Why Are There No Novels Where the Female Lead Keeps Trying to Kill Herself? Please! 为什么没有女主总想自杀的小说，求求大家了。

1. 1 读 Mind Reading: After My Failed Suicide, I Became Everyone's Favorite 读心，求死失败后我成了万人迷 Hui Li绘栗Modern Romance635k WordsCompleted [Everyone’s Darling + Unconventional Heroine + Mind Reading + Wealthy Family + The Long Road to Winning Her Back + No Fixed Couple + Otome-Game Vibes] [Main story complete. It’s recommended that you turn off the comments while reading.] She, Lan Yetan, is a mentally ill girl with no desire to stay alive. After dying, she inexplicably transmigrates into the novel Green Tea Sweetheart: Soft and Sweet. At first, she plans to drift aimlessly through the world as a lonely ghost. Wait. Why has she bee 12.3kReads8.9Score1.3kShelves

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   The heroine suffers from severe depression and bipolar disorder, and always thinks about suicide. I feel particularly sorry for her experience. Fortunately, I still have the warm company of the system

2. 2 疯 They Can Hear My Thoughts and All Think I’m a Pervert, Right? 疯批被读心，都拿我当变态是吧 Leisure Time时暇Modern Romance760k WordsCompleted [Looks like a little lamb on the outside, a true maniac on the inside; everyone is highly intelligent; angsty romance] Yu Ke transmigrates into a book, becoming the cannon-fodder biological heiress in a story about a real and fake heiress. Not only is her whole family doomed to die, but she’s surrounded by cannon fodder who meet increasingly gruesome ends. She rolls up her sleeves and decides to save these poor souls, but... The first time, someone pushes her off a building and she dies. The sec 11kReads8.5Score1.2kShelves

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   In the first book, the heroine committed suicide many times and didn't even want to live anymore. In the second book, the heroine was reborn many times. The last time she wanted to kill everyone was

3. 3 惊 Thriller: The Little Ancestor’s Grudge Runs Deep, and a Hundred Ghosts Dote on Her 惊悚：小祖宗怨念大，百鬼手心捧 Rein In at the Cliff’s Edge悬崖勒马Mystery1.1M WordsCompleted [Funny + Dark + Redemption + Strong Heroine] The arrival of the Horror World turns humanity from the top predator into meat for monsters. Everyone fears entering the Horror World and meeting a gruesome death. Then one day, a little girl jumps from a building and enters the Horror World. The terrifying, bloody atmosphere takes a turn... The murderous Death Clown personally makes the little girl the braised chicken drumsticks she loves. The chainsaw-wielding soul butcher, a madman who dismembers p 14.3kReads9.4Score2.3kShelves

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   Cute little kid

4. 4 重 Reborn to Win Back My Wife: Baby, Love Me One More Time 重生追妻：宝宝再爱我一次 Vast Evening Breeze晚风泱泱Modern Romance408k WordsCompleted [Only the male lead is reborn!] In her previous life, Shi Qianyu was framed for stealing and selling business secrets, then sent to another man’s room. Even she didn’t know whether anything had happened. From then on, suspicion and resentment came between them, and they tormented each other endlessly. Later, the truth came out. But Shi Qianyu died by suicide, jumping from a building after falling into depression. Xie Sicheng was consumed by regret. “Little Fish, if there’s another life, I won’t 7.1kReads7.8Score526Shelves

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   Yes, the heroine's depression is very serious. Even if the hero is reborn, it is too late. The damage suffered by the heroine is already indelible.

5. 5 每 Someone Worries I’ll Kill Myself Every Day 每天都有人担心我会自杀 Alice's Forest Cottage爱丽丝的森林小屋Modern Romance334k WordsCompleted Lin Qingran died in the cold seawater, her life ending forever at the age of twenty-four. Afterward, the family members closest to her were consumed with regret and got the chance to start over. Can they change her fate this time? And what about the person she couldn’t stop thinking of, even as she died? Will they find their happy ending? Lin Qingran noticed that her family had started acting a little differently. Their annual family meeting had become a quarterly one. Her usually stern grandfa 5.9kReads9.0Score489Shelves

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   The heroine has depression

6. 6 快 Quick Transmigration: I Became the Villainess, and the Comments Begged Me to Stop Torturing Them 快穿成恶毒女配，弹幕哭求别虐我 Han yuu寒yuuAncient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted After Shi Wuqing died, someone claiming to be a System found her. If she collected enough “popularity points,” she could come back to life. Shi Wuqing agreed. Then she was sent into various novels, where she became the cannon-fodder character readers hated most. Her mission was to become the character readers loved most, with the highest popularity, by the end of each novel! World One: Shi Wuqing became the scheming younger sister who took the heroine's place and married the prince. At the begi 56.6kReads9.5Score6.7kShelves

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   In both books, the protagonist dies subjectively, deliberately, actively and passively. I have read the first book twice, and I cried every time. I knew it was fake, but I still felt uncomfortable because of the death of the heroine╯╰. The stars, moon and sun will always be together. But I like the stars and the moon. The second one is to keep dying in order to live. (In order to make people in the second world think that the protagonist is dead, in fact, the protagonist has never died, it just makes them think that the protagonist is dead)

7. 7 快 Quick Transmigration: The Host Is Determined to Die 快穿：宿主她一心求死 Nine Thousand Years九千岁Ancient Romance2.1M WordsCompleted Troubled girl Ruan Xiaoli committed suicide, then inexplicably got bound to something that called itself a System. It said, “What’s the fun in dying? I’ll take you to three thousand worlds to be the villain, destroy heaven and earth, and unleash chaos and bloodshed.” Ruan Xiaoli thought that sounded pretty interesting, so she agreed. But... hey, hey, hey! System, wasn’t the deal that I’d just play the villain? I’d destroy heaven and earth, then once I got bored, the world’s male lead would kill 15.4kReads9.5Score1.6kShelves

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   Highly recommended!!!

8. 8 N No! I Refuse to Inherit the Fortune! NO！我才不要继承财产！ Chen Ww陈WwModern Romance448k WordsCompleted [Angst] [Angst] [Angst] First life: The Ke family has no second daughter! Second life: Father Ke: Awen, these are the company shares I saved for you. Mother Ke: Awen, this is the princess bedroom I had renovated just for you. Older brother: Awen, I bought you a house and a car. Younger brother: Second Sis, I designed this formal dress especially for you. Younger sister: Second Sis, once I make something of myself, I'll support you! The Ke family's second daughter crosses her arms in an X! No way 6.6kReads9.1Score430Shelves

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   The novel describes the inner activities of the heroine very carefully, the love-hate entanglement between the heroine and her family, and the changes in the heroine's emotions towards her family in a detailed and well-founded way. The article also clearly describes the selfless maternal love of the heroine's mother, as well as the process of the heroine's mother awakening to independence. It vividly shows that girls are not just able to do housework, but can also be excellent. All the characters in the article are flesh and blood, and the emotions written are well-founded and not nonsense. The storyline of this article is not the kind of bad street plot.

9. 9 N After the NPC Awakens, the On-Screen Comments Call Her the Villainess NPC觉醒后，弹幕叫她恶毒女配 Shu Cha术茶Modern Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Quick transmigration + bullet comments + livestreaming + villainess awakening + System + supremely satisfying] [A white-moonlight beauty on the surface, but a black-lotus schemer behind the scenes] (No male lead, completed) In the full-dive game Supreme Crown, Shi Jiao is a villainess NPC created by the screenwriters to make the actors playing the protagonists shine. In the campus CEO world, she's a highborn young lady, proud and beautiful, talented and accomplished, as well as the foil to the 10.9kReads9.3Score2.2kShelves
10. 10 救 Help! Whose Obsessive Villain Gets Kissed Until He Cries? 救命！谁家偏执反派被亲哭啊 Nan Xiaofei南小非Ancient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted [Complete] [1v1 sweet romance] [Pseudo-transmigration into a book] [A brooding young palace master who wants to die at any time × a demon hostage who grovels and is good at pretending] She transmigrates into the role of the vicious female side character, the foil to the adored heroine of a cultivation novel, and is also the cannon-fodder fiancée of a sinister villain. Worse, the villain is going to dismember her that very night. Faced with the System's unreasonable demands, Ning Xiyuan decides t 13.6kReads9.3Score1.7kShelves

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    Are you really not considering publishing a book? [Crying]

11. 11 救 Help! The Aloof Academic Genius Keeps Stopping the Heiress from Being Reborn 救命！高冷学神总拦着大小姐投胎 Yu Baishan Zhi余白山止Modern Romance852k WordsCompleted [Universally disliked + illegitimate daughter + phone-assigned tasks + wealthy family + the family regrets it too late + first love] [Starved for affection. Heiress vs. hard-working champion. Poor boy] Huo Chengyu’s first meeting with Mu Xinglan was downright bizarre. She wanted to kill herself, but he wouldn’t let her. He kept catching her in the act, and after several failed attempts, she obediently started doing the tasks her phone assigned her. Throw away all her mother’s jewelry, slash 503Reads7.4Score100Shelves

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    This one made me cry when I saw it

12. 12 屿 Island Mist at Dusk 屿沫夕晖 Warmth Hides in Tenderness温暖藏匿于温柔Modern Romance1.3M WordsOngoing They first met on a rainy night, when he collapsed in front of her. She took him to the hospital and became a fleeting ray of light in his dark world. His confession from inside a music box was drowned out by his family calling him home. She only said, “I’m going back to China,” and he thought it was a gentle rejection. From then on, they became strangers, each drifting through their own abyss. Years later, they met again. He was the cool-headed associate chief physician in cardiac surgery, an 1kReads—Score101Shelves
13. 13 啊 Ah! The Villains I Drove to Darkness Can Read My Mind 啊！被我逼黑化的反派们能读我心 Yi A Ya一啊鸭Modern Romance692k WordsCompleted On the day she’s supposed to die as a vicious, brother-obsessed supporting character, she somehow gains the ability to hear the thoughts of her brothers, who have all turned evil! Standing on a high platform, Qiao Chuchu wails, “You’ll always be my brothers! I’m going to die right in front of you, so you’ll never forget me for the rest of your lives!” But what her seven gorgeous brothers hear is: [Hahaha, bye-bye! With a trillion in assets, I can live like a rich lady! You can stay here and suff 58.9kReads9.3Score7.1kShelves

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