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I'm Looking for a Book Where the Main Character Is Bent on Committing Suicide/begging to Die/wanting to Die!

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It's time to test all old book friends! I have fallen in love with this genre recently, but it feels like it is so niche. It is similar to a book like "Wei Junzi Sees Death as Homecoming", where the protagonist wants to die but is unable to do so! The more the merrier! Thank you! Beg

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1 After Rebirth, the Villain Brother Is Favored by Heaven Mucao Is Not Human518k Wordscompleted 47.5kReads9.3Score6.1kShelves
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It's really good-looking. The first one was really heartbreaking, but it's still being serialized. It's all finished in 2.4.5. I highly recommend it.
2 Thousands of People Suspect That After Being Reborn, the Supporting Actor Wants to Die. Cute Little Pocket678k Wordscompleted 7.1kReads8.3Score769Shelves
3 The Blind Fake Young Master Is World-Weary, and the Boss Begs Him Not to Die Pass by on Horseback369k Wordscompleted 15kReads9.3Score2.8kShelves
4 Let Me Go Away, Go Away, Why Do You Regret It? Mingtang Chunxiao1.4M Wordscompleted 19.8kReads8.9Score2.3kShelves
5 After Thousands of People Feel Discouraged and Die, Moster223k Wordscompleted 2kReads7.7Score165Shelves
6 Li Tiandi Is Highly Respected and Respected Deep Sea SprayEastern Fantasy2.0M Wordscompleted 14.6kReads8.1Score1.4kShelves
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The main character in this book wants to die but never succeeds. Instead, he sacrifices his life many times and becomes a moral model.
7 After the Young Master Was Reborn, He Just Wanted to Die Frightened Bird into Dream485k Wordscompleted 33.4kReads9.0Score4.1kShelves
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When the male protagonist was young, he went out to play with his parents and got lost. Not long after, they adopted one. Later, when the male protagonist came back, he was not liked and everything he did was wrong, so he jumped off a cliff. The world was too miserable and he didn't want to come back.
8 The Empress's Lackey Little Karami of HeavenHistorical1.8M Wordsongoing 43.3kReads8.7Score3.4kShelves
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I've been reading these two books for a long time. They are both funny. The first one is Fight of Wisdom and the second one is Di Hua. Trust me, I'm right.
9 Other Emperors Pursue Immortality, I Only Seek a Quick Death Three Pounds of GrapesHistorical1.9M Wordscompleted 183.9kReads9.1Score19.8kShelves
10 Live Online Dating! the Little Crybaby Blushed and Trembled Due to Being Teased Looking Around470k Wordscompleted 17.2kReads9.5Score3kShelves
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Beautiful, sweet and cruel
11 Xianyu Begged for Death and Was Forced to Become Bai Yueguang in the Capital. Little Tomato IoAncient Romance350k Wordscompleted 124Reads6.4Score—Shelves
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Babies, if you like to watch the heroine commit suicide, this book is worth reading! The heroine wants to die, but the more she tries to die, the stronger she becomes. Others are also very good at thinking, and they turn into love brains and become Bai Yueguang! [Laughing out loud]
12 Seek Death************ ongoing —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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[Little Master of Suicide] + [Cheap Protagonist] + [Funny and Relaxed] + [Abstract Fun] + [Not the Holy Mother] + [Empress] Xiao Yi traveled across the Canglan Continent, awakened the Suicide System, and started rowing without an oar, relying entirely on the waves to survive. I will move those who others dare not touch! I will take care of those who others dare not take care of! In a word, I have to take care of those that others can't take care of, and I have to take care of those that cannot be taken care of even more. The main one is to do it even if it means death! Facing the unparalleled ferocious beast, the roaring tiger, the others remained silent and frightened, but Xiao Yi ran over to play its bell. Facing the powerful Demon Emperor, the others crouched and trembled, horrified and horrified, but Xiao Yi went around and killed Qian Nian. Facing the unparalleled human race empress, others bowed down and worshiped her like a god. Xiao Yi held the empress in his arms and gave her a kiss. "Ding! Get 100,000 death value, which can be exchanged for the Canglong Transformation (the mighty Tianlong, the World Honored Ksitigarbha!)" "Ding! Get 10 million death value, which can be exchanged for the Nine Heaven Burial God Fist (burial in the sky and burial ground, also the gods!)" "Ding! Get 30 million death value, which can be exchanged for the Great Shift of the Galaxy (the sky is full of stars, but only three inches away from my feet!)" Xiao Yi: Actually, I refused to commit suicide at first, but it was so delicious that I couldn't find any reason to refuse.
13 Reporting to Your Majesty, His Royal Highness Is Seeking Death Again. ChuhehanjieHistorical2.6M Wordscompleted 27.9kReads8.4Score2.9kShelves
14 I Seek Death Alone Only the Green Mountains Are ThereUrban2.5M Wordscompleted 47.7kReads9.3Score6.2kShelves
15 System: Let You Seek Death, Not Make Fun of You Stranger in the Mortal WorldEastern Fantasy982k Wordsongoing 14.4kReads8.3Score1.5kShelves
16 Fantasy: I Am Desperately Trying to Die, and My Family Is Desperately Trying to Protect My Shortcomings PeonyEastern Fantasy1.0M Wordscompleted 930Reads5.7Score—Shelves
17 Both Good and Evil Call Me a Hero, but I Just Want to Die. Choking TuneEastern Fantasy519k Wordscompleted 1.2kReads7.2Score107Shelves
18 Crazy Criticism of the Historian, Asking the Empress to Grant Death! I Heard About Ancient TimesHistorical459k Wordsongoing 117Reads5.3Score—Shelves
19 The System Grants Me Immortality, so I Go Around Trying to Commit Suicide. Crazy Book About Forgetting Dustcompleted —Reads—Score—Shelves
20 Why Don't the Protagonists Let Me Commit Suicide? Gu Qingying Who Likes ShijianyuUrban568k Wordsongoing 342.9kReads9.3Score85.2kShelves
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It's really super beautiful. Strongly recommended [laugh][laugh][laugh]
23 Writing About the Country's Subjugation One Spirit Alone Shinescompleted —Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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The main character dies in every book
31 Wasteland Shimmer! One Spirit Alone Shinescompleted 846Reads8.5Score—Shelves
33 Snow Festival! One Spirit Alone Shinescompleted —Reads8.6Score—Shelves
34 Ten Years After My Death, He Dug up My Body in a Mass Grave One Spirit Alone Shinescompleted —Reads8.9Score—Shelves
35 When He Kissed Me, I Was Already Cold One Spirit Alone Shinescompleted —Reads8.7Score—Shelves
36 Bury Beauty in Snow! One Spirit Alone Shinescompleted —Reads8.8Score—Shelves
37 Two Critical Illness Notices, a Boat Ticket, and an Elopement Without Tomorrow! One Spirit Alone Shinescompleted —Reads8.9Score—Shelves
38 I Am His Third Substitute One Spirit Alone Shinescompleted —Reads8.5Score—Shelves
39 He Exchanges His Heart for His Heart One Spirit Alone Shinescompleted —Reads9.0Score—Shelves
40 Divine Product One Spirit Alone ShinesEastern Fantasy691k Wordscompleted 666Reads5.8Score—Shelves
41 Help! Whose Paranoid Villain Was Kissed and Cried? South AfricaAncient Romance1.0M Wordscompleted 18.7kReads9.3Score2.5kShelves
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The female protagonist wants to die, but she cannot die. Only when the male protagonist becomes stronger can she be killed, so she makes a deal with the male protagonist - she helps the male protagonist become stronger, and then lets the male protagonist kill her.
42 After Passing Through the Book, the Villain Wants to Die. Qinglan801k Wordscompleted 2.7kReads6.7Score709Shelves
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After committing suicide and being bound to the system, he transformed into the villain Senior Brother Ye Zhen in the novel "Pride" and was forced to carry out a mission to repair the world. However, the villain did not want to live, let alone accept this mission... System: Please, live on. Ye Zhen expressionlessly did what a villain should do: humiliate the male protagonist, bully the male protagonist's younger brother, steal the male protagonist's opportunities, steal the male protagonist's pets... He said that the world is a circle, and destruction is for rebirth...
43 Quickly Wear: Don't Ask, Asking Is Just Wishing for Death Two FragrancesAncient Romance339k Wordscompleted 1.2kReads8.8Score113Shelves
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The only mission after time travel is to seek death. The short story is over ten chapters long, and the long one is only over thirty chapters.
44 After Being Forced to Become the Protagonist of a Hot-Blooded Comic, He Immediately Escaped to Death A Moon RabbitUrban1.0M Wordscompleted 42.8kReads9.1Score6.6kShelves
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This looks good [eating melon]
45 If You Don't Let Me Die, I Will Become Invincible Anonymous (Anchor: Lan An, Xiao Ruan)completed —Reads—Score—Shelves
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[Facepalm] I clearly remember reading the novel before, but I don't know why I found the audiobook version. The routine is that the system tells the host that he is invincible after death, and then the protagonist starts to commit suicide crazily, but his luck is ridiculously strong, and with the help of passers-by, the protagonist becomes Wei Zhengguang's guide on the way to death.
46 I Just Want to Be Beaten to Death by You Guys Anonymous (Anchor: Xu Bai, Yi Lingsha)completed —Reads7.8Score—Shelves
47 I Just Want to Destroy the Sect, Why Did I Defy Heaven and Become a God? Anonymous (Anchor: Wei Bin Has a Voice, Looks at People with Rotten Eyes, Ah Wu)ongoing —Reads—Score—Shelves
48 Dressed as Qing Leng Master, but I Am a Pervert Grape Blueberry Juice554k Wordscompleted 4.3kReads9.1Score888Shelves
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If you look at the back of this book, you can probably figure it out.
49 Pain, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut God. Sheep Are Very Lazy674k Wordsongoing 2.8kReads8.0Score406Shelves
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It's so straight and beautiful, especially the line "Faith is immortal, Daxia will last forever"
50 ** Mu Xingyu216k Wordscompleted 7.8kReads5.8Score949Shelves
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(Non-double male protagonist, platform issue) The female protagonist is lively on the surface, but wants to die on the inside, and is saved by the black blind man, CP black blind man, running in both directions, two-way redemption [shy]
51 Yama in the Coffin Ku'erMystery720k Wordsongoing 57Reads7.1Score—Shelves
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Can't keep up with Qin Mu's ability and death-seeking rhythm, a little bit of madness, solving puzzles one by one! Come on, let's go crazy together!
52 Warring States Period: If You Are Asked to Destroy the Song Dynasty, You Will Send It Everywhere? J LockeHistorical340k Wordscompleted 359Reads7.3Score—Shelves
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Okay, a little watery
53 Wish to Die************ completed —Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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Sheng Qingxiao: I have a strong death wish, can you help me realize it?
54 Zerg: Pharmacist's Daily Life Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Desire238k Wordscompleted 3.4kReads7.6Score355Shelves
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The reason for the low rating is because it's a new book, and it's labeled as having two male protagonists, but it actually means there's no CP.
55 As Soon as I Won 100 Million, I Was Pulled into Reincarnation Through the Book. Unyielding Sweet PotatoHistorical491k Wordscompleted 434Reads—Score—Shelves
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[Epislepsy article + Lezi article + system + infinite time travel + death wish + all worlds] The protagonist won a lottery prize of 100 million, but was forced into an infinite time travel reincarnation. Only a reasonable death can return to the real world. So the protagonist is bent on death, but fails to die again and again. I can only keep traveling between different worlds
56 Quick Travel: the Host Wants to Die Nine Thousand Years OldAncient Romance2.1M Wordscompleted 22.3kReads9.5Score2.6kShelves
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This is the second chapter. In the first chapter, Li Jie was determined to play the role of a villain and tried to die in the hands of the male protagonist. However, the male protagonist fell in love with her. It was funny and sad at the same time. The ending made people feel a lot of pain.
57 After the Exposure, the Villains All Thought I Loved Him Terribly. ChuchuziyuAncient Romance1.5M Wordscompleted 49.1kReads9.4Score9.4kShelves
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This is pretty good, I really like this [Send heartfelt message]
58 I Tried to Die N Times Without Success, All the Bosses Became My Poisonous Weiwei Riding the Crab and Eating the DragonModern Romance407k Wordscompleted 373Reads5.8Score—Shelves
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The female protagonist keeps trying to die, but the male protagonists are overthinking and all of them fall in love with the female protagonist.
59 The Tyrant Collapses, and the Little Palace Maid Kills Herself at the Slightest Disagreement Ayako TataniAncient Romance364k Wordscompleted 4.5kReads9.1Score635Shelves
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The female protagonist wants to die, commits suicide, is constantly reborn, takes revenge, and cannot suffer any loss. The male protagonist is very broken, because if the female protagonist dies, he will die [cover face][cover face][cover face]
60 Infinite: When Encountering Breeding at the Beginning, I Immediately Rebelled Beato's Tobacco StickUrban3.4M Wordsongoing 8.2kReads7.7Score704Shelves
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I don't want to die but I like to commit suicide~ People live just to make death better!