Angst So Heartbreaking You'll Cry All Night and Lose Over Ten Pounds 虐文＋虐到极致＋半夜哭，直接瘦掉十斤以上

1. 851 潮 The Tides Rise and Fall: Half a Lifetime Adrift 潮起潮落：半生沉浮 Bamboo Heart Reflecting Snow竹心映雪15k WordsCompleted The Tide Rises and Falls: A Half-Life of Ups and Downs 2Reads—Score—Shelves
2. 852 冷 The Night the Abandoned Consort Toppled the Immortal Realm, the Divine Throne Crumbled 冷宫弃妃掀翻仙界那夜，神座崩了 Takoyaki Lover章鱼烧爱好者Fantastical Romance143k WordsOngoing She was Ye Zhaoli, the former immortal empress imprisoned in the Cold Palace for three hundred years. Her spiritual meridians were ruined, her immortal bones reduced to ash, and everyone scorned her as a discarded consort. He was Yu Jintang, the Demon Lord who had burned the divine flames of the Nine Heavens to nothing. He came alone, wading through blood, for one promise: “As long as you’re still here, I will never die.” That night, she toppled the celestial throne, using her remnant soul as ki —Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Dual strength, cruelty, "If you are still alive, I will not die." That night, she overturned the throne of the immortal world and used her remaining soul as a guide to burn out the rules of heaven; he cut off the ten thousand years of heaven and sacrificed his demonic heart in exchange for her rebirth. When the fairy world collapsed, no one knew that what was on her fingertips was not blood, but his life flame; no one knew that what burned in his eyes was not hatred, but the words "wait for me" that she had not finished.

3. 853 明 I Know You Came to Use Me, Yet I'm Still Willing to Take the Bait 明知你来利用我，我还愿意上钩 Chen Mulan陈慕澜Urban176k WordsCompleted The Gao Group is plunged into a cash-flow crisis after an overseas project fails, and its chairman, Gao Zhenxiong, collapses from a heart attack. His eldest son, Gao Tingyu, takes charge of the wreckage, only to realize that the sole person who can save the company is Shu Hancheng, founder of Hanhai Capital: a shrewd capital hunter who built his fortune from scratch. But Shu Hancheng remains cool toward the Gao Group’s overtures. Gao Tingyu comes up with a bargaining chip: his younger sister, Ga 7Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Abuse, business war, pure love❤️

4. 854 男 My Boyfriend Is Emotionally Blind, and I’m Blind 男友心盲，我眼瞎 Golden White Explosion金白爆炸Modern Romance11k WordsCompleted My boyfriend is emotionally blind, and I’m literally blind. 31Reads—Score—Shelves

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   This book belongs to a series that can't be done even if you have a mouth. The male and female protagonists both have mouths, but they still torture someone to death. I'm really convinced. You guys have also set a record. How can you be so cruel even if you have a mouth?! I'm really out of ideas! I cried so hard in the middle of the night that I was out of breath. Take these 4.6 Pounds that I have lost. Take them all and show them off!

5. 855 上 In My Past Life, He Skinned My Face; In This One, I Make Their Beds 上一世他剥我的脸，这一世我为他们铺床叠被 The Tree That Wants to Fly要飞天的树9k WordsCompleted In my previous life, he peeled the skin from my face. In this life, I make their beds and fold their quilts. 2Reads—Score—Shelves

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   This sadistic novel chases his wife in the crematorium + rebirth + redemption + heroine + suspenseful twist, and

6. 856 白 The Night My White Moonlight Returned, I Became My Fiancé's Younger Brother's Fiancée 白月光归来那夜，我成了未婚夫弟弟的“未婚妻” The Tree That Wants to Fly要飞天的树10k WordsCompleted The night my first love returned, I became my fiancé's younger brother's “fiancée” —Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Sadistic love chasing wife in the crematorium 1V2 + boss + amnesia + crime + sadistic scumbag!!

7. 857 旧 Old Dreams: Longing for Spring's Return 旧梦·望春归 Shen Yuzao沈鱼藻Modern Romance152k WordsCompleted [Republican-Era Tragic Romance + BE Aesthetic + A Love That Goes Both Ways] Have you ever loved someone you could never grow old with? “A clear-eyed, independent female lawyer vs. a patriotic filmmaker chasing the light. Shen Yuzao’s Republican-era trilogy of old dreams! Their story begins with a meeting as beautiful as golden breezes and dewdrops, and ends with a longing that endures even when their hair has turned white with frost and snow. Love can bring death, but it can also give life. The 633Reads9.4Score149Shelves

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   Sisters, I stayed up late yesterday to finish reading a book about the sadomasochism of the Republic of China, called "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust", and I'm still confused. It's not the kind of torture that makes you cry until you convulse, but the kind that makes you sit there in a daze after reading it, unable to speak. To put it simply: she gave birth to a son to her enemy, and the son was not his. That man didn't know until his death that he had raised children for his enemy all his life. With this introduction, I clicked in. Then I stayed up all night. 😭 --- Let's talk about the male protagonist first – he is not the handsome guy you think. The male protagonist, Zhang Zhiming, has a square face, is dark, and dull. He is disliked to death by the female protagonist, who calls him like a "crooked doorkeeper." On their wedding night, the heroine threatened to die, so he stayed on the floor for four months without touching her. He doesn't know how to talk about love, doesn't understand romance, and even stammered in apology when his cousin pushed him in front of his fiancée. But he wiped her tears in the carriage, lay on the stone table and waited for her until dawn, searched for her for ten years, and finally died in that wedding room, holding her hairpin in his hand. He is not the kind of man in a girl's dream. But he made me feel so distressed that I was speechless. The second male lead, Yang Yanchen, is truly stunning - a noble young man with white skin, red eyes and phoenix eyes. He saves her from the world, gives her a new identity, and silently loves her for the rest of her life. But he only got one "next life". And Xiao Qihao, who was paranoid, crazy, and imprisoned her all her life. She didn't know until her death that the child was not his. Three men, three kinds of "don't know". She didn't know who she loved most until she died. But we all know it. It was the dark and stupid door god who had been waiting for her all her life. --- Compare "Old Dreams 1913" - The sadness of "Old Dreams" is "it's too late". He didn't believe it when she loved him, but she was gone when he did. The sadness of "Butterfly Shadow" is that "you can't go back even if you know it." She loved him, but she gave her life to another person. It can't be paid back, and it can't be taken back. If you like BE aesthetics, jet lag, and love that you can't get enough of, this book is really worth it. Just search "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" on Tomato Novels to read it. The main story + extras are all finished, so there is no need to wait. Sisters who have finished watching, tell me, which man do you stand for? Anyway... I feel sorry for that door god. 😭

8. 858 穿 After I Transmigrated, I Reunited with the General in the Modern World 穿越后，我和将军在现代重逢 Li Jiabeibei黎家蓓蓓Ancient Romance1.4M WordsOngoing Eight hundred years ago, she was Princess Lingxi of the Bai Kingdom, and he was Sha Chi, the general charged with defending its city. On the day the city fell, they drank poison and promised to find each other in their next lives. Eight hundred years later, she was Li Ruoxin, a graduate student in archaeology, and he was Mo Haoqian, an investigator with the national security agency. A golden hairpin unearthed from Heishui City awakened their memories across the cycle of reincarnation. In those m 4kReads8.7Score48.5kShelves

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   [Bloody Battle in Blackwater City × BE Aesthetics | Sacrifice after the city was destroyed] Three thousand defenders versus 20,000 Beidi cavalry. On the night when the city was destroyed, he took me and hid in the underground stone room. He took out the wooden sign that had been engraved for many years, and under my line "to return", he tremblingly carved new words: "Afterlife. Return together." The poisonous wine entered his throat, and he took me into his arms: "Don't be afraid, I will take you to your brother when we get there." His hand was still holding the hem of his clothes and did not let go. #ULTIMATE ABUSE ARTICLE #DYING FOR LOVE #GOING TOGETHER IN THE AFTER LIFE

9. 859 君 You Raise Me to the High Platform, I’ll Lure You into the Trap 君捧我上高台，我等君入瓮 The Tree That Wants to Fly要飞天的树Ancient Romance10k WordsCompleted You raise me to the heights, and I'll wait for you to walk into my trap. —Reads—Score—Shelves

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   The first book is about chasing the wife in the crematorium + sadomasochism + conspiracy + reversal. The second book is about chasing the wife in the crematorium + sadomasochism + conspiracy + rebirth + redemption + big heroine + suspenseful reversal. .

10. 860 母 After My Mother Fell into a Long Sleep, I Was Finally Free 母亲长眠后：我终于自由 Ye Ziling叶紫菱21k WordsCompleted After My Mother Passed Away in Her Sleep: I Was Finally Free 7Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The most cruel thing is not the pain she suffered, but the fact that she was so gentle even when she was freed

11. 861 沈 The Shen Family’s Sin 沈家孽 Tang Tang de Pang Pang唐唐de胖胖10k WordsCompleted The Shen Family's Sin —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    She thought she had sealed the monster until the shadow in the mirror smiled at herself. Is it the last bloodline or the most ancient curse in my belly?

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