I Need an Angsty Romance: There's Hate, but Even More Love 急需酸涩文，就是有恨，但更多的是爱

1. 1 你 If You Leave, I’ll Miss You Most 你若离去最相思 A Strong Wind Late in the Day晚来风急Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted Years later, the people of Yucheng still treated that scandalous tale of the wealthy as a favorite topic of idle conversation. A shrewd woman from the streets had clawed her way to the top and become the pampered wife of a ridiculously rich man. She was addicted to gambling and had once racked up ten million in gambling debts. She was vulgar and flashy, a notorious social butterfly. And yet Gu Hansheng still doted on her. Until this wicked woman of the century dug her own grave and caused th 2.2kReads8.9Score141Shelves

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   💔 In Yucheng, there is such a secret story about a wealthy family that makes people talk about it. Liang Shu, a city girl, succeeded in rising to the top through her own means and became the wife of an extremely wealthy family. However, she was addicted to gambling and owed tens of millions of gambling debts. She was even a famous social butterfly. And all of this seemed not that important in Gu Hansheng's eyes. He doted on her and loved her until the evil woman of that century killed the white moonlight in his heart... 🚗 We met on a rainy night. It was a rainy night in midsummer. Liang Shu was taken to Yushan Villa to donate blood to the woman Gu Hansheng valued. Her hair was messy and her clothes were soaked, but she was still so beautiful that it made people's hearts beat. Gu Hansheng, the man standing at the top of the pyramid in Yucheng, saw her for the first time. The story between them, starting from this moment, is destined to be extraordinary. 💉 Donating blood to save lives, love is as deep as the sea Liangshu did not hesitate to donate his own blood in order to save the woman in Gu Hansheng's heart. She endured the pain and watched the bright red blood withdraw from her body, but only for that meager reward. However, she had already left a deep impression in Gu Hansheng's heart. 💰 Debt-ridden and ill-fated Liang Shu had a simple life experience. He had no father or mother. He grew up in an orphanage and was later adopted by a woman from an underground bank. She hangs out in Yucheng's underground casinos and does whatever it takes to make money. However, behind all this, there is an unknown bitterness. The debt she owed was like a mountain, weighing her down. 💔 Intertwined love and hate, deep affection Gu Hansheng's feelings for Liang Shu are complicated. He hated her for killing Bai Yueguang in his heart, but he couldn't help being attracted to her. Liang Shu's feelings for Gu Hansheng are also conflicting. She knew she couldn't be with him, but she couldn't let go of her dependence and attachment to him. The love between them is like a war without gunpowder, full of love, hate and unswerving affection.

2. 2 阴 The Brooding Top Is Always Crying in the Seductive Tycoon's Arms! 阴湿攻，他总在钓系大佬怀里哭！ Baijiu250白酒250Two Male Leads1.1M WordsCompleted [Completed] Xu Sui wakes up to a world-shattering shock. His wife, with whom he'd shared a love-hate relationship and a forced romance, has killed herself. She's completely dead, leaving him behind, frail, helpless, and crying out for care. Xu Sui silently looks at the engagement ring he'd secretly prepared, along with the betrothal gifts he'd spent years putting together. His composure slowly crumbles, and he grows increasingly unhinged. “If you're a ghost, haunt me like a demon for the rest of 8kReads8.4Score586Shelves

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   It's very, very beautiful, with lots of twists and turns. It's different from other yandere and crazy movies. The two of them are really, really crazy. When they love, it's true love, and when they hate, it's true hate. It's very touching. At the same time, you can also see the friction and growth between the young lovers along the way, from a person who does not know how to love to one who gradually learns to love and express love bravely.

3. 3 我 I Took Up Buddhism, and Now You're the Ones Suffering 我修佛了，你们痛了 Zhu Zhu茱祝Ancient Romance537k WordsCompleted [From universally disliked to universally adored + everyone faces a reckoning + no suffering for the heroine, only the trash men and women torment themselves + no romance + unconventional cultivation story] (After losing everything, the heroine awakens. She lets go of it all, her heart dead and her feelings extinguished. She renounces emotion and severs her ties to love, her heart dwelling in the empty gate.) Ye Miuo used to be the most envied young lady of the Xuantian Sect. She was loved by ev 6.9kReads8.5Score545Shelves

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   The heroine was wrongly accused and betrayed by her relatives and sect in her previous life, and her luck was taken away by outsiders. She prayed to the Buddha to cut off her family ties in the world, and to practice Buddhism after rebirth. There is no petty love, only sentient beings.

4. 4 做 The Antiquities Restorer 做旧师 Three-Foot Demon Sash三尺妖带Urban2.9M WordsCompleted [Entirely handmade, with no AI whatsoever + Behind-the-scenes industry secrets + Authentic antique identification with images and text + National vendettas and family feuds] If you want to truly understand the antiques trade, start by making fake antiques! Start by learning to age forgeries! My name is Mei Jiu. I was just a temporary odd-jobber on a film crew, but after I helped them repair a broken bowl, I was promoted to assistant prop master. I fix props, so why are they asking me to make fak 43.7kReads9.2Score5.4kShelves

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   For antique dealers, because the old things they make can be fake and real, two generations have been killed, so they can only avoid their sharp edges and prevent their grandchildren from making old things. However, in order to find the true image, heirs of the Mei family became masters of antique appraisal.

5. 5 大 First-Year Internship—And You Went to Site 749 to Contain Monsters?! 大一实习，你跑去749收容怪物 Gaara's Sand我爱罗的沙Urban3.9M WordsOngoing [Decisive killing] [How could any monster be good?] [All monsters deserve to die] [Ruthless] During his sophomore summer vacation, Lu Ding had planned to use the time to take an internship and earn some living expenses. Who could have expected that the construction site where he interned would excavate a bleeding stone? The workers fled one after another, but Lu Ding charged in with a rotary hammer. After transmigrating to this world nearly twenty years ago, Lu Ding’s golden finger, the Monster 614.1kReads9.5Score56.7kShelves

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   After the ten days are over, which book on Tomato is still likely to become a god? Today we are going to take stock of 5 new books on Eggplant that are currently being read by a huge number of readers. Everyone knows that Eggplant is extremely poor, and there may be new works among these. I heard that you will go to 749 to contain monsters during your freshman internship. Finally, someone is taking action against these traditional cultures in the theme of urban archeology. This time, the protagonist's opponent is not a weird or strange beast, but a monster from a serious ancient legend. The author's materials are almost all from "Liao Zhai Zi Buyu", "The Classic of Mountains and Seas", etc. The protagonist of Bianjie is directly involved in the battle at the beginning, using his mortal body to stand up to the stubborn rocks in the south mountain. The overall style is that Shuangwen Kugou directly responds to the challenge, with logic and IQ, but what is more outstanding is Painful Seventy-Four Ghost Club, which may be the most popular infinite horror constellation this year. It sends a group of normal people to a weird and rampant world. They can only survive by relying on their intelligence. Just looking at the dead ends, most readers probably feel like they are surviving after a disaster. The third book, The Fish Play of Gods, might as well be called The Fish Play of Gods, a mortal's passage. Various shows of surrender and lies are performed by various gods who control people's happiness. I have only two purposes, one is to preserve humanity, and the other is to preserve myself. In the second book, after 10 years in prison, who would still act bravely? This book is just a no-brainer, but if you can't help it, please read more secret books. The main theme is to wipe out any edges and report any bugs. The protagonist was falsely accused by a goddess and imprisoned for 10 years. He was reborn and returned to the day of the accident. Not only did he not stop the three perverts from committing crimes, but he took out his mobile phone and was stunned for a while. I personally feel that the book "The Black Book of Ming Dynasty from Shu Boy to the Strongest One" may really have the responsibility of a great god. The protagonist travels to the fictional Ming Dynasty. At the beginning, he leads a life of love, justice and ability, giving the supporting characters and readers in the book a feeling of peace of mind that I am here. The protagonist is reborn. Daming starts by selling himself into slavery and moves step by step to the center of power in Daming. Along the way, he does not want to dominate the world, nor does he want to counterattack. He just goes to the sun because of his love and righteousness.

6. 6 我 Deicide Learning In A Psychiatric Hospital 我在精神病院学斩神 Three Nine Sound Domain三九音域Urban4.3M WordsCompleted A must-read hit on Tomato Novel | Original novel of the hit anime Slay the Gods | IP influence on the China Online Literature Influence List | 2023 China Good Novel Have you ever wondered whether monsters from ancient myths lurk beneath the neon-lit city? Have you ever wondered whether gods stand watch over humanity atop the moon hanging high above us? Have you ever wondered whether extraordinary people walk among us in our bustling modern cities, acting in the gods’ stead? In the society ruled 1.1MReads9.9Score180.5kShelves
7. 7 十 Ten Days to the End 十日终焉 Pest Control Team Member杀虫队队员Mystery3.2M WordsCompleted 2024 Tomato Novel Annual Peak Rankings TOP 1 | 2024 China Online Literature Influence List | 2024 China Good Novel Award | Over 2 million copies sold (No harem, no formulaic tropes, no invincibility, no System, no mindless antics, no wish fulfillment. Read with caution if these bother you.) Just when I thought it was an ordinary day, I discovered I had been captured and taken to the End. Just when I thought I could escape by continually taking part in death games, people began awakening supernat 1.7MReads9.9Score231.4kShelves
8. 8 疯 A Wildly Growing Clarity 疯长的清醒 One Bored Rich Lady无聊富婆一枚Modern Romance502k WordsCompleted A genuinely unhinged gang heiress VS a proud, fallen young master Love and hate + two obsessive madmen + both are virgins + angst + tragic romance + mutual torment * On a rainy evening, dirty water streamed through the old alley. He approached her recklessly, his voice gentle. “Are you… all right? Do you need help?” Yan Zhuo’s lips curled into a cold smile. Hah, he thinks he can save just anyone. The next second, she recognized his face: the man from the dark-web livestream, who beguiled viewers 2.5kReads8.0Score136Shelves

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   👀The underworld's crazy rich man VS the down-and-out noble son, the woman forces the man. Abuse him, help him torture him, and keep him captive. The heroine loves without knowing it. The male protagonist loves and hates her. After returning to a wealthy family, the situation was reversed. The man wanted to abuse the woman, and they briefly abused each other, and then they pulled each other, he.

9. 9 替 After the Substitute Marriage, the Real Heiress Was Spoiled Sweet and Soft 替嫁后，真千金被宠得又娇又软 Young Master Mobai公子墨白Modern Romance953k WordsCompleted The Gu family has two daughters. The eldest, Gu Peiyan, is stunningly beautiful and grew up with the young master of the Bo family in the capital. She is destined to become Mrs. Bo. The Gu family also has a younger daughter, Gu Qingxia. They say she grew up in the countryside and got incredibly lucky when the Gu family adopted her. After an accident sends Gu Peiyan abroad, Gu Qingxia marries Bo Jinxiao. Everyone thinks Gu Qingxia stole her sister’s engagement, and Bo Jinxiao can’t stand her. The 730Reads7.8Score100Shelves

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   Although the rating is very low, it is really good-looking and meets the requirements. Believe me, it is true. The relationship between men and women went in both directions, but there was a misunderstanding, which made me scratch my head while watching it. The only shortcoming is that the ending is too provocative. Although they are all really good-looking, I highly recommend it!!!

10. 10 好 How Wild! I Flirted Hard with President Gu and Got Kissed Until I Lost Control! 好野！强撩顾总后被吻到失控！ A Big Mouthful of Milk Foam一大口奶盖Modern Romance362k WordsCompleted [Cool, gorgeous beauty with a playful inner self vs. aloof, scheming heir to a financial empire] [Flash marriage × marriage first, love later × both are each other’s first × sweet romance] Bai Jinhe was thrilled to get engaged to the Gu family’s young master. She thought the young master was Gu Moshen, but when she sobered up, she discovered she had actually gotten engaged to his nephew. Seriously, how could anyone confuse a young master with a much younger one? By the time she went after Gu Mos 93Reads7.7Score—Shelves

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    Mr. Gu got drunk late at night, went crazy and knelt down with red eyes. On the day Xu Huan got engaged, her fiancé ran away because of a phone call from her ex. Everyone was waiting to see her joke. But she was in the cloakroom, being pressed against the mirror by a man who was frivolous and wanton. "Xu Huan, it will be very exciting to do it here. Do you want to do it?" She never dreamed that the mad dog she provoked when she was young was actually her fiancé's cousin! Gu Ye wanted her, from threats and entanglements to affectionate seduction, and finally got what he wanted. Until she heard that he came to disrupt her marriage because of a bet with another woman.

11. 11 快 Quick Transmigration: Becoming the White Moonlight Who Makes Powerful Men Weep 快穿：穿成虐哭大佬的白月光 Miss Cat一只猫小姐Modern Romance2.4M WordsCompleted At first, none of them liked her. Later, she became the unreachable first love in their hearts! A scum-trashing Mary Sue romance, with regretful exes chasing their wives! After cultivating for a thousand years, the parasitic vine spirit Si Si finally succeeds in ascending. But during the Ascension Ceremony, her superior gets her in trouble. The Heavenly Dao orders her to help cannon-fodder supporting heroines in three thousand worlds fulfill their wishes. Only after earning enough merit can she 13.6kReads9.1Score878Shelves

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    These two books make me cry!!!

12. 12 快 Quick Transmigration: Are You Kidding Me? I Got the Femme Fatale Script Again 快穿：疯了？又是我拿祸水剧本 Little Bunny Rabbit小呀么小兔叽Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted Yi Yuyan transmigrates into one tragic novel after another, playing the supporting women who are mercilessly tormented by the male leads. The heroines throw every scheming trick at her, but all she needs is her beauty. Before transmigrating: Cold and aloof Master: “It’s a beast, after all. Being able to save Qing’er is a blessing for you.” Overbearing CEO: “You’re just a substitute. How dare you compare yourself to Yun’er?” Proud Emperor: “You’ve been nothing but a pawn from the start. She’s the 6.7kReads9.0Score591Shelves
13. 13 奢 Lavish Indulgence 奢宠 Little Tower Laughs at the East Wind小楼笑东风Modern Romance1.4M WordsCompleted [Strong Male and Female Leads + Well-Matched + Reborn Romance] Reborn overnight, she became the only daughter of one of the capital’s most powerful families! Her father held a high-ranking position, her mother controlled a financial empire, and her grandfather was a living legend of the capital. As the apple of everyone’s eye, Leng Yunqi looked calmly at the ex-boyfriend who had betrayed her in her previous life. Hah! Even if you’re a “god” in the business world, I’ll still crush you underfoot u 12.2kReads9.3Score1.2kShelves

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    I just like the sweet and sour sadomasochism.

14. 14 升 Tempted as the Heat Rises 升温诱哄 Orange Jasmine九里香Modern Romance317k WordsCompleted [Older woman-younger man romance, five-year age gap + childhood sweethearts + rekindled love + sweet and angsty + one-on-one devoted couple] [Wealthy heiress x obsessive younger wolf cub] Ten years ago, Ming Xi, the eldest daughter of the Ming family, brought home a battered little wolf cub from a poor mountain village. Later, that wolf cub became the person she cherished most. Ming Xi had always thought Shang Ci was a good boy, like a big puppy: enthusiastic, sincere, and clingy. She adored 17.2kReads9.3Score1.9kShelves
15. 15 迟 Mr. Zhou, Better Late Than Never (Popular Short Drama Now Airing) 迟来的周先生《同名短剧热播中》 You Zhi Yu尤知遇Modern Romance565k WordsCompleted The published edition of Marrying Your Ex-Fiancé's Uncle! Childhood sweethearts who grew to loathe each other, Jian Cheng went from being Zhou Yufeng's cherished one to a mere inconvenience. In his story, she became a vicious, scheming woman, the villainess. Later, they broke off their engagement. Everyone waited for her to become a laughingstock, but she turned around and married her former fiancé's uncle: a noble, untouchable man no one dared lay a finger on. Jian Cheng once saved Zhou Tingyan 24.7kReads9.5Score3.9kShelves
16. 16 难 A Summer Too Lovely to Hide 难藏夏日 Ning Yuchen宁雨沉Modern Romance380k WordsCompleted [The print edition is now available] In her senior year of high school, Yun Xiang was brought home by Cheng Xiao, one of her father's old comrades. Cheng Xiao had a son, a cocky, arrogant guy who loved looking down his nose at people. But he was good at school and great at video games. The first time Yun Xiang met Cheng Che, he stood on the stairs to the second floor and coldly laid down the rules. “Don’t come near me, don’t look at me, don’t tell anyone at school you know me, and don’t touch an 28kReads9.5Score4.7kShelves
17. 17 他 He Kept Summer Hidden 他藏了夏天 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance210k WordsCompleted That night, the young man slowly bent down, bracing his hands on his thighs so he could look her in the eye. It was as if he were declaring that they stood as equals in matters of the heart. Keeping his voice low, he asked, “Senior, I like you. Do you like me?” Ji An raised her hand to stroke Xu Linxi’s cheek and softly ordered him, “Close your eyes.” Xu Linxi trembled, then obediently lowered his lashes. Ji An’s lips curved into a smile. She placed both hands on either side of his face, rose on 10.3kReads9.1Score2.5kShelves
18. 18 藏 The Unease Hidden Deep in My Heart 藏匿在心底的局促 Jue Xin桷心Modern Romance50k WordsCompleted “What a pity the wildfire blazed through, and the spring breeze never came to make things grow again.” “My dear boy, I wish you peace and safety year after year.” Then I'll bury my secret love deep in my heart. [BE] [Collection] 16Reads—Score—Shelves
19. 19 悄 Secretly Falling Deeper 悄悄沉溺 Mu Mu Mu Mu Zi木木木木子Modern Romance70k WordsCompleted What sparks will fly when cold, aloof top student Shen Fu meets mischievous Zhou Shiyu? Let’s wait and see. At first, he’s the cool, handsome boy-next-door. Later, he turns into a pathetic “puppy” who’ll devour you without leaving a bone behind. Blurb: Zhou Shiyu: “Around you, all my pride disappears, and I’m happy to let it go.” Shen Fu: “You’re a glimmer of light in my endless darkness. I’ll do whatever it takes to keep that light by my side forever.” Little scene: Top Student Shen: “What don’ —Reads—Score—Shelves
20. 20 遗 A Regrettable Outcome 遗憾成局 Milk Candy奶贝吖Modern Romance218k WordsCompleted A wild, carefree boy vs. a cool, well-behaved girl [School life + city life + unrequited love] [Bad ending] The rain in Beicheng was warm and stifling. That year, she was seventeen and he was eighteen. "…I want to get…a tattoo." Wen Yuyan's slender fingers clutched the hem of her clothes, her voice trembling. Qi Yue leaned closer, smiling. "Good students aren't supposed to get tattoos." His teasing voice and warm breath washed over her. The following winter, a heavy snowfall blanketed Beiche 227Reads8.4Score—Shelves
21. 21 藏 Hidden in Midsummer 藏于盛夏 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 85.4kReads9.6Score15.1kShelves
22. 22 千 A Thousand Mountains at Dusk (The Original Novel of the TV Adaptation Starring Hawick Lau and Ying Er) 千山暮雪（刘恺威、颖儿主演同名影视剧） Fei Wo Si Cun匪我思存Modern Romance154k WordsCompleted It was only much later that I learned that there is someone destined for everyone in this world. Though they may be part of your life for only a brief moment, forgetting them can take a lifetime. If you were a teardrop in my eye, for fear of losing you, I would never cry. Tong Xue knows that, to the whole world, she is a wicked woman to be cursed, despised, condemned, and exposed: what people call “the other woman.” But behind the scenes, tangled relationships and her ties to three men are far m 7kReads9.2Score346Shelves

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    Book list shortage? Here are a few masterpieces that are sour and full of love and hate, which will satisfy the sadistic feeling of searching for sugar in the glass shards. The stamina will be so great that you will have insomnia!

23. 23 下 Is It Quieter After the Rain? 下雨后是否更寂静 User26076746用户26076746Mystery123k WordsCompleted After the rain came endless helplessness. Late at night, notes of silence tapped against the tightly closed blinds as Wu Qian sank into quiet contemplation. “My friend's death has come back to haunt me like a ringing bell.” “Is this Wu Qian? It's Xiao Ling. We haven't been in touch for ages. I've been so busy with work lately. Are you free this weekend? Let's meet. There's something I need to tell you. Let's meet outside the Chongguang Huan Center!” Xiao Ling's soft, halting voice pierced Wu Qia 24Reads—Score—Shelves

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    A perfect logical reasoning plot, stripping away the cocoons, and several bloody murder cases are intricate and constantly reversing.

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