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1 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 88.1kReads9.4Score7.7kShelves

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It was really super sad. It made me cry. I felt so sorry for the heroine. I highly recommend watching it.

2 夜 Young Master Ye, Stop Tormenting Me. Your Wife Is Already Gone 夜少别虐了，夫人已尸骨无存 Autumn Unseen不见秋Modern Romance189k WordsCompleted [Elite Family Tragedy | Obsessive Love | CEO’s Regretful Pursuit | Faked Death and Rebirth]“Su Yan, a wicked woman like you might as well be dead.” Su Yan had loved Ye Xiaohan for twelve years, but Ye Xiaohan despised her in every way. Su Yan thought that one day, Ye Xiaohan would realize how good she was, but he continued to hurt her without restraint. After suffering endless humiliation and abuse, and even having the child they shared taken away from her... Su Yan finally understood that Ye Xi 2.1kReads8.3Score211Shelves

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It's cruel, very sad. Warm reminder: when reading the first book, remember not to think too hard! [Note] In the second book, the male protagonist is ill. His imaginary wife has returned and everyone is cooperating with him. He really loved his wife, but it was a pity that he was too temperamental and got into trouble and died [crying][crying][crying][crying]

3 温 A Gentle Thorn 温柔刺 Xie Bai谢白Two Male Leads179k WordsCompleted It's easy to fall for someone, but hard to forget them. Zhu Qi'an loves Xiao Hanyuan, and the whole world can know it. But the two of them can never overcome reality. . Only later did he learn: The person you love and admire, that very gentleness, can also pierce your heart without mercy and leave you in unbearable pain. Even at the end of his life, he would still give everything for him. 20Reads6.3Score—Shelves

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This is a stand-in story with a double death ending, but I think I am a little different from other stand-ins. Gong's face is close to his, but he is the only one he loves until his death. In order not to embarrass Gong, Shou sends himself to prison. He chases him at the beach and holds a wedding with only one person in front of tens of millions of people. It is the wedding of him and his lover... Anyway, that's about it. You won't regret it, you must go and see it.

4 她 She Stopped Comforting Him 她不哄他了 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 118.1kReads9.6Score20.7kShelves

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①: She doesn't coax him anymore. Meeting is midsummer, parting is also midsummer. Xu Si's little rose will always be buried in that midsummer. This article is very good, but the ending is not very beautiful. Jiang Qiao, come back and see your Xu Si! ②: Lu Lingchuan and Shen Nian are both rational and sober. They just chose others between others and themselves. When Shen Nian lost her light, it was also very painful. The ending was a bit difficult to reconcile. Shen Nian, I will never forget her, I will mourn her. ③: Sweet first and then cruel, the ending is very regrettable. Young Xu Xuanlin has an unstable temperament, while Xiang Yu is not brave but has low self-esteem. Xu Xuan, who grew up, felt that every scene was like reenacting it, but they were not together in the end.

6 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 97.9kReads9.7Score18.1kShelves

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The first book, huge abuse! ! ! The second book is highly recommended, and the third and fourth books are companion pieces. It is recommended to read them together. First read "A Little Sad Thing of Secret Love" and then "Xiaoxiao Yu Sheng Chi". The fifth book is really good for crying. The sixth book is that the scumbag deserves it, and the heroine... It is a pity that I missed the seventh one. It is a pity that I haven't read the last one yet. Can anyone who has read it tell me how sad it is?

10 我 I Only Sneaked a Glance at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 19.3kReads9.6Score4.5kShelves

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The young man never knew how high the sky was. He stood there unruly and somewhat arrogantly. He would never give up for anything, and he would always wear bright clothes and be angry with his horse. In youth, not every girl is like the scorching sun, but some girls are like the gentle spring wind and the first silent snow in winter. And she was just a harmless spring breeze, leaving no trace or sound.

11 桔 The Bellflower Is Not White 桔梗不白 Paris Is Pretending to Be Drunk巴黎在装醉Modern Romance20k WordsCompleted Every moment spent near him was full of telltale slips. A performance called unrequited love is the hardest one to pull off. - (The male lead doesn't cheat. He appears as a ghost, hoping the heroine will finally give up on him and stop grieving. He also sacrifices his reputation so netizens will stop attacking her. If someone has to be swallowed up by public opinion, he wants it to be him. It's a self-destructive attempt to save her: he gives up his life and his good name, as long as she's all r 210Reads8.1Score105Shelves

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I burst into tears when I saw it [crying]

12 他 He Is in the South of the Clouds 他在云之南 Jing Xing景行Modern Romance209k WordsCompleted When they first met, he was shrouded in shadow, reeking of blood and violence. He asked her, “Who are you? Where are you from? What are you doing here?” It was a long time before she thought of the true answer: “I'm Shen Xun. I came from the far north to the south of the clouds, to meet the love of my life.” He was her Morpheus, giving her a poppy-like dream of love, bewitching and intoxicating. He captured her soul, clouded her mind, and made her addicted. Like a pawn crossing a river, she went 28kReads9.7Score5.3kShelves

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It's really cruel. I searched for these and watched them with the thought of being tortured and crying. The main reason is that I personally have a high tear point, and I originally thought it was not too cruel, but after watching it, I used a few packs of tissues to cry secretly in bed.

14 望 Looking Toward Jiangnan 望江南 Only When You Know How to Let Go Do You Know It's Too Late知挽才知晚Modern Romance174k WordsCompleted [Healing / Campus Romance / Bittersweet Ending] Dedicated to a brief, blazing youth! Ji Mengnan only remembered that night’s heavy rain and the river behind her, churning like boiling water. Is loving someone a lifelong thing? Everything Ji Mengnan did afterward, all the ways she tried to keep living, was because of that love. If it weren’t for Jiang Qing, she would have died at seventeen. The boy was the only ray of light in the darkness, but light never stays forever, and it doesn’t shine on h 525Reads9.0Score170Shelves

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Most of these books are short stories about campus abuse, and the male and female protagonists all end up being be. These books are quite sadistic to me personally.

18 等 Waiting for You to Turn Around and Say You Love Me 等你回头说爱我 Bi Lian碧恋Two Male Leads151k WordsCompleted [Boys' love + emotional torment + physical torment + a perfect deception + innocent on the outside, dark within + obsessive and twisted + bad ending + strong characters + yandere] No one is simple. Please don't look at people too naively, especially those who seem harmless. Shen Yan is the child of a wealthy family. In other people's eyes, he's nothing but a commodity with a price tag, something to be passed around and bullied at will. He tries with all his might to learn how to love others and 1.5kReads9.2Score197Shelves

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Super sad, the last reality adaptation