I lose if I don't cry after watching it. The ceiling of sadomasochism in the Republic of China "Butterfly Shadow Returns to Dust"|She gave birth to a son to her enemy, but the son was not his biological son. This is not a fast food novel, nor is it an industrial saccharine. This is a novel about the abuse of the Republic of China that needs to be read carefully - time difference, love that cannot be found, and the ultimate BE aesthetics. A book that reaches the pinnacle of sadomasochism in the Republic of China. She has changed six identities in her life, but only one name will belong to her until death. Lin Die'er, a fifteen-year-old daughter of a famous family, was forced to marry a strange man who was dark and rough. On her wedding night, she swore in tears that she would rather die than obey. Later, his hoarse "Does it hurt" when he shielded her from the slap in the face with four months of silence moved her unconsciously? But she had just gathered up the courage to tell him "I am pregnant with your child" - her mother-in-law sold her to her husband's illegitimate half-child for profit. The man imprisoned her in another courtyard and tortured her day and night to make her give birth to an heir for him. Little did he know, she was hiding a secret. Later she actually gave birth to a son for him. The son is not his biological son. She gritted her teeth and survived, just to let him raise children for her enemy for the rest of her life. From the daughter of a famous family to the young wife of the Zhang family. From a prisoner in a deep house to a prostitute in a brothel. From Japanese spies to ghosts who take the gun for others. In this life, I changed my identity six times and had three names in total. Only the three words "Lin Die'er" belong to her until death. He spent his entire life waiting for her to fall, but it was too late for her to look back. Ten years later, when they met again on the street, his temples were white with frost, and he recognized her at a glance. Cowhide bags were scattered on the floor, and more than a dozen silver butterfly hairpins rolled down the bluestone. But she coldly withdrew her hand and said in unfamiliar Japanese: "Sir, you have recognized the wrong person." Turning the corner, she leaned against the cold wall, covered her mouth, and cried silently. He didn't know until his death that the child named Yi'an he held in Xiao's house was his and her only son. She never knew until her death who she loved most in her life. The romance in the world cannot last forever, the butterfly shadow returns to dust, and there is no time to return. She loved him, but she gave her life to another person who saved her from the abyss. My life is back, but my heart can't be taken back. Although the flowers bloom again, love is destined to never be reunited. Reasons for recommendation · It is not torture for the sake of torture, behind every regret there is the mark of the times and the driving force of destiny · The characters are three-dimensional and full, there are no pure good guys or bad guys, only living beings who can't help themselves in troubled times · The writing is delicate and restrained, the emotions are progressive, and the stamina is great · The background of the Republic of China × multiple identities × misplaced time difference × the righteousness of family and country, the pattern is far beyond ordinary romance If you prefer deep affection and extreme regret, this book will not let you down. After finishing the book, it's hard to calm down.