When I Loved Her the Most, I Watched Her Die with My Own Eyes but Could Do Nothing.

1 装 After Pretending to Be Blind for Three Years, Bai Yueguang Said She Already Knew Bunny CornerMarriage & Romance38k WordsCompleted 3.4kReads8.9Score—Shelves

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The first book really made me cry to death

3 白 Bai Yueguang Comes Back from the Dead, and the Crazy Emperor Fights to Be a Dog Red RabbitAncient Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 18.3kReads8.2Score4.1kShelves

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Xie Lin always felt that he killed her. His mind flashed back to five years ago, when he rushed to Wangjun Pavilion outside the city and saw Pei Yangyang lying in a pool of blood. There was so much blood on his body that he couldn't wipe it off or wash it off. So many. So dazzling. Five years ago, he wrote a letter asking Pei Yangyang to meet at Wangjunting. He wanted to see her and talk to her. He wrote the letter with anticipation, placed it outside her window, and then left in a panic, waiting anxiously. He thought nervously in the palace all night, and took a shower and changed clothes early the next morning. He specially picked a bouquet of flowers, which were her favorite. Holding flowers and full of love, she happily came to Wangjun Pavilion, but what she saw was Pei Yangyang's cold body in a dazzling pool of blood. Finally the flowers fell to the ground, stained with blood. He didn't have time to say anything. Pei Yangyang rarely leaves the city. If it hadn't been for the letter he wrote, she would not have left the maid and gone out of the city alone. If she hadn't left the city, she might not have died. Over the past five years, the tremendous pain and self-blame have continued to haunt him, tearing at his soul and making him miserable. It was he who killed her.

4 论 On How to Become the Crazed Tyrant Bai Yueguang Lamb CheeseAncient Romance900k WordsCompleted 386kReads9.2Score82.5kShelves

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Xie Hui Xie Hui had never heard of the story before, but he began to listen to it every day, until he came to her instead of listening to stories. They started laughing and having fun, going to the streets and gatherings. She became his lover and his queen, and they lived happily until Meng Yuan died. With an arrow piercing his heart, he began to worry about gains and losses, and almost collapsed. Brutal and murderous madness became his daily routine. Only when she hugged Sleeping Beauty tightly could she feel at ease for a moment. Seven years later, that familiar figure appeared again, and his Yuanyuan returned. Here it is (It's a super invincible and very life-or-death good-looking article, with a little sunny heroine and a dank and clingy hero. The hero really loves the heroine, and the heroine also loves the hero!! It's the kind of saint who is selfish and a rotten person who is sincere!!)

5 让 Let You Kill the Villain, Not Pet Him A Few Dreams Come TrueAncient Romance329k WordsCompleted 67kReads9.3Score13.6kShelves

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"A-Li, don't leave me." "My A-Li..." "She doesn't want me anymore." "Wuxing, is she in pain? Wuxing, is she in pain?" Zhao Fusang was covered in blood, with despair in his eyes. "She didn't open her eyes to look at me. Does she hate me for coming late? Does she hate me for coming late?" The little princess just lay like this, her broken body lifeless. Zhao Fusang, may you live a long life. The blessing his lover had given him felt like a curse at the moment. Trapping him in this lonely world. Tiansha Lone Star may be right.

6 病 A Sickly Cannon Fodder, She Is the Number One Bai Yueguang in the World of Immortality. Grapes Are Seven Times Sweeter After Removing the IceAncient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted 61.2kReads9.2Score14.5kShelves

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The first world will always be my obsession, oh my God! The year I loved him the most was also the most powerless year. Watching my lover die, even though I was born with a sword bone, I couldn't stop my lover from dying.

7 她 She Won't Coax Him Anymore Cool Autumn DayModern Romance308k WordsCompleted 114.6kReads9.6Score21.5kShelves

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This is the first sadistic novel I read on 🍅. The female protagonist had advanced gastric cancer and transferred to the male protagonist's school. She was his elementary school classmate and also his elementary school teacher. She died on the day he finished the college entrance examination. She died when he loved her the most. She stopped coaxing him.

8 侯 The Marquis Is Reborn and Helps the Prince Ascend to the Throne Control BaibaiAncient Romance448k WordsCompleted 13.6kReads8.8Score2.2kShelves

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After three years of marriage, both the male and female protagonists thought that the other party liked someone else and restrained their love and dared not speak. That day he mustered up the courage and gave her a bowl of soup to express his love. As a result, the soup was poisoned by a villain. She drank it even though she knew it was poisonous, and was shot through the heart with an arrow and died in his arms. She died in the year when he loved her most, and he suffered all his life

9 傲 The Arrogant Uncle's Daily Routine of Seizing His Wife YilanAncient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 12.8kReads8.0Score1.7kShelves

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Both books are the same. In the first one, the male protagonist fell in love with the female protagonist at first sight and had a secret love for two lifetimes. He missed and lost it in his previous life and watched the heroine's beauty disappear. In his rebirth, he directly robbed her by force. He snatched the bride in the street and went to the palace to ask for marriage. He had planned for a long time and was very possessive. He took the heroine in his heart to love and protect her. In the second book, the female protagonist is a sickly and cold princess. She is Bai Yueguang, whom the male protagonist has been secretly in love with for two lifetimes. She is reborn to pursue his wife and dotes on her. She is super sweet and loving. I highly recommend [Sending Hearts]

11 男 Is the Male Protagonist's Favorability Point Full? Bai Yueguang Escaped First Twilight Night Holding FrostAncient Romance752k WordsCompleted 15.7kReads9.4Score1.7kShelves

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Even though he was cut to pieces by a knife, he still said: Well done, author! I'm probably a little "sick". How else to explain it, while I was cursing "the author has no heart", I was willingly fed a mouthful of glass slag, and I was in tears while eating it. Not everyone has this ability. It makes me stay up late to catch up on updates, cry until my eyes are swollen into peaches the next day, and I can't help but "Amway" to all my friends. What's so good about it? Fortunately, that "knife" did not fly out of thin air, but had already laid the groundwork. Every character's choice, every turn of fate, is logical and natural. You clearly see the signs of tragedy, but you can only watch it happen, unable to reverse it. This feeling of being sober and sinking is the most deadly. So, don't ask me again why I like watching "The Knife". I just can't resist a story that captures grief so movingly and heartbreak aesthetically. Thank you, the author, for making me "cry" so happily. Next time, please continue.

12 外 The Outsider Has Been on the Run for Three Years and Criticized Powerful Officials with Red Eyes and Opened His Coffin It Rains Before DawnAncient Romance395k WordsCompleted 32.4kReads8.8Score4.8kShelves

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This book must be on the list, he really married her (the heroine escapes from death)

13 快 Quickly Transform into a Vicious Female Supporting Character, and Cry in Barrages, Please Don't Torture Me Han YuuAncient Romance1.1M WordsCompleted 54.9kReads9.5Score7kShelves

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He could only watch his lover fall in front of him in a situation where she would rather die for someone else. As soon as he said that he loved her, as soon as he picked up the stars, he wanted to let her go, let her die, let her leave, even though he had the ability to stop her, he almost saved her.

14 盗 Tomb Robber: After Dying in Front of Them, They All Went Crazy! Ganoderma LucidumMystery470k WordsCompleted 8.5kReads8.7Score1.1kShelves

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This book is very, very beautiful. I felt at ease when I was tortured, and I tortured the protagonist group. 😃😃😃😃😃😃

15 夫 My Husband Has a Sweetheart on the Way to Resurrecting Me? Running PeachAncient Romance306k WordsCompleted 116.6kReads9.2Score13.9kShelves

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In the first book, the female protagonist died to save the male protagonist. In the second book, the male protagonist went to embroider the wedding dress with his own hands, but when he came back, the female protagonist died. In the third book, the male protagonist also watched the female protagonist die with his own hands. All three books are very good. Trust me QAQ

16 我 I Opened It in the Evil Girl Way, and All the Members Were Filtered XiangyangyangvFantastical Romance904k WordsOngoing 17kReads8.5Score2.1kShelves

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The first one is still being updated, and the second one has been completed

18 假 If Only I Were Allowed to Be Young Again Mori No YuModern Romance268k WordsCompleted 6.1kReads9.1Score438Shelves

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The female protagonist forces the male protagonist to get married for revenge, so the male protagonist hates her and does not believe her. After the marriage, she is humiliated and makes things difficult for her. In fact, the female protagonist is not going to die soon...[Cry][cry][cry]

21 宫 Palace Wall Willow MengwaAncient Romance166k WordsCompleted 79.4kReads9.7Score12.7kShelves

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The emperor loved the queen very much, but there was too much distance between them. The queen was unwilling to forgive the emperor. In the end, the queen became seriously ill and died on New Year's Eve.

24 四 Traveling Through the Qin Dynasty Four Times: Who Gave Birth to Fusu? Why Rely on Me? Big Wine GlassAncient Romance153k WordsCompleted 14.4kReads9.5Score2.8kShelves

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"... A Zhi, it's all my fault, it's my fault..." He raised his hand to wipe away Rong Zhi's tears, but he didn't dare to touch her. Rong Zhi's voice was so soft that it almost floated in the wind. "I don't blame you." "I'm very happy, I gave birth to our child." "But..." "A Zheng, I seem to be dying..." Ying Zheng gritted his teeth, and the smell of blood spread in his mouth. "No..." He almost begged. "No, A'zhi..." Rong Zhi's fingertips moved slightly, and Ying Zheng immediately held it carefully. "A Zhi, A Zheng is here..."

25 阴 The Wet Puppy Was Silent and Just Pretended to Be a Good Boy. Qingmeng in MarchModern Romance363k WordsCompleted 138.4kReads9.3Score29.6kShelves

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It must be this one. The male protagonist loved the female protagonist deeply. The female protagonist later died. The male protagonist fulfilled the female protagonist's last wish and died for her love.

26 抽 After Drawing the Card, Be Sure to Smile and Act A Medicinal Soup That Can Make You Cry for a Long Time After One PunchModern Romance622k WordsOngoing 4.5kReads9.2Score530Shelves

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"Perhaps what is eternal is not the long-lasting darkness, but the sun that will still rise tomorrow." There is also a mandala chapter [Almost Crying] [Almost Crying] [Almost Crying]. It is said that on the first page of the sword manual, you first kill the person you like, but when you practice the ruthless way, you end up because of the calamity of love. It worked [almost crying] [almost crying] [almost crying] Everything has been settled [crying] [crying] [crying] Very beautiful and super recommended [send heart] [send heart] [send heart] [send heart] [send heart] [send heart] [send heart] [send heart] [send heart]

27 娘 The Empress Does Not Fall in Love, the Tyrant Becomes Obsessed with Mad Criticism Yellow EggAncient Romance635k WordsCompleted 31.8kReads9.3Score2.8kShelves

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After successfully conquering the Emperor, when the male protagonist loved her the most, she escaped from death and returned to modern times. The female protagonist was always sober and kept acting until she finally returned home successfully.

28 病 The Branches of Diseased Branches Are in Spring Again Sweet MelonAncient Romance476k WordsCompleted 560.8kReads9.6Score100.8kShelves

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1. Being surrounded and killed by everyone in the world of immortality. 2. Being controlled by others. He killed her with his own hands when he loved her the most. "I can't go home, Xie Chenzhou."

29 乱 The Beauty in Troubled Times: Snatched Away by the Rough and Treacherous Hero Step by Step BaiyunyeyeAncient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 32.4kReads9.1Score3.8kShelves

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The system couldn't understand it anymore. The host and Qin Wang Zhao Chu met in Weimo, and left in the year when he loved her most. It was an earth-shattering relationship. The host and the King of Chu have been married for many years and have a deep love for each other. The King of Qin and the King of Chu must have a battle now, and it is also curious, who does the host care about more?

30 清 The Cold Uncle Is Out of Control, His Tenderness Cannot Be Hidden Welcome the Moon and Announce AutumnModern Romance382k WordsCompleted 26.9kReads7.0Score2.6kShelves

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In the first book, when the heroine finally recognizes the face of her scumbag fiancé, the bad news of a car accident comes. She lies on the bed forever like a speechless puppet, and tears fall from the corner of the hero's face. Even 20 years after the birth of the child in her belly, the heroine could not wait for the heroine to wake up. Looking at her father who was losing weight, she decided to go back to the past with the risk of losing her future forever. The male protagonist has a crush on the female protagonist throughout the story, 1v1

36 此 No Thanks in This Life Radish SeedlingsAncient Romance846k WordsCompleted 3.3kReads8.8Score692Shelves

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This book is consistent with the first life. It's very sad❗This book mainly tells the story of two lives. The two lives are written in detail and are not just a summary.

37 快 Kuaiwen: Crazy? It's Me Again Who Takes the Disaster Script What a Small Rabbit!Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted 22.8kReads9.0Score2.7kShelves

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The person who protected me all my life stayed in the spring full of memories. Gu Xizhou, you must fly kites with Jiang Yiyao in spring in your next life. His favorite season is spring, but in the last life the boy died in the cold winter, but in this life the boy's beloved girl died in his favorite spring

38 我 After I Became a Powerful Minister and Escaped to Death, the Emperor Turned Dark. Salted Fish Are Greedy for MoneyAncient Romance401k WordsCompleted 22.3kReads9.0Score3kShelves

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In the first book, the female protagonist starts out as a puppet without knowing it, and is killed by the male protagonist in the end. In the second book, the heroine disguises herself as a man to assist the emperor, and then fakes her death to escape. Pei Xingzhi stared blankly at the box containing four snowmen, feeling confused. Once, he had no choice but to kill his friend; later, the master also left; now, he killed his lover. He seemed to be really unsure, why did they all leave him one by one? Pei Xingzhi... Pei Xingzhi... Why did they accompany him for a while and then left him where he was. The young man placed the bag of pear seeds on his heart. The sharp pain penetrated deep into his bones, but he could no longer shed a single tear. His long eyelashes trembled slightly, his expression blank. It turns out that walking is walking alone. The nothingness of awu is nothing. Boundless coldness rushed towards him from all directions, making even breathing painful. He didn't cry or shout. Just sitting there quietly, motionless. But if he got closer, he could hear the loud sound of a house collapsing in his heart. It was dull and lonely, and in the end, only the endless dust was left. At that moment, he felt the world around him lose all color and sound. A cool breeze blew in through the open windows, but it couldn't blow away the dust here. Pei Xingzhi turned his head blankly and looked at the window. The snow on the top of the falling snow will never stop, just like the snow in his heart will never stop from now on. Many years later, a new disciple of Qingyun Sect asked about the sword immortal and why Luoxue Peak was so big but only one person lived there. His senior brother told him: There were three people on the top of Luoxue. They were a harmonious family. Later, on the top of Luoxue, there was only a madman guarding a corpse and a monument. ......... The woman in front of him felt familiar, but he didn't know where he had seen it before. When Wen Lin was confused, Xie Huaiqing had already strode forward to face her. He stood one step away from Yun Zhao, never daring to take another step forward for fear of disturbing the person in front of him. "A'tang?" Xie Huaiqing asked cautiously, his voice was very soft, and his eyes turned red a little. The familiar voice fell into his ears, making Yun Zhao's eyelashes tremble slightly. It is impossible for Yun Tang's identity to reappear in this world, which is unreasonable. "The daughter of the people is Yun Zhao." Yun Zhao took a deep breath and slowly raised his eyes to look at Xie Huaiqing, "Sir, Master Yun fell off a cliff and died three years ago." This sentence is considered acknowledgment, and it also tells Xie Huaiqing that Yun Zang no longer exists in this world. Now, there is no Yunzhang, only Yunzhao. When he said this, Yun Zhao was actually nervous. In theory, she hid her identity from Xie Huaiqing for decades, which was both concealment and deception. Yun Zhao didn't know what he was thinking or what he would do now. Angry? Anger? Or don't you care anymore? When her mind was in chaos, Yun Zhao thought of the panel that System 333 had shown her. A four-digit love value panel. A full blackening value panel. "Yun Zhao." Xie Huaiqing repeated Yun Zhao's words and asked in a trembling voice, "Yun Qianyang?" Qianyang was the name Xie Huaiqing gave her. Xie Huaiqing was confirming her identity. "It's me." Yun Zhao looked at Xie Huaiqing, his eyes flashed, and he took half a step back, "Sorry, I lied to you." A familiar person stood in front of him, standing in front of him alive. It was a scene that Xie Huaiqing had imagined countless times in his dreams in the past three years. At that time, he always thought that it would be great if people could live in dreams all their lives. In this way, you can always stay with Yun Zhao. Everything happening now is like a dream. A dream that he always wanted to have. Xie Huaiqing wanted to reach out and touch Yun Zhao's cheek, but stopped in mid-air.

39 白 On the Eve of the White-Eyed Wolf Sister Entering the Palace, the Beloved Concubine Was Reborn WaddleAncient Romance461k WordsCompleted 131.7kReads9.2Score18.1kShelves

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I cried to death about these two.

40 恋 My Love-Brained Boyfriend Was Reborn and Begged Me to Survive on the Road. Sumino AkihiroFantastical Romance872k WordsOngoing 42.5kReads8.6Score5.8kShelves

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Both of them are very good-looking. One is still being serialized and has already tied it. The second one is a bit sadistic, but the extras are very sweet. The author also published a novel for their children.

42 寒 Spring Comes Through Cold Branches RabbitAncient Romance1.0M WordsCompleted 84.3kReads9.4Score15.1kShelves

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After reading around, no one recommended this book. This book really fits the bill perfectly [smile]

43 死 Instead of Stalking and Chasing After a Male Idol, It Is Better to Pretend to Be Crazy and Sell Yourself into Misery. Xinyueli 2611k WordsCompleted 3.4kReads9.5Score—Shelves

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The heroine chased the hero for five years and finally fell in love, but it turned out that the heroine was already sick.

44 我 I Raised Nian Xia, and Later Became Nian Shang Xixi with the MoonAncient Romance614k WordsCompleted 21.3kReads8.8Score3.4kShelves

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I'm jealous of me who have lived with you for 13 years

45 终 Ultimate Sacrifice See Rough Clouds AgainModern Romance819k WordsCompleted 46kReads9.4Score6.6kShelves

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This book is not suitable for young people and those with cool literary skills. It is definitely at the level of modern textbooks. The business battles and emotional lines are very advanced. Every character is very popular. The male protagonist is very affectionate and the female protagonist is quite emotional. The setting is unique and very exciting.

46 北 Northern Tit Zhu DongyaoModern Romance234k WordsCompleted 5.3kReads8.7Score656Shelves

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47 皇 After the Queen Became a Little Hungry Ghost, She Madly Criticized the Tyrant and Became Red-Eyed When the Clouds SleepAncient Romance360k WordsCompleted 2.8kReads6.9Score223Shelves

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💥💥The young emperor lost his favorite queen🔥 when he got angry for the first time. When they met again, he saw with his own eyes the woman he loved chewing stones in the corner😳😳. She had already transformed. The male protagonist's eyes were red, please hurry up✨✨

48 无 No Real-Name Relationship 33RdModern Romance349k WordsCompleted 12kReads8.1Score1.2kShelves

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Xiaoxue is super heart-wrenching😭😭😭. In fact, I felt that she had a tendency to be depressed in the early days of school. The breakup of the male protagonist was the catalyst for her self-destruction. I really felt sorry for the two of them, especially the female protagonist. After their reunion, the male protagonist knew that the female protagonist was depressed and hallucinating. The psychiatrist's words were even more killer: "She resisted systematic psychological treatment because she didn't want to lose the hallucination about you." At that moment, I cried to death! ! ! 😭😭😭😭

49 这 Leaves Will Not Fall This Autumn Yuan and YuModern Romance26k WordsCompleted 1.3kReads5.6Score110Shelves

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Short story, super sad