Looking for Female-Led Novels Where the Heroine Has No Will to Survive and Is Terminally Ill or Depressed 求女主没有求生欲，得了绝症或，抑郁症，女频

1. 1 以 I Offer My Devotion to the Passing Years 以我深情祭岁月 Er Qiao二乔Modern Romance324k WordsCompleted [The physical book with the same title is now available] “I hesitated once. I turned back to face the slightest glimmer of hope, yet no one cared.” “Later, a thick fog rolled in. You said you loved me so much, but why was your love thinner than the fog, so faint I could barely see it?” Shen Nian 71.8kReads9.4Score6.4kShelves

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   [Little Taozi🍑 is here to recommend the book~] Personal test ❗ Recommend the first book❗❗❗ ❶The female protagonist suffered from depression and jumped off the building without being redeemed. The male protagonist grew old overnight and spent his whole life alone [crying][crying][crying] ❷The heroine was born in a bad family and suffered from depression, but luckily she was saved by the male protagonist [almost crying] Recommended star rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

2. 2 当 When a Person with Depression Meets a Hopeless Romantic 当抑郁症患者遇上恋爱脑 Empty Mountain in Spring春山空Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted [Love-struck computer science heartthrob VS depressed literature student] Jiang Li, whose family life was deeply unhappy, thought her bleak existence would remain stagnant. But someone’s arrival upended her plans and sent her life in an entirely new direction. Tips: “ I… I wasn’t abandoning you. I was wrong. It was my fault… I shouldn’t have gotten mad at you.” Pei Yanci’s expression darkened. His eyes reddened as he rested his chin on Jiang Li’s soft, fluffy head and struggled to speak. “It w 9.2kReads9.0Score1kShelves
3. 3 穿 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Heiress, I Can’t Enjoy Life at All! 穿成绝症千金后，活不了一点！ Near Death, I Sat Up in Shock垂死病中惊坐起Modern Romance1.2M WordsCompleted Su Muran spent twenty years treading carefully, then died in an unusually frigid sea. Her birth had killed her mother, and both her father and brother resented her. “Dad, let me tidy that up for you.” Su's father irritably drove her out. “Big brother, I made this cake for you.” She eagerly hoped he would accept it. He threw the cake on the ground with a look of disgust. “Get lost!” The Su family disliked Su Muran, and the servants bullied her. She was tired. Because her mother had given her life 12.3kReads8.9Score1.1kShelves

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   This book is very good. It is the best book I have ever read, but it is not finished.

4. 4 缠 Silken Threads 缠丝 Soft Sheng软笙Modern Romance363k WordsCompleted [Extra-sweet romance, married first and falling in love later, both pure! Medical genius from a top-tier wealthy family x a dazzling beauty] Lin Ci opened her eyes and found herself five years in the future. She had gone from an eighteen-year-old girl with nothing to her name to the young madam of the Lu family, able to get anything she wanted. With five years of memories missing, Lin Ci could hardly believe that Lu Bochuan, a powerful, handsome medical genius who could even build machines, had 2.3kReads8.9Score218Shelves

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   The heroine commits suicide and has no desire to live. The hero dotes on the heroine [laughing] but overall it's very sweet.

5. 5 重 After Being Reborn, I Became the Beloved Female Side Character 重生后，女配的我被团宠了 Suoda's Wife索大的媳妇Modern Romance406k WordsCompleted Warning: This is not a female-lead power fantasy about revealing a secret identity. If that’s what you’re looking for, you can leave. [Some angst + reborn + adored by everyone + sweet romance + variety show] In her previous life, after the youngest daughter of Beijing’s wealthy Lu family went missing, they blamed their eldest daughter, Lu Yinghan, for failing to look after her little sister and drove her out. Lu Yinghan made her own way in life, but on her twentieth birthday, she was diagnosed w 194.7kReads9.2Score19kShelves
6. 6 公 The Duke's Daughter Has No Will to Survive 公爵千金的求生欲为零 Young Master You公子幽Modern Romance143k WordsOngoing In her previous life, she was the family’s shameful illegitimate daughter, barely scraping by. Her father’s coldness and her brothers’ disdain took her from trying her best to falling into despair. She only wanted to go abroad and clear her head, but her plane crashed. Ah… Being alive really is exhausting… I hope there won’t be another life… But it seemed fate wasn’t ready to let her go. She transmigrated to another world, into the body of a wicked woman suffering from a terminal illness… The on —Reads—Score—Shelves

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   The first and first books are very good-looking anyway. The second and third books are not in line with this theme, but I personally think they are very good-looking. I recommend them to everyone. The second one is really, oh, it made me cry when I read it. But this book is relatively short, only a dozen chapters. The third book is also very good-looking. I just finished reading this one and it is a little short. 100 Yuan for one chapter. Believe me, it's not a loss. All three of them are awesome and the plots are great. They are all relatively good, but there are a little more typos in the third book. I hope the author will change it. But, it is very interesting. If you mind, there is nothing you can do about it. The ending of the first book is not yet known. The ending of the second book feels good. The ending of the third book, well, although it is a little bit tearful at the end, but, it is still very good-looking, and its ending is also very happy.

7. 7 八 The Rugged 1980s Hunk Is a Beast, and He Spoils His Frail Little Wife to Tears 八零糙汉猛如虎，宠哭病弱小娇妻 Yuzhou渔洲Modern Romance280k WordsCompleted [Period setting + rough-and-tumble man with a lovesick streak + transmigrate into a book + doting husband + mutual devotion] [Quiet, ruthless, and wild Eighties roughneck vs. sweet-voiced, delicate, sickly little flower] Reader beware: The heroine is delicate but not self-sacrificing. This is not a strong-female-lead story, and she isn't a career-driven powerhouse. No golden finger or System at first; those only appear later!! Pei Yan was a notorious ruffian for miles around. No woman in the cou 353Reads8.8Score—Shelves
8. 8 北 The Heiress of Beicheng Goes Wherever She Pleases 北城千金她横着走 Ling Miaoyan凌妙烟Modern Romance233k WordsCompleted Gorgeous young heiress × childhood friend and one of North City’s overlords As the heiress of North City, Shu Mu had been the darling of the whole family since childhood. The phrase she heard most often was: “Do whatever you want. Your brother’s one of North City’s overlords, after all…” Then Shu Mu finally realized that her brother’s best friend, the other overlord of North City, was the best of the best. When he once again cleaned up a mess she’d made on her brother’s behalf, she threw herself 3.3kReads9.2Score403Shelves

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   The heroine has two brothers (one is a biological brother and the other is a boyfriend) who dote on the heroine. Later, the heroine became terminally ill and had no desire to live but wanted to die. Finally the heroine was cured

9. 9 温 Nurturing Roses 温养玫瑰 The Arrogant Sweet Romance Killer不可一世的甜文杀手Modern Romance145k WordsCompleted A genius girl with bipolar disorder × a refined, devoted CEO Content warning: The heroine is imperfect because of her mental illness! She can be a little obsessive, but this is absolutely a sweet romance! No vicious rival, and the hero is devoted and faithful. Blurb: “What’s the matter, Young Master Xiao? Did your little queen scratch you again?” a friend teased at a gathering of wealthy young men in the capital, sending everyone into fits of laughter. The man sitting in the middle held a ci 399Reads9.3Score100Shelves

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   In the first book, the heroine had a mental illness, and I forgot the specific content of the dual personality; in the second book, the heroine was terminally ill, and she almost failed to survive and attempted suicide, but luckily she got through it later, and there was no problem with the relationship between the male and female protagonists. The only abuse was during the time they were separated (all for each other)

10. 10 直 The Ancestors Watch Themselves Get Paired Up on a Livestream 直播老祖宗围观自己被拉郎配 Wei Ni Chi Xiang Cai魏你吃香菜Ancient Romance587k WordsCompleted The ancestors of old watch the future and can't help feeling envious. The sky screen appears across every dynasty. The good news: it has everything they want. The bad news: they have to load each video to 100% before they can get it. The ancestors of ancient times: Even if all the dynasties joined forces, they could conquer a world with hundreds of millions of people, but they'd never finish loading the last 0.1% of those videos. To help the ancestors, share this book with a friend to take part. 5.9kReads8.1Score314Shelves

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    I really like it [sending heart] and wrote it on my heart [sending heart]

11. 11 和 After Divorcing His White Moonlight's Double, the Overbearing CEO Went Mad 和白月光替身离婚后，霸总他疯了 Ginger Ale姜汁可乐儿Modern Romance378k WordsCompleted Everyone said Ruan Qing loved Fu Jingshen to the bone, including Fu Jingshen himself. Why else would she follow him without hesitation, even knowing she was just a substitute? When Ruan Qing asked for a divorce, Fu Jingshen didn’t take her seriously. His expression turned cold. “Have you made up your mind?” “Yes. Let’s divorce.” After the divorce, Fu Jingshen kept waiting for Ruan Qing to make him eat his words. Instead, he saw her with red-rimmed eyes, clinging to a refined, elegant man. “Ashen 565Reads8.6Score102Shelves

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    ①The male protagonist hurts the female protagonist again and again for Bai Yueguang, the female protagonist leaves, the second male protagonist takes over, and the mirror is broken but never reunited. ②The male protagonist misidentifies Bai Yueguang, so he abuses the female protagonist. In fact, the female protagonist is Bai Yueguang, and the broken mirror cannot be reunited. In the third book, the male protagonist abuses the female protagonist, the female protagonist leaves, and the second male protagonist takes over.

12. 12 一 Love at First Sight, Thank You for Loving Me 一见卿心，承蒙你喜欢 Han Xiaowuli含小乌力Modern Romance191k WordsCompleted Tearjerker: [The Second Male Lead Wins] “Our hands will never let go. If one of us lets go, the other has to hold on tight.” That beautiful promise vanished after his car accident. He fell for another woman and no longer remembered Shi Qing, the one who had made that promise with him. Even after they married, the only thing he ever did for her was fulfill his duties as a husband. After falling into despair, she ended things with a divorce. “Mr. President, Miss Shi's flight to Switzerland is at t 124Reads8.2Score—Shelves
13. 13 夫 Madam, Stop Torturing Him. President Sheng Is Your True White Moonlight 夫人别虐了，盛总才是你的白月光 Moonlit Nightdisc月夜discModern Romance296k WordsCompleted [Main story complete] [Male lead suffers] [They don’t get back together] [The husband’s pursuit of his wife after losing her] Many years later, she finally learned that the man she had treasured as her one true love had loved her desperately. Jiang Jianjian loved Sheng Chusheng for ten years, but he scorned her love. With her heart turned to ash, Jiang Jianjian decided to stop loving him and joined forces with the wealthy tycoon who had pursued her for years. But when news of her engagement arri 100Reads6.8Score—Shelves
14. 14 每 Someone Worries I’ll Kill Myself Every Day 每天都有人担心我会自杀 Alice's Forest Cottage爱丽丝的森林小屋Modern Romance334k WordsCompleted Lin Qingran died in the cold seawater, her life ending forever at the age of twenty-four. Afterward, the family members closest to her were consumed with regret and got the chance to start over. Can they change her fate this time? And what about the person she couldn’t stop thinking of, even as she died? Will they find their happy ending? Lin Qingran noticed that her family had started acting a little differently. Their annual family meeting had become a quarterly one. Her usually stern grandfa 5.1kReads9.0Score449Shelves
15. 15 他 He Said He'd Be Her Antidote 他说做她的解药 Hua Xianle花显乐Modern Romance237k WordsOngoing She had been pampered like a princess ever since she was little, but one mistake turned her life upside down. Her family didn't understand her, her classmates mocked her, and the person she loved left her. Again and again, she was plunged into despair. Already suffering from mild depression, her condition kept getting worse. She began to lose the pride she once had, constantly swallowing her grievances to please others. She felt exhausted by this life and thought of ending it all countless times —Reads—Score—Shelves

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