Share the BL Novels You Think Have the Most Tragic Endings, the Kind That Leave You Sobbing. 请把各位觉得双楠最be的书发出来 be到哭死的那种
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Dr. Zhou's White Moonlight Is Dying 周医生的白月光快死了
[Fragile, ill bottom VS cold, aloof top] [Heart-wrenching angst + mutually exclusive devotion, 1v1 + bad ending + extreme bottom fans, beware] Wen Ci had terminal stomach cancer. The doctor said he had at most thirty days left, and Wen Ci could live those thirty days for Zhou Ying. But Wen Ci died on the twenty-seventh day. After his death, Wen Ci left behind twenty-seven unread letters, a rabbit, a book, and a crushed red maple leaf.
22.2kReads9.3Score3.5kShelves
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Whale Fall into the Abyss 鲸落深渊
Little fish, little fish, may you swim out of the abyss soon. His younger brother, whom he had raised by hand despite no blood relation, sent him to a detention center for two years to “set him straight” and told him to come out once he was normal. Those two years were a nightmare that devoured him, one he could never wake from. His body and mind were tormented, his feelings worn away, and he was trained into numb, hopeless submission. “Knowing you raised me makes me sick. Why don’t you just die
30.7kReads8.1Score5.3kShelves
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Sleeping Peacefully Beneath the Sophora Tree 顾枕槐安
Younger man + substitute + love grows over time + regretful pursuit of the ex + putting scumbags in their place + angst, angst, and more angst!!! Before he turned eighteen, Du Huai’an had no father in his life. The year he turned eighteen, his mother, who had raised him alone, was diagnosed with stomach cancer. So she took him to meet the man who was supposedly his father. That was when he learned his father was the head of the prestigious Zhu family in Jingyuan. He entered the Zhu family as the
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Go Left at the Light, Right at the Crossing 左灯右行
“Who are you in my eyes? Who do you want me to stand in for? We trade each other’s joys and sorrows, and the one who loves more is always the first to cry.” “Embracing you wears you out. The one who loves more is always the first to turn false.” Liao Juntao, “Who” “I love you, and it’s like driving against the lights.” Tanya Chua, “Red High Heels” So, if two people aren’t right for each other, they shouldn’t get together in the first place. You agree, Gu Xiangbei? Character setup: A street-c
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System, Give Me Back My Sweet Romance Plot! 系统，还我甜文剧本！
[Male-male romance, quick transmigration, a mix of sweet and angsty stories, with both happy and tragic endings in the different worlds] Synopsis: After I died, a System bound itself to me and made me a mission-taker. It said it was a quick transmigration System specializing in sweet romance plots. I believed it. But when I was lying on the ground in the first world, waiting to bleed to death, things started to seem a little off. In the second world, I stared blankly at a plot about someone bein
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Eight Years to Make Good 限期八年
“I’m sorry. I love you very much.” “I hope that in your next life, you can treat me right.” Their eight-year affair, hidden in the shadows, was riddled with misunderstanding and hurt. Ji Nan thought they would spend the rest of their lives together, only to hear Zhang Hui say, “I can’t go on anymore.”
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Where He Belongs 他的归处
The internet was flooded with stories of Song Qing’s heroic deeds. I saw a video someone had taken: Song Qing leapt gracefully into the lake like a carp, then slowly disappeared, as if that had always been where he belonged.
4.7kReads8.1Score771Shelves
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A Cup of Poisoned Wine, and Drunk with You 鸩酒一杯与君醉
Blurb: When they first met, he was a subject, and he risked his life to take a sword meant for the other man. Later, that man became emperor, wiped out his entire family, stripped away his pride, and forcibly kept him by his side. He waited, full of hope, for his elder brother to return victorious, but all he received was a cold corpse. In the end, he drank poison in front of everyone, smiling like a spring breeze. “Your Majesty, I offer my life as the price of regicide. May you live for all ete
1.8kReads8.0Score200Shelves
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The Merman Has Lost All Hope 鲛人他心灰意冷
The merman Chen Xiao was lured to the human world by Murong Jing's promises of love, never imagining that a trap had been laid for him long ago! He was imprisoned in the imperial dungeon and tortured day after day. It was all because Murong Jing wanted to take his most precious merman pearl and use it to save his seriously ill first love! After learning the truth, Chen Xiao died in despair. But Murong Jing had always said Chen Xiao disgusted him. So why did he go mad and try to bring him back to
1.3kReads8.0Score115Shelves
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When the Tears Run Dry 清泪尽
He never imagined that his gentle, loyal little guard could be as savage as a wolf. Not only did he seize his kingdom and slaughter his subjects, he also imprisoned and humiliated him. He knows the past is like smoke, but how could a love this deep simply be cast aside?
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You Are the Sunshine of My World 你是我世界的骄阳
[Heartbreaking + Bad Ending] Blurb One: Shi Fan was born on Children's Day, yet grew up in the mire. He longed for a glimmer of light, for someone to free him from the shackles of fate, for someone to heal his shattered heart. Blurb Two: Would you let me carve out the cinnabar mole in your heart and take its place? ----- Jiang Chenrui When a sunny school bully meets a boy whose heart is in pieces, can he lead him out of the abyss?
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Faithful Hound 忠犬
Zhou Qi says he’ll be Qi Tingyao’s dog for the rest of his life, but he can’t bear to stop there. Through countless sleepless nights, he tears at his own soul and cries out with longing. The feelings he has buried deep in his heart for over a decade finally burst forth. Just how much does he love Qi Tingyao? Perhaps it’s shown in the way he finally finds the strength to let go as he lies dying.
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A Love So Deep 痴痴情深
The naive Su Cheng had a heart as pure as snow, and thought only of the prince. But the prince felt nothing for him. Again and again, he called him by the wrong name, let go of his hand, and wounded his devoted heart. Did the prince know that even a naive boy could understand love, and that even he could be heartbroken?
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He Was Never in My Destiny 命中无他
He hated the other person’s betrayal and hated how they kept running away from him, again and again. But he also loved them to the bone. He gave them his whole heart, only to have everything taken from him by the person he respected and cared about most. Everyone thinks a lifetime is long, but sometimes it’s too short to grasp. If I could live again, I hope I’d never have met you.
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You Gave Me Deep Love and Turned My Life Upside Down 予你情深，乱我一生
Eighteen years ago, Wen Ziyu was the person He Jingyang promised to stay with forever. Eighteen years later, Wen Ziyu was locked in an attic by He Jingyang and cruelly abused. He Jingyang always said Wen Ziyu owed him and that he'd make him pay little by little. But in the end, it was He Jingyang who owed Wen Ziyu a pair of eyes, a life, and a lifetime of love and devotion.
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Bending at the Waist 折腰
Blurb: Zhou Xingzhi x Su Zheshen Su Zheshen sacrificed all his pride for love, but never got so much as a confession of affection from Zhou Xingzhi. Some people are destined to be inescapable, yet impossible to love.
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A Love Wasted 枉惜
[One-on-one, both devoted only to each other + physical and emotional angst + heartbreak from start to finish + everyone gets a bad ending] A scheming top who keeps his talents hidden × a beautiful bottom who plays dumb to outwit others (This story puts the bottom through anguish from start to finish and is extremely unfriendly to fans of bottoms. Enter with caution!) Everyone knew that the apple of Prince Jing'an's eye was a blind zither player named Liu Xi. Even Liu Xi himself believed it. B
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I Won’t Fall for You 我不会喜欢你
Mo Qian spent six years trying to warm a cold, unyielding heart. But life is full of disappointments, and love is one of them. Even on the day he died, he never received the love he had yearned for. But he could never have imagined that after his death, the one he had loved in this world would finally awaken, overcome with grief. Day after day, they knelt before the tiny pile of ashes he had become, sobbing and weeping, until they died beneath those ashes. ***Content warnings: * A groveling ex a
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The Flowers Bloomed 花，开了
If not for that glass of “Glacier,” he would never have inexplicably walked toward him. If he had never met Chen Ji, he would probably still be shrouded in darkness, unable to believe that anyone in this world could truly love him. An Yi is the top seller in this part of town, a butterfly dancing on the edge of taboo, dazzling yet elusive. Chen Ji, a spotless top student, is like a little deer lost in forbidden territory. He has stepped into more than this absurd place: he has also entered An Y
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A Shattered Longing 相思碎
One meeting, and they were fated to be entangled for life. Jiang Lingyu never imagined that the person he loved most would destroy everything he treasured with his own hands. “If you ever betray me, I'll make you wish you were dead!” His dignity, his body, and his shattered heart were trampled underfoot and ground into dust. He had obeyed, begged for mercy, and fought back... but in the end, he could only surrender to fate. Who can truly see through love and hate entwined? When all was settled a
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Diary from a Conversion Therapy Center 戒同所日记
A diary recording the final two months of my life... Maybe I'm just not meant to be loved. Otherwise, why would everyone who loved me leave?
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You Said We'd Grow Old Together 你说与子偕老
Heard that an ice-cold beauty had transferred to the class next door, Tong Kang started waiting on the way home from school every day, hoping to talk to him. Tong Kang: Hey, I'm from the class next door. My name's Tong Kang. What's yours? Huai Ci: ... Tong Kang: Hey, why won't you talk to me? Huai Ci: ... Tong Kang: You got bullied and wouldn't even call out for me to save you. Do you hate me that much? Tong Kang was so angry he stopped talking to him altogether. Huai Ci's thoughts: That'
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What Kind of Proper Male Lead Dies for the Villain? 谁家正经男主跟反派殉情啊
[Quick transmigration + two male leads + uke protagonist + both virgins + love and hate + angst + bad endings in some worlds] System: Hello, Host. Your task is to play the great villain, help the male and female leads grow, then fake your death and leave. Mo Li: Is making the male lead fall in love with me part of the mission? System: ...? Mo Li: The male lead... Wait, do I lose points for dying with him, too? World 1: The little enemy I raised myself x Underworld kingpin World 2: Gentle, devo
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Quick Transmigration: Don't Mess with the Villain, or He'll Really Die 快穿：别惹反派，惹急了他真死
[Angst and catharsis, with a bleak start and an uplifting finish; includes faked deaths and happy endings. The gong's personality determines the story: soul fragments, scumbag gongs, jokester gongs, devoted gongs, wooden gongs…] (The first six instances are complete. Dive in without worry.) On a replay of the instance, an all-powerful villain falls into the protagonist's hands, reduced to a prisoner. The once aloof villain is now at death's door. "Let me go." "Want to die?" "Yes." "Hah. Dream on
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The Gods Show Mercy [Quick Transmigration] 神明垂怜【快穿】
[Two male leads, one-on-one romance, one-sidedly pursued bottom, devoted top, both pure; bad endings in the small worlds, happy ending in reality; bittersweet angst with satisfying payback, including a groveling-after-the-breakup arc] The first world has some major flaws and is still being revised. Readers can start with the second world instead, without affecting the overall experience. Nan Rong, no one in this world could ever fail to love you. Everyone should be grateful for your favor. But t
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Quick Transmigration: After Faking My Death, the Scumbags Regretted Everything! 快穿：死遁后，渣男们后悔莫及！
[Dual male leads. A groveling ex tries to win him back? Sorry, I’ll die first! Follows the original storyline, entirely fictional, so don’t apply it to real life. All the background details serve the story. There’s more romance than plot. No original characters; half-immersive missions. Content warning: lots of potentially upsetting plot points that may leave you reeling. Don’t read if that’s not your thing!] (I’m really bad at writing blurbs ಥ_ಥ) After Lu Suixin died, a System told him it could
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Quick Transmigration: The Villainous Ex Is Forced to Reform 快穿：恶毒前任他被迫洗白
My new work is out! You can read it on Tomato Novels. I hope you’ll enjoy it. Your support is what keeps me writing, and I’ll do my best to tell every story well!
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After Everyone Got a Bad Ending, the Worlds Merged 全员be后，世界融合了
The Ex-Wife-Chasing Crematorium Blurb: Yan Mo, an ordinary young man, is whisked away by a conquest System and somehow becomes someone else's beloved wife. A complete novice who has never been in love, he diligently learns how to love someone. Other people rely on their acting skills to win someone over. He relies on sincerity. All his efforts and sacrifices, all his waiting and affection, earn him nothing but ruthless abandonment. At last, utterly disillusioned, Yan Mo loses his temper. He's do
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I’m Not Faking My Death, I’m Just Chasing a Sales Target! 不是死遁，我只是冲业绩！
[Quick transmigration, two male leads, protagonist is the one being pursued, both devoted only to each other, from universally disliked to universally adored, tragic endings in every world] CP: a ghost bailiff and an evil spirit; the gong is split into fragments Let me introduce myself. My name is Yan Luo, and I’m a ghost bailiff. Let’s make a deal. I’ll grant your wish, and your soul will belong to me! To fulfill his duties as a ghost bailiff, Yan Luo travels through various small worlds, mak
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Quick Transmigration: The Host Is a Seductive Beauty 快穿之宿主是钓系美人
(Quick transmigration + main character is the bottom, 1v1) Jiang Qinian is a notorious playboy. Plenty of people want a sincere relationship with him, but none of them end well. Jiang Qinian comes from a good family and is handsome. He has a contradictory charm: restrained yet wild, affectionate yet callous, making people unable to resist getting close to him. He's always in control of his relationships. He just had the bad luck to meet an obsessive madman who wanted them to die together. A roma
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Quick Transmigration: The Villain Finally Falls into an Obsessive Lover's Arms 快穿：恶人终入病娇怀
[Dual male leads + bottom-focused + quick transmigration + universally disliked/ universally adored + emotional and physical angst + love and hate + monogamous, both pure + happy ending] [Genuinely split-personality, lovesick madman top x Falsely coldhearted, ruthless, hot-tempered bottom] Xiu Wen died, only to be sent by a life-record keeper to relive the miserable lives he’d lived in his previous incarnations. Xiu Wen: You’re saying… I died horribly because of that guy in seven separate lives?
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Misbehaving Gets You [Quick Transmigration] 不听话是会被【快穿】
In the first world, Chen Erxing was a CEO... and offended the System. #As a result In the second world, Chen Erxing became a mama's boy with “no opinions of his own.” This mama's boy always listened to his mother and knew how to act cute. He couldn't handle even the smallest setback or hardship, a fragile porcelain doll of a man. # In the third world, Chen Erxing became a man “whose ambitions reached the heavens.” But this pretty boy was a smooth talker, using sweet words to trick rich young wom
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Quick Transmigration: After I Was Forced to Toy with the Villain’s Feelings 快穿：被迫渣了反派后
[Two male leads + episodic stories + protagonist is the pursuer + bad ending] The System in the Space-Time Department is the finest in the entire quick transmigration bureau, but it has terrible luck: every Host it binds to is hopelessly lovesick. Its lovesick Hosts have no interest in their careers. All they want is to go home to their wives. System: “But you have missions to complete!” Lovesick Hosts: “What mission could be more important than my wife?” “My wife’s about to be gone! You want me
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Quick Transmigration: The Male Supporting Character Has His Eye on Me 【快穿】我被男配盯上了
At twenty-six, Shi Yanru has been the campus heartthrob ever since he was a child, and luck has always been on his side. Even after death, a System binds itself to him and sends him to transmigrate through one world after another to save other people from their fates. Shi Yanru is perfectly happy just to stay alive, but there’s always a deranged male side character who shows up to sabotage his missions. The System says, “Host, stay calm. Whatever you do, stay calm. He’s insane and could kill you
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I Transmigrated into a Eunuch and Met a Prince in the Cold Palace 穿成真太监后遇到一个冷宫皇子
[No female lead!!! CP: a real eunuch & a prince banished to the Cold Palace] His girlfriend cursed him, and he never expected it to come true. What do you do when you transmigrate into the body of a real eunuch? Cry three times a day. Then he unexpectedly meets a lame prince living in the Cold Palace, and happens to stumble upon the black-hearted brat murdering someone. Without even realizing it, he somehow manages to make the prince fall for him. Gu Xiangyu: This kid's looking at me in a pretty
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The Wind Chime's Epilogue 风铃尾声
Told from both first-person and third-person perspectives. (A little angst makes it sweeter) (Childhood sweethearts) Three years ago, you left without a word. I traveled thousands of miles just to see you, and you held someone else's hand as you told me, “I'm sorry.” Now you've made me realize that all these years, you've been by my side, watching me love someone else. How am I supposed to face you now?
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When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时
[If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa
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He Didn't Comfort Him 他没哄他
[Two male leads + campus + lighthearted + unrequited love + a touch of bittersweetness + BE + short story] (Soothing someone = comforting them = deceiving them) Gloomy top student [Mu Qi] × doomed delinquent [Ling Shu] Every relationship needs someone to make the first move. That's inevitable. So Ling Shu spent two years preparing before stepping back into Mu Qi's life. Liking someone doesn't guarantee you'll end up together, and love doesn't have to be earth-shattering. So Mu Qi kept watch ove
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Choosing a Worthy Match 择膏粱
[Xianxia + Remarriage + Young Married Couple + Rekindled Love + Scumbag Chases His Wife to the Crematorium + Younger Pursuer] This is the story of a bad boy who tries every trick in the book to remarry his wife. Wei Zhi, the bad boy, looks down on the wife his parents “carefully chose” for him. Not only does she come from a poor family, she’s also delicate. The moment anyone picks on her, she bursts into tears. Just looking at her annoys him. Wei Zhi tries everything, from beating and berating h
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My Ex Is Back for Another Shot! 前男友，他吃回头草了！
My Ex-Boyfriend Is Back for Another Shot!
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A Gambling Dad, a Sick Mom, and a Broken Him 赌博的爹，生病的妈，破碎的他
[Male-Male Romance]+ [The Pursuit After Losing Her]+ [Substitute Romance]+ [Substitute Marriage]+ [Love Triangle Showdown]+ [Age Gap]+ [Size Difference] A gambling father, a sick mother, a useless first love, a broken-hearted him, a husband who bullies him, and now he has to be the stepmother to a younger brat. Life for Li Yuanjin is a constant struggle: he can neither live nor die. Born after his father’s death, he moved with his mother into his stepfather’s home, where he endured years of beat
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He’s Lost Control 他已失控
[Two male leads + love and hate + winning back his wife after driving her away + punishing scumbags] Gu Yanchi: The more starved for love someone is, the more likely they are to convince themselves that giving everything is what they should do. Lin Du: So, do you still love me? You don't anymore, do you...
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Looking Back, Autumn Has Fallen Across the Land 回首山河已是秋
When I Look Back, Autumn Has Fallen Across the Land
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No Worries, We Have All the Time in the World 不妨不妨，我们来日方长
[Cool, reserved young scholar x down-on-his-luck fake prince] Zhechuan was once a scholar. Because of his ill-fated name, he could only take third place in the imperial examinations. But he never regretted those ten years of arduous study; all he wanted was for the prince to notice him. When it comes to the prince, Zhechuan loves him, but hates him too. Love and hate mingle, making those feelings murkier and more tangled. He has seen the prince in every other state, but never as a prisoner in th
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Officer Lin, Please Be Cruel to Me! 林警官，求虐！
[Male-male romance + mystery + angst + bad ending] [A ruthless, cold-blooded undercover agent with a split personality, quick to change his tune and endlessly talkative versus a stoic, softhearted, highly intelligent narcotics officer who’s as wooden as they come] Wen Shan was once Lin Mo’s best friend, and his only one. But the 0612 narcotics case in Taizhou when they were fifteen suddenly made him the son of the man who had killed Lin Mo’s father. Sixteen years later, they meet again. Lin Mo,
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Fallen into the Abyss, Unaware of the Pain of Parting 堕渊不谙离恨苦
[Two Male Leads] [Both Powerful] [Xianxia] [Some Angst] [Pursuing His Lover After Losing Him] [Reconciliation and a Happy Ending] An unpredictable, deranged Venerable Lord x a gentle, refined young master Mu Mianchen wanted to honor his engagement and help his junior sister, so he went to the Demon Realm, hoping to make his death seem justified. But Liu Cheny you did not kill him. Instead, he refined him into a puppet. Controlled in the Realm of Rebirth, Mu Mianchen was made to seize a sword.
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From the Start, a Failing Student? Hehe, I’m Just Pretending! 开局成学渣？嘿嘿我装哒！
[My Little-Known Secrets Series: Tian Hao] [Traditional + realistic fiction + no fixed couple + chuunibyou + bittersweet] [No fixed couple means you can ship anyone] [Warning: extreme physical and emotional angst] [The physical and emotional angst starts at chapter 100. Read with caution] [Protagonist: Tian Hao] Everyone knows that Bole Middle School has three great things: a huge campus, lots of students, and a genius named Tian Hao. Growing up as the kind of kid other parents point to as an ex
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Hard to Hold 难拥
“You are the one I could meet but never hope to find, meet but never keep, meet but never have for a lifetime.” “Did you know? There's a Ruidada Road in Shanghai's Yangpu District, named after the two of us. I'd love to go there with you and see it.” If only I were a girl. Then I could marry you openly and without shame. In our next life, will you marry me?
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I Have No Life 吾无生
BL, bad ending. Please show the novel lots of support. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
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