Youthful School Romance with a Tragic Ending, Really Heartbreaking 😶 青春校园，结局BE，很虐，很虐😶

1. 1 我 I Told You I Love You in Heaven 我在天堂说爱你 Ling Xi灵希Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted At fifteen, Junxi accidentally got blood from an AIDS patient into one of his wounds and contracted the disease. From then on, his normal life was completely upended, and he lived in constant fear that he could die at any moment. But Li Poxiao never left his side, giving him the courage to carry on. Through his pain, he smiled through his tears. “Brother Junxi, my greatest wish is to become your bride. You have to fight to stay alive, because… this is a dream only you can help me fulfill.” A lov 928Reads9.5Score185Shelves

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   These nine books are all torture novels, youth campus abuse novels, secret love abuse novels. The endings are all be, be aesthetics, short stories, and endings. They are all heart-torture and liver-torture. Have tissues ready. You can choose which one you like.

2. 2 窥 Seeing Through 窥破 Yi Jiang一姜Modern Romance201k WordsCompleted [The print edition of Farewell Ceremony is now available on all major platforms.] [Reclusive, cold, troubled girl × possessive, hot-tempered young rogue] Wan Li pressed her fingerprints ten times, and from then on, lost her heart. “Tsk, it's not like you're signing a contract. Don't be nervous.” The young man raised an eyebrow slightly, a smile tugging at his lips. Everyone said Ji Lanzhuo was a dissolute playboy no one could control. Wan Li wasn't afraid. She threw herself in headfirst and fell 2kReads9.3Score299Shelves
3. 3 她 She Stopped Comforting Him 她不哄他了 Autumn Chill秋日凉Modern Romance308k WordsCompleted A heads-up before you start ❗️: One of the side couples is a gay couple, so please skip this if that bothers you. [The print edition under the same title is now available] [Healing × Love that grows over time × Angsty school romance] Sweet, gentle, well-behaved student × rebellious, handsome bad boy That midsummer seemed hotter than any before. The girl in the graduation photo smiled sweetly, with a boy in a white shirt grinning boldly behind her. They met in midsummer, and parted in midsummer t 90.3kReads9.6Score16.1kShelves
4. 4 你 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 69kReads9.5Score13kShelves
5. 5 暗 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 73.4kReads9.7Score13.4kShelves
6. 6 愿 May I Caress You Again 愿再轻抚你 South Wind, Late Autumn南风晚秋Modern Romance160k WordsCompleted Zhou Qiyue of West Wu No. 3 High School was a bona fide school bully. He did everything the school rules forbade. Then one day, a new girl joined the class next door. He called her ugly, yet warned his buddies not to chase after her. He wanted to get close to her, but carefully kept his distance. You are a star I can never reach. Later, rumors about the two of them dating reached the teachers’ office, and the teachers were alarmed. The homeroom teacher pointed at him and said, “A social degene 84Reads8.7Score—Shelves
7. 7 我 I Only Took a Peek at Him 我只偷看他一眼 Zhi Jiu枝玖Anime Fanfiction188k WordsCompleted During the speech by the freshman class representative, Chen Nan fell for Lu Xu at first sight, and for the rest of her life. The pink sunset beyond the window filled the entire sky, like a beautiful landscape painting. The clouds looked drunk, their cheeks flushed with color. Chen Nan held her breath and stole a sidelong glance at Lu Xu. His profile was youthful and striking, and he held his book with perfect posture. A ray of light fell on the yellowed pages, and touched him as well. The dayli 16kReads9.6Score3.7kShelves
8. 8 潇 The Late Sound of Drizzling Rain 潇潇雨声迟 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance120k WordsCompleted Years after graduation, a gossip post begins circulating on the message board for City Experimental School. The school's 2011 beauty, Ye Xiao, and its most handsome boy from the same year, Ruan Yusheng, are a couple. Their classmates, who know them well, rush over to set the record straight: it's pure rumor. There was never any spark between the two of them. Ye Xiao's profile even says, “Person I hate most: Ruan Yusheng.” People in the know go so far as to say, “Ye Xiao feels nothing but hatred 104.6kReads9.7Score16.7kShelves

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   All of them are campus BE stories about youthful crushes. They are extremely sad and extremely powerful. It is a reality that broken relationships cannot be reunited and people who love each other cannot be together! Recommended star rating: five stars

9. 9 学 One Bow from My Senior, and My Entire Youth Was Over 学姐两鞠躬，结束了我的整个青春 Rain Sends Dust雨送尘Marriage & Romance30k WordsCompleted Two bows from my senior schoolmate brought my entire youth to an end 220Reads—Score—Shelves

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   I recommend recommending this.

10. 10 他 The Girl He Brought Home Walked into My Room 他带回的女生，走进了我房间 Rain Sends Dust雨送尘17k WordsCompleted The girl he brought home walked into my room 312Reads—Score—Shelves
11. 11 阿 A Shao, Don't Cry 阿邵，不要哭 Jiangnan Yidao江南易道Modern Romance237k WordsCompleted [Boys’ love + utterly tragic ending + 1v1 + emotion-focused + slow and steady] A gentle neurosurgeon and a sensitive underage litigation lawyer We always thought we had plenty of time and could wait a little longer. Until we finished our college entrance exams, until we grew up, until we found jobs... Never realizing that no one knows whether tomorrow or an accident will come first. … “I was too busy studying at seventeen. What about when I’m twenty-seven?” “Dr. Shao, I want to pursue you.” Fr 1.4kReads—Score294Shelves

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    Although this book is being serialized, the story is very dense, the writing is good, and the abuse at the end is very interesting!!! Two-way, destined but not destined, both be and die, and the male protagonist dies for love. Between the lover and the future, choose the lover's future [cry][cry][cry][cry] Strong recommendation!!![Lick the screen][lick the screen][fly a kiss][love][cry][cry][cry][cry]

12. 12 裂 Sunlight Through the Cracks 裂缝里的阳光 Reclining in the North高卧北Urban169k WordsCompleted From childhood onward, Zhuang Zi'ang was the kind of kid everyone called “the child other parents wish they had”: a model student every year and always first in his class. But after his parents divorced and his father started a new family, he became a child neither parent loved. At just eighteen, Zhuang Zi'ang is diagnosed with a terminal illness and given only three months to live. With his final three months, he decides to let out his rebellious, wild side and be truly himself for once. While 130.2kReads9.8Score15.4kShelves

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    "Zhuang Sheng's dawn dream is obsessed with butterflies, and the emperor's spring heart is supported by cuckoos." "I am a butterfly, and a butterfly is me." Although this is a short story, it is really tear-jerking [cry][cry][cry]

13. 13 清 Qingqing: The Aesthetics of Unrequited Love Tragedies, Part 3 清清（暗恋BE美学三部曲03） Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Urban125k WordsCompleted Back in middle school, Xie Zeyang met Shen Bingqing. Their names were almost the opposite of their natures: he was as cold as ice, while she burned bright as the sun. He could still vaguely recall every time they parted when they were young. At thirteen, beneath the lights at the entrance to an alley. She waved with a radiant smile and said to him, “See you tomorrow, class monitor!” At seventeen, on the beach on a midsummer night. She poked her head out of the tent, eyes crinkling as she called 21.1kReads9.6Score5.5kShelves
14. 14 暮 Mu Sinan 暮思南 Fish of the Cabbage白菜的鱼Modern Romance264k WordsCompleted Blurb drafted on 2022.10.6. [At last, dawn arrives, and she lies buried in the earth as it breaks.] On her barren, cracked land, he planted sunflowers for her with his own hands. She had been in the dark for so long that she had forgotten what it felt like to be bathed in light. Then one day, she finally found the sun. It shone on her for so long that she foolishly began to think she could make it her own. But she forgot: the sun and she belonged to different worlds. When she was eighteen, s 1.3kReads9.3Score316Shelves

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    These five books are all very cruel, and they all fall into the category of being sweet first and then cruel. The word count is not particularly large, but it is really cruel. If you like it, prepare some tissues and watch it.

15. 15 加 Added, Then Deleted: My Secret Crush on the Guy with the Mad Dog Avatar 加了又删：我和疯狗头像的暗恋 Xing Qi Yue Mo星柒月墨7k WordsCompleted Added, Then Deleted: My Crush on the Guy with the Mad Dog Avatar 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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    This is good, very real

16. 16 蝶 When the Butterfly Kisses the Moonlight 蝶吻月光时 Wan Wusu挽乌苏Modern Romance110k WordsOngoing The night she restored a Qing-dynasty butterfly hairpin, Shen Xingmian saw Pei Yuhuai's shadow in the phosphorescent glow. He had once turned a dying blue butterfly into a specimen, saying that low temperatures could freeze every flutter of the heart. Years later, at the finals of an AI robotics competition, his creation, titled "Butterfly Kiss, Moonlight," took first place. Butterfly powder drifted from its movements like a galaxy, but then he set a ring into the artifact stand she had restored —Reads—Score—Shelves

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    "When Butterflies Kissed the Moonlight" - When a girl who restores cultural relics meets an AI genius boy, a heart-breaking youth storm! "When you taught me the refractive index of lapis lazuli, could you even convert tears into parameters?" - Shen Xingmian "In your heart, can I not even compare to butterfly specimens?" - Pei Yuhuai

17. 17 重 Reborn in My Youth, I Cling to the Brooding Boy and Never Let Go 重生年少时，抱紧阴郁少年不撒手 One Bored Rich Lady无聊富婆一枚Modern Romance1.1M WordsCompleted “Spoiled, selfish heiress VS brooding, devoted campus heartthrob” “Mutual devotion + sweet and bittersweet angst + past and present lives” Only after Shen Xingchen died did she learn the truth: The brooding man she had feared and guarded against her whole life was the only person in the world who loved her with all his heart. He cleared every obstacle for her and gave her everything. Then, right in front of her, he leapt from the stage at a press conference. * Shen Xingchen opened her eyes and 2.5kReads6.5Score143Shelves

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    😳Double life, the female protagonist killed the male protagonist in her previous life. This time she atones for her sins and is very kind to the male protagonist and uses her family's power to help him. As a result, the male protagonist ignores her this time, but he loves her to death in his heart and has a vicious mouth. There is no problem with his behavior. Beautiful, sour and sweet😊

18. 18 无 I'll Meet Her Again When Summer Comes 无夏再逢她 Hou Xixi侯嘻嘻Modern Romance111k WordsCompleted (Just received a rating; completed) [Heartbreak Youth Fiction | BE | Schoolyard Secret Crush | Healing] Cheng Wang had loved Lin Yiwan for years and years. He secretly wrote twenty-one letters, each one holding a piece of his heart. After the college entrance exams, Lin Yiwan suddenly kissed him of her own accord. But on the very day Cheng Wang planned to confess his feelings, she took her own life. All she left behind was a notebook containing every one of her secrets. Cheng Wang: “What’s the w 313Reads8.3Score105Shelves

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    Woohoo, I hope I will be happy in my next life!!!

19. 19 无 A Silent Kindness 无声恩 Ke En刻恩Modern Romance307k WordsCompleted [Strong female lead, two endings, mute and unhinged, twists, two strong leads, second male lead takes the lead, school, suspense, childhood sweethearts, campus heartthrob and beauty] “I like you. Even if you really are crazy, I still like you!” “I was born in the depths of misery. I can't drag you down with me.” “She isn't just my little sister!” “Tell me, do two people count as a ‘rabble’?” “Yan Qianlin, you owe me an explanation!” “What do I owe you?” “Xiaoyi, I... love you.” 216Reads—Score—Shelves

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    It's a college campus story, be, a sadistic story. The male and female protagonists are childhood sweethearts but they completely miss each other and cannot fall in love. The second male lead takes the lead. In the end, the male partner sacrifices himself. The second male protagonist and the female protagonist commit suicide by jumping into the sea to die in love.

20. 20 她 Her Little Tricks 她的小把戏 Chou Yanheng仇衍珩Modern Romance347k WordsOngoing A slow-burn romance where love grows over time. Readers who prefer a faster pace can start from Chapter 54, where things pick up. The pretty boy is refined and gentle, like a frail scholar. He’s good at biology because he dreams of starting a company to develop miracle drugs for difficult and incurable diseases. Everyone at school is afraid of the queen bee. Everyone, that is, except the pretty boy, which makes her lose face. What she doesn’t know is that he saw through these low-level tricks 6Reads—Score—Shelves

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    The down-and-out noble son and the school bully sister, two-way redemption, a riddle. Continuously updating

21. 21 望 Looking Toward Tomorrow, Looking Toward Tomorrow 望明天望明天 A Hundred Thoughts, One Life百念有生Modern Romance178k WordsCompleted [Raising a younger love interest + Campus + Devoted to each other + First love + Winning back her husband + Sweet romance] Ruan Xi's parents were irresponsible. It wasn't until her uncle took her to the city for high school that she met the person who would dazzle her throughout her youth: Song Yin. He was exceptional and aloof, yet sheltered her when she was at her most helpless. She desperately tried to keep up with him, struggling between her growing feelings and her insecurity. He kept his b 431Reads8.2Score102Shelves

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    You will also have regrets, but when people miss something, they will think of something beautiful, and the text will slow down and the frame rate will drop.

22. 22 青 Youth and Midsummer 2 青春与盛夏2 Wu Shuo吴说Urban98k WordsCompleted Youth is... a sweltering summer evening study hall; the glances you carefully pretended were accidental; the endless whispers between desk mates during study period; that summer when someone in the dorm was always calling the residence supervisor to turn on the fan. We were chatting during evening study hall when the classroom suddenly fell quiet. Everyone instinctively looked toward the door, and when we saw no teacher there, we exchanged smiles and went right back to talking. These little, eve 13Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Youth Campus, do you think the ending is be [eat melon] [sneaky laugh]

23. 23 谁 Who Says Longing Is Silent? 谁说思念无声 Qingya青崖Modern Romance61k WordsCompleted She knelt in the pouring rain, begging him to give her father a proper burial. All she got in return was: “You should've been the one to die!” Her hatred burned fiercely, while her love slowly faded away. She said, “I spent my whole life loving you, but you hurt me, hated me, and ruined my life. You said I owed you. Now I've paid you back!” A knife pierced her chest. She smiled, proud and desolate. “Don't cry at my grave. You'll soil my path to the afterlife!” 199Reads8.4Score—Shelves

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    Many things in life are inherently futile.

24. 24 余 I'll Spend the Rest of My Life Waiting for You 余生只待你 Young Master Liangye公子凉夜Urban128k WordsCompleted In high school, Bai Zhi and Lin Yu became classmates. Back then, Bai Zhi was rebellious and willful, a troublesome student who gave her teachers headaches. After an encounter in a downpour, Lin Yu saw through her pain, and the two became close friends. They were accepted into the same university and promised to start there together. Before they could enroll, Lin Yu learned that Bai Zhi was the daughter of the mastermind behind a kidnapping case that had once shocked the entire city. He had been 2.5kReads9.6Score337Shelves
25. 25 他 His White Moonlight 他的白月光 dearfairyModern Romance180k WordsCompleted He's a rising star in business, a born winner, and the feared second young master of the Feng family. Yet no one knows that he has kept someone in his heart for eleven years, and even getting close to her feels like an impossible dream. “Jiaojiao, if I walk over there now, can I hug you?” “Feng Lin, guilt and love are two different things.” [Mutual pining + reunion after years apart + rekindled romance + redemptive angst + happy ending] 4.1kReads9.2Score246Shelves
26. 26 等 Waiting for the Wind to Arrive 等风降临 Zhou Wanyu周晚欲Anime Fanfiction209k WordsCompleted At 17, Lin Jiang first met Jiang Weifeng on an evening when "the rosy clouds flew alongside a lone wild duck." He was a wild weed growing as he pleased, while she was a greenhouse flower. So began her long, secret crush. She only dared to use the username 38.6°C to request songs for him, watching from afar and missing him in secret. Graduation came, and they parted without a single word of goodbye, each heading to a different city. While packing up, Jiang Weifeng saw Lin Jiang's QQ account on hi 2kReads9.5Score376Shelves
27. 27 你 You Are the Joy of My Youth 你是年少的欢喜 Yun Xing云星Modern Romance307k WordsCompleted The Rong and Song families were old friends. The second young master of the Rong family and the third young lady of the Song family grew up together, sharing many long years. In kindergarten, someone stole Song Qian's candy. Rong Ting stood up for her and got pinned to the ground and beaten. In elementary school, someone dirtied the pretty dress Song Qian had just put on. Rong Ting sold his favorite toy to buy her a new one. In middle school, someone wrote Song Qian a love letter. When Rong Ting 1.4kReads8.1Score105Shelves
28. 28 晨 Morning Light, Easy Moon 晨曦易曦月 zhj001Modern Romance116k WordsCompleted Chenxi: My younger sister is named Lin Xiyue. The Xi in her name comes from Xihe, and she is the moon goddess. Xiyue: Li Yi, being unable to protect the woman you love is one of life’s great sorrows, and a lifelong disgrace. The deeper the hatred cuts, the deeper you fall! The road of love is long, and choosing is hard! Li Yi: Ten years, one night; today, one dream. Time turns back, and the woman of my dreams returns. The dream will not end; memories sink into darkness. Dancing in the moonligh 3Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Youthful Years Chen Xi: My sister's name is Lin Xiyue, from Xihe, she is the moon goddess. Xiyue: Li Yi, you can't protect the woman you love, which is the sorrow and shame of life. The hatred is unforgettable, the deeper you sink! The road to love is long and the choice is difficult! Li Yi: One night in ten years, one dream today. Turn back time, find the beauty in your dream. It's a dream without waking up, and the memory sinks. The dancing shadows seem to be in the human world.

29. 29 你 You Are the Summer Solstice I Can't Leave Behind 你是我走不出的那年夏至 An Xifei安洗非Modern Romance103k WordsCompleted [Pure love + college campus + secret crush + inspired by real life] "A rich second-generation heir and hopeless romantic hero x an unromantic small-town exam ace heroine" He had a crush on her for eight months and had her to himself for fifteen hours. Then he spent the next eight years alone, unable to forget her. To get closer to Jiang Zhenyu, Tang Chenzhou said he needed to study for finals and brought her and her best friend to a suite at the Hilton. She spent the whole night studying calculu 10Reads—Score—Shelves

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    In this book, after the female protagonist was hurt by a scumbag, she couldn't believe that the male protagonist would like her at first, but she finally opened her heart and was instantly disappointed. . . Many years later, the male protagonist met the female protagonist by chance and was severely rejected by the female protagonist.

30. 30 南 Southern Quest 南寻 Mo Qingci墨倾辞Modern Romance274k WordsCompleted [Campus romance + innocent love + realism, with a fresh, poetic style, based on the author's own story] Yi Nian is Nan Xun's online boyfriend, but by a twist of fate, he becomes her classmate. Nan Xun has no idea he exists and even mistakes someone else for him. Inevitably, one complication after another follows... 23Reads8.1Score—Shelves

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    See behind.

31. 31 装 Decorate Your Dreams 装饰你的梦 Tang Zhi唐帜Modern Romance262k WordsCompleted [University Campus] [Unrequited Love] [Tragedy] A love story at Zhongshan Medical University. The male lead, Tan Shengxu, is devoted to the female lead, Zhong Mengwei. But because of a misunderstanding born of circumstance, she thinks he is her enemy and rejects his advances. In truth, he is the one she has been longing for. Heartbroken, Tan Shengxu gives up on their relationship in despair. Zhong Mengwei regrets it too late and starts pursuing him, but to no avail. Her love leaves her depressed 117Reads—Score—Shelves

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    Campus abuse articles, so sad that it hurts, super sad

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