A Tragic Novel, Read It While Crying, Who🈶...

406 执 Zhizhan: I Became the Light in Her Palm Xie Yue9k WordsCompleted —Reads8.5Score—Shelves

Reader note

A must see! ! ! !

408 错 Missed Marriage Chen CaijieModern Romance599k WordsCompleted 147Reads5.8Score—Shelves

Reader note

This sadistic article makes your heart, liver and lungs hurt, so you can read it as an option.

408 顾 Mr. Gu and His Whole Family Worked Together, and the Mascot Quit. Tree That Wants to Fly9k WordsCompleted 1Reads8.5Score—Shelves

Reader note

Chasing my wife in the crematorium is heart-breaking + cool writing + boss boss + scumbag abuse + super reversal, come on

409 婆 800 Rounds of Battle Between Mother-In-Law and Daughter-In-Law Flowers Bloom and the Wind Warms 0119Modern Romance500k WordsCompleted 5kReads8.9Score484Shelves

Reader note

The middle part is really so tortured that it breaks down

412 曾 I Once Wanted to Get It over With Small DharaModern Romance117k WordsCompleted 5Reads—Score—Shelves

Reader note

I shamelessly recommend myself to read this modern romance and sadistic novel.

413 无 The Time Difference When No One Enters the Game Xian Geng6k WordsCompleted 19Reads8.4Score—Shelves

Reader note

My tears, your victory

417 许 May You Be Brilliant I'm ElevenModern Romance207k WordsCompleted 29Reads8.8Score—Shelves

Reader note

The further you go, the more you cry!

418 大 Burial of Youth in Water in Dadu River Bamboo Heart Reflects Snow9k WordsCompleted 21Reads8.5Score—Shelves

Reader note

Here comes the story that makes my heart ache and cry!

422 我 There Is You in My Dream Bamboo Heart Reflects Snow8k WordsCompleted 7Reads8.5Score—Shelves

Reader note

What a miserable life!

423 闺 After My Best Friend Cheated on Me, I Was Pampered by My Best Friend's Brother. Seattle WeatherModern Romance708k WordsCompleted 1.2kReads5.8Score105Shelves

Reader note

Book 16 is a bit cruel

426 腐 Fuck Girl's Acid Article Old GirlModern Romance359k WordsCompleted 2Reads5.8Score—Shelves

Reader note

A miserable autobiography... Highly recommended [like]

438 光 Light Meets All Living Beings The Quiet Prince968k WordsOngoing 84Reads5.8Score—Shelves

Reader note

An old bookworm who has read for tens of thousands of hours comes to speak out! The rhythm is that of a narration, which requires patience. The tragedy of the group portraits is written at a high level, and everyone's sense of fate is rushing towards them, leaving a lingering aftertaste of abuse.

442 诀 City ​​Of Farewell Ye Family Members Who Love to Eat Cabbage, CeleryModern Romance533k WordsCompleted 2Reads5.8Score—Shelves

Reader note

This is a tragic love novel based on the difficult survival of real estate practitioners. It tells the story of real estate practitioner Yang Jie's growth from love career. This is not a cool story about rebirth and time travel. It's a story that needs to be sat down and savored slowly

443 蝶 Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust: I Was Sold into Prostitution by My Mother-In-Law, and My Ex-Husband Has Been Looking for Me for Ten Years Ah55k WordsCompleted 356Reads8.7Score—Shelves

Reader note

"Old Dream 1913" VS "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust": Two "unresolved" pinnacles of the Republic of China's abuse literature are both in love and do not recognize each other. "Old Dream 1913" is the fault of the times, while "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" is a dead end set by human nature and destiny. 📌 Comparison of male protagonist settings - Gu Lingyu from "Old Dream 1913": shouldering heavy responsibilities, withholding deep feelings, and many words rotting in his stomach. Zhang Zhiming in "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust": Adhering to the way of a gentleman, even taking concubines is fake - just to test whether she has him in her heart. He remembered her casual remark, "Gardenias smell so good", bought a house in the south of the city, planted it full of gardenias, and waited for ten years. She never went back once. 📌 Comparison of the heroine's dilemma - Fu Lanjun: Suffering from misunderstandings, drifting away from her lover due to the tide of time. Lin Die'er: From a wealthy family to a prisoner in a deep house to a prostitute in a brothel to a Japanese female spy to a dead soul who blocks someone else's gun. I changed my identity six times and my name three times, but only one name will belong to me until death - Lin Die'er. 📌 Core abuse point comparison - "Old Dream 1913": He loves her, but she doesn't know. "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust": He loved her, but she didn't know; she loved him, but she didn't dare to say it; their son recognized his enemy as his father, and he didn't know he was a father until his death. The triple information gap, layer upon layer, is endless. 📌 Ending comparison - [Almost crying] "Old Dream 1913": She finally knew the truth, but she could never see him again. "The Shadow of the Butterfly Returns to Dust": She blocked a fatal shot for another man and promised before her death to "be an ordinary couple in the next life"; he held her silver butterfly hairpin and fell asleep in his longing for her. Two men, one received a "good", and the other held half of the hairpin until death. If "Old Dreams 1913" made you aware of the abuse literature of the Republic of China, then "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" will carve the words "It's hard to calm down" into your bones.

444 蝶 Dieying Returns to the Dust: My Husband's Enemy Forcibly Married Me and Robbed Me Ah15k WordsCompleted 45Reads8.4Score—Shelves

Reader note

Title: I am a villain in everyone's eyes, but I love her as much as anyone else - Reading "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust" from Xiao Qihao's perspective - Everyone in the world accuses me of Xiao Qihao being sinister, paranoid and unscrupulous. They are right. I am an illegitimate son of the Zhang family. I take my mother's surname and have no legitimate identity. I have been living with others since I was a child. I'm jealous of Zhang Zhiming—jealous of his status as a direct descendant, jealous of his solid family fortune, and even more jealous of him marrying the only woman I want in my life. Lin Die'er. --- When I first saw that side, I knew I was doomed. She was a daughter of a famous family, with picturesque features and a tenacity in her bones that refused to bow. Zhang Zhiming was accommodating to her in every possible way, but her eyes were full of impatience and disgust. I could see clearly - she didn't love him. Since she doesn't love him, why can't she be replaced by me? Once this idea takes root, it can never be uprooted. I began to spy on her daily routine, hiding behind the rockery and watching her sitting alone by the pond in a daze, sneaking into her courtyard when she was not around, and staring at the rouge box on her dressing table in trance. I even attacked Ping'er because she was the closest person to Die'er. Die'er rushed to me and told me that the matchmaker was marrying Ping'er. I smiled and said to her, "The position of my head wife in my heart has always been yours." Her eyes were like knives, and she scolded me for being shameless. But I don't care. I only care about her. --- I finally got her, but she never belonged to me. I bribed Zhang's mother, forged a divorce letter, and imprisoned Die'er in another courtyard. That night, I said to her: Your mother-in-law has betrothed you to me a long time ago. She cried, struggled, and was heartbroken. I kissed her, but she didn't respond, only tears. At dawn, I opened the door and left. She was huddled in the corner, her clothes were messy and her eyes were empty. I thought I won. But later I found out that she was pregnant with Zhang Zhiming's flesh and blood. In order to keep the baby alive, she made me think it was mine. She gritted her teeth to please me, closed her eyes and let me kiss her, but she muttered another man's name in a place where I couldn't hear her. At night, she slept in my arms, and what she murmured in her dream was - "Zhiming..." Those two words were like a knife, piercing my heart. I tightened my arms and whispered in her ear: "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who you call in your dream. In this life, you can only lie next to me." But I couldn't lie to myself. I got her person, never her heart. --- I gave her all the good things I could do, but she wouldn't even give her a sincere smile. I gave her all the good things I could do to her. Make the other courtyard exquisite and warm, collect her favorite snacks and favorite treasures, stay by her side and take good care of her every day, let go of all the evil birds of prey, and learn to be gentle and accommodating. But the way she looked at me was still without any warmth. I'm not willing to give in. I am so jealous of Zhang Zhiming that I go crazy with jealousy. Why? How could he make her miss him even though he didn't do anything? And I tried my best, but I couldn't get her a sincere smile. I started to smoke heavily and tried to numb myself with opium. I want to forget her, but I can't. --- She disappeared, leaving only searching and regret for the rest of my life. My mother took advantage of my retreat to quit smoking and sold her into Yihongyuan. After I got out of the country, I learned the news, and I searched everywhere like crazy. I walked all over the streets, but there was no news about her. The child I believed to be Ping'er was held in my hands and taken good care of. I named him "Yi'an" - no hesitation, peace and security. I poured all my guilt, debt and obsession with Die'er into this child. I thought until my death that it was my flesh and blood. I never found the silver necklace she left behind in the swaddling compartment. --- When the news of her death came, my world collapsed. After several years of searching, the news of her death finally arrived. The woman I asked for, the woman who ruined half my life and was ruined by me, is dead. She blocked the gun for someone else and gave her life to another man. I didn't even see him for the last time, and I didn't even get a chance to apologize. I held the golden butterfly hairpin she had left in another courtyard and stayed behind closed doors for three days without eating or drinking. I remembered what she said to me that night: "I'm just your trophy." I said word by word to the air - "Die'er, I love you. Because you are you, not a trophy." No one heard. She won't hear it either. --- I'm not a good person, but I really loved him. Everyone in the world said that Xiao Qihao was a villain, a villain, and the murderer who ruined Die'er's life. I won't argue. But I want you to know - I love her as much as anyone else. I just did it the wrong way, the wrong way from the beginning. If I could have met her earlier, if I could pursue her in an honest way, if I was not the illegitimate son of the Zhang family, if I could control my jealousy and paranoia - would the ending be different? No one can answer me. She won't come back either. --- Epilogue I put all my guilt and longing for Die'er into the front line of the Anti-Japanese War. I can point the blade at my brother, but never at my own country. For the rest of my life, I devoted everything I had to supporting the Anti-Japanese War, teaching that child to be patriotic and good, and spend my whole life making up for the sins I had committed. I made Ping'er my main wife and gave birth to a pair of children. But that place in my heart is always empty. I know I don't deserve to say I love her. But if there is a next life - I hope I can stand upright in front of her and say: "Hello, Miss Lin. My name is Xiao Qihao. I am not anyone's illegitimate child, nor anyone's substitute. I am just a person who wants to get to know you." --- If you have ever loved someone, so much that you were obsessed with it, read "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust". [Almost crying][Almost crying][Crying][Almost crying] There are no purely good people or purely bad people here. There was only a man named Xiao Qihao who loved someone he should never love in the wrong way. After finishing the book, it's hard to calm down.