DaoSearch

Fanqie booklists

I'm Looking for a Book Where the Main Character Is Bent on Committing Suicide/begging to Die/wanting to Die!

Views: 308.6k
Books: 104
Recommendations: 76
Updated: 15d ago

It's time to test all old book friends! I have fallen in love with this genre recently, but it feels like it is so niche. It is similar to a book like "Wei Junzi Sees Death as Homecoming", where the protagonist wants to die but is unable to do so! The more the merrier! Thank you! Beg

In this list

62 Become Stronger by Seeking Death, and Start by Talking to the Empress God, Luo TianzhengEastern Fantasy458k WordsOngoing 31Reads5.8Score—Shelves
63 Reporting to Your Majesty, His Royal Highness Is Seeking Death Again. ChuhehanjieHistorical2.6M WordsCompleted 16.1kReads8.4Score1.6kShelves
64 I Seek Death Alone Only the Green Mountains Are ThereUrban2.5M WordsCompleted 43.1kReads9.3Score5.1kShelves
65 System: Let You Seek Death, Not Make Fun of You Stranger in the Mortal WorldEastern Fantasy995k WordsOngoing 8.8kReads8.3Score681Shelves
66 I Am so Crazy That I Have Become the Light of the Human Race? Choking TuneEastern Fantasy519k WordsCompleted 1.5kReads8.4Score118Shelves
67 Crazy Criticism of the Historian, Asking the Empress to Grant Death! I Heard About Ancient TimesHistorical459k WordsOngoing 91Reads5.3Score—Shelves
68 The System Grants Me Immortality, so I Go Around Trying to Commit Suicide. Crazy Book About Forgetting DustUrban188k WordsCompleted 8Reads—Score—Shelves
69 He's Obviously a Rookie, but He's Always Treated Like a Hidden Boss Ebb and FlowMystery2.0M WordsOngoing 44.9kReads9.2Score4.1kShelves
70 Pain, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut God. Sheep Are Very Lazy674k WordsOngoing 2.2kReads8.2Score254Shelves
Reader note
It's so straight and beautiful, especially the line "Faith is immortal, Daxia will last forever"
71 Krypton Life Becomes Stronger? I Have Infinite Blood Bar and Talk About Becoming a God YuhaonaMystery2.3M WordsOngoing 66kReads8.9Score9.6kShelves
Reader note
Invincible, invincible [anger][anger][anger]
72 The Real Daughter Who Wants to Die Has Her Mind Read and Goes Crazy Online CloudsModern Romance199k WordsCompleted 259Reads5.8Score—Shelves
Reader note
Sheng Qingxiao: I have a strong death wish, can you help me realize it?
73 After Madly Criticizing the Emperor, All the People in the World Will Become Subordinates. ChuchuziyuAncient Romance1.5M WordsCompleted 34.7kReads9.4Score6.1kShelves
Reader note
This is pretty good, I really like this [Send heartfelt message]
74 Reading Minds, I Became a Heartthrob After My Failed Attempt to Die. EriModern Romance635k WordsCompleted 22kReads8.9Score3.1kShelves
Reader note
Once the protagonist awakens to the ability to read minds, he discovers that the inner thoughts of the people around him are extremely noisy, and they are unbearable and want to die. However, he failed unexpectedly every time he sought death. He also accidentally helped others because of his mind-reading skills, showing his unique charm and gradually attracted many people with different personalities around him. In the end, he went from being world-weary to being loved by everyone, becoming a "heartthrob".
75 Others Wear Books in Order to Pass the Level, but I Wear Books in Order to Die. Unyielding Sweet PotatoHistorical491k WordsCompleted 394Reads—Score—Shelves
Reader note
[Epislepsy article + Lezi article + system + infinite time travel + death wish + all worlds] The protagonist won a lottery prize of 100 million, but was forced into an infinite time travel reincarnation. Only a reasonable death can return to the real world. So the protagonist is bent on death, but fails to die again and again. I can only keep traveling between different worlds
76 Laugh, When Someone Who Hates Bugs Enters the Bug Literature Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Desire238k WordsCompleted 2.5kReads8.7Score221Shelves
Reader note
The reason for the low rating is because it's a new book, and it's labeled as having two male protagonists, but it actually means there's no CP.
77 I Died After My Wedding Night, the Scumbag Went Crazy Li TingchenModern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 68kReads9.0Score5.5kShelves
Reader note
❤️‍🔥, The heroine wants to die, (but she is a bag), the heroine will forget why she is 4 after 4, and enter an infinite loop, (being exploited by the system, how does the heroine take advantage of it) ❤️‍🔥, the heroine marries the hero but does not get any love from him, the heroine dies, the hero only says: If you want to die, die quickly (Shin Isshin is dead), but he is crazy.
78 I Tried My Best to Die in the Torture Novel A Useless WomanAncient Romance914k WordsCompleted 4kReads8.7Score192Shelves
79 Sunlight in the Cracks Gao WobeiUrban169k WordsCompleted 147.1kReads9.8Score18kShelves
Reader note
If you look at the rating of the second book, you will know that it is a beautiful love story + refreshing writing.
80 Warring States Period: If You Are Asked to Destroy the Song Dynasty, You Will Send It Everywhere? J LockeHistorical340k WordsCompleted 401Reads7.3Score—Shelves
Reader note
Okay, a little watery
81 I Tried to Die N Times Without Success, All the Bosses Became My Poisonous Weiwei Riding the Crab and Eating the DragonModern Romance407k WordsCompleted 263Reads5.8Score—Shelves
Reader note
The female protagonist keeps trying to die, but the male protagonists are overthinking and all of them fall in love with the female protagonist.
82 Yama in the Coffin Ku'erMystery744k WordsOngoing 55Reads7.1Score—Shelves
Reader note
Can't keep up with Qin Mu's ability and death-seeking rhythm, a little bit of madness, solving puzzles one by one! Come on, let's go crazy together!
83 A Layman's Infinite Journey Beato's Tobacco StickUrban3.4M WordsCompleted 6.4kReads7.8Score711Shelves
Reader note
I don't want to die but I like to commit suicide~ People live just to make death better!
87 I Am Seeking Death in Various Ways in the World of Immortality Pieces of PuzzleEastern Fantasy103k WordsOngoing 2Reads—Score—Shelves
Reader note
Newbies and new books. I often see novel introduction videos like this on the Internet. I just can't find the book. I just write and read when I'm bored.
88 He Wanted to Die, but He Became a National Hero Mu RenxiUrban212k WordsOngoing 28Reads6.1Score—Shelves
89 I Die Every Day to Remonstrate, and I Will Become a Famous Minister Through the Ages? There Is No Silver HereHistorical323k WordsCompleted 2Reads5.8Score—Shelves
90 I Finally Died 9849Modern Romance172k WordsCompleted 654Reads8.7Score—Shelves
Reader note
It's too hard to die [crying][crying][crying]
91 System: How About Living Again? Host Clover MythsModern Romance404k WordsCompleted 1.1kReads6.3Score171Shelves
92 Invincibility Starts from Constantly Seeking Death Sparse White HairEastern Fantasy146k WordsCompleted 4Reads5.4Score—Shelves
93 I'm Going to Die, What's Going to Happen to Me? HierzeMystery238k WordsCompleted 2Reads—Score—Shelves
94 Through the Book: Infinite Resurrection, I Want to Die in Various Ways Qian XiaoqianAncient Romance264k WordsCompleted 11Reads—Score—Shelves
95 Conquer the Barbaric Wilderness, Defeat the Japanese Country, Conquer the Empress, I Am Invincible in the World Have a Small Pot of TeaHistorical1.6M WordsCompleted 3.4kReads8.7Score362Shelves
Reader note
🍀Continuous reading, endless good books🍀 ①The passionate mercenary traveled through time and became a dandy boy😎, leading troops to fight for power, and making achievements on the battlefield to start a legend! ②Is the palace maid tied up? I'm a promotion device🐒, help the reborn villain princess to fan the heroine of luck👊! Licking the dog twice, it feels so good that it will fly💥 ③The trick is to seek death + a sweet pet that goes against the routine, and the prince is criticized for his tricks.
96 Great, It's a Bully, We Can Be Saved! I Eat Red Bean BunsAncient Romance786k WordsCompleted 22.2kReads9.0Score4.1kShelves
97 Sister, You Can't Control This Madness, Let Me Do It Instead KnowledgeAncient Romance648k WordsCompleted 66.3kReads9.1Score9.3kShelves
98 Da Qin: My Father Calls a Deer a Horse. Are You a Loyal Minister? Guests Return Without LightHistorical357k WordsOngoing 39Reads7.0Score—Shelves
100 National Games Game: Others Seek Life While I Seek Death Old Demon FairyUrban1.0M WordsCompleted 112Reads5.3Score—Shelves
Reader note
"Quick Time: Host She Wants to Die" The troubled girl Ruan Xiaoli committed suicide and bound to the system and went to the Three Thousand Worlds to become a villain. She originally wanted to play the role of a villain and be killed by the male protagonists of the world, but she did not expect that the male protagonists of the world fell in love with her, making it difficult for Ruan Xiaoli to realize her wish to die. "National Games Game: While others are trying to survive, I will commit suicide" Han Han became a pioneer in Kyushu Kingdom's participation in the National Games Game, but unexpectedly awakened the death-seeking system. When others were trying to survive on the foggy continent, he could only earn rewards for himself and the country by constantly seeking death.
101 Night Walker Silver Crow Night TowerMystery525k WordsCompleted 21Reads—Score—Shelves
102 That Passerby Is Very Timid, but Is Ridiculously Strong (Part 1) Out of Control Editorial DepartmentEastern Fantasy189k WordsCompleted 2.2kReads8.5Score115Shelves
Reader note
Recommended refreshing article, super refreshing article, isn't reading novels just for fun!!
103 Weird Talk About Rules: I Went Crazy by Hiding the Rules Aba AbaMystery40k WordsCompleted 1.1kReads8.0Score—Shelves