first sight, he was the golden boy in everyone's eyes. She wrote her secret feelings in her diary, planning to keep them to herself. By a twist of fate, Song Qingyan became her temporary guardian. During the days when she was ostracized and bullied, he became the light in her life. She held on 39.2kReads9.6Score8.6kShelves

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    Thinking about how difficult it will be for me to meet you again in this life, I will inevitably choke up.

16. 16 见 Meeting Summer 见夏天 As Always, An'an安安如故Modern Romance254k WordsCompleted Xia Linxi x Tang Yu Xia Linxi is a sophomore with excellent grades and impeccable conduct. Tang Yu is a carefree bar singer. They’re worlds apart, with nothing in common. No one could have imagined that one day the two of them would end up together. In a dark alley, Xia Linxi saw Tang Yu locked in an intimate embrace with a strange woman, but she simply left in silence. She believed the man before her was nothing like the womanizing facade he showed the world. She saw right through him at a glan 2.3kReads8.5Score444Shelves

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    Especially sad [crying] [crying]

17. 17 黑 Black Parasol Tree 黑色梧桐 Halfmoon Mountain半月山Modern Romance1.6M WordsCompleted Nan Zhu was kept by You Chao for three years, summoned whenever he wanted and dismissed whenever he was done. She thought the day he grew tired of her would be the day she was finally free. She never expected that even after he tired of her, she would still die inside the cage You Chao had built for her. A fallen heiress VS a calculating, sinister madman 142Reads8.1Score117Shelves

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    The Cage of Entrapment: The Struggle between Love and Confinement The down-and-out daughter Nanzhu has been raised by the sinister CEO Youchao for three years. Like a bird in a cage, she comes and goes when she is summoned. She hoped that she would be free one day, but unexpectedly, even if she was rejected, she would still be trapped in love and prison. [The daughter of the down-and-out richest man × The dark and crazy batch]

18. 18 一 A Flower, a Jug of Wine, an Immortal; Sleeping or Drunk, I Live Forever 一花一酒一仙人，亦眠亦醉亦长生 Eat a Billion Less少吃亿点Eastern Fantasy1.0M WordsCompleted [This book is also known as The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring] [The print edition of The Nine Tales of Peach Blossom Spring goes on sale at 7 p.m. on November 15!] [Immortality + taking disciples + no female lead + lighthearted comedy, no tearjerkers] When your master serves food, you spin the table; when your master chants a spell, you chatter away. When your master rests, you sing; when your master sleeps in, you bang on a pot. Your master is immortal, but your life is short; your master 228.6kReads9.5Score28.1kShelves

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    I don't know whether it's torture or not, but it's a kind of cruelty to the people who read the book. It's a critical blow with a knife.

19. 19 薄 Goodbye Forever, Brother Bo 薄哥哥，再也不见了 Bunny Pillow兔兔抱枕Modern Romance234k WordsCompleted [Heartbreaking] When she learned she had only a year to live, Bo Qingyuan fled, escaping the hell Bo Muchao had kept her in for six years. She was an unwanted extra, taken in when the Bo family adopted Bo Yinyin. For five years, she served as a bone marrow donor for Bo Yinyin. After Yinyin died, everyone called her a murderer and said she had to atone. Six years imprisoned, six years tormented. Surely she had paid for even the gravest sin by now? At the end of her life, she said, “Brother Bo, le 2.1kReads6.7Score107Shelves

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    The heroine was used as a bone marrow bank for five years and tortured for six years. No matter how great the sin, she should be atoned for!

20. 20 宫 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 60.3kReads9.7Score9kShelves

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    This is really cruel, it makes my heart hurt.

21. 21 大 My Freshman Internship: You Went to Site 749 to Contain Monsters 大一实习，你跑去749收容怪物 Gaara's Sand我爱罗的沙Urban3.9M WordsOngoing [Decisive killing] [How could any monster be good?] [All monsters deserve to die] [Ruthless] During his sophomore summer vacation, Lu Ding had planned to use the time to take an internship and earn some living expenses. Who could have expected that the construction site where he interned would excavate a bleeding stone? The workers fled one after another, but Lu Ding charged in with a rotary hammer. After transmigrating to this world nearly twenty years ago, Lu Ding’s golden finger, the Monster 696.3kReads9.5Score50.2kShelves
22. 22 旧 Old Stories, New Beginnings 旧故新长 Poetry Without Tea诗无茶Two Male Leads102k WordsCompleted A hugely popular, tearjerking yet heartwarming novel about two men, death and rebirth, falling and redemption. The vulnerable young man with depression, Li Chishu × the gentle, devoted Shen Baoshan For years, Li Chishu’s attempts to take his own life failed, thanks to me pulling him back from the brink time and time again. But I never imagined his resolve to leave this world was so absolute. At last, on a night when I wasn’t watching closely enough, he jumped from the building. I couldn’t reach 32.9kReads9.8Score2.7kShelves

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    The two of HE also fell in love, but they were extremely abusive. The protagonist was in poor health, suffered from severe depression, and committed suicide.

23. 23 与 After Breaking Ties with My Parents, I Embarked on Hardcore Cultivation 与父母决裂后，我开启硬核修仙 One Egg O一蛋OEastern Fantasy1.1M WordsOngoing [Feel-Good Power Fantasy + Regret Arc + Ruthless Cultivation System + No Saintly Heroics + Hate Me and I'll Get Stronger + Decisive and Merciless] Lu Jin transmigrates into a top cultivation family in a world of immortal cultivation! His father is a powerful leader of the righteous path, and his mother is the sole heir of the Wind and Thunder Sword Pavilion. His maternal grandfather is the former master of the Wind and Thunder Sword Pavilion, and his cultivation has already reached the Half-Step —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    My parents broke up and I practiced the ruthless way.

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