The Male Protagonist Who Has Symptoms of Self-Mutilation and Suicide, Closes Himself Off and Has No Worries

1 小 After the Young Master Was Reborn, He Just Wanted to Die Frightened Bird into Dream485k Wordscompleted 33.4kReads9.0Score4.1kShelves

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[Crying][Crying]✨"Happy twentieth birthday, Enoch Wen."🎈The day he was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, his family was happily planning an eighteenth birthday party for his younger brother. After hearing the news that he had confirmed that he had terminal leukemia, his parents, brothers, and everyone thought that he was just faking it, that he had bad intentions, and wanted to ruin his younger brother's birthday party. Enoch Wen, who had always been defensive in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday was also Wen Enuo's twentieth birthday. Wen Enuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. When the New Year's bell rang, he jumped from the cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—It's nice to be alone, but he never wants to come again.

2 小 The Little Rascal Will Soon Die. Lemon and Coke273k Wordscompleted 24.3kReads9.2Score2.6kShelves

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[Crying][Crying]✨"Happy twentieth birthday, Enoch Wen."🎈The day he was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, his family was happily planning an eighteenth birthday party for his younger brother. After hearing the news that he had confirmed that he had terminal leukemia, his parents, brothers, and everyone thought that he was just faking it, that he had bad intentions, and wanted to ruin his younger brother's birthday party. Enoch Wen, who had always been defensive in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday was also Wen Enuo's twentieth birthday. Wen Enuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. When the New Year's bell rang, he jumped from the cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—It's nice to be alone, but he never wants to come again.

3 被 After Being Abandoned, the Little Arrogant Person Died. Lemon and Coke249k Wordscompleted 18.9kReads9.3Score2kShelves

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[Crying][Crying]✨"Happy twentieth birthday, Enoch Wen."🎈The day he was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, his family was happily planning an eighteenth birthday party for his younger brother. After hearing the news that he had confirmed that he had terminal leukemia, his parents, brothers, and everyone thought that he was just faking it, that he had bad intentions, and wanted to ruin his younger brother's birthday party. Enoch Wen, who had always been defensive in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday was also Wen Enuo's twentieth birthday. Wen Enuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. When the New Year's bell rang, he jumped from the cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—It's nice to be alone, but he never wants to come again.

4 离 Outrageous: My Ex-Boyfriend Came to Visit Me After He Got Terminally Ill. Lemon and Coke267k Wordscompleted 13.7kReads9.2Score1.8kShelves

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[Crying][Crying]✨"Happy twentieth birthday, Enoch Wen."🎈The day he was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, his family was happily planning an eighteenth birthday party for his younger brother. After hearing the news that he had confirmed that he had terminal leukemia, his parents, brothers, and everyone thought that he was just faking it, that he had bad intentions, and wanted to ruin his younger brother's birthday party. Enoch Wen, who had always been defensive in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday was also Wen Enuo's twentieth birthday. Wen Enuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. When the New Year's bell rang, he jumped from the cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—It's nice to be alone, but he never wants to come again.

5 小 He's so Cute, Little Boy Lemon and Coke369k Wordscompleted 16.1kReads9.3Score2kShelves

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[Crying][Crying]✨"Happy twentieth birthday, Enoch Wen."🎈The day he was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, his family was happily planning an eighteenth birthday party for his younger brother. After hearing the news that he had confirmed that he had terminal leukemia, his parents, brothers, and everyone thought that he was just faking it, that he had bad intentions, and wanted to ruin his younger brother's birthday party. Enoch Wen, who had always been defensive in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday was also Wen Enuo's twentieth birthday. Wen Enuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. When the New Year's bell rang, he jumped from the cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—It's nice to be alone, but he never wants to come again.

6 万 After Thousands of People Thought He Was Critically Ill, the Male God Finally Regained His Sight Lemon and Coke379k Wordscompleted 12.2kReads9.1Score1.3kShelves

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[Crying][Crying]✨"Happy twentieth birthday, Enoch Wen."🎈The day he was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, his family was happily planning an eighteenth birthday party for his younger brother. After hearing the news that he had confirmed that he had terminal leukemia, his parents, brothers, and everyone thought that he was just faking it, that he had bad intentions, and wanted to ruin his younger brother's birthday party. Enoch Wen, who had always been defensive in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday was also Wen Enuo's twentieth birthday. Wen Enuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. When the New Year's bell rang, he jumped from the cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—It's nice to be alone, but he never wants to come again.

7 病 Bingyangzi Green Tea Is Super Sweet Lemon and Coke243k Wordscompleted 6.5kReads9.3Score822Shelves

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[Crying][Crying]✨"Happy twentieth birthday, Enoch Wen."🎈The day he was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, his family was happily planning an eighteenth birthday party for his younger brother. After hearing the news that he had confirmed that he had terminal leukemia, his parents, brothers, and everyone thought that he was just faking it, that he had bad intentions, and wanted to ruin his younger brother's birthday party. Enoch Wen, who had always been defensive in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday was also Wen Enuo's twentieth birthday. Wen Enuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. When the New Year's bell rang, he jumped from the cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—It's nice to be alone, but he never wants to come again.

8 传 Passing on Longing Wen Dai Dai220k Wordscompleted 38.7kReads9.3Score1.8kShelves

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[Crying][Crying]✨"Happy twentieth birthday, Enoch Wen."🎈The day he was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, his family was happily planning an eighteenth birthday party for his younger brother. After hearing the news that he had confirmed that he had terminal leukemia, his parents, brothers, and everyone thought that he was just faking it, that he had bad intentions, and wanted to ruin his younger brother's birthday party. Enoch Wen, who had always been defensive in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday was also Wen Enuo's twentieth birthday. Wen Enuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. When the New Year's bell rang, he jumped from the cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—It's nice to be alone, but he never wants to come again.

9 重 After Rebirth, the Actor's White Moonlight Turned Black Baili Chacha1.6M Wordscompleted 49.1kReads9.5Score6.5kShelves

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[Crying][Crying]✨"Happy twentieth birthday, Enoch Wen."🎈The day he was diagnosed with terminal leukemia, his family was happily planning an eighteenth birthday party for his younger brother. After hearing the news that he had confirmed that he had terminal leukemia, his parents, brothers, and everyone thought that he was just faking it, that he had bad intentions, and wanted to ruin his younger brother's birthday party. Enoch Wen, who had always been defensive in the past, didn't say a word this time. The night before his brother's birthday was also Wen Enuo's twentieth birthday. Wen Enuo returned to the seaside town where he had lived for eleven years. When the New Year's bell rang, he jumped from the cliff and fell into the dark sea. 🍂—It's nice to be alone, but he never wants to come again.

10 够 Wild Enough! When Little Crazy Batch Meets Big Crazy Batch, There Is No Way to Escape. It's Two Liang238k Wordscompleted 5.3kReads9.0Score809Shelves

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The protagonist suffers from depression and bipolar disorder, and has a particularly severe tendency to self-harm.

11 眼 The Blind Fake Young Master Is World-Weary, and the Boss Begs Him Not to Die Pass by on Horseback369k Wordscompleted 15.1kReads9.3Score2.9kShelves

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Genius fell, no nostalgia for this world, committed suicide many times, good-looking (♥∀♥), recommended! ! !

12 鲸 Whale Falls into Abyss Dragon Blows Bubbles39k Wordscompleted 58.1kReads8.1Score13.3kShelves

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"My name is Yu An... The well-known Yu... Ping An An An..." The male protagonist had a bad life since he was a child. No one loved him when his family died. Later he met a grandmother who was kind to him, but she died when he was five years old. At that time, he rushed into the rain and walked aimlessly and accidentally picked up a little boy. From then on, he made every effort to send him to school and was kind to him. He left all the tenderness to him, and the two depended on each other. Later, because he expressed his love for the younger brother he picked up, the younger brother felt that such feelings were disgusting, so he personally sent the older brother who loved him to JTS. He was violated and tortured every day for two years and 27 days, with countless wounds on his body. Burns and needle holes, not a piece of skin, is good... Later, he was afraid of forgetting these atrocities, and wrote a bloody letter on the bed board... After he got out, he suffered from severe somatization and severe self-mutilation. Death was a happy thing for him... He thought he would escape after getting out, but it turned out not... He couldn't escape at all... Little fish, little fish, swim quickly, freedom in all directions...

13 让 Let Me Go Away, Go Away, Why Do You Regret It? Mingtang Chunxiao1.4M Wordscompleted 19.8kReads8.9Score2.3kShelves

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It's really a pity that I missed this book. I burst into tears when I read it, but I felt so sad😭

14 我 After I Was Exposed by Yang Ma, the Whole Internet Became Depressed Dream Is to Be a ChartererUrban251k Wordscompleted 18.2kReads7.9Score1.5kShelves

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I went, the ending was something I didn't expect. Because most of these novels get better and better later on, but I think this ending is normal. This world has no attachment to him. Death is the real relief for him

15 琢 Zhuo Yun Wooden Masonry236k Wordscompleted 2kReads7.3Score506Shelves

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The protagonist was diagnosed with severe depression when he was 14 years old. He committed suicide many times and had many scars on his wrists. His suicide was also discovered several times. The illness was described very realistically. He posted a video on a social platform. The picture showed a small scar on the protagonist's wrist. The text was as follows: [What are freedom and love? I may never have it in my life. The butterfly stayed on my fingertips, and I admired its beauty. A butterfly's life is short, but it is beautiful and free. However, it is a scavenger, and its unbearableness radiates from the soul. But its external beauty made me forget its unbearableness for a moment. I am a bird bound by the innate rules of the world. I open my arms and want to fly freely into the sky, but reality will always hit me hard. The ridicule of language and psychological distortion make me close myself and become a bird locked in a cage for people to play with. From the time he and I met and fell in love, our fate was so unfair that I didn't quite understand it. I am twenty-two years old this year, and my life has been a mess. At the age of thirteen, I began to think about what the meaning of life is. Before I met him, I had been living in a state of confusion. After meeting him, I discovered why there are people in the world who are handsome and have good grades and have an enlightened family. Compared with him, I am like mud under the ground. That winter when my tears burned me to death, I compromised with my dad and left the country. Would he hate me for leaving without saying goodbye, hate me for walking away? Obviously a few months ago we were still telling each other our true feelings. I can't go back and there's no way I can go back. I didn't even have time to say to him, "I love you," before leaving. When I left him, I once wanted to leave him. I had no reason to live, I couldn't contact him, I hated my cowardice, my incompetence, and I hated myself. I was a dry land, but his presence made me rejuvenated. He pulled me out of the abyss countless times, but I had nothing to give him. The heartbeat of youth is pure and passionate, but I don't know how long this heartbeat can last. Maybe it's just young and frivolous. Will he already have a wife and children when I see him again? But he loves me so much, he won't. I don't know either. I wanted to curse him for being the only one, but that would be too selfish. Never mind. As long as he is safe. I don't know if you can watch this video. Today is your birthday, happy birthday. I miss you so much.

16 警 Warn! Your Green Tea Baby Has Been Delivered Cai Cai Wants to Make a Fortune546k Wordscompleted 45.5kReads9.5Score8.5kShelves

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It's really sad and beautiful.

17 病 The Sick Man Doesn't Even Dare to Cry, the Scumbag Chases His Wife to the Crematorium An Yanchen225k Wordscompleted 7.8kReads7.3Score916Shelves

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It's really sad and beautiful.

18 周 Doctor Zhou, My Bones Hurt Shixingque219k Wordscompleted 38.5kReads9.3Score7.8kShelves

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It's really sad and beautiful.

19 小 Kitten Breeding Manual Moss Flower Silk228k Wordscompleted 4.9kReads8.9Score725Shelves

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This book is in line with Shou's crush on Gung for 8 years. Gong is a dubbing actor in the circle. He committed suicide and self-mutilation before he knew his ex. I feel so sad when I read it. Shou has no worries and is about to commit suicide again. Gong found out about it. Gong is really gentle. [It's a pity that it's a serial]

20 逃 After My Escape Failed, I Was Ruined [Quick Wear] Fu Shi'an378k Wordsongoing 1.2kReads9.2Score111Shelves

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There was a bit of a routine in the early stage, but in the later stage, the protagonist started to act a little abnormal when he was imprisoned, and finally died of suicide.

21 说 What About Being Extremely Disgusted? Why Are You Holding Me and Crying? Night Play Dream377k Wordscompleted 92.5kReads9.5Score14.6kShelves

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The first book was super sad. In the first book, the protagonist experienced thousands of small worlds, and finally returned to the original world, only to find that his parents and friends had become a bug and disappeared completely, and then became completely closed. In short, it was very sad. The writing in the second book was also very good, and it was also super sad.

22 用 Singing with All Your Strength, the Whole Network Collapsed and Cried, Begging Me Not to Die Elderly Rice SpoonUrban442k Wordscompleted 12.6kReads9.3Score1.6kShelves

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[Crying] [Crying] [Almost crying] "I made a deal with the gods. I will use the remaining sixty years of my life in exchange for you to live until the flowers bloom on your birthday." 💖Wen He's birthday has also become his memorial day. He warmed many people with his songs, except himself, 🥰 "This world is already cold enough, there must be something to warm the heart."

23 老 Wife, Wife, My, My, My, My Kiss the Hot Wind341k Wordscompleted 60kReads9.2Score8kShelves

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Suffering from depression + avoidant personality

24 万 After Thousands of People Thought He Was Going to Die, His Ex-Boyfriend Went Crazy. Lemon and Coke448k Wordscompleted 19.6kReads8.3Score2.3kShelves

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🌿🌿A year ago, Xu Mian was rumored to be involved in match-fixing and was boycotted by the entire network, and retired early. His mother was seriously ill and his right hand was partially disabled. He was like a rat crossing the street and was yelled at and beaten by everyone in the e-sports circle for a whole year. Torn between life and death, he struggled to survive: "We have to see him win the championship once." Ling Yanzhou: Xu Mian, the former captain, was silent for a year after being betrayed by his trusted teammates. Now he has reorganized the team and made a comeback, eyeing the PCL Autumn Championship title. When he met Xu Mian again, Ling Yanzhou drank something he shouldn't have... Xu Mian knew that he was dirty, but he still coveted this glimmer of light, until the truth was revealed: "You really make me sick!" Xu Mian was not sad, and even felt relieved. The second before the river water submerged above his head, he luckily muttered to himself: "Fortunately, he has never been in love..." "Fortunately, he hates me to the bone..."

28 病 After the Sick and Heartless Son Returned to China, the Actor Took Revenge Wildly Nya Valley429k Wordscompleted 9.8kReads—Score1.5kShelves

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I have depression and anxiety, as well as some other mental problems. I have confused memory, stomach problems, and bad lungs. I even had my legs broken and was miserable [crying][crying][crying][crying]

29 不 Don't You Mean You Hate Me? Why Do You Want to Follow Me If I Die? Eighteen Copper Walnut Kernels291k Wordscompleted 9.8kReads8.9Score1.4kShelves

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Read the first 43 chapters, it drove me crazy hahahahahahahaha

30 三 Third Young Master, Please Be Gentle, Your Ex-Boyfriend Is in Danger Lemon and Coke360k Wordscompleted 14.4kReads9.3Score1.5kShelves

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Highly recommended and very sad. In the first book, Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, who loved him the most, so he wasted half his life in exchange for meeting him again. But the Gu Zhiyan they met again was no longer the poor boy he was a year ago. When the truth was revealed, Gu Zhiyan knelt down and begged all the temples, worshiping an ever-burning lamp devoutly. What he asked for was not a long life, but a life and death together... The second book: On his birthday, Xiao Yu was imprisoned by his father in a rehabilitation center. From then on, he lost Fu Zechen, who loved him the most. When he escaped from that hell on earth with scars, Fu Zechen threw him away without hesitation. When the sharp blade cut through the flesh and blood, bright red gushed out, taking away all the warmth in his body. In his blurred consciousness, he seemed to see a person running towards him quickly. The third book: After a diagnosis, Shen Ning cruelly abandoned Qin Jiu who depended on each other for life. He met Shen Ning again and was stabbed out of all life by a knife. Dragging his scarred body, he finally watched his sweetheart walk onto the championship stage... The fourth book Jiang Li is a madman who took the lead in a nurturing game and became possessed. He knew that Yi Zhen didn't love him, but he still dragged his bruised body and stalked him. In the end, he did not wait for his salvation, and walked into the sea in despair facing the rising sun... Book 5: Lin Ran held his last live broadcast on the day he was diagnosed with cancer, but he did not expect to receive a variety show invitation. On the variety show, he said: Lin Ran, you are so mean. Under the setting sun, the sports car crashed through the fence and rushed towards the cliff without hesitation. He Ze unbuckled his seat belt and gently took his baby into his arms. Book Six: Wen Mo was taken home by his parents when he was 19 years old, and his mother gave him his first gift. He happily wore it on his body, and a year later when a confirmed case came out, he realized that it was the talisman given to him by his mother! He went from being full of energy to being exhausted. That day, he took the initiative to let go. ... Recommended recommended recommended! ! !

31 疗 Healing the Mind Pillow Stone Hibernationcompleted —Reads6.9Score—Shelves

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Highly recommended and very sad. In the first book, Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, who loved him the most, so he wasted half his life in exchange for meeting him again. But the Gu Zhiyan they met again was no longer the poor boy he was a year ago. When the truth was revealed, Gu Zhiyan knelt down and begged all the temples, worshiping an ever-burning lamp devoutly. What he asked for was not a long life, but a life and death together... The second book: On his birthday, Xiao Yu was imprisoned by his father in a rehabilitation center. From then on, he lost Fu Zechen, who loved him the most. When he escaped from that hell on earth with scars, Fu Zechen threw him away without hesitation. When the sharp blade cut through the flesh and blood, bright red gushed out, taking away all the warmth in his body. In his blurred consciousness, he seemed to see a person running towards him quickly. The third book: After a diagnosis, Shen Ning cruelly abandoned Qin Jiu who depended on each other for life. He met Shen Ning again and was stabbed out of all life by a knife. Dragging his scarred body, he finally watched his sweetheart walk onto the championship stage... The fourth book Jiang Li is a madman who took the lead in a nurturing game and became possessed. He knew that Yi Zhen didn't love him, but he still dragged his bruised body and stalked him. In the end, he did not wait for his salvation, and walked into the sea in despair facing the rising sun... Book 5: Lin Ran held his last live broadcast on the day he was diagnosed with cancer, but he did not expect to receive a variety show invitation. On the variety show, he said: Lin Ran, you are so mean. Under the setting sun, the sports car crashed through the fence and rushed towards the cliff without hesitation. He Ze unbuckled his seat belt and gently took his baby into his arms. Book Six: Wen Mo was taken home by his parents when he was 19 years old, and his mother gave him his first gift. He happily wore it on his body, and a year later when a confirmed case came out, he realized that it was the talisman given to him by his mother! He went from being full of energy to being exhausted. That day, he took the initiative to let go. ... Recommended recommended recommended! ! !

32 栖 Qidu Deer Yin280k Wordscompleted 12.5kReads9.5Score2.5kShelves

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Highly recommended and very sad. In the first book, Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, who loved him the most, so he wasted half his life in exchange for meeting him again. But the Gu Zhiyan they met again was no longer the poor boy he was a year ago. When the truth was revealed, Gu Zhiyan knelt down and begged all the temples, worshiping an ever-burning lamp devoutly. What he asked for was not a long life, but a life and death together... The second book: On his birthday, Xiao Yu was imprisoned by his father in a rehabilitation center. From then on, he lost Fu Zechen, who loved him the most. When he escaped from that hell on earth with scars, Fu Zechen threw him away without hesitation. When the sharp blade cut through the flesh and blood, bright red gushed out, taking away all the warmth in his body. In his blurred consciousness, he seemed to see a person running towards him quickly. The third book: After a diagnosis, Shen Ning cruelly abandoned Qin Jiu who depended on each other for life. He met Shen Ning again and was stabbed out of all life by a knife. Dragging his scarred body, he finally watched his sweetheart walk onto the championship stage... The fourth book Jiang Li is a madman who took the lead in a nurturing game and became possessed. He knew that Yi Zhen didn't love him, but he still dragged his bruised body and stalked him. In the end, he did not wait for his salvation, and walked into the sea in despair facing the rising sun... Book 5: Lin Ran held his last live broadcast on the day he was diagnosed with cancer, but he did not expect to receive a variety show invitation. On the variety show, he said: Lin Ran, you are so mean. Under the setting sun, the sports car crashed through the fence and rushed towards the cliff without hesitation. He Ze unbuckled his seat belt and gently took his baby into his arms. Book Six: Wen Mo was taken home by his parents when he was 19 years old, and his mother gave him his first gift. He happily wore it on his body, and a year later when a confirmed case came out, he realized that it was the talisman given to him by his mother! He went from being full of energy to being exhausted. That day, he took the initiative to let go. ... Recommended recommended recommended! ! !

33 快 Wear It Quickly, Please Take a Look! the Crematorium Is in Place Just Ink1.1M Wordscompleted 12.2kReads9.3Score1.4kShelves

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Highly recommended and very sad. In the first book, Lu Qing lost Gu Zhiyan, who loved him the most, so he wasted half his life in exchange for meeting him again. But the Gu Zhiyan they met again was no longer the poor boy he was a year ago. When the truth was revealed, Gu Zhiyan knelt down and begged all the temples, worshiping an ever-burning lamp devoutly. What he asked for was not a long life, but a life and death together... The second book: On his birthday, Xiao Yu was imprisoned by his father in a rehabilitation center. From then on, he lost Fu Zechen, who loved him the most. When he escaped from that hell on earth with scars, Fu Zechen threw him away without hesitation. When the sharp blade cut through the flesh and blood, bright red gushed out, taking away all the warmth in his body. In his blurred consciousness, he seemed to see a person running towards him quickly. The third book: After a diagnosis, Shen Ning cruelly abandoned Qin Jiu who depended on each other for life. He met Shen Ning again and was stabbed out of all life by a knife. Dragging his scarred body, he finally watched his sweetheart walk onto the championship stage... The fourth book Jiang Li is a madman who took the lead in a nurturing game and became possessed. He knew that Yi Zhen didn't love him, but he still dragged his bruised body and stalked him. In the end, he did not wait for his salvation, and walked into the sea in despair facing the rising sun... Book 5: Lin Ran held his last live broadcast on the day he was diagnosed with cancer, but he did not expect to receive a variety show invitation. On the variety show, he said: Lin Ran, you are so mean. Under the setting sun, the sports car crashed through the fence and rushed towards the cliff without hesitation. He Ze unbuckled his seat belt and gently took his baby into his arms. Book Six: Wen Mo was taken home by his parents when he was 19 years old, and his mother gave him his first gift. He happily wore it on his body, and a year later when a confirmed case came out, he realized that it was the talisman given to him by his mother! He went from being full of energy to being exhausted. That day, he took the initiative to let go. ... Recommended recommended recommended! ! !

34 亲 If You Kiss, You Will Know That You Are Kissing! the Pretty Little Face Turned Red Than Ink Paper and Inkstone278k Wordscompleted 14.3kReads9.4Score2.6kShelves

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The first club is afraid of having low self-esteem and has that tendency to close himself off. The second book Qian Qian is really brave. He has a tendency to be depressed, but his husband saves him~ The third book is sweeter. The fourth book is written by me~

35 我 I'm so Big and a Beautiful Host Was Taken in the Mouth by a Crazy Critic Than Ink Paper and Inkstone1.0M Wordscompleted 14kReads9.0Score2.1kShelves

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The first club is afraid of having low self-esteem and has that tendency to close himself off. The second book Qian Qian is really brave. He has a tendency to be depressed, but his husband saves him~ The third book is sweeter. The fourth book is written by me~

36 救 Help! the Pretty Little Girl Was Kissed by the Yandere Boss Again Than Ink Paper and Inkstone1.0M Wordscompleted 12.1kReads9.0Score1.7kShelves

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The first club is afraid of having low self-esteem and has that tendency to close himself off. The second book Qian Qian is really brave. He has a tendency to be depressed, but his husband saves him~ The third book is sweeter. The fourth book is written by me~

37 谁 Who Said the Villain Is Abstinent? Drag Him Out and Beat Him to Death! Than Ink Paper and Inkstone1.3M Wordscompleted 3.3kReads9.4Score440Shelves

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The first club is afraid of having low self-esteem and has that tendency to close himself off. The second book Qian Qian is really brave. He has a tendency to be depressed, but his husband saves him~ The third book is sweeter. The fourth book is written by me~

38 晴 Confession on a Sunny Day HuaiModern Romance360k Wordscompleted 23.5kReads9.4Score5.6kShelves

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The male protagonist is gentle and kind but severely depressed. He once cut his wrists in Zisha, while the female protagonist is a cheerful little sun who plays straight ball.

39 娱 The Sickly Beauty in the Entertainment Industry Became Famous After Marrying the Male Lead Tianyuezhou367k Wordscompleted 27.4kReads9.4Score4.2kShelves

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It's sour and sweet, the knife is inserted a little too close, and it makes my heart sour when I show it to my child... [I'm about to cry]

40 老 Is Your Husband Too Harsh? Kiss Her Twice and She Will Soften Shunjiu338k Wordscompleted 10.2kReads8.8Score1.4kShelves

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Anorexia + severe depression + claustrophobia.

41 恶 Is a Vicious Dog Difficult to Tame? Who Kissed His Wife in the Middle of the Night? Looking Around350k Wordscompleted 16.3kReads9.4Score3.1kShelves

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The feeling of unworthiness is at the top, being loved is a kind of pain [almost crying] [almost crying], Zisha really cried to death [crying]. ①My life is like spring and scenery ten thousand times. 💜🔥Two male protagonists redeem sweet pets 1v1, ✨cold and self-destructive, beautiful and sick, VS a mouth-disliked, upright and rebellious young man✨, everyone in A knows that Wen Ling is a flower on the high mountain, with cold silver hair, as ice-like as jade, and a ruthless look on her face and eyes when she smiles. The flower is actually dying. Her younger sister died in a car accident and her mother became mentally ill. Wen Ling has been living in the damp and has a serious tendency to self-destruct. 🌸Until one day, I became roommates with the gay and homophobic young master, and I had hope every day to win the SB fight. 🌺 "You are the same-frequency resonance star that I found in the lonely universe. You are the scorching sun that projects warmth when I am stuck in the darkness. You are the one who guides me to step on the moisture and thorns to spring. I feel your vitality, and then I have the courage and strength to live towards death, and flowers bloom from sick bones."

42 老 My Wife Is Choking and I Kneel Down, My Wife Is Crying and I Confess My Sins Mr. Gemini360k Wordscompleted 54kReads9.4Score9.8kShelves

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The feeling of unworthiness is at the top, being loved is a kind of pain [almost crying] [almost crying], Zisha really cried to death [crying]. ①My life is like spring and scenery ten thousand times. 💜🔥Two male protagonists redeem sweet pets 1v1, ✨cold and self-destructive, beautiful and sick, VS a mouth-disliked, upright and rebellious young man✨, everyone in A knows that Wen Ling is a flower on the high mountain, with cold silver hair, as ice-like as jade, and a ruthless look on her face and eyes when she smiles. The flower is actually dying. Her younger sister died in a car accident and her mother became mentally ill. Wen Ling has been living in the damp and has a serious tendency to self-destruct. 🌸Until one day, I became roommates with the gay and homophobic young master, and I had hope every day to win the SB fight. 🌺 "You are the same-frequency resonance star that I found in the lonely universe. You are the scorching sun that projects warmth when I am stuck in the darkness. You are the one who guides me to step on the moisture and thorns to spring. I feel your vitality, and then I have the courage and strength to live towards death, and flowers bloom from sick bones."

43 疯 Crazy Comment: Once the Hearing Aid Is Removed, It Is Difficult to Guess Whether the Little Stutterer Will Live or Die. Sticky Rice and Pineapple Rice360k Wordscompleted 41kReads9.5Score8.2kShelves

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This is originally an EA romance. After E marked A, A couldn't accept it. It felt a bit like forced love. Later, there was a period where A would rather survive the estrus period than accept E's pheromones. That time A took about 50 inhibitors and took a lot of inhibitors. It's the kind that you can't eat until you die, you eat it to the point of death, swallowing it by the handful. Very unloving of myself. A was born as an orphan and had some psychological problems, so he would engage in behaviors such as self-mutilation. And not being able to feel emotions. It's a bit sadistic, but highly recommended.

44 薄 Thin Snow Cover Words TeerpMarriage & Romance283k Wordscompleted 4.6kReads8.9Score685Shelves

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This is beautiful, it made me cry [cry][cry][cry]

45 重 In This New Life, Brother Dian Regrets It Non-Common Name1.1M Wordscompleted 3.8kReads8.6Score415Shelves

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This, I feel sorry for the first grade of junior high school [crying]

46 神 Shenyan Idol, He Just Wants to Survive Crane FeathersModern Romance2.7M Wordsongoing 45.7kReads9.3Score4.8kShelves

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The first two are about the entertainment industry, and the last two are about e-sports.

47 喂 Hey, I Heard That the Best Actor and the King of Music Are in Love! Yibai499k Wordscompleted 1.9kReads9.0Score200Shelves

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The first two are about the entertainment industry, and the last two are about e-sports.

48 电 E-Sports: Ye Shen, Your Shooter Jumped Off the Building Again A Sheng Never Stops358k Wordsongoing 113.9kReads8.8Score26kShelves

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The first two are about the entertainment industry, and the last two are about e-sports.

49 盗 Tomb Robber: I Tried to Die and Lost My Memory, but They Couldn't Calm Down Liulili630k Wordscompleted 13.9kReads9.0Score2.3kShelves

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I don't know if this counts?

50 完 It's Over, This Little Sick Guy Doesn't Want to Live Anymore! Written by Xie Youcicompleted —Reads9.1Score—Shelves

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Yes. I selected a sadistic novel from among the sweet ones.