Any Tragic BL with an Unrequited Love That Can Never Be? I Want to Be Absolutely Wrecked 有没有be的双男的，超级虐，爱而不得的那种
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Sleeping Peacefully Beneath the Sophora Tree 顾枕槐安
Younger man + substitute + love grows over time + regretful pursuit of the ex + putting scumbags in their place + angst, angst, and more angst!!! Before he turned eighteen, Du Huai’an had no father in his life. The year he turned eighteen, his mother, who had raised him alone, was diagnosed with stomach cancer. So she took him to meet the man who was supposedly his father. That was when he learned his father was the head of the prestigious Zhu family in Jingyuan. He entered the Zhu family as the
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After Prison, I Was Forced into Love by a Mad Big Shot 出狱后，我被疯批大佬强制爱了
Male-male romance + forced love + melodrama + groveling redemption + unhinged characters + physical and emotional torment + angst with a sweet payoff + confinement + happy ending The pursuer knows he’s a scumbag. He’s inhuman at first, then goes mad chasing his love, even stabbing himself. * To get revenge on Chen Jing, Duan Jinyan personally sent him to prison, leaving him disfigured, deaf, and covered in ugly scars. After his release, Chen Jing ran into Duan Jinyan again. He begged Duan to lea
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Master of His Bed, Light of His Chongli 他的枕席之主，他的重黎之光
[One-on-one romance, both leads sexually inexperienced, physical and emotional angst, uniforms, a light sci-fi space setting, slight coercion, false replacement] Nan Li looked up at Lu Lin, a tear rolling down her cheek. “Lu Lin, please let me go...” A few bolts of lightning flashed across the horizon. The tear caught their light as it fell into Lu Lin's heart, shattering his memories. “Kill me, and I'll let you go!” A short story with a short blurb.
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A Decade's Difference 十年落差
The shou suffers from depression. He has always believed he is a man, and that being with the gong has dragged the gong’s life down. In the shou’s dying flashback, he sees another possible life for the gong. Unable to accept that possibility, he is tormented by depression even in his dream and tries to take his own life. When the dream ends, he returns to reality, and the two miserable souls decide to pull themselves together and build a good life together.
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Red Roses in December 十二月的红玫瑰
(Dual male leads, angsty 1v1 romance, both devoted only to each other, bad ending, power couple, mutual salvation, pure love with plenty of heartbreak.) My dear Mr. Mo: I’m sorry. In the end, I failed to keep my promise to you and became a coward who fled this world. If you can forgive my selfishness and weakness, then when spring returns next year, please leave a bouquet of red roses at my grave. Choose the most beautiful one in the flower shop. I think I’ll be able to smell its fragrance. [Nei
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Help! My Mortal Enemy Forced Me to Marry Him 救命！我被死对头给强娶了
[Completed + two male leads + love and hate + mild coercion + younger man + one-on-one + fictional setting] [Hot-tempered, sharp-tongued, narcissistic top scholar × possessive, puppy-like regent, who later turns rabid] (The main story has a tragic ending; the extras have a happy ending. Sweet with angst, angsty with sweetness.) Alternate title: Bewitched By imperial decree, Xu Ci went from a high-ranking official to a plaything kept beneath another man's body. It all began when the all-powerful
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Eight Years to Make Good 限期八年
“I’m sorry. I love you very much.” “I hope that in your next life, you can treat me right.” Their eight-year affair, hidden in the shadows, was riddled with misunderstanding and hurt. Ji Nan thought they would spend the rest of their lives together, only to hear Zhang Hui say, “I can’t go on anymore.”
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Quick Transmigration: After the Host Follows the Plot, the World Falls Apart Again 快穿：宿主走剧情后世界又崩溃了
[Quick Transmigration] [Male Leads] [Faked Death] [BE in Small Worlds] [Immersive Role-Playing] This world had long since lost its appeal for Tang Ci. Then System 007 suddenly barged in, completely out of place, and Tang Ci coaxed it into signing a contract with him by putting on an innocent act. Complete the missions? Sure. But why isn’t the world following the original plot? How would I know? Tang Ci smiled innocently. That’s the male lead’s fault. What does it have to do with me, Tang Ci? Wor
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May You Know Peace for All Your Days 愿汝长安
[Male-male romance] [Emperor shou] [Both leads are each other’s first and only] Jiang Hongyu never expected to accomplish anything during his reign. Just staying alive would be enough; even being a puppet emperor would be fine. But things rarely go as planned. Kidnapping, the death of a friend, and the turmoil of war leave him struggling to breathe. But He Chang’an is like a ray of light, keeping him going. As long as they’re together, Jiang Hongyu feels he can do anything. But what will he d
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My Campus Nemesis 我的校园死对头
[Two male leads / Two top students / Bad ending] Rivals to lovers Jiang Linshen x Qian Xingye “I remember when we first met, I wasn’t even interested in your name.” But later, after all the teasing... After all the clashes and confrontations... One of them fell in love, and there was no turning back. “If there were someone I really, really loved, I’d be willing to take a chance. I wouldn’t bet that he loved me too. I’d only bet that I wouldn’t regret it.” Cover art by Changye Xifang.
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The Flowers Bloomed 花，开了
If not for that glass of “Glacier,” he would never have inexplicably walked toward him. If he had never met Chen Ji, he would probably still be shrouded in darkness, unable to believe that anyone in this world could truly love him. An Yi is the top seller in this part of town, a butterfly dancing on the edge of taboo, dazzling yet elusive. Chen Ji, a spotless top student, is like a little deer lost in forbidden territory. He has stepped into more than this absurd place: he has also entered An Y
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Thirty Thousand Years of Shocking Passion 惊情三万年
The year 2006 was a year Sheng Yilian and Qi Yi would never be able to cross beyond. It was the year they met. That midsummer, Sheng Yilian became a sun-scorched green lemon, every slice refusing to bow its head. So Qi Yi blamed summer, and blamed himself. By then, Qi Yi had become a speck of dust, gray and unremarkable. During his brief stay with Sheng Yilian, there were many moments when he wanted Sheng to see what made him unique. But they were fated to miss each other. Qi Yi understood th
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Please Love Me Once 请爱我一次1
Please Love Me Just Once 1
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The Flower of Naraku 奈落之花
A cold, lone wanderer × a devoted cross-dressing heartthrob The two strangest oddballs in the martial world, from east to west and north to south: he runs, she chases. When she can’t find him, she starts going mad and wants the whole world to be buried with her. The secondary couple drives the plot, while the main couple gets pushed along by it.
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Above the Clouds 行云上
[Angst] When they first met, he wore finery that trailed across the floor, looking down on all beneath him, untouchable and far above reach. When they met again, he took him home and said, “I can be the only family you have.” Now, the man was gaunt and utterly disheartened. He held a long sword to his own throat, grief-stricken. “I’ll give you back this life...” A love that ran so deep was misplaced in the end. From that moment on, they would never meet again, in this life or the next. A gentle
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We Really Can’t 我们真的不可以
The Heavenly Dao has its order. A war between gods and demons reshapes the Three Realms and changes the fates of countless people. The twin heirs of the Demon God: one arrogant and overbearing, the other sinister and domineering. These two, who think the world belongs to them, secretly vie with each other. Their feelings begin mixed with ulterior motives, but the restrained emotions between them gradually spiral out of control as the truth comes to light. In this fated game within a game, with a
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Our Love Was Deep, Yet Never Reached Forever 情深未可到白头
[Two male leads | Bad ending] They met in the prime of their youth. Both hid their feelings, each thinking their love would last forever. It wasn't until Kong Huan met Lin Zhaonan that he believed the saying: “The first person you fall for is the one you'll love for your whole life!” He did just that. Sadly, his whole life lasted only a couple of decades... Lin Zhaonan cried as he told Kong Huan, “You have to come on my wedding day, promise me! I can only feel safe if you're there!” Kong Huan pl
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The Eunuch 阉人
Shuangjiang stood by Li Yue’s side as he went from a prince walking on thin ice to the throne, watching him marry one beautiful woman after another. Ten years ago, Shuangjiang said to the powerless Li Yue, “I’m only a eunuch. I wouldn’t dare eat this osmanthus cake.” Li Yue said, “Shuangjiang is my favorite person. From now on, I’ll bring you as much osmanthus cake as you want.” Ten years later, Shuangjiang was frail and ill, longing for a piece of osmanthus cake. Li Yue said, “You’re only a eun
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A Love So Deep 痴痴情深
The naive Su Cheng had a heart as pure as snow, and thought only of the prince. But the prince felt nothing for him. Again and again, he called him by the wrong name, let go of his hand, and wounded his devoted heart. Did the prince know that even a naive boy could understand love, and that even he could be heartbroken?
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Spoiled by the Zither 筝宠
"I can't believe you're so cheap. You can't live without a man, can you?!" Faced with Qin Yifeng's fury, Lu Zheng felt nothing but sorrow. If he hadn't heard Qin Yifeng say to Shen Yun just a day earlier, "When I'm done playing with him, I'll give him to you..." he would have asked what it meant. But there was no need now. He understood: it was just an excuse Qin Yifeng had made up because he was tired of him. He would leave, disappearing completely from Qin Yifeng's sight. But why did Qin Yifen
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Quick Transmigration: My Host Is Frail and Helpless, but Completely Unhinged 快穿疯批：我那宿主柔弱不能自理
In every tragic romance, the heroine is tormented by the hero until her heart is torn apart, and her heart, kidneys, and brain are cut out. Yet the heroine loves the hero without fail, devoting herself wholeheartedly to her career as his doormat. Now Jingsha has become the heroine of a tragic romance. She's obsessive, unstable, scummy, and downright crazy. She torments the male lead, then the male supporting character, then the female supporting character. In the end, they all love her but can n
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Quick Transmigration: After Torturing the Big Shot to Tears, I Faked My Death and Escaped 快穿：把大佬虐哭后我死遁了
[Two male leads, scum gong regrets his actions, chases his wife to the crematorium, sickly, coughing blood, forced love, shou fakes his death and escapes, BE in the small worlds, HE in the end] [System: Reminder, Host Yun Chen, this is an S-rank conquest world. The principal gods of every plane are extremely powerful!] [Yun Chen: Oh.] - The domineering CEO, wealthy enough to rival a nation: You’re nothing but a substitute picked out of the mud. My one true love is the chosen one! Yun Chen fell i
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Quick Transmigration: The White Moonlight Tears Up the Cannon Fodder Plot Again 快穿：白月光又撕了炮灰剧本
At first, none of them liked her. Later, she became the unreachable first love in their hearts! A scum-trashing Mary Sue romance, with regretful exes chasing their wives! After cultivating for a thousand years, the parasitic vine spirit Si Si finally succeeds in ascending. But during the Ascension Ceremony, her superior gets her in trouble. The Heavenly Dao orders her to help cannon-fodder supporting heroines in three thousand worlds fulfill their wishes. Only after earning enough merit can she
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No Bad Endings 禁止be
[Sweet, easygoing bottom × attentive, doting top] [Two male leads + sweet romance + devoted to each other + unconventional dating livestream show] After a car accident, Yuan Mu gained a new set of memories and learned that this world was actually one giant romance novel. Shen Heng, who had doted on him for five years of marriage, was really the devoted second male lead who loved the novel’s protagonist, the bottom, without hope, could never let go, and ultimately chose to live out his days alone
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Quick Transmigration: Back Off, You’re Asking for Trouble 快穿：别过来，你在找虐
[Dual Male Leads + Fake Coercion + Frail Health + Faking His Death + A Melodramatic Grab Bag] The small worlds all end badly. As a member of the Torture Fiction Team with exceptional professional skills, Xu Bai travels with the System, Xiao Liu, conquering one challenge after another until they reach a Grade B world. He is determined to max out the affection ratings, reach Grade A as soon as possible, and get promoted with a pay raise! There are two targets to win over in each world. The title h
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Fallen into the Abyss, Unaware of the Pain of Parting 堕渊不谙离恨苦
[Two Male Leads] [Both Powerful] [Xianxia] [Some Angst] [Pursuing His Lover After Losing Him] [Reconciliation and a Happy Ending] An unpredictable, deranged Venerable Lord x a gentle, refined young master Mu Mianchen wanted to honor his engagement and help his junior sister, so he went to the Demon Realm, hoping to make his death seem justified. But Liu Cheny you did not kill him. Instead, he refined him into a puppet. Controlled in the Realm of Rebirth, Mu Mianchen was made to seize a sword.
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I'd Rather Fall into the Ninth Hell Than Long for You 宁坠九幽不思君
I'd Rather Fall into the Nine Hells Than Long for You
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He Always Likes to Cling to Me 他总爱黏着我
He’s Always Clinging to Me
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From the Start, a Failing Student? Hehe, I’m Just Pretending! 开局成学渣？嘿嘿我装哒！
[My Little-Known Secrets Series: Tian Hao] [Traditional + realistic fiction + no fixed couple + chuunibyou + bittersweet] [No fixed couple means you can ship anyone] [Warning: extreme physical and emotional angst] [The physical and emotional angst starts at chapter 100. Read with caution] [Protagonist: Tian Hao] Everyone knows that Bole Middle School has three great things: a huge campus, lots of students, and a genius named Tian Hao. Growing up as the kind of kid other parents point to as an ex
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The Butler's Chronicles at Steffelly Manor 斯特菲尔利庄园男仆记事
A Butler’s Chronicle at the Steffelily Estate
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Fallen from the Azure Heavens 堕青云
Falling from the Azure Heavens
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Duke Lancaster's Sick Game 兰斯特公爵的恶心游戏
The Duke of Lancer's Disgusting Game
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Old Tales of Nancy Manor 南希庄园旧事
Old Stories of Nancy Manor
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The Sparrow Without a Blessing 无佑之雀
A Sparrow Without Blessings
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The Gentle Hunter 温柔猎手
The short drama is now available to watch on Hongguo and Tomato Short Drama. This is a story about a hunter and her prey. Xinyi is a girl from a small county town who works part-time as a tour guide to pay her tuition. She meets the wealthy Yang Haichao, who is attracted to her at first sight. Their encounter changes both their lives, and in the end, the hunter becomes the prey. Xinyi’s growth and transformation come at a bloody cost. You think it’s just a fleeting night of pleasure, but I want
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Hunters of the Forbidden Zone 禁区猎人
All things have a spirit. In this world, there are always people and things we have never encountered. Six years ago, a mysterious legend about a giant python undergoing tribulation drew the world's finest hunters to the Kunlun Mountains. In the end, the python died, and Lin Shuo was the only hunter to survive. Afterward, he withdrew from the world and went into hiding in the mountains. Six years later, a huge scale appeared before Lin Shuo. The giant python that had failed its tribulation had s
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Reborn in Another World: The Deep-Cutting Schemes of a First-Rank Female Immortal 异界重生：一品女仙套路深
An accident. She enters a fantastical world, with no family or familiar faces by her side. The fragility of life leaves her bewildered. Fortunately, she still has two lifelines who might be able to save her, so she clings to them tightly. She wants to go home, but has no idea where to find the way back. The road through adversity stretches on without end. Where does it lead…?
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The Devil’s Pact 恶魔之约
Don’t play games with strangers. People... die.
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Taboo of the Living 活人禁忌
When I was nine, I found myself in mortal danger! To save me, my grandfather made a decision that would change my life forever...
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Pretending to Be Devoted? I'll Outact You Until You Drop! 装深情？我演不死你！
[Quick transmigration + System + unhinged characters + regretful pursuit + dog-training fiction + no romance] After making a mistake, Qi Yu was bound to a System and forcibly exiled to the mortal world to complete missions. Some said Qi Yu was an emotionless madman, one who could wander through a thousand flowers without a single petal clinging to him. One second, he was tenderly devoted to you. The next, he would turn away without a shred of mercy. When someone challenged him, Qi Yu smiled casu
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