I’m Hard to Make Cry, So I’m Looking for a Heartbreaking Tragic Romance That Can Get to Me, Like Decorate Your Dream 本人泪点高，求能虐我的苦恋文，像《装饰你的梦》

1. 51 蝶 Butterfly Shadows Return to Dust: Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 蝶影归尘：被婆母卖入风尘，前夫寻了我整整十年 Ni Ah Ni Ge Ni氼啊氼个氼55k WordsCompleted The Butterfly’s Shadow Returns to Dust: Sold into a Life of Vice by My Mother-in-Law, My Ex-Husband Searched for Me for Ten Years 306Reads—Score—Shelves

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   - The butterfly shadow returns to dust, a lifetime of wandering, half a lifetime of regrets. ​ - The most painful thing in the Republic of China was not the farewell, but the failure to love and miss. ​ - Lin Dieer: Identity can be changed, name can be changed, but love remains unchanged. ​ - Zhang Zhiming: After ten years of waiting, it will be difficult for a business to prosper. ​ - A silver butterfly hairpin, two lovesickness, half a lifetime of obsession. ​ - Watching "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust", I was so sad that I broke my heart and cried to the point of insomnia.

2. 52 恰 Just Like Your Sorrow 恰似你的忧伤 Fish Lantern Su鱼灯苏Modern Romance55k WordsCompleted Much Like Your Sorrow 8Reads—Score—Shelves

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   One day, when your beard has fallen, when my hair is thinning, when all the love has fallen, we will finally meet again, and we will be able to stay together across the world. [Cry]

3. 53 听 Songs of the Listening Wind Tower 听风楼歌 Splashing Water from the Far Bank隔岸拍水Urban186k WordsOngoing Why does Xiangju run a business that only loses money and never makes a profit? She treats relationships just as carelessly, elbowing her way to the top of the airport’s Twelve Most Beautiful Women. She has Hong Zhi and Brother Gen fighting over her in a jealous brawl, and instead of being ashamed, she’s proud of it. After her eldest daughter gets into a prestigious university, she works hard and becomes independent. She tutors and models cars in her spare time, and accompanies her professor to 459Reads—Score—Shelves

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   The first emotional novel about sadomasochism that makes you laugh out loud in the midst of sorrow. Everything is regrettable and everything is worth it.

4. 54 我 I Am a Scout: Zhan De 我是侦察兵一一湛德 Splashing Water from the Far Bank隔岸拍水10k WordsCompleted I’m a Scout: Zhan De —Reads—Score—Shelves
5. 55 万 Love Through a Thousand Torments: A Collection of Tortured Romances 万劫情深：虐恋短篇集 Frostblade of Ruicheng瑞城的寒霜剑Modern Romance691k WordsCompleted The bone-deep tenderness of concealing a terminal illness, the blood-curdling devotion of being bound as a substitute, a thousand-year obsession spanning the divide between life and death, and a battlefield farewell sealed by the flames of war... Every short story is a trial of love taken to its utmost extreme. They were once each other’s light, only to be ground to ash by fate. They spent the rest of their lives loving with all they had, yet it was never enough to overcome misunderstandings, pr 2Reads—Score—Shelves

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   One word, abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse, abuse, I will make you cry every minute [cover face] [cover face] [cover face] [cover face] [cover face] I don't believe that I won't cry if I abuse you

6. 56 一 One Short Tragic Romance Story a Day 一天一个短篇虐文故事 Frostblade of Ruicheng瑞城的寒霜剑Modern Romance4.2M WordsCompleted A Collection of Tragic Short Stories: Every Word Bleeds, Every Line Leaves You Aching One devastatingly heartbreaking short story every day! Modern-day missed chances intertwine with sorrows from ancient times, along with bone-deep pain drawn from true stories. These tales lay bare life’s regrets, every word striking straight to the heart until it hurts to read! If you finish without being moved, I’ll call you my “ancestor.” Come take on this lingering ache! 38Reads—Score—Shelves
7. 57 装 Decorate Your Dreams 装饰你的梦 Tang Zhi唐帜Modern Romance262k WordsCompleted [University Campus] [Unrequited Love] [Tragedy] A love story at Zhongshan Medical University. The male lead, Tan Shengxu, is devoted to the female lead, Zhong Mengwei. But because of a misunderstanding born of circumstance, she thinks he is her enemy and rejects his advances. In truth, he is the one she has been longing for. Heartbroken, Tan Shengxu gives up on their relationship in despair. Zhong Mengwei regrets it too late and starts pursuing him, but to no avail. Her love leaves her depressed 88Reads—Score—Shelves

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   Tan Shengxu gently plucked the strings and played the joys and sorrows, but he could only complain that he did not know the pain of lovesickness and the pain of separation. Nowadays, Zhong Mengwei refuses to meet even once. Even when they meet in a dream, they seem to be misunderstood by someone. Who can truly understand the sadness of missing her? Who can you confide in when you feel sad about leaving someone? Even if he broke the zither pole, it would be difficult to express his concern for her. He could only let the stars and moon convey this longing for him... [Licking screen]

8. 58 传 Passing on Longing 传思慕 Wen Daidai文黛黛Two Male Leads220k WordsCompleted [Reunion after years apart + two male leads + sweet romance + complete + a story within a story + entirely fictional + no real-life inspiration] World-weary, sickly beauty Jiang Qi (bottom) × carefree, moon-bright gentleman Chu Huaizhi (top). One day. Jiang Qi asked, “I thought you couldn't fight?” Chu Huaizhi carefully wiped the blood from his hands with a handkerchief, answering rather casually. “Who started that rumor?” “Me,” Jiang Qi said. “You look so delicate and frail.” Chu Huaizhi: “...” 36.6kReads9.3Score1.6kShelves

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   This book is highly recommended!! It's great to watch, and it's great to cry too. The love between Jiang Qi and Chu Huaizhi is enviable. Although Nian Nian (Jiang Qi) forgot His Highness (Chu Huaizhi) three times, His Highness never gave up waiting or searching. Because some things in the past were not very good, even if he met Nian Nian, His Highness did not want Nian Nian to remember him, even if he was in the previous memories. They are both gentle and considerate of each other. Niannian feels insecure and keeps testing His Highness, but how could His Highness be the same? Your Highness is tolerant of Nian Nian in every possible way, and responds to everything he says and does. Before meeting His Highness again, Nian Nian would not say a word even if the pain was excruciating. He could bear it all by himself. But since meeting His Highness, he has slowly learned to rely on him and not to hurt himself. After thinking about everything, Niannian looked back and found that he was always pushing Chu Huaizhi away, but Chu Huaizhi would still love him regardless of everything. He said, "I'm not sad. In fact, I'm happy every time I see you." "I always have to look at you a few more times. I'm afraid I won't see you again next time." "I'm not sad, I just miss you." He also said, "Nian Nian, you still remember so many things. Don't cry for me." It took me an afternoon to read it. I cried from beginning to end. In the end, I found that the characters in it all have prototypes. It was even more sad [crying] [crying]

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