Dear Lu Zhiyan, my brother Zhiyan. Because we were so heartbroken on the day of separation, we didn't even have time to say goodbye properly that day. I once heard someone say that longing is like the wind. There is no limit, you can cross mountains and seas to reach wherever you want to go. I looked at the slowly flowing evening breeze outside the ward window, hoping over and over in my heart that this gentle wind could cross the border and blow to your side. However, longing is silent, and there is no way to tell all the thoughts; but fortunately, longing is silent and will not become a burden that binds you. How I wish that the breeze could pass by your ears, complete the farewell that I could not say for me, and gently tell you for me: "Dear brother Zhiyan, goodbye."😂
I exhausted all my thirty-six-year-old courage and turned around, but was defeated when he showed off his twin pregnant wives. Until time went back and I decided to get on the bus in the opposite direction to Yu Zixuan. Only then did I realize that the scenery along the way that I had missed was so breathtakingly beautiful. The first part of torture and pleasure again
She knew his entire destiny: starting in the grass, becoming emperor of Chang'an, and finally being defeated and killed in Langhu Valley. But she still stayed by his side, watching him sink in blood and fire, and embracing his soul like a lonely beast in the middle of the night that was not recorded in history books. This is an admiration that knows the outcome, and the most tragic gaze on fate.
The sadness of old dreams is being let down. You know how good Gu Lingyu is, so you hate Fu Lanjun for not believing in him. The tears were hot and full of anger, wanting to seek justice for him. Dieying's sorrow was too late. Zhang Zhiming did nothing wrong and Dieer loved him from beginning to end. He just went to earn a family, and she just waited for him to come back before confessing. No one let anyone down, but fate did not leave them one more day. Those who have been let down still have regrets to hold on to. It's too late, and there's no room for hatred. So old dreams make people cry, and butterfly shadows make people unable to cry. It was long after I finished reading, that I suddenly remembered the sentence "When you come back, I have a surprise for you." The couple you wrote about never saw each other one last time until they died.
The runaway daughter × the paranoid upstart. He was abandoned in the last life, and hatred grew. He used marriage to imprison her for five years, and in the end she was killed and two people were injured. In this life, the flower of Gaoling spreads its wings crazily, stalking and pursuing his wife fiercely. [Cool][cool]
It's extremely cruel. As long as he can't be tortured, he will torture the male protagonist to death. The male protagonist who is a school idol uses the female protagonist to have a child and gets married just for money to save his parents for the child. The female protagonist learns the truth and tortures the male protagonist to death. The sweetness of the second male protagonist is coming soon.
The female protagonist loves the second male protagonist, the second male protagonist loves the male protagonist, the male protagonist loves the female protagonist, a love triangle
Forced to imprison love, chase his wife in the crematorium, madly criticize and become a madman, crazy for love. She lost her memory, and he transformed into her favorite star, just to find the only light. Xunmi spent two years building a hotel kingdom for her, buying a real estate for her and naming it Haogong Weiyi, only for her. His eyes recognized the wrong person, but his heart still throbbed for her after the transformation, and he was deeply involved in sadomasochistic love. I discovered her paintings, disguised myself from then on, and never let go. The author said, if there is a true connection and mutual support in the world, I will give up all the entanglements in everything, and fly together with fame and wealth. I will watch the red sun in the morning, enjoy the colorful sunset in the evening, watch the white snow flying in the winter, and listen to the chirping of birds and insects in the summer. Because with the person you love by your side, everything will be a good time and beautiful scenery. The female protagonist said, if one day I am no longer by your side, you have to take care of yourself. Only when you are well and have the ability can you find me. If you are still willing at that time, the male protagonist said, this life must be yours. I will use the rest of my life to do my best to search every corner of the world. From the blue sky to the underworld, I will definitely find you and take you home. …
Title: I am a villain in everyone's eyes, but I love her as much as anyone else - Reading "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" from Xiao Qihao's perspective --- [Almost crying] Everyone in the world accuses me of Xiao Qihao being sinister, paranoid and unscrupulous. They are right. I am an illegitimate son of the Zhang family. I take my mother's surname and have no legitimate identity. I have been living with others since I was a child. I'm jealous of Zhang Zhiming—jealous of his status as a direct descendant, jealous of his solid family fortune, and even more jealous of him marrying the only woman I want in my life. Lin Die'er. --- When I first saw that side, I knew I was doomed. She was a daughter of a famous family, with picturesque features and a tenacity in her bones that refused to bow. Zhang Zhiming was accommodating to her in every possible way, but her eyes were full of impatience and disgust. I could see clearly - she didn't love him. Since she doesn't love him, why can't she be replaced by me? Once this idea takes root, it can never be uprooted. I began to spy on her daily routine, hiding behind the rockery and watching her sitting alone by the pond in a daze, sneaking into her courtyard when she was not around, and staring at the rouge box on her dressing table in trance. I even attacked Ping'er because she was the closest person to Die'er. Die'er rushed to me and told me that the matchmaker was marrying Ping'er. I smiled and said to her, "The position of my head wife in my heart has always been yours." Her eyes were like knives, and she scolded me for being shameless. But I don't care. I only care about her. --- I finally got her, but she never belonged to me. I bribed Zhang's mother, forged a divorce letter, and imprisoned Die'er in another courtyard. That night, I said to her: Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. She cried, struggled, and was heartbroken. I kissed her, but she didn't respond, only tears. At dawn, I opened the door and left. She was huddled in the corner, her clothes were messy and her eyes were empty. I thought I won. But later I found out that she was pregnant with Zhang Zhiming's flesh and blood. In order to keep the baby alive, she made me think it was mine. She gritted her teeth to please me, closed her eyes and let me kiss her, but she muttered another man's name in a place where I couldn't hear her. At night, she slept in my arms, and what she murmured in her dream was - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing my heart. I tightened my arms and whispered in her ear: "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who you call in your dream. In this life, you can only lie next to me." But I couldn't lie to myself. I got her person, never her heart. --- I gave her all the good things I could do, but she wouldn't even give her a sincere smile. I gave her all the good things I could do to her. Make the other courtyard exquisite and warm, collect her favorite snacks and favorite treasures, stay by her side and take good care of her every day, put aside all the evil birds of prey, and learn to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. I'm not willing to give in. I am so jealous of Zhang Zhiming that I go crazy with jealousy. Why? How could he make her miss him even though he didn't do anything? And I tried my best, but I couldn't get her a sincere smile. I started to smoke heavily and tried to numb myself with opium. I want to forget her, but I can't. --- She disappeared, leaving only searching and regret for the rest of my life. My mother took advantage of my retreat to quit smoking and sold her into Yihongyuan. After I got out of the country, I learned the news, and I searched everywhere like crazy. I walked all over the streets, but there was no news about her. The child I believed to be Ping'er was held in my hands and taken good care of. I named him "Yi'an" - no hesitation, peace and security. I poured all my guilt, debt and obsession with Die'er into this child. I thought until my death that it was my flesh and blood. I never found the silver necklace she left behind in the swaddling compartment. --- When the news of her death came, my world collapsed. After several years of searching, the news of her death finally arrived. The woman I asked for, the woman who ruined half my life and was ruined by me, is dead. She blocked the gun for someone else and gave her life to another man. I didn't even see him for the last time, and I didn't even get a chance to apologize. I held the golden butterfly hairpin she had left in another courtyard and stayed behind closed doors for three days without eating or drinking. I remembered that night she said to me: "I'm just your trophy." I said to the air word by word - "Die'er, I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy." No one heard. She won't hear it either. --- I'm not a good person, but I really loved him. Everyone in the world said that Xiao Qihao was a villain, a villain, and the murderer who ruined Die'er's life. I won't argue. But I want you to know - I love her as much as anyone else. I just did it the wrong way, the wrong way from the beginning. If I could have met her earlier, if I could pursue her in an honest way, if I was not the illegitimate son of the Zhang family, if I could control my jealousy and paranoia - would the ending be different? No one can answer me. She won't come back either. --- Epilogue I put all my guilt and longing for Die'er into the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. I can point the blade at my brother, but never at my own country. For the rest of my life, I devoted everything I had to supporting the Anti-Japanese War, teaching that child to be patriotic and good, and spend my whole life making up for the sins I had committed. I made Ping'er my main wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But that place in my heart is always empty. I know, I don't deserve to say I love her. But if there is a next life - I hope I can stand upright in front of her and say: "Hello, Ms. Lin. My name is Xiao Qihao. I am not anyone's illegitimate child, nor anyone's substitute. I am just a person who wants to get to know you." --- If you have ever loved someone, so much that you were obsessed with it, read "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust". There are no purely good guys or purely bad guys here. There was only a man named Xiao Qihao who loved someone he should never love in the wrong way. After finishing the book, it's hard to calm down.
"You are a Different Kind of Landscape" Distant memories begin with love. The fireworks of spring are the longing of our hearts. My dear, please come to me.
The trash picked up by his fiancée turned out to be a peerless demon who would annihilate the sect in the future! She thought she had picked up a piece of trash, but instead she raised a demon who wanted to destroy her sect. "Shangguan Baili, the little grandson you were waiting for died in the Hanjiang River long ago."