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1 Shen Qingqing, Happy Wedding 沈清清，新婚快乐 Heartless Lover y薄情郎yModern Romance4k WordsCompleted Shen Qingqing, happy wedding day. —Reads—Score—Shelves
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The first book is not particularly sad, but it is really regrettable. The second book made me cry to death. It has great stamina. Don't stop reading the third book just because of the low rating. This one is really good. The female protagonist grew up with the abusive 14-year-old male protagonist. Later, the male protagonist entered the entertainment industry. The female protagonist fell ill and died. The male protagonist died in love that night when he was 18 years old.
2 You Broke Your Promise 你失信了 Shi Qingyao十清杳Modern Romance138k WordsCompleted The acclaimed signature work You Broke Your Promise by popular author Shi Qingyao, now with 40,000 new words of never-before-published content! Sensitive girl Xiang Yu VS golden boy Song Huaishi. I had to play out the whole secret-crush story, so I loved him year after year. It was an ordinary day. Just as she closed her eyes, Xiang Yu suddenly thought of Song Huaishi: Song Huaishi, neat in his clothes and radiating warmth. Song Huaishi at seventeen. Still in his school uniform, he leaned lazily 83.2kReads9.5Score15.8kShelves
3 The Boy from the Mountain City 山城少年 Mo Cha墨茶Modern Romance21k WordsCompleted In the mountain city, there are not only young men, but also big sisters. We were once each other's salvation. Watching the young man shine so brightly, I couldn't selfishly keep him trapped by my side. Without Big Sister in this world, that young man would be gone too. 74Reads8.2Score—Shelves
4 Goodbye, With Tears in Our Eyes 再见只能红着眼 Tavern Keeper Jiu'er酒家玖儿Modern Romance32k WordsCompleted [A Tearjerker of the Highest Quality] He was a poor student who fell for a well-behaved girl with perfect grades. To give her a happy life, he worked hard at his studies. He tried, and he struggled, but in the end, the happiness he had fought for was forced into someone else's hands. When the two lovers met again, they should have blushed, but all they could do was look at each other with tear-filled eyes. Standing by the roadside, he cried like a child, more like a madman: “I don't want anythin —Reads—Score—Shelves
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If you don't watch it, you will regret it. After watching it, I was so excited that I couldn't breathe. I couldn't catch my breath for three days. The heroine said, I want him to be happy, even if he doesn't have me in the rest of his life. The hero said, why don't you think about it? What should I do without you for the rest of my life? What should I do without you? The hero told the heroine, you are my Sirius. After the heroine left, the part in the hero's heart never lit up again---"Goodbye Can Only Red Eyes"
5 A Love That Cuts to the Bone 蚀骨危情 Qi Lao You淇老游Modern Romance753k WordsCompleted Xia Weiming died, and Shen Xiujin personally sent Jian Tong to a women’s prison. During her three years behind bars, Shen Xiujin’s order to “take good care of her” changed Jian Tong beyond recognition. She was even “persuaded to donate a kidney” while in prison. Before she went in, Jian Tong said, “I didn’t kill her.” Shen Xiujin remained unmoved. After her release, Jian Tong said, “I killed Xia Weiming. I’m guilty.” Shen Xiujin’s face turned livid. “Shut up! Don’t let me hear you say that again 158.7kReads9.2Score11.6kShelves
6 The Sad Little Thing Called Unrequited Love 暗恋这件难过的小事 Meng Zhiwan孟栀晚Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted Lin Xu has a crush on the popular boy Ye Feng, and she remembers countless little details about him. Every day, Lin Xu times her departure down to the second, getting dressed and putting on her shoes in a hurry, all for the chance to catch a fleeting glimpse of his back. The music playing during the long break outside her classroom is Xu Song’s “Moon over Luzhou.” Lin Xu knows it’s the favorite song of Ye Feng, the school radio station’s announcer. Lin Xu has even stayed up all night organizing 92.1kReads9.7Score16.7kShelves
7 Quick Transmigration: She Is the Male Lead's One True Love 快穿之她是男主白月光 Lazy Big Cat懒大猫Ancient Romance219k WordsCompleted Everyone has a white moonlight hidden in their heart. Those first stirrings of love in youth are destined to last a lifetime. - To survive, Jiang Nanyi binds herself to a quick transmigration System and becomes the white moonlight of one male lead after another. World One: After I died, he went mad. She and her senior brother grew up together for over a decade, sharing each other's joys and sorrows. But he fell in love with someone else and even tried to kill her for her sake. World Two: He was 65Reads8.6Score—Shelves
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The first book is full of abuse, the second book has a female protagonist who has a positive outlook on things, and every world is good, but the author didn't like the ending that I wrote. The third book is very good, and only a few worlds of money are abusive.
8 Quick Transmigration: The Heaven-Chosen Noblewoman 快穿之天命贵女 Heartless and Loveless无心无爱Ancient Romance992k WordsCompleted She is a composed, easygoing modern girl, an elegant young lady from a distinguished family, an outstanding scion of an old clan, and a beautiful, gentle heiress. She is also a young plant struggling to survive in the cracks, a cold-blooded woman without a heart, a wise and rational avenger, and a perfect impostor… She is Shu Wu. The character in Wu sounds like the one in “realization,” and Shu Wu also sounds like “don't.” Longing day and night, waking up with a sudden realization, never repeati 154Reads8.4Score—Shelves
9 Quick Transmigration: The Host Is Determined to Die 快穿：宿主她一心求死 Nine Thousand Years九千岁Ancient Romance2.1M WordsCompleted Troubled girl Ruan Xiaoli committed suicide, then inexplicably got bound to something that called itself a System. It said, “What’s the fun in dying? I’ll take you to three thousand worlds to be the villain, destroy heaven and earth, and unleash chaos and bloodshed.” Ruan Xiaoli thought that sounded pretty interesting, so she agreed. But... hey, hey, hey! System, wasn’t the deal that I’d just play the villain? I’d destroy heaven and earth, then once I got bored, the world’s male lead would kill 15.4kReads9.5Score1.6kShelves
10 If It Were Like That 如果是那样 Luo Yi A落逸啊Two Male Leads160k WordsCompleted [Power Couple] [1v1] [Both Pure] Also known as Starring: What if the story ended with an ellipsis? A flirtatious, needy top and a proud, aloof bottom with a surprising side When we meet again, we’ll be strangers in each other’s worlds. I won’t be there when the flowers bloom, so I’ll admire them all for you in another city. I’ll always leave a spot in the fridge for the food you love. My dear, you must live well, too, somewhere I can’t see. 34Reads—Score—Shelves
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Be Love but cannot get it, want to forget it, never die, realistic pain, wind abuse, if you like this kind of thing, I really recommend it.
11 The Unhinged Big Shot Seems Like a Little Puppy 疯批大佬好像是个小奶狗 Glass Pliers玻璃钳Modern Romance301k WordsCompleted [Male lead with a split personality and a wealthy heiress, older woman-younger man romance, both sweet and angsty] Reunited through an arranged marriage, Lan Ruo thought that after six years apart, the sweet little boy would have grown into a refined gentleman of high society. Instead, he’s a hooligan who spews dirty jokes and doesn’t remember her. Then, moments later, he turns into a pitiful little thing who calls her “Big Sis” and clings to her, refusing to let go. When the hooligan fails to w 35Reads8.9Score—Shelves
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The male protagonist has a dual personality, but I really love the male protagonist's second personality. When my Mr. Shao disappeared, I cried to death. I felt so sad. Be aesthetics really made me cry in the end😭
12 When the Ginkgo Leaves Fall 银杏落下时 Wanyan Yuning完颜雨凝Two Male Leads62k WordsCompleted [If you enjoy this, please leave lots of comments and ratings. Love you!] #BoysLove #Angst #Tragedy #BEAesthetic #Realistic #MutualDevotion #UnforgettableRegret #ConversionTherapy #DoubleDeath At nineteen, Cheng Ye and Lu Ming thought love could conquer everything. A ginkgo-leaf bookmark, two handmade rings, and a promise to go south. They ran away together on a rainy night and kissed beneath a bridge, believing that if they went far enough, they could reach a future of their own. But their pa 273Reads—Score—Shelves
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BE is so sad and easy to cry. The two of them went in both directions, but they could only end like this. It was so heartbreaking.
13 The Willow by the Palace Wall 宫墙柳 Dream Doll梦娃Ancient Romance166k WordsCompleted Why must the imperial consorts compete for the emperor’s favor? A smash-hit, heart-wrenching historical romance that burst onto the scene in 2019! Recommended by countless tearful readers, this unconventional palace-intrigue novel will stay with you long after you finish. In the lightest of styles, it captures everyone’s deepest regrets. In May of the year I turned fourteen, with the pagoda trees in fragrant bloom, I sat in Yong’an Palace, propping up my head as I dozed. The man’s laughter held 60.3kReads9.7Score9kShelves
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It's all very be, very good, and it doesn't take a long time to finish. I'll definitely read it before school starts.
14 Autumn on a Jade Mat 玉簟秋 Ling Xi灵希Modern Romance187k WordsCompleted In a turbulent age of shifting fortunes and gathering storms, heartrending joys and sorrows unfold, along with the unions and separations of people of incomparable beauty. Ye Pingjun is a poor young woman; Yu Changxuan is the son of the chairman of the Military Commission. Her fleeting glance beneath the moon became a memory he would carry for the rest of his life. It turns out that some feelings in this world win at the beginning, only to lose in the end. Once love can no longer be reclaimed, f 9Reads6.7Score—Shelves
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I strongly recommend the first book, a super powerful masterpiece of the Republic of China. Two male protagonists are powerful and from different camps. What they compete for is not only power and peace, but also women. This is actually a book I read when I was in junior high school. At that time, it was so sad to see Tears Under the Quilt, especially the extras.
15 Accompanied by Smoke 伴烟 Laba Coconut腊八椰子Ancient Romance106k WordsCompleted [Naive, Wild Girl x Gentle Scholar + Happy Ending] She loved him, so she ran to him with all the courage she could muster. Liu Yunzhi treated her wonderfully, caring for her and asking after her, soothing her to sleep at night, reading to her whenever he had time, stroking her slightly rounded belly, and discussing baby names with her. She lost herself in it, deceiving herself as she sank into the gentle web he had woven, dreaming that they would be the only two in each other’s lives forever. Bu 4.3kReads9.3Score358Shelves
16 I Told You I Love You in Heaven 我在天堂说爱你 Ling Xi灵希Modern Romance122k WordsCompleted At fifteen, Junxi accidentally got blood from an AIDS patient into one of his wounds and contracted the disease. From then on, his normal life was completely upended, and he lived in constant fear that he could die at any moment. But Li Poxiao never left his side, giving him the courage to carry on. Through his pain, he smiled through his tears. “Brother Junxi, my greatest wish is to become your bride. You have to fight to stay alive, because… this is a dream only you can help me fulfill.” A lov 1kReads9.5Score225Shelves
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These books are definitely sad and you don't want to leave them. I really don't want me to cry alone TT So you guys should read them too. They are really sad. Not loving them is the most sad thing. I'm not going to lie to you. If you don't believe me, you can take a look. I strongly recommend sad books. It is simply the ceiling of sad books.
17 Moonlight No Longer Shines on Dreams of the Past 月光不照昔时梦 Xu Zhimeng许织梦Modern Romance189k WordsCompleted [Angst Warning] Qu Zhao: “Are you afraid…” “Afraid of what?” “That someday, your daughter will meet a man like you, just as I did.” Even the sun will one day die. The Milky Way and Andromeda are expected to collide in three billion years. Everything has an end. What about her and Fu Zongxian? Surely this madness would end someday. In his thirty years of life, Fu Zongxian had never asked for anything for himself. But at that moment, gazing at the photograph of his mother, he couldn’t help praying 4.2kReads8.9Score298Shelves
18 I'll Spend the Rest of My Life Waiting for You 余生只待你 Young Master Liangye公子凉夜Urban128k WordsCompleted In high school, Bai Zhi and Lin Yu became classmates. Back then, Bai Zhi was rebellious and willful, a troublesome student who gave her teachers headaches. After an encounter in a downpour, Lin Yu saw through her pain, and the two became close friends. They were accepted into the same university and promised to start there together. Before they could enroll, Lin Yu learned that Bai Zhi was the daughter of the mastermind behind a kidnapping case that had once shocked the entire city. He had been 2.5kReads9.6Score342Shelves
19 At Last, I Admit Defeat 终于愿赌服输 Spring Thunder Cannon春雷炮Modern Romance50k WordsCompleted “Why couldn't you be the one who got sick?” “Why couldn't you be the one who died?” With drunken eyes, the man bends down and whispers the most heartless words in the gentlest voice. But he doesn't know that she really is going to die. 6.3kReads8.2Score441Shelves
20 Holding the Galaxy in My Arms 拥星河入怀 Nine Birds九鸟Modern Romance319k WordsCompleted At the start of the school year, Xu Kuo discovers that the person who left without a word a year ago has quietly returned. One day, a boy stops Song Hao on the sports field. Xu Kuo watches from a distance. “Do you know that girl?” “No.” The person beside him cautiously asks, “Want me to deal with him for you?” Xu Kuo’s eyes follow the girl on the field. After a long silence, he replies hoarsely, “I’ll handle it myself.” - The Milky Way stretches endlessly across the sky, but you’re the only star 469Reads9.2Score100Shelves
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Theme category: be aesthetics
21 Roses Bloom When It Rains 下雨时蔷薇会开 Begonia海棠Modern Romance287k WordsCompleted The innocent young Zhu Yutian seemed to have received every bit of good fortune life could offer, all in a single night: the biological father who suddenly appeared was a famous real estate developer; the beautiful older woman she chanced upon was a promising doctoral student at a prestigious university; even the wealthy man she met at her birthday party fell in love with her at first sight, and they soon began a sweet romance... But behind this "heaven-sent good fortune," were there signs of so —Reads8.5Score—Shelves
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It's both be aesthetics and a short story
22 The Years Have Slipped Into Twilight 岁月忽已暮 Green Song绿亦歌Modern Romance166k WordsCompleted [Campus Romance] [Mutual Secret Crushes] [Coming-of-Age Feelings] [Happy Ending] When the prodigy Jiang He was sixteen, she followed the boy she liked, Jiang Hai, to San Francisco to study. Together, they won an outstanding award in mathematical modeling, conducted experiments, and wrote papers. Just as Jiang He thought they could keep working together in perfect harmony, a girl named Tian Xiatian appeared and slowly drew Jiang Hai's attention. Heartbroken, Jiang He went to Boston to pursue a ma 2.1kReads9.4Score397Shelves
23 Summer of Pearls, Bathed in Moonlight (Collection) 月光漫过珍珠夏（合集） Zhang Yunxin张芸欣Modern Romance316k WordsCompleted A shrewd, brooding older man × a young woman in the bloom of youth. A game played when Qin Manyue was eighteen brought her and Tan Zhanfei together, drew them close, made them fall in love, and left them hurting each other. Years later, Qin Manyue escapes that nightmare and begins a new life. The fresh-faced young Lu Juncan gradually melts her frozen heart. Just then, Tan Zhanfei barges back into her world. The former lovers meet again, but nothing is as it once was. The wheels of fate turn quie 57Reads8.8Score—Shelves
24 Ode to White Hair 白头赋 Little Paper Boat纸船儿Ancient Romance41k WordsCompleted In a daze, she seemed to see that young man again, standing in the spring sunshine as he asked her: “Do you have feelings for me?” 155Reads5.4Score—Shelves
25 Love Warmed the Chilling Boy 是爱暖了少年凉 An Jinnian安锦年Modern Romance142k WordsCompleted July 7, clear, Wednesday This is the most desolate and helpless day in my memory, a day that leaves me trembling with fear. Today marks ten years since you began hating me. How should I celebrate it with you, Lin Luo? On this summer night, you and I finally went our separate ways for good. Perhaps this sorrow was destined from the start: when I was abandoned on the Ferris wheel at seven, when I was adopted by your family, and when your mother’s blood stained the hatred in your eyes. Back then, I —Reads8.6Score—Shelves
26 I Heard You Once Loved Me More Than Life 听说，你曾爱我如命 Wen Liu温流Modern Romance60k WordsCompleted Xie Jingchuan said, “My only wish is for you to disappear from my sight forever.” After five loveless years of marriage, Song Youran had become the person her husband hated most. Later, she really did disappear. Everyone said Mrs. Xie had brought it upon herself and deserved to die with no one to claim her body. But as one old secret after another came to light, he discovered... In the best years of her life, she had once given him the purest love. She had also risked her life for him amid the r 2.5kReads6.6Score156Shelves
27 A Heart Torn Without a Trace, an Endless Farewell 裂心无痕，终无期 Xia Nannan夏南楠Modern Romance48k WordsCompleted She plunged a knife into her own heart and smiled with heartbreaking sadness. “If I cut out this heart that loves you, it won't hurt anymore.” Only then did Qi Liangnian understand what it meant to have your heart torn apart. It hurt so much... 526Reads5.4Score—Shelves
28 The Third Year After His Wife Left 夫人走的第三年 White Dog白白的狗Ancient Romance195k WordsCompleted Widower romance / bitter-sweet second chances / a touch of angst / bickering couple The heir to the Duke of Liang's household has been a widower for three years. Everyone in the capital says he has mourned his wife for three years, proof of how deeply he loved her. Only he knows the truth: he got promoted, got rich, and his wife died. What a wonderful life! From then on, he could indulge in cockfighting and dog racing, with no one to hold him back. But... the nights were cold, and strange things 13.8kReads9.1Score1.4kShelves
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It feels a bit like the memoirs of his deceased wife. After the death of the heroine, the hero lives according to her expectations. In the third year, her soul suddenly returns to the hero and cannot be separated from him. The hero is determined to help her untie her heart knot and reincarnate as soon as possible. It is so sweet that it hurts😭
29 Summer Evening 夏晚 Little Mianmian Milk Candy小咩咩奶糖Modern Romance8k WordsCompleted Xia Wan 8Reads—Score—Shelves
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Short story be aesthetics
30 Quick Transmigration: The Eighteen Ways of a Supporting Female Character 快穿之女配十八式 Meisheng魅生Ancient Romance4.1M WordsCompleted A car accident claimed her life, and a System from nowhere forcibly bound itself to her. She had no choice but to enter novels and fulfill the wishes of various supporting female characters in exchange for being reborn. “System binding successful. Failure to complete a mission will deduct double the points. Once your points reach zero, the Host will be forcibly erased. Beginning the first mission...” 1.6kReads8.3Score206Shelves
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Among them, the world of the subjugated princess makes me cry to death. If anyone doesn't see Zixi, I will be disappointed, okay?
31 A Carefree Journey Through Ten Thousand Worlds 万世逍遥游 Thinking of the Mortal World应念凡尘Historical420k WordsCompleted The Myriad Worlds + Invincible + No female lead He is a traveler who roams the heavens, a mortal who journeys through countless worlds. He is the past that was never forgotten, the future that could never be recalled. The heavens bear his footprints, and the myriad worlds echo his name. His name is Lin Ziyi. An ordinary, supreme being. PS: This is about the Myriad Worlds, not a historical novel... 4.1kReads9.1Score297Shelves
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Be aesthetics [love]
32 Hot and Cold 冷热 Don't Run别跑Modern Romance345k WordsCompleted In the shifting warmth and chill of your gaze, a vow points straight to the heavens. One rainy night, the doctor Jiang Sui accidentally witnesses a murder. Having seen the entire crime unfold, she becomes the killer's target. Relying on her wits, she escapes death time and again, yet through a twist of fate, she steps into the maze of the criminal underworld. Warning: angst-heavy story. If that bothers you, don't read! 278Reads9.3Score101Shelves
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How can I put it this way? This book is really sad, but the male protagonist finally found the female protagonist.